Accumulate feathers sink the boat

twice.

Lu Xiangzhou came uninvited, opened the door and appeared in front of him, twice in total.For the first time, he was pulled back from the gate of hell, who had long been indifferent to life and death, and once, he was pushed back again.

But Gong Yu was still full of expectations.Since there are two times, one time followed by another time, will there be a third time?After leaving so angrily, will Lu Xiangzhou suddenly calm down again, and then use whatever reason to see if he is dead?

This completely unrealistic idea made him feel relaxed for no reason. It turned out that the way to adapt to the rest of his life was not to completely despair himself, but to live in absurd fantasies with all his strength.Just like an addict relies on drugs and a gambler is obsessed with the poker table, he can also be a desperado, living in a dream regardless.

So in the past few days, Gong Yu finally found the most comfortable place in the home without Lu Xiangzhou - the shoe changing bench at the door.

It is the closest to the door, if Lu Xiangzhou enters the password, he will hear it immediately.And if you hear it for a second earlier, you can be happy for a second earlier, and if you are happy for a second earlier, you may be able to live for another second.

It turned out that I didn't want to die yet, Gong Yu happily accepted this fact.

Not dying, living with Lu Xiangzhou, and then waiting for a few moments to meet in this city of 700 million people, no matter how you think about it, it is not too remote.

But the facts proved that the prediction could never keep up with the reality. When the sound of inputting the password sounded from the door, Gong Yu sat stiffly on the shoe-changing stool, losing all ability to think.

"- Didi--"

Lu Xiangzhou, who pushed the door open, let out an exclamation: "Oh my god! Why didn't you make a sound? I was shocked!"

What responded to him was a suffocating silence, Gong Yu seemed to be petrified, just raised his head and remained motionless, his eyes were full of cloudy reflections, with him, and without him.

"Why are you sitting here? Are you going out? Is your back okay?"

All the questions disappeared, and there was still boundless silence waiting for Lu Xiangzhou.

What's happening here?Gong Yu, who was completely unfamiliar, made people panic. Lu Xiangzhou bent down, trying to see what happened to him, but was blocked by a hand.It appeared from Gong Yu's side, then moved up slowly, and when it reached the level with Lu Xiangzhou's face, it suddenly touched to the left quickly and slightly.

It was just a very light touch, as quick as a touch of water, if Lu Xiangzhou hadn't been looking at the hand helplessly, he might not have been able to immediately realize that he was touched by Gong Yu.

"What's wrong? What are you touching?"

"Is it you?" The hand was still hanging in the air, trying to get closer, but not daring to get closer.

"It's me, I told you the password of your home, and no one knows it except me."

Lu Xiangzhou simply grabbed the dangling hand, trying to use the strength of his big arm to pull Gong Yu up.

"Are you Xiang Zhou? Xiang Zhou? Is it Xiang Zhou?"

Xiang Zhou, an intimate name that rarely appeared between the two of them, suddenly popped out of Gong Yu's mouth in such a tranced tone.

Lu Xiangzhou put down his hands and looked at Gong Yu quietly.

"Gong Yu, stand up and watch me talk. I'm Lu Xiangzhou. Today is Saturday. I don't have class. I'm here to find you for dinner."

"I eat?"

"Yes, you, eat, go to the hot pot restaurant downstairs, the one we both like, if you are sober now, go in and change your clothes, and we will go out to eat after changing."

It is not clear where the first tiny cracks appeared, but they seemed to be agreed, and one after another, Gong Yu's overly shocked face slowly melted into calmness.Eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth, jaw line, until his Adam's apple rolled gently, a sigh that seemed to be both a sigh and a relief flowed out of his mouth, and Lu Xiangzhou finally heard a sentence in a normal tone.

"Are you here? I thought it wasn't you. How about drinking some water first? I'm going to change my clothes now."

The walker leaning against the wall was pulled in front of Gong Yu, he used his arms to prop himself up tremblingly, then turned and walked towards the bedroom.When passing by the dining table, he didn't forget to pour a glass of water for Lu Xiangzhou, saying it was lukewarm, and he just poured it in the afternoon, so he should be able to drink it by now.

This was an overly weird opening scene. Looking at Gong Yu's staggering back and the swirling glass of water, Lu Xiangzhou suddenly felt his eyes ache.

"Why don't I push you down, your speed is really in the way, I'm afraid we'll have to wait in line when we get there."

Gong Yu didn't know what he was talking about, and it took almost half an hour to change clothes. By this time, it was almost past the best meal time planned by Lu Xiangzhou, so he thought it would be better to save trouble and not bother Gong Yu No more wasting his sick waist.

"Ah, yes, yes, if you don't find it troublesome—"

"No trouble, I just said that because I think it's the most convenient way. Okay, then you stand here, and I'll push the wheelchair over."

Lu Xiangzhou bought this wheelchair casually in the hospital, and he didn't expect it to be quite useful, but it may be because Gong Yu's illness has become too mild, so he doesn't need to bother to push it like this now.

"When I first came up, there was no one in that store. I don't know what's going on now. If the queue starts, let's go to another restaurant."

"It's okay, just wait in line, or do you have something else to do?"

"I don't have anything to do..." But I didn't want to line up, Lu Xiangzhou originally wanted to keep talking, but seeing Gong Yu's expectant eyes, he had no choice but to change his words, "Then just wait, I just happen to be not that hungry."

After getting the consent, Gong Yu pulled out a smile and leaned back gently on the wheelchair, as if he had already started to enjoy his dinner.

