You are a surprise in my heart

Ding ding dong dong, the rain is singing.Lu Licheng stood by the floor-to-ceiling window, the smell of wine in his hand scattered

The air is mixed with water vapor, leaning against the wall, listening to the sound of rain dancing with eyes closed.I don't know where to stand

After a while, Lu Licheng took out the last cigarette, lit it and took a deep puff, exhaling the smoke from his mouth.

It was Zhang Ling who called him just now, and Zhang Ling knew that there was a problem between them since he pushed off Zhong Haotian's inability to leave for the manor.

"Lu Licheng, it's inconvenient for me to interrupt between you. But there is one thing I want to say.

Father, I will never disregard my child's feelings and another man for such a small favor

together.Moreover, life is not a business plan that must be approved by the other party. "Zhang Ling said let him think about it calmly before making a decision, and don't rush to sell the house.

Not knowing when the smoke would burn out, Lu Licheng put down his glass and looked at the dimly lit house.every here

The memories between him and Zhong Haotian are recorded everywhere, I remember bringing Zhong Haotian to this house on the first day and sleeping in the car

I was so frightened that I cried; I remember the way Zhong Haotian lowered his head and drew pictures when he was designing for him here;

In his bedroom, when the sunset glow came in and turned him orange, Zhong Haotian walked over and kissed him.

He also remembered their kissing in the courtyard... What a sweet memory, Lu Licheng laughed unconsciously.

Where does this relationship go?Lu Licheng stared blankly at the rain in the sky, and the only answer he had was the cold wind.

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Mom, I have a sore throat.Zhong Haotian held his throat and propped up his body in pain, only feeling a mouthful of heat gushing out

Mouth—it turned out to be blood. "Mr. Zhong, what you have is laryngeal cancer. It is recommended to have your vocal cords surgically removed." From

Therefore, he is a mute, unable to speak, unable to make any sound.Touching the scar at the Adam's apple, it was from here that his voice was cut away.

Mom, I feel bad.Lying groggy on the bed, but no one paid attention to him, only

After the operation, the instruments rattled, and my mouth was dry from the anesthetic.Is he dead?opened eyes in despair

Eyes, the sky is as dark as it is about to fall.Why, mom doesn't come to see me?Silently looking at the noisy relatives standing by the bed, where is my mother?

When he was young, although his mother was strict with him, he worked hard to raise him.He, Yang Zhenzhen and Xia Youshanzhi

He blamed his mother, but blood is thicker than water, and he also knew that his mother was doing it for his own good.

She left him just like that, if it wasn't for his mother, she wouldn't have left so early.Mom, I miss you so much.

Haotian, when is it too late to get up for work?It was the mother calling to herself by the bed, stretching out her hand

What was held was a pair of strong and warm hands.It was Licheng, who recognized his hands touching his body and cheeks countless times.

Licheng, have you come to see me?Zhong Haotian got up and hugged the person beside the bed, tears welling up again

Come.I know, you will not be so heartless, you are not this kind of person.You said you would take care of me forever

son; you said, you love me.I beg you so, how can you really not want me?Licheng, I

Change career?I will be obedient, I will listen to whatever you say.You make me quit, I quit, you make me do

I am willing to do anything.Please, don't let me go again.

"Zhong Haotian, you have never regarded me as your future." Lu Licheng looked at him with such despair, his voice trembled.

How could I not see you as the future?If you are not my future, why would I bring Ann

Ann lives in that house?I'm just too afraid of losing you, afraid that one day you will think I'm your burden.Licheng, don't leave me behind, okay?

"Beep beep——" a car horn sound woke up Zhong Haotian from his dream.

It turned out that it was a dream, and when he touched the corner of his eye, tears flowed out in the dream.mouth bitter

With the astringent smell of wine, he stood up while holding his splitting head.With beer cans under his feet, he took a deep breath to let himself relax

Slightly awake, looking out the window, I saw the familiar street scene and air in Xiamen, as if everything in Shanghai was just a dream, and Lu Licheng was just a phantom in the dream.

Today, we must keep our spirits up, Zhong Haotian told himself. The scale of Ian's office is growing day by day

Great, as the chief designer of Ian's office, he came to Xiamen to participate in the exchange meeting of designers here.

