Accumulate feathers sink the boat

During the last 20 minutes of the meal, Gong Yu was thinking about what Lu Xiangzhou said just now.

"Me alone."

What's the meaning?Even if they really don't want children, shouldn't the answer to this question be "Is it the same if we don't want children?" Gong Yu wanted to regard this as a slip of the tongue by Lu Xiangzhou, but after much deliberation, he felt that it was not enough.Lu Xiangzhou is not good at big things, but absolutely no one can match him when it comes to eloquence, so he will make mistakes on this kind of problem?But if it wasn't a slip of the tongue, it was because Lu Xiangzhou really wanted to say that.That's even more impossible, since I'm such a big living person, I can still sit across from him, so I don't have to be so aggressive, right?

In the end, Gong Yu slapped his thigh and decided that Lu Xiangzhou was still angry in the morning, but because he was really wronged, he couldn't express his anger clearly, so he could only rub it secretly a few times.Is it childish? People in their 30s live their lives like a balance equation, and no one can take advantage of it.

"Have you finished eating?"

Lu Xiangzhou walked in from the balcony together with the cold wind outside. He went out to breathe just after he finished speaking. The plate of lettuce was too heavy, and it made his stomach ache. If he didn't blow the cold wind to disperse the air, it might be sprayed out of his pores. fire.As a result, as soon as he entered the room, he saw Gong Yu sitting on a chair with a chopstick in his mouth, and a pile of shrimp shells and fish bones was thrown in front of him. It seemed that he had no intention of cleaning up, so he could only sigh secretly, rolled up his sleeves and walked forward Gently pushed Gong Yu: "Go and sit on the sofa after eating, why are you in a daze here?"

"Hey," Gong Yu looked up at Lu Xiangzhou with a calm face, thinking that the equation must have been flattened by the cold wind, so he stood up with one long leg, "Then you wash the dishes? I'm exhausted today."

"Okay, I'll wash."

Lu Xiangzhou agreed naturally, raised his hand and started working. After a while, he cleared up the messy dining table, and then walked into the kitchen with a stack of dishes.Gong Yu leaned on the sofa, turned on the TV and tuned to a channel casually, without staring at it, just listened to the sound, the sound of the TV matched with the sound of Lu Xiangzhou washing the dishes, one by one, it was heard in the ears, After a while, he suddenly realized that he seemed to have not spent such a time for a long time.

Gong Yu couldn't remember the last time the two of them ate at home, but it must have been a long time ago. Lu Xiangzhou said he was too lazy to cook, so he started eating in the hospital cafeteria.To be honest, the food in the Co-effort cafeteria is quite good, the menu is often changed, and the dining environment is relatively warm, but today’s comparison makes me feel that home is better.The back of the seat is higher, which can wrap the entire back, so that people don’t want to leave when they sit on it. The dining table is also bigger, and they won’t be unable to put down a few dishes after ordering casually. A pile of plates, chopsticks and cups are not enough for two people. It looks cramped, and it feels like eating a banquet.And it's very comfortable to not have to drive home immediately after eating, just lie down on the sofa, and Lu Xiangzhou can wash the dishes if he wants, or if he doesn't want to, he can help when he's rested enough.

All in all, it's pretty good, so good that he thinks he can give Lu Xiangzhou some advice. From now on, he will start fires at home every now and then, not every day, but just once or twice a week. At home, you still have to fire frequently to get the fireworks.

After Lu Xiangzhou washed the dishes, a plate of pears appeared out of nowhere. The pieces were crisp, white and tender, and they began to stimulate people's taste buds before they could be eaten.At this time, Gong Yu was immersed in his warm imagination. When he saw the plate of big white pears in front of him, he suddenly felt a little warmer in his heart. Make people live a sweet life.

"Hey, why is it such a trouble to eat pears? One person can get it." This was to praise Lu Xiangzhou, but he didn't want to be too straightforward, so he turned a corner, but his eyes were curved, and the corners of his mouth were curled up. Upward, a discerning eye can see it at a glance.

"It's good to eat separately, and you can taste it when you share it."

Lu Xiangzhou took a few toothpicks from the container on the coffee table and inserted them into the sliced ​​pears, then handed a piece to Gong Yu casually: "Here, try whether it's sweet or not. They said it was shipped from Anhui just this week."

Gong Yu landed on Lu Xiangzhou's hand and bit it, chewed it a few times, felt it was delicious, then reached out to take a piece by himself, and said while eating: "Sweet! There is a lot of water and it is still crispy. It might be delicious if you eat it stewed." tasty!"

"...um." But you can't eat anymore.

Lu Xiangzhou suddenly felt pain, and instinctively told him that he should stew a pear for Gong Yu, even just once, but his heart kept refusing, saying that he just wanted to eat stewed pear, and it didn't matter if you made it or not.Two forces pulled his nerves from both ends, and the plate of pears seemed to become a lead wire, which could blow up his high-burning brain if he was not careful.

"Hey, why don't you eat?"

In the end, Gong Yu rescued him, and a piece of white pear was directly stuffed into his mouth, um...it was really sweet, Lu Xiangzhou had to admit, this pear was delicious even if it was shared, it It has sweetness that cannot be changed by any external force.

"It's still early, why don't you watch a movie."

Anyway, we still have a lot of pears, so we can share them slowly.

Hearing the sound, Gong Yu raised his hand and looked at his watch. This watch was a birthday present from Jaeger-LeCoultre that Lu Xiangzhou gave him three years ago. At 6 o'clock, there was a blue crescent moon surrounded by three stars, implying that the sun and the moon were together. Dance here, you and I are closely dependent on each other in the long river of time.Of course he didn't know the deep meaning, nor did he know that Lu Xiangzhou spent nearly half a year's salary to buy this watch.Gong Yu only thought this watch was pretty, with a blue crocodile leather strap and a circle of small diamonds inlaid around the dial.

