Kinn Porsche The Series gangster fell in love with me

What have I been doing for so long, am I crazy? !In fact, he probably wanted me out of the room from the start, but Tankun came in and gave him a chance, I don't know, I really feel that way, he definitely doesn't want me here.

"Master" I went over and locked Tankun and dragged him out of the room in a hurry, Tawan stared at me instead of Tankun, I turned to look at Kinn, he looked very angry, he didn't even turn his head to look at me or Tankun, Instead, he looked in another direction.

"Porsche, why are you stopping me?" Tankun's voice kept ringing until he opened the door of the room and found Pete and the others standing in front of the room.

"Come help me catch him" I told my friends.

"No" Arm said tremblingly, my hand was still locked on Tankun like that.

"Why wow?" I yelled and asked while dragging Tankun, the bodyguards followed closely behind, with frightening faces, not daring to touch Tankun's body.

"He ordered that if we stopped or touched him, he kicked us." Pol whispered to me, I looked tired, and finally shoved him into the room, his bodyguard immediately locked the door, and I Throw him on the sofa, the strength is not very strong, but let him stay on the sofa and meditate.

"Young master must stop, otherwise he will say that our family is all savage country people who like to use violence." Pete said and blocked the door.

"Why are you trying to stop me? I'm on your side, Porsche, and I'm pissing you off!!" Emphasized this at the end, and Tankun said this, letting me know that I might know something about me and Kinn Thing, I don't care Tankun sat down on the sofa opposite him without a thought, exhausted, I can't control my thoughts and feelings now.

"Don't let that bastard penetrate you, whoops! It must be bad, do you know what he did to Kinn!" Tankun still yelled, giving me a headache.

"Master," Pete said warningly.

"Why! I want to say that when he was with Kinn, he cheated with someone else, betrayed Kinn, and still pretended to be good, now what is he going to confess, huh! Someone texted me that Kinn is starting a new relationship , After more than a year." Tankun said, until I can sort things out, the reason for the breakup and the length of time, in fact, a little over a year is not too long.

"Don't think too much, he might just come to visit." Arm told me quickly, and Tankun immediately turned around and gave him a glare.

"A man like him would come at random, do you know him? I used to be friends with him, such a man's mind is full of nasty things, don't give up, sister-in-law! You must not give up, I don't want my brother again Go to hell." Tankun said angrily.

I let my mind flow like this, I feel unbearable as soon as I feel how weak I am, I don't know what Kinn is thinking about Tawan now, only that he still has feelings for him, because he knows he's back?He is about to leave me, are you waiting for him?Want to save it?Or what is he thinking?

In fact, Kinn may have always had him in his heart, just like the memory that I found him hiding in the drawer that day, once I opened it, I would be reminded of all kinds of past events, not just memories but also that feeling Bar…

Just thinking about it, and now he's made me realize that he doesn't care about me at all, and that I don't have the right to think too much, let alone have a status, it just doesn't feel clear at all.

"It's just an ex-boyfriend, don't think too much about it just for fun now, I will support you." I don't know where Tankun's confidence comes from, but from what he told about Tawan, he may still be very angry. If Tawan really Do as Tankun said, Kinn probably won't go back in time with him, but I'm hesitant because hundreds of people keep memories with old lovers, there's definitely some confusion, especially with his appearance, Not to mention, this is clearly Kinn's type.

"Let's go smoke." Pete walked up to me and whispered.I nodded in agreement, and I said goodbye to Tankun, although he was yelling behind me, but it was a bunch of crap I didn't bother to pay attention to.

I opened the door and went straight to the stairs with Pete, just as the man pushed him out of Kinn's room, Pete and I stopped and waited for Tawan to go down first, he looked at me from the corner of his eyes, with a smile on his mouth, and then passed in front of us and Go down the stairs and out of the house.

I breathed a sigh of relief and tried to talk myself out of thinking too much.

I think there seems to be a mismatch of fate between me and Tawan, he looks very dissatisfied with me, as for me, I want to admit that I don't like this face and feel bad.

"Kom, have you ever seen disposables?" Big followed behind me and Pete, he was deliberately sarcastic, making me clench my fist

"Trash, P?"

"Well, that's too bad most of them are crap and won't continue to use it." The voice still haunts my auditory nerves, and before I can turn around, Pete quickly wraps his arms around my neck , pulled me out of the house into the garden.Ask me if I'm mad, Big that bastard!The more days pass, the more he wants to trouble me, I want to wash my feet with his head blood one day, and I know people like him always want to step on me, but if I think about it, he is right Well, Kinn acts like I'm worthless in his eyes, and that's right, that's why the Big guys come and step on me time and time again, trampling on my heart.

