You are a surprise in my heart

The fog carried rain, and the road outside was pitch black.Lu Licheng was driving on the road.north

Wang Da of Beijing brought his fiancée to see them, so he decided to go to Zhang Ling's manor for a party today.

He and Zhang Ling were golf friends watching football in a bar in Beijing, and Wang Da was one of them at the time.Zhang Ling

Inherited the family restaurant and Wang Da was born in a family of doctors, and the family has practiced medicine for three generations.himself is

A brain expert who stayed in the United States for three years before returning to China.Among them, only Lu Licheng came from the countryside.

Usually they are very busy people, needless to say, Lu Licheng is always busy from the beginning of the year to the end of the year, while Wang

Big, the operating table cannot be separated from him.Only Zhang Ling, in his own words, is the idle cloud wild crane.but

Both he and Wang Da knew that Zhang Ling was the busiest person back then, and he was the only one who inherited their family's private kitchen.

Later, his elder brother and younger brothers either went into business or went abroad for development.For his ex-wife, Zhang Ling gave up

After leaving a restaurant, they came to Shanghai to open this manor, in order to save their marriage and spend more time with their wives.

Daughter Coco was born.However, once a person's heart is dead, it can never come back. After all, everyone

The envious couple still separated.Lu Licheng thought, never thought that he would have the same day as Zhang Ling.

"Xiao Lu, why are you in a daze!" Wang Da clacked his thumbs when he saw Lu Licheng sitting on the sofa holding a wine glass in a daze.

"Maybe I've been too tired recently." Lu Licheng smiled shyly.

"You should do some exercise, or go for a walk in the woods behind the villa with me tomorrow." Ada

He wore an open-front floral shirt and American-style jeans underneath.

Wang Da, who already has a fiancée, still looks like a playboy, but the fiancée next to him is the opposite

Very quiet and shy.Lu Licheng chose someone who would play the same game for the king's conference.among them,

Wang Da has always been the one who loves playing the most. Whether it is adventure sports or dating women, Wang Da is a professional

other players.Different from Lu Licheng's singleness, Lu Licheng is career-oriented while Wang Da likes to travel.

play world.This girl named Zhang Xin is as ordinary as her name, when he and Zhang Ling met

Every now and then, I was surprised why Wang Dafa chose such a girl as his wife.

"I watch a lot, and play a lot, but I like the feeling of being down-to-earth." This is how Wang Da replied to Lu Licheng

of.Lu Licheng was very emotional that Wang Da, who changed his girlfriend a few days ago, could say what he said today.

"What about you? Are you still planning to make a decision?" Wang Da asked Lu Licheng with sincere eyes.king

Da is really different, Lu Licheng thought, Wang Da's eyes were not so calm and firm more than a year ago.

Like a sea containing all.He had doubted Wang Da's love for that girl, but now he won't doubt it anymore, because

Because, he once had such a firm heart.Unfortunately, the past is a thing of the past.

"I'm not as lucky as you." Lu Licheng glanced at Zhang Xin who was helping with the barbecue in the distance.

"Actually, Zhang Ling told me something about you." Seeing Lu Licheng looking up in surprise, he hurriedly

Added, "Don't get me wrong, he didn't sell you. I wanted to introduce my girlfriend to you last time, and Zhang Ling said you

If you have someone you like, let me stop messing around. "

Lu Licheng silently picked up the wine glass beside him and took a sip. The taste of the wine was slightly bitter, soaking into his internal organs

In his heart, he didn't know how to deal with the embarrassment at this time, and he didn't know where to start.

"Xiao Wang, don't drink so much wine." Zhang Xin saw Wang Da drink two glasses of wine in one go and walk by.

Come to remind me in a low voice, the voice is very small but very clear.

"Women are less talkative." Wang Da waved his hand and said, "Go get charcoal for Zhang Ling." After hearing this, Zhang Xin

He smiled apologetically at Lu Licheng beside him, and then went to the back to help Zhang Ling get charcoal.