Originally, Ian thought about his personal problems and wanted Milo to come, but he happened to sell the house here to do it.

Because of the formalities, I volunteered to come here, and An An temporarily asked Feng Han to take care of her for a few days.In fact, he just wanted to escape from Shanghai temporarily to let himself breathe.

The breath out of his mouth was the strong smell of alcohol, Zhong Haotian unconsciously took out another can of beer from the refrigerator

After drinking it, there was a tingling pain in the arm. It turned out that the bandage had touched the corner of the table.Zhong Haotian supported his body and swayed

Huang sat on the bed and continued to drink. After leaving Lu Licheng's house that day, he lost his memory.

When did the police wake him up who was sleeping on the side of the road and take him home in a police car.The body and the soul were ripped out

Naked and without any strength, after drinking the last drop of beer, Zhong Haotian decided to go downstairs to buy some more.

No, I have to attend the exchange meeting today, and when I walked to the door, Zhong Hao just remembered the business.these days

Son, he lives in a muddle and always forgets what to do. MG projects often make mistakes, and

BlueMoon's preparations made a small mistake and almost lost Case. Ian advised him to take a vacation

Rest for a while, thinking that something is wrong with his body.Zhong Haotian thought to himself, if something really happened,

Maybe Lu Licheng will come to see him again and take care of him like they did when they were together.Thinking of this,

He actually began to hope that he would use his disability to win Lu Licheng's sympathy and save his relationship.Sad and pitiful, Zhong Haotian smiled and drank half a bottle of beer again.

Stumblingly, he took out his suit and put it on, brushed his teeth several times to cover up the strong smell of alcohol as much as possible.Zhong Hao

Tian looked at himself in the mirror, his eyes were bloodshot and his lips were white. He hadn't taken that traditional Chinese medicine for a long time.

How can the useless He De be with Lu Licheng?Lu Licheng, you should have better things and know how to cherish them

his people.He tore open the neckline indiscriminately, exposing the wound freely, if you want to see it, let those people see it clearly.

This ugly scar, this useless disabled designer.Zhong Haotian arranged his hair casually, and

Put on the watch that Lu Licheng gave him.He really has nothing now, and he doesn't know how to live like this.

How to go the way of the future.If he knew this result at the beginning, he would definitely not have chosen to know Lu Licheng.

In this way, Lu Licheng's peaceful life will not be disturbed.It's enough for him to bring An'an, so why think that Lu Licheng can spend the rest of his life with him?

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Participating in the exchange meeting is a buffet party, and the place is near Xingfu Real Estate in Xiamen.that's his success

A masterpiece that gained fame in Xiamen at that time.After getting out of the car, Zhong Haotian turned his head and saw the tall and tall mountains.

Lou, a strange feeling arose in my heart, the kind of pride that filled my chest, I didn't expect that a few years later

After seeing this building, it is still as impressive as when it was just completed.from obscurity

From a small designer in Xiamen to a famous designer in Xiamen, he relies on this building.At that time he designed this large

When building the building, we wanted the residents to feel at home, and hoped that these residents would have a happy life living here.

Having lost his father since he was a child, he knows the meaning of family to people.Because of the loss of his father when he was young, he longed for a family

The warmth of the father, the mother and him, whether it is quarreling or laughing, as long as the family is together

It is happiness.Lacking a complete family, he and Yang Zhenzhen married early, and he couldn't wait to organize the family

The family allows him to gain what he lost in a normal family.But what happened later was beyond his expectation.

of.He knows that he is too greedy, as long as someone treats him well, he wants to take it for himself.

In this way, no matter how Xia Youshan resorts to tricks, he will not be fooled again and again.

Strolling in the happy community, Zhong Haotian looked up at the towering buildings designed by himself.

cloud.Suddenly, he thought that it would be great if Lu Licheng was by his side, and he wanted to show Lu Licheng to see with his own eyes what he designed

These are his painstaking efforts and his pride.Lu Licheng once proudly told him that Zhong

Haotian, you are a very good designer.Therefore, he hopes that he can come out and make a comeback, because

He knows that the passion for design never goes out in his heart.Although he is dumb, even though he himself

It turns out that he is so obsessed with design, but Lu Licheng understands him.

