Accumulate feathers sink the boat

After seven o'clock, the fingerprint lock on the door finally made a "beep beep" sound, and Gong Yu came back.

Lu Xiangzhou used to like cooking very much. He was good at cooking, but he was also picky about food. He couldn't eat anywhere as much as cooking by himself.After marrying Gong Yu, he brought this specialty to the extreme. As long as Gong Yu wanted to eat all kinds of home-cooked dishes, he would try his best to make them.Not to mention the level of a Michelin chef, at least it is a level that can go to a home cooking restaurant.Lu Xiangzhou also once thought about using the winter and summer vacations to find a school to learn carving, so that he can even master the art of plate placement.

Until one day, a problem that could not be more realistic completely extinguished his passion.

Lu Xiangzhou found that he would never be able to accurately grasp Gong Yu's off-duty time.Gong Yu is a workaholic. The working time is accurate to the second, and the off-duty time is like a sports lottery. If you are lucky, there are fewer patients, that is around six o'clock. You can eat it yourself.Lu Xiangzhou has experienced this situation countless times. At the beginning, he always patiently explained to Gong Yu, asking him to tell him when he got off work as early as possible, so that he could make arrangements in advance when to cook, or whether to cook or not. .But Gong Yu always promised well every time, but he forgot about it when he turned around. It was always a short notice, and he always remembered it when he got home.

Over time, Lu Xiangzhou became tired.

I am tired because it is too late to make temporary cooking, I am tired because I cannot finish so many dishes by myself, I am tired because I am ignored and forgotten again and again.So he gradually stopped firing. One of the two ate in the school cafeteria and the other ate in the hospital cafeteria, and they made do with it for four or five years.Gong Yu was quite used to it, and sometimes shared with Lu Xiangzhou what new dishes had been added to their hospital cafeteria, and what layout had been changed.Lu Xiangzhou didn't understand at first, thinking that this person can live in any situation, but later he found out that this is not the case, Gong Yu is not super adaptable, but is the same with or without Lu Xiangzhou.Because he is not enough to be a reference item that affects Gong Yu's quality of life, Gong Yu's feeling of eating in the hospital is the same as eating at home alone, only Lu Xiangzhou will feel sad because of the loss of a lover by his side.

"Why did you suddenly think of firing?"

Gong Yu stuck his head in from the kitchen door, with an expression of wanting to ask but not really wanting to know.

"Oh, I just happen to be free."

After saying this, Lu Xiangzhou was stunned for a moment, what does it mean to be free?Everyone knows that Mr. Lu lacks everything, but there is only more time.He teaches the history of foreign literature in the Chinese Department of Quanlin Normal University. His current title is a lecturer.Because Mr. Lu has no ambitions and is not very self-motivated, he has nothing to do with any administrative positions in the school. Reflected by job title and rank.So Lu Xiangzhou only had to go to school for two days a week, and spent the rest of the time at home reading books. It was true that he happened to be free——

"Oh, so what did you want from me this morning?"

——It is really only Gong Yu who doesn't care...

Well, Lu Xiangzhou shook his head with a smirk, raised his hand to pour the hot oil with the aroma of onion and ginger on the grouper, and then turned off the fire with a "click".He once seriously thought about whether Gong Yu was really indifferent to him, or pretended to be indifferent to him. Although both answers were quite hurtful, he really, really wanted to know for a while.

"It's okay, it's all taken care of."

Wanted to know at one point, but not now, and now don't want the fucking anything.

"Then why are you rushing to the hospital? Do you know how urgent the patient's condition is this morning? If you delay a little bit, you will die!!"

When Gong Yu said this, the tip of his nose was almost on the lens of Lu Xiangzhou's glasses, and the furrowed brows and slightly closed nostrils were very clear under the magnification of the lenses.Lu Xiangzhou subconsciously took a step back, and originally wanted to take a second step, but a sudden grievance grabbed his heart and nailed him firmly in place, unable to move even an inch.

So he had no choice but to raise his head and asked, "Did I delay you?"

Am I delaying you?In this morning, you said three sentences about me, one is "what's the matter tonight", the other is "I don't have time to listen to my trivial things", the other is...

"That's not true, but it won't be the case next time. This time, the patient has a good temper and doesn't care about me. It's very impolite to be interrupted during the consultation in our hospital."

But I didn't interrupt you, Lu Xiangzhou thought to himself, I didn't want to interrupt you, so I stood on the balcony waiting for you in the rain, and the weather was just above zero in spring, and Xiao Li would open the door and go in I didn't even think about it, I didn't dare to think about it!And you!never mind--

Forget it, people who want to say goodbye don't need to fight so much.

Forget it.

The cooking table was full of plates and bowls for side dishes, big and small, miscellaneous, and even the whole kitchen was cramped together. Lu Xiangzhou looked uncomfortable, and simply put the prepared dishes on the table with each plate in one hand. After a while In a short time, five dishes and one soup are all served.

"Are you crazy?" Gong Yu asked puzzledly, pointing to a table of dishes, "Why do you cook so many dishes just for the two of us?"

It was too much, Lu Xiangzhou silently nodded along the direction of Gong Yu's finger.But it has to be more, he thought, enough, rich enough, so that I won't feel that I have treated you badly when I think of this breakup meal many years later.

"I've done everything, let's make do with it, if I can't finish it, I just pour it out, and I don't have much money."

Like my mind, it's worthless.

"You just have nothing to do all day long."

After Gong Yu finished speaking, he knocked on the bowl, which meant that this matter was over and it was time to eat.This is his habit. In the past, when there was any conflict with Lu Xiangzhou, he would always use this method to seek peace. Either knock on the table, or knock on the phone, or knock on the bowl, just like teasing a cat with a dog.Lu Xiangzhou has indeed been tamed well enough by him over the years. Whenever he hears this "dang, clang, clang" sound, he can't help but open his mouth to look for the stairs.