"Are you okay?" Lu Licheng frowned, Wang Da and Lu Licheng were macho.land

Li Cheng's lovers are gentle and gentle, but they also like dominance quite a lot, and Wang Da also has a tender love.

People are more hurtful, and they don't leave room for breaking up, and they don't like the other party to pester themselves.Lu Licheng likes it

Get together and leave, but Wang Da is merciless.

"Old husband and wife, why are you being so polite?" Wang Da obviously didn't feel relieved, and suddenly he was in a daze.

Looking at Zhang Xin's figure, he said, "I know you all think it's strange for me to get married so suddenly.

However, I met someone who wanted to marry, if it wasn't for her, I think I would still like someone alone. "

Lu Licheng felt that he understood something, but he couldn't understand it either.I met the right person, so I want to settle down

Come on, if you don't meet, you still live the past life without change or frustration.maybe when you

When you arrive, you realize that you can live another life.Lu Licheng thought to himself mockingly, he could

Being able to live a life that he once thought he would never have, although it is fleeting, he does not regret it.

"It's all over." After Lu Licheng finished speaking, his heart ached, and his eyes felt cool from the wind.He leans on

At first, he took a deep breath of the suburban air, and remembered that he and Zhong Haotian were on the balcony when they were outing.

Hao Tian was blushing while eating the hot sauce noodles he made. "Ada, do you think I am

Especially persistent? "Looking at the starry sky, Lu Licheng asked, "In other words, people like things that they can't get. "

"Well, people are like this, that's why Buddhists say to let go of obsessions, obsessions are demonic obstacles." Ada

Seeing Lu Licheng's strange seriousness, he said, "People's demons still need to be seen and let go.

However, if you really can't let go, don't let go.Buddhism also talks about fate, but I don't believe in Buddhism but I believe in fate.

Regardless of birth, old age, sickness and death, or gathering and separation, you will naturally be together when the fate is reached, and it is useless to cling to it if the fate is scattered. "

"You two slackers, let me and Xiao Zhang be busy. Ah Da, that's your wife."

At that time, Zhang Ling, wearing white gloves covered with black charcoal, ran over to reprimand.

"You still have the nerve to talk about me?" Wang Da giggled, "You and Xiao Lu often see each other in Shanghai.

How many things are you hiding from me?This kid went from falling in love to falling out of love, and now I'm trying to explain him away. "king

The freshman shrugged and did not give Lu Licheng any face.This is Wang Da's usual style, so Lu Licheng initially sued

Sue Zhang Ling for lying to him, Wang Da, who likes to sarcasm and watch good shows, he can't stand it.

Zhang Ling was stunned for a moment, glanced at the silent Lu Licheng, took off his gloves and sighed.He heard Lu

Licheng felt that there was a problem without Zhong Haotian coming over. He knew better than anyone else how much Lu Licheng had paid for this relationship.

white.What he dislikes most about Ah Da is that he doesn't like to take other people's feelings into consideration.

Occasionally, he can't stand his casualness.

"I'm fine." Lu Licheng said in relief.

"Who the hell is it?" Ah Da hooked Zhang Ling's neck and asked, "I've been unlocking him for so long, okay?

Let me know what kind of person you are?Are there any photos? "Ada pestered Zhang Ling persistently, Zhang Ling

Ignoring Ah Da, he turned and went into the house to get the barbecue food.Ah Da touched his nose, and turned his eyes to see Lu Li

Chengdao: "Are you pretty?"

Lu Licheng glanced at the curious Ada, holding a glass of wine and ignoring him as he kept chasing after him.

ask.This person usually does not spend more than 5 minutes in a serious manner. He thinks it will be better if he gets married, but it seems that his nature is hard to change.

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In winter, the air pressure is rarely so low.Zhong Haotian sat in the office, untied his collar uncomfortably,

bring. The case of MG Shanghai branch is nearing completion, and the BlueMoon project will start next year.

"Hao Tian, ​​what's your opinion?" Sitting opposite Zhong Haotian, Ian was asking him for his opinion on the branch office in Hangzhou.