The tingling pain in his heart suddenly spread all over his body. It turned out that Lu Licheng had always understood him so well.Even if the whole world

When everyone thought that Zhong Haotian could no longer stand up, Lu Licheng firmly believed that he could.so

He kept introducing those cases to him, that's why he wanted him to leave Ian's office, what he wanted was not Zhong Hao

Tiangong is famous, but don't stop clinging to your dreams.Thinking of this, his eyes drifted to the distance. In the past, why didn't he think of this?

Walking between the buildings step by step, the previous fragments came back to my mind.He fled from Xiamen to Shanghai,

He hid from Shanghai and returned to Xiamen, but nothing changed here.Things are different, Cong and Xiayou

When Shan knew that he had broken up with Lu Li, what he had experienced in the past few years seemed to be engraved on these buildings.

He thought of how much his sustenance and good wishes were interspersed from the draft to the completion, from dream to reality.

Isn't dream, the original intention and origin of the happy community, his desire for love of life?When had it become his refuge from chaotic nightmares and escapism?

"Mr. Zhong, this is Boss Luo from Xiahua Real Estate." The escort beside him introduced.

Wearing a dark coffee suit, Zhong Haotian smiled and nodded, reaching out to hold Boss Luo's hand.

"Designer Zhong is really the light of our Xiamen." Boss Luo said with a smile.

The house is the best quality house in Xiamen so far, and now it is showing its strengths in Shanghai.later, can

Please take care of your counterparts in Xiamen. "

'It's absurd. Zhong Haotian wrote politely, drinking the wine in his hand.

"Hao Tian!" Suddenly there was another voice, and the other party patted him on the shoulder enthusiastically and said, "I don't remember

Me?When the Xingfu Community was established, you have been coming to our office to cooperate with the drainage pipe project? "

Zhong Haotian thought for a while before realizing that he was someone he had worked with before, and immediately put on a smile and shook hands.from him

Entering the exchange meeting site, there was an endless stream of people coming to show their hospitality to him. Does this count as a return to his hometown?

Zhong Haotian thought, if it weren't for MG's Case and BlueMoon's projects, these would have been a good show

No one would lean over to smirk at him and get married again.Lu Licheng said that the drawings you have drawn for a lifetime are not worth it.

One word from a celebrity, one word from a magazine.What Lu Licheng said is right, these people,

he remembers.That Boss Luo, he was the first one to withdraw cooperation after he lost his voice, regardless of the time

Why did he beg him to be tolerant for a few more days, so that he can restore the drawing after his chemotherapy is over, but there is still no

use.And the contractor, he just wants to delay for a week, and he will be able to pay him after a week

They continued with the work first, but they turned his face away on the spot, turned around and took people away, leaving him to apologize to people at the construction site.

Xiamen, the place where he grew up was also a place full of nightmares.When he ended Haotian Real Estate

When he was doing business, when he saw that sign was taken down, his heart was peaceful because he had already

He has no strength to be sad anymore, and his past achievements have been torched. He just wants to live a good life with An'an.without

Lost his voice, lost his basic qualifications as a designer, and still had a dream about design in his heart.

what's the function?However, those who used to be in front of him now greeted him with smiles.

Happy to be the light of Xiamen.Oh, the light of Xiamen?Is that the light of Xiamen whose love affair spreads all over the streets?

He found that he really loves wine now, and he never found that wine can make people live in a dream and not wake up

Come.He likes this kind of hazy feeling, he doesn't need to think too much, he falls asleep when he is drunk, and the dream is lucid.

Licheng would hug him and tell him I love you, and in his dream Lu Licheng would be as tender as ever.another one

After drinking the wine and lipstick, Zhong Haotian began to lose his mind. If he had understood something earlier, maybe he would

He and Lu Licheng would not have made it to where they are today. If he had listened more to Lu Licheng, maybe he would

He was speaking love language in Lu Licheng's arms.Smiling to those people who don't know what to say in front of them, the wine glasses in their hands are empty one after another.

"Why is Xia Zhengsong here?" Suddenly he heard the people around him whispering.

"It's not that the old man is saving face, the happy real estate has long been an empty shell, for the sake of my daughter

Well, at least come out and show your face to make a publicity. "The other party said disdainfully.

Zhong Haotian patted his forehead vigorously and then turned his head. Sure enough, he saw Xia Zhengsong walking in from the hall.

