Accumulate feathers sink the boat

Lu Xiangzhou knew that he should disappear from here immediately.

But his legs couldn't exert any strength, and the soreness of his muscles was accompanied by the tingling of his heart. His brain was tired of analyzing, and he didn't know which emergency to deal with first.So I can only beg the patients in the consulting room to stay longer, and longer, until I can recover a little bit of strength, and go out from here.In short, Gong Yu must not let Gong Yu have the opportunity to open the door and ask him what's the matter.

What can be the matter?Lu Xiangzhou told himself, I have nothing to do, I am just an unimportant person, I can't say anything important.

I want to go.

Fortunately, he left in the end, leaning against the wall, leaning on the handrail of the elevator, leaning on the inexplicable eyes of countless people, and walked crookedly.On the street where everyone is holding a thin umbrella, Mr. Lu with wet forehead is thinking very hard, is there a book, a paragraph, or a poem that describes this feeling, this kind of surprise But the feeling of returning empty-handed in the end, he felt that there should be many, there must be many, but he couldn't remember any of them.

In vain to be a teacher.

It was just after eight o'clock when Gong Yu sent Li Xiang away. He looked at the thin back of this child and said that it was impossible not to feel sorry for him at all.But he has seen too many patients like this. At such a young age, because they are not deeply involved in the world, they have been tricked by some bastard Alpha. have a baby.He knew that Li Xiang should be a pseudonym, and judging from the child's appearance, he should not be a child of a wealthy family, so he must have been deceived by someone's dandy, who wanted to give birth to the child, but was afraid that it would not be possible if he was found out. , That's why I came to their hospital and bought a qualification to give birth with peace of mind at a price beyond my ability.

But in fact, I don’t feel at ease. Pregnancy without Alpha’s company has the problem of pheromone deficiency almost every day, and the fetus is also facing the risk of stopping development at any time.Gong Yu tried to persuade the child to bring that Alpha, but he refused, saying that it had nothing to do with that person, that he wanted the child on his own initiative, and Alpha himself didn't even know about it.Gong Yu didn't bother to expose it, in his opinion, it was just an excuse, because no Alpha would not know that the child in Omega's womb was his own, let alone an Omega who had gotten along so intimately.

It would be fine if it was in a public hospital, this is the only place where Gong Yu is dissatisfied with the cooperation.Private hospitals use money to do things. At the moment when the Omega Rights Protection Law is strictly enforced, it is almost an extralegal place.So he couldn't make a phone call to the police, and he couldn't use other legal means to find out Li Xiang's Alpha who was beaten by a thousand dollars.He could only use his own abilities to accommodate Li Xiang's current situation, and reluctantly hang his life for this difficult pregnant woman.

"All Alphas who make pregnant people suffer should go to hell!"

Thinking deeply, Gong Yu couldn't hold back and cursed viciously, but just happened to be bumped into by the head nurse who pushed the door into the consultation room, and the two stared at each other, each in their own embarrassment.

"Director Gong... You are...too sensational."

Xiao Li couldn't hold it back, and just spewed out the rant from the bottom of his heart.

"Hey, what do you know, that child is so pitiful."

"Which child is not pitiful? I can hear your words almost every week. I think you should quickly accept your bodhisattva heart and go to the balcony to see Teacher Lu. If you don't go, you really should catch a cold!"

Oh yes, just now Gong Yu remembered that there was still Lu Xiangzhou standing on the balcony.He turned around and glanced at the glass door on the right, thinking to himself that the patient had already left, wouldn't that person push the door in by himself, and he had to go to invite him in person, it was so delicate.While thinking about it, he stretched out his hand and opened the closed balcony doors. The drizzle accompanied by cold wind poured in, making Gong Yu subconsciously take a step back.But the expected thin figure did not follow in. Xiao Li poked out half of his head from behind him, and asked doubtfully, "One? Where is Teacher Lu? I saw him still there when I passed by just now!"

"I don't know, maybe I can't wait and go first," Gong Yu closed the door again casually, "Go and do your work, I'll give him a call later."

"Okay, then you rest first."

Gong Yu nodded, after thinking for a while, he still took out his mobile phone from his white coat, found Lu Xiangzhou's number and dialed it.A few seconds later, there was the sound of a phone call coming from the receiver, one sound, another sound, and then another sound, endless sound, Lu Xiangzhou just didn't answer the call.

——No answer, Gong Yu heaved a sigh of relief as if he had completed some big task, thinking that you didn't answer it yourself, don't blame me for not contacting you when the time comes.

To be honest, Gong Yu was actually a little afraid of Lu Xiangzhou.

No, it's not that I'm afraid, it's just that sometimes I feel that his character is difficult to understand, and I can't understand it, but I don't bother to use my brain to understand it.Under normal circumstances, Lu Xiangzhou is a good talker, even gentle, good at creating topics, and willing to listen to others discuss areas that he is not good at or doesn't like.