The sound of the wheelchair rubbing against the ground was broken and chaotic. Lu Xiangzhou looked down at the frayed hat of the person below him, and sighed softly.

"Welcome, how many are you?"

"Two."

The restaurant lobby, which had been empty just now, was indeed full of people. Lu Xiangzhou and Gong Yu moved in together to see if there was room for them.

"You two, right? Is it acceptable to share a table with others? I can open a small gap between the two tables for you."

"Okay, it's acceptable, you can arrange it."

Hearing that there was no need to queue, Lu Xiangzhou frowned happily, and pushed Gong Yu inside, the front wheel almost missed the waiter's trouser leg.

"Just here, please wait a moment, I will serve you the menu soon."

"There's no need for the menu," Lu Xiangzhou waved his hand coolly, "Just a mandarin duck pot, red soup and clear soup, beef brain, beef tenderloin, beef tendon and beef with skin, and then a tripe and vegetable platter."

"Okay, just wait a moment, I'll place an order for you."

"Why do I eat these every time I come here?" Gong Yu said with a smile, "Don't you want to eat something else? His lamb is also very good, and there are hoof flowers."

"If you are like this, don't eat mutton now. If you get angry, beef is very good, suitable for all ages."

"Hey, yes, it's pretty good. It's suitable for all ages, and it's delicious no matter what you eat."

I don't know if it was influenced by the inexplicable meeting just now, Gong Yu seems to be very talkative today, he will initiate conversations and ask serious questions.Lu Xiangzhou felt that this was a good omen, so the topic that he originally planned to talk about during the meal was brought up so naturally.

"I see that you look good today, have you not been ill recently?"

"Huh? Well, I haven't posted much, and it will be fine soon."

I didn't post much, and it will be over soon, Lu Xiangzhou knew that only one of these two sentences must be true.But he didn't know which sentence he wanted to be true, or whichever sentence was true, he didn't like it.

"When did you start to get sick? Is it a long time from now?"

"Huh? No...not long...I'm not sure, I can't remember."

Well, it seems that this is also a question that cannot be asked.Lu Xiangzhou thought for a while, then changed direction: "But there should be nothing wrong with your heart? It usually looks normal."

"Yeah, there's nothing wrong with it. I went to the hospital to see it, and they said everything was fine."

Oh, so I have to ask this way, don’t say there is a problem, if you say there is no problem, don’t say the problem is big, if you say the problem is small, it’s like coaxing a child.Some helplessness and amusedness slipped through his eyes, before Lu Xiangzhou could speak again, the bottom of the pot came.

"The beef is all freshly slaughtered. It was just pulled from the market today. You two, wait for the pot to boil for more than ten seconds. The meat will get old after a long time."

"okay, got it."

Sitting Gong Yu has a vigorous posture, and with a few swipes, he moved all the meat to Lu Xiangzhou. Those who didn't know it thought that Lu Xiangzhou was going to eat alone.

"Oh, that's fine, I can't eat so much, you can also put some over there."

"It's okay, it's okay, I'll put it where you are, I can reach it."

"Okay, then your heart is fine, and your waist is also fine, so it shouldn't be a big problem, right?"

"It's not big. It's not big at all. I told you before that it's a small problem."

"Oh, I thought you just quit your job and couldn't adapt to the pressure. I heard from my mother that you are going to their school?"

"Yeah, I didn't want to bother Mrs. Chen, but by chance she found out, so... oh, it's really nothing, I was thinking of going to the hospital to transfer logistics."

I didn't want to bother Mr. Chen.

I want to go to the hospital to transfer logistics.

Gong Yu didn't even change his expression when he said these two sentences, his face was full of indifferent relief, as if what he lost was not a job, but a piece of waste paper and a boring night.

"But it's still uncomfortable, right? If you change jobs suddenly, no one will get used to it."

But Lu Xiangzhou didn't give up, he must knock out the cracks in this stone named Gong Yu.

"It's okay. At the beginning, I couldn't do the surgery for a little bit, but now I can't."

When the water boiled, Gong Yu lightly put the meat in it, one piece after another, and picked it up from time to time to try the tenderness, completely ignoring this topic.

"Besides, I think it's good to be a teacher now. Think about it, how many patients can a doctor save if he works hard all his life? But if I were a teacher, like Teacher Chen, then I could train many doctors by myself. Then when these doctors go to save people, they will be doing much more than me alone, and if they think about it differently, they will actually make a greater contribution.”

Greater contribution?Does he really think so?Is it really that easy to see?

The noise around made the hot pot more lively, Gong Yu didn't notice Lu Xiangzhou's surprise, and was still cooking the meat happily.

But if all these are true... then is it not the reason why Gong Yu is under too much psychological pressure because he cannot be a doctor?

An inexplicable impatience rose from Lu Xiangzhou's heart, the steaming heat from the hot pot blurred his glasses, only Gong Yu's dirty and old hat was still ugly.He didn't know what he was thinking at that moment, and he took off the hat without saying anything.

"What do you wear to eat hot pot on a hot day—"

The unfinished words were scared back to the stomach, and the ones who were silent with Lu Xiangzhou were Gong Yu, who was holding a chopstick of meat and was about to pass it to him, and the waiter who was pushing the cart to serve the food, and the one who shared the table with them, now only There is a thin line between the young people who were still chatting non-stop.

The hot pot restaurant in early summer is like falling into an ice cave at this moment.

Lu Xiangzhou opened his eyes, but he wasn't sure if he was still blind.Because he saw... He saw Gong Yu's head that should have been lush, but now there are only dense stubbles left.

And that stubble...

The stubble was actually white.