It turned out to be Xia Youshan and her husband Hua Sen with a slightly bulging stomach.

Holding his wine glass, he stood there like a dream.He thought he would run away in a hurry, but at this moment he

He was so calm that he didn't have any thoughts.Seeing Xia Zhengsong greet each colleague with a relaxed face, watching

Xia Youshan was smiling by his side, he just felt that maybe everything in the past was just an illusion, he and the Xia family

Nothing happened, he just inadvertently broke into the illusion of a strange dream.obsessed step by step

Walking towards them, he wanted to make sure those were his dreams, if they were really his delusions.he wants from

Waking up in the dream, he told Lu Licheng that those things about the Xia family were actually fake, and he could stand up and hug Lu Licheng again.

Then Cheng and An An will live a good life together, and there is no need to quarrel over some illusions that do not exist.

"It's you?" Xia Zhengsong frowned, subconsciously blocking his and Xia Youshan's sight.Xia Youshan

He opened his eyes wide, and retracted his hands while stroking his swollen belly.

it's me.Zhong Haotian nodded his head with a smile, poured a glass of wine for himself and Xia Zhengsong, and handed it to his face.

Xia Zhengsong was surprised.Glancing at Xia Youshan who was stiff beside him and Hua Sen who was protecting his wife, Zhong Haotian poured them two more glasses.

Cheers, raised the wine glass in his hand and poured all the liquid into his throat.People around me start to get low

After a low discussion, everyone looked at this rare scene, and the entanglement between the Xia family and Zhong Haotian was the whole of Xiamen.

all know.At this moment, Zhong Haotian, who has made a comeback from Shanghai and has made a name for himself, stands in the Xia Dynasty with the posture of a winner.

Everyone wants to know what will happen next.The Xia family is no longer what it used to be, it seems that Zhong Haotian's visit was not kind.

"Hua Sen, I want to go home." Xia Youshan whispered in Hua Sen's arms in a panic.

"Zhong Haotian, what exactly do you want?" Xia Zhengsong's hair was almost all white, and his body was pale.

Strong and old as before.It's only been a year, how did it become like this?Zhong Haotian looked sideways at the helpless Xia

Friendly, hair cut short again, like when they first met, but totally gone at the time

His sharp and stern demeanor seemed so lovely and pitiful.Looking down at the protruding belly, Zhong Haotian's eyes softened.

'Congratulations, you have a baby. Zhong Haotian lowered his head and wrote, looking softly at Xia Youshan without making fun of him.

Xia Youshan took the note, looked up at the smiling Zhong Haotian, and for some reason, tears suddenly collapsed

Crying and nodding.This man she once loved deeply, the man she loved since she was a child, after all, she still didn't

Wrong person.He would not laugh at his own failure. Zhong Haotian, whom she had avoided and even feared for a while, was still the same

so gentle.Why, can he always look at her like this?However, the love has gone and left a place of desolation.

Zhong Haotian looked at the crying Xia Youshan calmly, his heart trembled slightly.this woman he is

I don't want to think about whether I have loved him or not, maybe I have loved him, after all, she once loved him so much, and she loved him too persistently.

As for hurting so many people.But if he hadn't been too greedy at the beginning, everything might not have happened.

born.He hated it before, and he gritted his teeth with hatred, thinking that if he had been cruel enough not to go to the beach to meet Xia Youshan, if she

Just kill yourself.However, now I see her holding her swollen belly, looking at the future

The newborn baby, Zhong Haotian was thinking that luckily he rushed to the beach at that time, luckily he still didn't have the heart to leave

Xia Youshan, otherwise this baby would not have come to this world; otherwise he would not have An An; otherwise...he would not have met Lu Licheng either.

"Friendly, are you okay?" Xia Zhengsong and Hua Sen nervously looked at Xia Youshan who was crying.

They all know how much they fear the past.Hua Sen once wanted to take Xia Youshan to Shanghai to relax, but he found out that

Zhong Haotian returned to Xiamen overnight in Shanghai.They tremblingly dare not mention this man, yesterday

Knowing that Zhong Haotian came back, they wanted to persuade Xia Youshan not to go out, but Xia Youshan thought that this kind of communication would make her feel uncomfortable.