But this is only limited to normal situations, Gong Yu felt that there was a pendulum in Lu Xiangzhou's mind, if it is normal today, it will definitely be abnormal tomorrow, it is very stable and regular.That is to say, it is difficult for Lu Xiangzhou to remain gentle and polite all the time. His gentleness is more like a decoration performed by cultivation or willpower. If he is not careful, he will be torn to pieces by the hypocrisy in his heart.

That's right, hypocritical, Gong Yu thinks that this word should be used, Lu Xiangzhou's gentle and elegant skin must be wrapped with a sour and fragile heart, otherwise he won't lose interest every now and then, and even droop his face when it is serious. Yin and Yang strange.

Gong Yu asked himself that he had never treated Lu Xiangzhou badly. Although he could not be said to treat Lu Xiangzhou kindly, but living at home, how could he surprise every day with sweet words, socialize less, go home more, and work hard? Already considered a very good Alpha, I don't know what else Lu Xiangzhou is dissatisfied with.So since he thought it wasn't his problem, he always, always, never took the trouble to interpret Lu Xiangzhou's inexplicable little emotions.Gong Yu felt that this might be the neurotic temperament that all liberal arts students must have, especially people like Lu Xiangzhou who don't have any business all day long and only know how to read and write.To put it bluntly, reading too many books will damage your brain, and it will hurt your spring and autumn if you have nothing to do, as if you can't live a good life without being depressed.

But Gong Yu understands this truth, but Lu Xiangzhou does not necessarily understand it, or even if he understands it, he is not willing to change it.Therefore, Gong Yu can only accommodate, coaxing people if they are patient, and letting people hang out if they are impatient. In recent years, patience seems to be exhausted, and they all rely on "hanging out" to solve the problem.Leave it alone, Lu Xiangzhou can really heal by himself, but after a long time and too much drying, Gong Yu feels a little uncomfortable in his heart - he thinks Lu Xiangzhou is too difficult to tame, like a dog skin plaster with bad stickiness, you don't know When will it take effect, and when will it suddenly roll up and get stuck in the gaps in your clothes.Anyway, there is no energy anywhere, which makes people feel resistance and worry for a lifetime.

Generally speaking, it can be regarded as fear.Afraid of conflict, afraid of dealing with each other, afraid of being inexplicably thrown into the shit basin like today.So Gong Yu stared at the phone for 5 minutes, and after confirming that Lu Xiangzhou didn't intend to call back, he quickly edited a message: What's wrong?No one answered your phone?I was busy just now, what do you want from me?

After tasting it three times, I felt that the content was three points calm, four points caring, two points casual blame and one point deep-seated excuse, so I happily clicked send.I thought to myself that Lu Xiangzhou would not take it for granted, even if he felt uncomfortable and wanted to get angry, it would not be his fault.

After the message was successfully sent, Gong Yu completely forgot about it, and started his busy life of practicing medicine and consulting for a day.So he will never know that in the light rain in March, the vegetable market is full of deep and shallow quagmire. If you walk in it casually, you will be able to splash mud spots all over your trouser legs. out of the umbrella, and inevitably wet the coat.If the vegetables you want to buy happen to be separated at both ends of the market, then congratulations, when you walk out of the market with your hands full of vegetables, people will not be able to tell whether you are a vegetable farmer or a vegetable buyer.

Lu Xiangzhou is like this now.

After he didn't care if he caught a cold or not, he simply went to the vegetable market, walked around for more than half an hour, and bought all Gong Yu's favorite dishes - he didn't know what else to do, and He didn't do anything. If he had a degree in the love training class, he should at least be an academician by now.But what's the use?Nothing works.Whether you love or not is not based on hard work, but on destiny.Because he has been refusing to admit this fact, he can only fight again and again in the Shura field of marriage, killing and wounding, but he didn't get a medal of merit.

So forget it, this is the first time in Lu Xiangzhou's life that he had this idea, or forget it, it's been ten years, and the evaluation in return is still "unimportant person", so what difference will another ten years make?If the child becomes an unimportant person, won't he have to bear another burden of harshness and misfortune?What's more, how can there be room for two unimportant people in a family, one is already extremely difficult.

Then have another meal.

Have a meal, watch a movie, have sex, and say a solemn goodbye.I can't continue to love sincerely, so I have to end it sincerely.It is said that spring and March are the seasons of newborns, the seasons of hope. Lu Xiangzhou feels that the same people have different fates. They are also pregnant women abandoned by Alpha. Some people can sit in the warm consulting room and listen to the palace doctor tirelessly. However, some people can only stand alone in the wind and rain outside the clinic, because Dr. Gong's indifferent sentence will wave hello to the wind and rain of his life.

"Shall I go home for dinner tonight?"

Lu Xiangzhou sent a message to Gong Yu, and within a minute, a small 1 appeared in the new message notification bar. Lu Xiangzhou clicked to open the dialog box, and Gong Yu said "OK".

That's good, let's say goodbye from here.