'I think the local area can develop, and many of our suppliers are there. 'Zhong Haotian came back

God wrote.Recently, he has always been out of his mind, and his work efficiency has dropped a lot.The reason, he deliberately avoided thinking about it.

"I also think so. To be honest, I am more worried about the designer in the Hangzhou branch. Although the hired

I hired a few experienced ones, not old employees after all. Ian shook his head and continued, "I might want Milo to bring the newcomer over there." "

'What about here? 'Milo is the only chief designer of the firm other than him, and

Head Case more than him.If Milo goes to Hangzhou, what should he do with all the things in Shanghai?

What's more, after the government project, many cases in Shanghai required him to come forward, and people looking for him came one after another.

The restart in Hangzhou puts a lot of pressure on their Shanghai headquarters.

"Milo is still young and needs more experience. Besides, I invited designer Zhuang Haolin to come to Shanghai

Headquarters, I think the development prospects of Ian's firm will be even better. "Ian said to Zhong Haotian with a smile.

Zhong Haotian was surprised when he heard this, it turned out that Ian had already made arrangements.Nazhuang Haolin is studying in Germany

He won an award at that time. He entered the industry a year later than Zhong Haotian, but his performance was very good. From Guangzhou to Shanghai

Hai, he is responsible for many cases.This time Ian recruited him into the firm, it must be to suppress

Milo, letting Milo be a pioneer is also to weaken Milo's arrogance.But, Milo will be good

Are you going to Hangzhou?Those who open up wasteland will never have any good results in the company.

"In the future, you and Designer Zhuang will cooperate well." Ian looked at Zhong Haotian gently and said, "You

Comparable to his strength, he will definitely become a good partner. "

Zhong Haotian nodded, it seems that this designer Zhuang will become the real chief of Ian's firm.

"After discussing business affairs, let's discuss private matters." Ian said with concern, "The house was moved last time, this time

Move again.An An is not in good health, it is better for you to settle down.The salary of the firm should be enough to buy

Set up a second-hand house, stabilize it first, and then slowly buy a new house in the future. "

'I've also been looking at houses recently. 'Recently, Feng Han and his colleagues have advised him to buy a house.

He gave up this idea because of Lu Licheng's relationship, and now he is back to single life, of course he doesn't want children

Follow yourself adrift.The prices and housing prices in Shanghai are a little too much for him, and he is not very satisfied after looking at a few places

meaning.Next year An'an will go to elementary school, and the payment will be more expensive. Second-hand housing is a good choice, but

It is he who needs to set aside a lot of money for his children to go to school.Perhaps, the house in Xiamen should really be sold.

"Xiao Lu is also looking at the house recently." Ian said inadvertently, "It's good that you decorated him.

Yes, but he said that he will go to Pudong next year and wants to sell the house and buy a new villa in Pudong. "

Zhong Haotian's pen nib paused and wrote: "It is true that the road is far and inconvenient." 'No one noticed the sadness that flashed in his eyes.

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Caixia floated overhead.Zhong Haotian drove the car on the street, and An An Kindergarten was revitalized today

All the children lived in the school to live a collective life, so he decided to look around the house and hope that the place would settle down.

Zhong Haotian hopes to find a house near An'an's primary school in Puxi.But the subway, commercial

Housing prices in the vicinity of the industry circle are very expensive, and it is even more difficult to buy a house if the rent is good.Going around in the car

I found a lot of places nearby, but I was not very satisfied.The house price is cheap and the conditions are poor, but the conditions are better than

far.I originally wanted to go far away, anyway, there is a car to pick me up and drop off, but this generation is in a prosperous area, how can it be so easy?

Easy, he will take a lot of detours to work.

The car was parked on the side of the road, and I couldn't get rid of my melancholy.The man is selling the building they are full of memories

The house, that is a matter of course, since the relationship is over, why do you want to stay?wind blows the clock

Hao Tian's hair, he felt the smell of wine in the air, making him dizzy.