"Don't think about it too much, these bastards have such cheap mouths," Pete said, and I picked up a cigarette and lit it, drawing nicotine into my lungs to relax my body, and it was just a moment of relief.

"..."

"You love him, don't you?" Pete spoke again suddenly, looking up, not looking at my interlocutor's face, and spewing cigarette smoke into the sky.

"…" I can't answer I just feel good about him and feel like I'm seriously losing myself now, he changed me, changed my feelings, gave me the courage to accept what was against me in my heart, until I opened up Accepting that I never thought I could become what I am today, he changed me, everything changed, but today I feel like I have to carry all my feelings alone, and to him, my feelings don't even mean anything.

"...No matter what happened and us." Pete turned his head and looked at me with worried eyes, and I couldn't help but think of the reminder he said. 'It hurts to fall from a height', I've always had that feeling.

"I'm no different from the rest of him, right?" I lit a second cigarette, Pete pursed his lips tightly, the expression on his face was still a bit worried about me, and without any further conversation with Pete, I Just let a third of the cigarette burn off and I went back to my room thinking tonight was like every night Kinn wasn't calling or doing any other work, so I chose to stay in the quiet room.

The idea of ​​getting rid of the shackles that tied him up too much with Kinn.

It was like this all night, I couldn't sleep, I was thinking the same thing over and over in my head, until Saturday morning, I tried to find something to do to distract myself.I'm actually going to work from ten o'clock today, but when he obviously avoids me, he doesn't need me at all, what the fuck am I doing?What kind of sneer will the bodyguards in front of the room show?Just thinking about it makes me tired.

Damn Kinn!asshole!How can I not think about you, bastard, I hope one day you suffer a hundred times more than me, you bastard! !

Because I was too tired from thinking and didn't sleep last night, I slept for a while, plus playing games on my phone, I thought it would be better to go to school to see the selection of Tem, I played all day, he still didn't care, no Come call me to work.

I'm not hungry today, just drink water and come back to bed, bastard!I hate myself so much now, I'm tired of it, Pete, Pol, Arm are always coming to eat with me, but I'm not hungry at all, until late at night I wake up to another knock on the door, thinking it might be my friend coming To check my condition, I silently walked to the door and opened it.

"...PChan" I saw PChan standing in front of the door nervously, and quickly raised my hands in salute.

"Didn't you go to work today?" PChan asked with a harsh tone, I slightly lowered my head and replied.

"Yeah, I'm on leave." Since I haven't done anything crazy all day, will deduct money or whatever the fuck, I look up at PChan and he shakes his head slightly and hands me the paperwork .

"Bring this to KhunKinn and go check on him again, the person at the front of the house reports that he hasn't come down to eat since morning." I reluctantly reached for the file, why not someone else?I don't want to see his face again, when PChan walks out, I close the door, maybe I'm the head of the bodyguard, it's just me doing the paperwork for that bastard, I throw the paperwork in the middle of the bed, looking thoughtfully , ask Pete to take it up, please?

But why haven't you come down since morning to find something to eat?It's not that I scolded you too much, I made you cough to death in the room, damn it!I rubbed my head vigorously, then went to the bathroom to wash my face and eyes.Then he walked to the end of the bed and sat there for a long time.

Oh shit!I'll go and have a look, in case I get dizzy from hunger, I'll pass out in the room, so that I can rush to book the gazebo, I touched my face, rubbed my eyes, in the end, all your things can always be done stir my heart.

Although I scolded him in my heart when I walked up the stairs, my feet moved quickly, and then I rushed into the room as usual.

call!My footsteps froze, and with the movement in the same still room, I opened my eyes slightly, the hand holding the knob turned cold suddenly, I was trembling all over, numb from head to toe, my breathing suddenly stagnated, The pain quickly spread to my chest, as the images before my eyes repeated the events of the past few days to me so clearly that there was no doubt about it.

Kinn and one of his kids, I remember his name is March, they're curled up on the couch with the boy's body straddling Kinn's lap, his clothes falling apart, it's like replaying the day I knew he was gay , but today felt more than that, as if I could barely bear the sight in front of me, Kinn pushed that March out of his body in a hurry, my brain started to blur, I was acting wrong, my legs didn't match me I really want to get out of here!

Yesterday was Tawan, today is March

damn it! ! !What kind of bad luck is this?Why do I regret it, don't remember the lesson?

Why did you come up to him to reinforce the fucking feeling?

I don't want it, you bastard!Enough is enough, I can't take this feeling anymore! !