"Okay, what are you looking at?"

This question was difficult for Lu Xiangzhou. He only thought about watching a movie before, but he really didn't think about what to watch.

"Would you like to watch a suspense movie? Or a sci-fi movie?"

"Come on, watching this kind of film at night can easily stimulate the cerebral cortex and affect the quality of sleep."

"Then...romance movies?"

"Uh..." Gong Yu doesn't like watching romance movies, and as it happens, Lu Xiangzhou doesn't like watching them either. This is a rare point where they can reach a consensus.But the reason is different, Gong Yu doesn't like to watch romance movies because he just finds it boring, while Lu Xiangzhou doesn't like to watch it because he is afraid that he will be too emotional after watching it, so that he will not forget it for a long time.

"Okay," but Gong Yu decided to make an exception tonight, because he was too full, because the pears were too sweet, and maybe because he was a little pleasing to Lu Xiangzhou at the moment, "Then choose a slightly more mature one, the one about campus love." The set is really unbearable."

"Yeah. I know."

Lu Xiangzhou nodded, took the remote control and began to choose in the TV software.In fact, he doesn't know what kind of romance movies can be considered as mature, and the number of his readings in this area is too low, so it is not worth using as a reference at all.After searching for a long time, I picked out a calm and simple one among the colorful covers. It was a movie released 4 years ago. The female lead is an Omega, fresh and smart. The type with good looks.

"How about this? Looks okay."

"Okay, you have the final say." Gong Yu was too lazy to use his brain, looked up at the screen, and found that there was no provocative title, and there was no explicit cover, thinking that if he was really bored, he would turn it off and go to sleep.

After a brief title sequence, the heroine's haggard face appears in a taxi.

She is the driver, the kind who talks a lot. No matter what passengers she picks up, she will always babble at them, but no one has ever understood.Because she doesn't speak human language, all she blurted out were inexplicable numbers, and sometimes some irrelevant dates were added.Groups of numbers were shuffled in her mouth, reorganized and started again, over and over again, asking passengers if they understood, and if they didn't understand, she passed the photo hanging on the rearview mirror to the passengers, and then asked Have they met this person, and if not, politely drop passengers where they are going and say goodbye softly.Until the next passenger gets on the bus, start all over again.

"What is she doing?" Gong Yu couldn't stand such nervous lines, and asked, tugging at Lu Xiangzhou's sleeve.

"Looking for someone, boyfriend, look carefully at the person in her photo."

Lu Xiangzhou pointed to the photo on the TV screen, Gong Yu squinted his eyes and looked at it for a while, oh, there is someone, a young guy, quite handsome.

"How do you know this is her boyfriend? It can't be brother or something like that?"

"The tone," Lu Xiangzhou shook his head unconsciously, "No one would look for a brother or younger brother with such a tone. This kind of anxious and sad, it sounds like they are looking for a boyfriend."

Gong Yu wanted to continue asking, but the heroine spoke up by herself, telling a passenger that this was her boyfriend, who had been missing for four years, and there were only dozens of intermittent letters in the past four years, no address, no message, only what she said just now those numbers.The passenger asked her if she could find it this way. She said she couldn’t find it, but she had to look for it. If she couldn’t find it, she couldn’t sleep or eat.

"Isn't this sick?" Gong Yu couldn't take it anymore, "I haven't found anyone for four years, either ran away with someone or died, what is the need to look for?"

"Didn't I send her a letter?" Lu Xiangzhou shook his head even more, thinking that Gong Yu really didn't fit in with romance movies.

"Do you need to look for a letter to send? What is a letter? A piece of torn paper with a few broken characters, and you still can't understand it. It's obvious that you are just playing her."

"But no one would spend such a long time making such silly jokes on another person." Lu Xiangzhou replied.

Gong Yu refused to accept it: "It's not a matter of joking or not, but if this man really cared about her, he wouldn't use this method to make this girl wait for him for so long, at least he would give him a clear sentence."

"What do you mean?" This time it was Lu Xiangzhou's turn to not understand.

"That is to say, if a person really likes you, he will not make you suffer. Even if he wants to separate from you due to unavoidable reasons, he will speak clearly instead of leaving these inexplicable things to make people uncomfortable. .”

If, really, no, at least...

The endless search in the movie is still going on, but Lu Xiangzhou feels that the heroine's pain is truly conveyed to him through the screen.In fact, what is the difference between what he has done these years and this girl, because some of Gong Yu's seemingly soft words and actions just insist on waiting and expecting, blindly believing that he will definitely be able to wait for that true love, but in fact, like Gong Yu said, if there was any genuine liking in the process, why would he be so unbearable.

"But it's really hard to say goodbye," Lu Xiangzhou stared straight at the TV. If he stood in front of him at this moment, he would find that there was nothing in his eyes, "It's really hard to say goodbye, Gong Yu, You don't know, as long as you really like it for one day, even if it's just for one day, you can't just give up so easily, not to mention they've been together for so long."

Besides, we've been together for so long.

"No matter how difficult it is, you can't torture yourself. This is a matter of stopping losses in time."

Stop loss in time.

If you buy the wrong wealth management product, you can immediately cancel the initial investment. If you have a tumor on your body, you can go to the hospital to have it removed.

The dried fruit can be thrown into the trash can out of sight.

But love cannot stop loss.Gong Yu didn't know that it was an existence that would never recoup the cost once it started.

The author has something to say:

1. Divide pears = separate

2. The movie is "Li Mi's Conjecture", played by Zhou Xun. I changed it to an ABO setting. It is a very good romance movie. Every sentence I love you can be said loudly