If the boss doesn't show up, what will happen to Xia's company in the future?I can't rely on my father to support me alone

with.From the moment she entered the door, her feet trembled. Now that she saw her, she didn't expect Zhong Haotian to come over to say hello.

"Zhong Haotian, let go of your friendliness." Xia Zheng said with a relaxed face, "She has already been condemned by conscience."

blamed.You are still a great designer, even better than before.Let her go, and Yang Zhenzhen. "

"I know it was wrong to be friendly before," Watson said with his arms around his wife, "but now she has a child and just wants to live in peace."

Zhong Haotian looked at them silently, he suddenly envied Xia Youshan.She will always be loved

The princess, before and now, is not like him who has nothing.She has a husband, father, mother, sister

My sister still has a future baby, what about him?No, he had been so cared for before.

He remembered that when he was alone in the hospital, desperate and helpless, there was no one who appeared by his side.

Stay with him day and night, take care of him; he remembers that when his Case was plagiarized, that person won it for him

was the first one in charge of Case; he still remembers that person stroking his hair and leaving a faint scar on his forehead.

Kiss; he still remembers the person who told him that he would love him forever... Once, his life was full of

The love that man gave him made him stand up bravely unconsciously.He used to be afraid of the Xia family, afraid of

The past, but now when standing in front of them, they realized that it was nothing compared to that person.

Taking a step forward, with a smile on his face, he lowered his head and opened his arms to hug Xia who was crying uncontrollably.

Friendly, patting her on the back gently.Xia Youshan collapsed completely, hugging Zhong Haotian back and crying loudly.

It's all over, everything is over, you have to cherish everything you have now, don't let it go because of the past

It's not worth losing what you have now.Zhong Haotian's tears flowed down from the corners of his eyes, hugging Xia You

Shan bid farewell to the past, and he sincerely wished this woman a happy life for the rest of her life.At least, she hasn't lost what she has now.

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Waves of sea water in the setting sun slapped on the delicate sandy beach, Zhong Haotian looked up at the gorgeous

The sunset glow drifted across the sky, and the sea, which was dyed golden by the sun, reminded him of Lu Licheng's eyes.his

His eyes are like this sea, wave after wave silently and openly surrounding him, as bright and clean as the bright moon in the sky.

Lu Licheng, Lu Licheng!Zhong Haotian stood up and shouted silently at the beach, the wine poured continuously

Importing.He is really a hypocrite, Zhong Haotian looked up to the sky and thought with a big laugh.Just now, I also freely and freely wished Xia You

Shan, now she is so jealous that she wonders why she can get happiness, while Zhong Haotian is about to lose everything.

God is really too cruel to him, is it true that the crime he committed is so serious that he needs to be punished like this

he?Lost the basic right to be a normal person, lost his mother, met Lu Licheng he thought would be a

Cutting it up, let him have such a beautiful dream, but it was taken away forever.

Taking out the pair of rings hanging around his neck, Zhong Haotian picked up another can of beer and sneered while drinking, looking at the pair.

A ring for Lu Licheng and their future.It was specially chosen by him. Two men's rings were inlaid with

The simple little diamond specially asked the store to engrave the names and birthdays of the two of them in the ring. He wanted to tell Lu Licheng that they would be together forever in the future.

'Your home, not this.Your home has Ann, you and rice grains, but without me

Lu Licheng. 'Recalling what Lu Licheng said to him last, and then pushed him away.dangling in hand

The pairing ring left him in a trance, and he lost it in the end.He took every step carefully, afraid that Lu Licheng would

Leave him, but he still went the old way.Yang Zhenzhen, Lu Licheng, he could blame Xia Youshan before, but now?

The sea water submerged his whole body, Zhong Haotian felt the cold sea water froze his limbs,

His chest was suffocating from the sea water slapping against his face from time to time.He is already dead, in Lu

The moment Licheng pushed him away, this body had lost its soul.The stamina of wine rushed to his forehead, Zhong Haotian

Step by step towards the sea.He wanted to ask God if he could meet Lu Licheng again in his next life.

I'm afraid that a word and a hug are all good.The water submerged the top of his head, Zhong Haotian closed his eyes and calmly let his body be washed into the middle of the sea by the tide.

The lighthouse in the distance lit up, illuminating the entire dark ocean.The sea is calm, only the sound of the tide can be heard...