Temperament

Shen Qinglan hummed with a low face, took her clothes and walked into the bathroom.When I soaked in the bathtub, I felt nervous and panic like never before, a bit like the night after Zhuo Tianyi came back from Liangzhou last time.But that time he didn't announce it in advance, but this time, he said it clearly.

The most important thing is that I can't find any reason to procrastinate or resist, and this is obviously something I have been used to for a long time.

But now he was visibly startled, and he felt the same way when he was carried into the inner room by Zhuo Tianyi in the afternoon.

Shen Qinglan didn't know why she suddenly returned to the state she was in two months ago. Between Zhuo Tianyi and Zhuo Tianyi, she had clearly decided to coexist peacefully on the premise of having nothing to do with each other emotionally. Before that, she had always respected each other as guests status.But now, it feels like the status quo that has finally stabilized is about to change again, and the direction of change is as unclear as a bottomless abyss.

In fact, I also know that no matter how we live together peacefully and treat each other with respect, this matter is inevitable. Occasionally, he would like to use this factual relationship to get rid of the inherent pain in his heart.

However, it seems that this is not the case.

surely not.

But for a while, he couldn't figure out why his previous state had changed again in just a few days. He felt that it would be difficult, very difficult to adapt to this state.

Sitting in the bathtub, Shen Qinglan felt anxious, with inexplicable irritability and faint panic. After thinking about it carefully, she couldn't find obvious evidence and a way to get rid of it.

After thinking for a while in the tub with my eyes closed, I opened my eyes and returned to reality.

After I gave up my beautiful ideals long ago, life is still so unsatisfactory, like a piece of rootless duckweed, after experiencing countless waves, it finally calmed down, and when I looked up, I saw that the front was not far away There is a dark storm brewing everywhere, the feeling of boredom, tension, panic and powerlessness makes people feel exhausted physically and mentally.

He got up to dry his body, put on his upper and lower clothes, stepped out of the screen, and saw Zhuo Tianyi fiddling with the small silver incense burner by the bedside table at a glance. It even made the panic in his memory and the tension at this time come alive.

Seeing him walking to the bed, Zhuo Tianyi turned around and sniffed in his ear, "It smells so good!" He untied his clothes while talking, and smiled at him when he was done, "I'm going to wash it."

Shen Qinglan didn't respond, and when she lowered her head and sat on the bed, she remembered that night when she came to Liangzhou, and that piece of jade was destroyed that night, but now that she recalled it, she was no longer angry or sad.

It really seems that everything will pass, except for the indescribable taste mixed with many kinds of feelings in my heart at this moment.

Zhuo Tianyi washed it very quickly. When he came out, he only had a pair of obscene trousers on his body, and there were still a few drops of water hanging on his upper body that he didn't have time to wipe off.

Walking to the bed, she glanced at Shen Qinglan, who had her head down, and asked with a smile, "What are you thinking about?" He got on the bed while talking, and wrapped him in his arms affectionately.

Naturally, Shen Qinglan wouldn't respond, and Zhuo Tianyi didn't expect to get an answer either. This sentence was just an opening statement, and the next thing was the real topic.

Lifting Shen Qinglan's chin, before kissing him, she still looked at his expression. Shen Qinglan's eyes were lowered as always, docile and silent, but the nervousness before dinner was gone, which made Zhuo Tianyi a little strange.

After thinking about it, she decided to continue the hypocritical opening remarks before, leaned close to his face, and whispered in his ear: "Why don't you talk?"

Shen Qinglan tilted her head a little unbearably, "It's nothing..."

"Then... are you waiting for me?" Zhuo Tianyi looked into his eyes and asked again.

This kind of question is no different from nonsense, but it is a sharp weapon for flirting. Shen Qinglan's face suddenly became a little hesitant and patient.

Zhuo Tianyi accepted it as soon as he saw it, and gave a low laugh, stretched out his right hand to touch his face, but before he spoke, he added fire, "Wait for me, wait for me, what's wrong with admitting it?" Seeing that Shen Qinglan became With a dodging face and slightly frowned brows, he hurriedly said, "I remember, I made you wait."

After this self-talking performance, the atmosphere immediately came out. Shen Qinglan became embarrassed, but could only bear it.

Satisfied, Zhuo Tianyi lowered his lips, rubbed the corners of his lips, looked into his eyes, and said angrily, "I've been thinking of you for a long time..." There was a sigh and a smile at the end.

As she spoke, she didn't care about Shen Qinglan's reaction, she opened her mouth to enclose his lips, and sucked them affectionately.After the unwilling tongue stopped talking, it also found a new job. It stuck between Shen Qinglan's teeth, pried it open deftly, and stretched it in to open it up diligently and bravely.

It didn't take long for Shen Qinglan to be kissed so weakly by him that her heart, which had calmed down a little while Zhuo Tianyi went to take a bath, became nervous and flustered.