At this moment too, he pushed all Gong Yu's favorite dishes in front of him, leaving only a plate of garlic and green vegetables in his hand, and while pulling the leaves of the vegetables, he asked, "So what happened to the patient? It seems to hear him crying."

"I'm crying," Gong Yu sighed, "I'm a child who got pregnant before graduating from university. She ran to give birth by herself, but she couldn't keep up with her pheromones and nutrition. She became popular this morning. I couldn’t control it, and I cried in fright.”

"I was very young when I met you." Lu Xiangzhou whispered.

"You..." Gong Yu originally wanted to say that you are a small fart, but then he thought about it, when they met Lu Xiangzhou was really small, a kid with a small haircut, and he followed his ass all day long, laughing and joking, why now? Has it become such an old-fashioned and eccentric person?

"What do you compare with him? I didn't make your belly bigger."

"Crack!" Lu Xiangzhou lost his grip on the chopsticks and fell to the ground. The bamboo chopsticks made a crisp sound when they hit the floor tiles, just like some folk percussion instrument.

"Why can't you hold your chopsticks steady even after eating lettuce?" Gong Yu got up and went back to the kitchen to get a pair of clean ones for Lu Xiangzhou. The whole meal is half-hearted."

"So why did he give birth?" Lu Xiangzhou didn't pay attention to the chopsticks at all, he seemed to have developed a great interest in Gong Yu's patient, and he must break the casserole and ask the end.

"Ah? I don't know why," Gong Yu felt puzzled, "It's not like you don't know that our hospital doesn't allow you to inquire about patients' privacy."

"Aren't you reluctant?" Lu Xiangzhou insisted on asking.

"Reluctance for something? Children? Maybe, many Omega are quite reluctant to have children."

"Beta is also reluctant."

"Ah?" Gong Yu felt baffled again, why is the direction of this conversation becoming more and more strange? "No, it's nothing to do with gender. It's just that pregnant people are reluctant to have children. You just know this. Why are you competing with me here?"

So who can I compete with?Lu Xiangzhou almost blurted out, he wanted to say that I can't bear it, I'm pregnant and I can't bear it, but is it useful?do you careYou know I need your heartache when your heartache hurts others?

"I mean, could it be that he is reluctant to part with his ex-boyfriend, thinking that there might be a turnaround after giving birth to a child." In the end, he changed the way of asking, mixing all his secret thoughts into the question of relentless pursuit, just to be careless A lover can at least understand a little bit.

"Can there be any turning point? If you don't have feelings, you have no feelings. Don't talk about one child, ten children can't get it back. I don't understand it. Now these people are trying to do something wrong, they just like to make such foolish things. You have to suffer together with the children. If you can’t make it through, you will separate, everyone will be happy.”

Gong Yu said it easily, because he was really relaxed.

"The problem is that not everyone has a good time."

There are always people who can't let go, there are always people who are obsessed with obsession, and there are always people who fall hard enough and hurt hard enough, so they don't give up when they don't see the Yellow River.

"Then you can only accept it, and live and die."

"Yes, that's right."

Lu Xiangzhou suddenly laughed, yes, what Gong Yu said was right, if you can bear it, you can bear it, if you can't bear it, then get out, it's a very simple truth, he has always known it.

"Hurry up and eat, don't worry about what's left, just move that plate of lettuce over and order it. How can you eat with lettuce when you have so many dishes? Can you change the rotten problem of picky eaters?"

Gong Yu handed the chopsticks to Lu Xiangzhou again, and this time he took it. When he took it, he took a look at Gong Yu, and suddenly felt that Gong Yu might not realize that this was the last meal he would sincerely cook for the two of them.

"I just love lettuce. Lettuce is reliable, and it's called lettuce when it's cooked."

"WTF?!"

Lu Xiangzhou can make a fuss about every dish, which Gong Yu never expected, so these liberal arts students are really annoying, as if they can't live without writing for a while.

"Pay attention to a balanced diet!" Not wanting to continue this, Gong Yu simply changed the subject, "Look at you, you are so thin, your clothes are supported by your bones, if you come to our hospital with your physique, you will have to give birth to a child." question."

"Oh, is it?"

"Oh, is it?"

When Lu Xiangzhou said this, his eyes suddenly widened a little. Without the cover of glasses, his brown eyes were rippling.In fact, Gong Yu really likes the way Lu Xiangzhou looks without glasses, he looks good, his eyes are not as naive as those Omegas with big eyes and double eyelids, nor are they as blunt as his brows and eyes, eyes and nose, but it is just right.His Chinese is not good, so I don't know how to describe it, but this kind of eyes gives people the feeling that it is just right.Double eyelids, but they are inner double, unobtrusive, and they do exist. When you look closely at people, the hidden eyelids will be exposed, showing a small crease, not only does not grab the limelight of eye-catching eyes, but deepens them The depth of the eyes.In addition, Lu Xiangzhou's eyeballs are naturally a little lighter than others, so it always gives people a feeling of affection and sadness, which is wonderful.

But being stared at by such eyes at this moment, he felt a little strange.Because it was too casual, without any texture, like avoiding something, or mocking something, so he repeated the question Lu Xiangzhou just asked, trying to see if this person was really interested.

"It's okay, then don't give birth, and it's the same for me alone."

Lu Xiangzhou swallowed the last piece of lettuce, put his chopsticks sideways on the bowl, and smiled again.

The author has something to say:

lettuce,

It is also called lettuce when it is cooked.

spouse,

If you don't love, you won't be called a lover.

Lettuce is more reliable than people,

And crispy.

——Han Jinliang "Lettuce"