Zhuo Tianyi noticed this, and he was secretly happy in his heart. He added more firewood and a pot of oil to his mouth, and kissed more diligently. He made a tongue like a sword, attacking the city and plundering the ground inside.Not to be outdone with his hands, he gently and deftly untied his shirt, slipped it into his arms, and then robbed and set fire to him.

This kind of teasing and teasing as much as possible has actually been used by Zhuo Tianyi as early as when the two people used this as a means of confrontation, but at that time Shen Qinglan was holding back his energy and insisting on using the law to destroy human desires, and Zhuo Tianyi often let Zhuo Tianyi returned without success.

Later, during Shen Qinglan's most painful period, Zhuo Tianyi obeyed his request, sent swords and guns to Kuma and released Nanshan, took pity on him, but stopped teasing him.Then there was the period of respecting each other as guests a while ago, the two of them didn't even kiss much.

At this time Zhuo Tianyi used these tricks, Shen Qinglan had no excuses and no longer had the energy to resist.The trembling feeling all over his body made him jump with fear, and Zhuo Tianyi's wave after wave of attacks also made him exhausted.

When the front was tentatively held again, and the blood all over his body gathered there, he opened his eyes, pushed Zhuo Tianyi's hand away, and shouted out of breath: "No!"

Zhuo Tianyi stopped his movements and looked over. Shen Qinglan's eyes were no longer the heartbroken look when he called to stop last time, but panic mixed with boredom, and a little helpless. It seemed that it was the same as experiencing love for the first time The virgin is average.

There was a hint of secret joy in his heart, but he didn't show it on his face, "I just want you to feel comfortable too," he said while kissing his face lightly, withdrew his hand from his pants, and went around to comfort him , "If you don't want it, you don't want it, I listen to you."

Shen Qinglan lowered her head, and repeated softly after a while: "I really don't want it."

"Okay." Zhuo Tianyi kissed him on the forehead as if promising, "I promise you, just like that piano, you can play when you want to play, and if you don't want to play, I will never force you, huh?"

Shen Qinglan didn't make a sound, Zhuo Tianyi lowered his head and kissed him again, holding his hand behind his back and stroking it against his skin.Shen Qinglan didn't refuse, Zhuo Tianyi lasted for a while, and the kiss and the hand behind his back became a little old again.

He has been paying close attention to Shen Qinglan's expression, and when he sees that he has a disapproving expression, he immediately behaves a little better, or pretends that he is unable to help himself. If Shen Qinglan does not object, he will harass him on his chest or in front of him by surprise. A few times, intending to stir up his emotions.

After several actions, Shen Qinglan was overwhelmed and couldn't bear it anymore. Finally, she raised her head and panted, "Do you want it, I..."

Zhuo Tianyi hastily said, "Of course..." Pushing him down on the pillow, he passionately kissed his lips, face, ears and neck, "I've been thinking about you for so many days, I'm almost sick..."

He took off his obscene pants, reached out to fetch the porcelain jar from the bedside table, opened it, and skillfully applied it to Shen Qinglan's body. With one hand, he developed it, and with the other hand, he stroked back and forth between his legs and buttocks, occasionally "unintentionally" touching the front, " I was too rough to you that day, you should reject me, I will treat you well today..."

Shen Qinglan was lying on the pillow with her eyes closed, feeling the discomfort caused by being rubbed and caressed by his hands, and the harassment back and forth, listening to his obsessive nonsense, her intuition was filled with anxiety, Can't tell the reason.I just want him to finish the job quickly, but I can't say it clearly, it's very hard to endure.

Zhuo Tianyi was very smart, seeing his face and fighting him in a guerrilla war of advancing and retreating, until he was so annoyed that he withdrew his hand, loosened his trousers and pounced on him.

When he finally entered, Shen Qinglan breathed a sigh of relief. Relatively speaking, he would rather be at this time, although it is not a pleasant feeling, but it will also make himself sober, and he will no longer be in constant pain to the point of dazedness.Zhuo Tianyi also tends to settle down at this time, and has no time to care about him.

Zhuo Tianyi leaned his elbows on his face, watched him wait with his eyes closed, exhaled slowly, trying to delay the excitement of his body as much as possible, he didn't want to let go of this opportunity to attack.

"Open your eyes and look at me." He leaned over and kissed Shen Qinglan's lips, and said.

Shen Qinglan had never seen him at this time, and of course this time was no exception.

Zhuo Tianyi smiled slightly, opened his mouth and kissed fiercely, all the way to his ear, took the small piece of cool meat in his mouth, sucked it non-stop, and quietly touched the small bud on his chest with one hand Suddenly twist up.

Shen Qinglan was taken aback by this "broken promise" harassing behavior. After taking a deep breath, she opened her eyes and saw Zhuo Tianyi smiling slyly at him: "You won't listen to me if I tell you to open your eyes." I mean, this is punishment.

"What?" Such a boring conversation at this time made Shen Qinglan feel restless, with impatience in her tone.

Zhuo Tianyi smiled evilly, "When I am pleasing you, I want you to look at me." As he spoke, he straightened his body, and following his movements, the falcon-like tattoo on his chest flashed before Shen Qinglan's eyes, making him My heart is even more troubled.

"Do you want it? If you don't want it..." Shen Qinglan moved her waist unbearably, trying to expel the things embedded in her body. Zhuo Tianyi was so stimulated that she took a breath and hugged him quickly, "Don't move around Don't move around, I don't want to..." The rest of the words were hidden in the kiss.

He finally moved, Shen Qinglan let out a sigh of relief, turned his head and closed his eyes again.

While Zhuo Tianyi moved, he still refused to give up and whispered some passionate and lustful words in his ears, and harassed him a few times with his hands from time to time. Shen Qinglan listened to these unbearable words, and being in such an environment , Doing this kind of thing with him really feels like being in purgatory.

I don't know why Zhuo Tianyi suddenly has a hobby of talking nonsense at this time. In the past, at this time, he either concentrated on doing things, or called his name and said some gentle and expectant words, and he just listened to it. One ear, or immersed in one's own thoughts, did not hear a few words at all.But now this kind of lewd and evil language that sounds like nonsense to him, Shen Qinglan really finds it unbearable, it's unbearable to hear.

However, Zhuo Tianyi was in a very good mood that night, and asked him several times, and those words were said until he was so tired that he fell asleep, which made him fall into a dream.

The scene in the dream is still the same, with Meng Huaiyuan's familiar face, warm smile, and the same sentence "Qing Lan, hold on, swim a little longer, and the brother will pull you up".

Shen Qinglan was almost exhausted in the water, and her whole body was almost dragged by the wet cloth belt on her chest. He panted and stretched out his hand to the people on board, senior brother, senior brother...

The throat was so dry that smoke was coming out, and after struggling several times, I couldn't hear what I yelled, only the feeling of getting more and more tired and cold enveloped the whole body and mind.

Suzhou, Meng's family.

Meng Huaiyuan was sitting in front of the desk, on which was the contract that had just been taken out of the envelope.His gaze had stayed on the thin three pages for no less than half an hour, but he still refused to leave.

The handwriting on it was all too familiar to him; the tone on it was strange and businesslike.

It took an unknown amount of time before he leaned back and closed his eyes.A simple smiling face slowly rose in front of my eyes, and the clear and crisp cry of "Senior Brother" echoed in my ears, and there were waves of soreness, loss and faint anger in my heart that became more and more uncontrollable.

Breathing quickly, he opened his eyes suddenly, and what fell into his eyes was the "Jianjia" on the opposite wall, which he would look at countless times every day unless he was outside, looking at him quietly, just like the one that appeared in front of him just now. eyes.

Meng Huaiyuan hastily grabbed the paper on the table, and once again refused to let go of a single word to read it carefully.Finally, at the signing place, behind the last word, I saw a small ink dot, as if the tip of the pen trembled slightly when I closed the pen, left inadvertently.

The memory suddenly jumped to the moment many years ago, also in this study, on this desk, the sixteen or seventeen-year-old boy finished writing the last word, and brought the result in front of him for his comments.When he saw the last word, he pointed to the dot of ink that looked like a treasure left in the sea and said with a smile: "Receive the pen and leave the ink, but do you have something to say?"

At that time, the young man smiled a little embarrassedly. Looking at him, he nodded first, then shook his head, finally showed a shy smile, and nodded, "I originally wanted to write the last two lines of this poem..."

"I know that's the case." He laughed, "Qing Lan, when writing, writing is like walking on the road, you must be decisive, don't look forward and backward; closing the pen is like stopping, you must also be decisive, and don't be muddled. If you want to write, just keep writing , Stop writing if you don’t want to write, don’t procrastinate.”

Shen Qinglan nodded, and said with a smile: "Got it, brother!"

The memory came to an abrupt end. At this moment, looking at the ink dot next to the last word, he lifted the page of paper to his eyes, looked at it carefully, stared deeply, and finally closed his eyes again in despair.

Meng Liren's oath to form an alliance on the Qianlong River rang again in his ears, lingering in his mind like a curse, lingering.

The author has something to say: From a certain point of time, love is also enough to kill the bold and starve the timid. Mr. Zhuo has a big bowl of wine and eats meat, and Mr. Meng is still wondering whether he should eat it or not. The problem of meat, the author is mad at me. (Hey, it was clearly arranged by you, okay? How hypocritical!)

In fact, I still love Mr. Meng's son very much, but there can only be one true destiny in a novel, and Mr. Zhuo is chosen here, so Mr. Meng can only be like this.Even if Boss Meng has time to wake up now, but he just doesn't have the time to wake up...

For the next or the next story, I must write a CP of Meng Chen's soy sauce paper, and my childhood sweetheart has become a real fruit. (make a fist!)