Entering the entrance is the hall, the left side of the hall is the study and the front is the kitchen. The arc isolation glass in the middle

Glass was an idea he had come up with before.There are also roses in the garden, which will bloom all over the place in midsummer.

courtyard.Lu Licheng would tease him with water childishly, and would run around in the yard behind his back, making him

dizzy.There is a white round bed in the corner of the living room where they hug and kiss each other

Tell the other person how much you love him.Lu Licheng said to him, it's good that Haotian met you; Lu Licheng said to him, Haotian

Tian your name makes him feel relaxed and happy like the blue sky and white clouds; Lu Licheng said to him, Haotian, I love you

You... Now, all these things will disappear with the wind, without leaving any trace.wake up from that dream

Finally, Sora left behind a soulless corpse to exist for life.

It turned out that it was really wine.Zhong Haotian raised the beer in his hand and poured it down his throat one by one.

After the operation, he never drank again. The long-lost taste of alcohol made him want to cry. A few sips of a can of beer were enough

The bottom line.Zhong Haotian picked up another can and continued to drink, he hasn't felt so comfortable for a long time.After drinking beer,

He took out the white wine bought in the supermarket again, it smells so good, Zhong Haotian thought with a smile.He used to not drink liquor when he was healthy

It's too strong, now think about what you can't drink, even if you don't have a throat, you can still drink it.anyway throat

It's all gone, and it's okay to drink.After thinking like this in a daze, he raised his head and poured half a bottle of white wine into his stomach

middle.Zhong Haotian was choked by the smell of alcohol and coughed, no wonder so many people like to drink heavily, this feeling is indescribably wonderful.

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When we got home, Zhong Haotian squinted his eyes and took out the key to open the door, Licheng, I'm back.See you Zhong Haotian

It was dark inside the room, and when the light was turned on, there was no one in the room.The home hasn't changed at all, the kitchen is still

It's so clean, the shoes in the entrance are neat, but the pair of slippers he is wearing can't be found.he thought, a

Be sure to remind Lu Licheng to put out all the shoes, lest he can't find them when he goes home.take off your shoes, fall

Bump into the living room, where's An'an?I guess I'm asleep.

Why is there only quick-frozen food in the refrigerator?Zhong Haotian is hungry and wants to find some beef cooked last time

Tang found that there was nothing in it, only some frozen food and drinks.Frowning, wondering why Lu Licheng

Have coffee?Next to the cabinet, he found the coffee beans that he did not allow Lu Licheng to buy. He opened the trash can and put the coffee beans away.

Beans are poured in.The doctor said he can't drink anymore, trying to ruin his stomach?white round bed

The blanket was not folded properly, Zhong Haotian went over to fold it for him and put it in the storage box below.

Is there anything else he needs to sort out?Zhong Haotian supported the wall and leaned against it, slowly sat on the ground and looked at the empty space.

Empty house.Why isn't Licheng here?Where did he go?

Touching the wooden floor and the delicate little decorations on the stairs, he looked around every corner of the house

Luo, from the vacant room with nothing to the current order, it is full of memories of him and Lu Licheng.

memory.How could he be willing to sell from the moment he realized that he fell in love with each other?Why can he be so decisive?he can't think

Understand, why is this happening?Sometimes he thinks, maybe this is just a nightmare, after Lu Licheng wakes up,

Always by his side, hugging him, comfortingly kissing the tip of his nose and laughing at how stupid he is, always thinking about irrelevant things.

But why is he always unable to wake up from this dream?He is suffocating in this dream, no more

When he woke up he would literally suffocate.Every breath was trembling with pain, and every minute was enough to make him collapse.

Drinking beer after sip, Zhong Haotian felt that he was going to throw up, but he still couldn't help but want to drink

liquor.He remembered that on the first day he moved in, An An hid behind him and looked at the big house.

I think this will be his and An An's home in the future.There is Lu Licheng, there is him, and there is An An.So is Lu Licheng

As promised to him, he told him that this place will be their home in the future.An An can be unrestrained in it

Running, after dinner Lu Licheng likes to sit on the milky white leather sofa and watch the news while he washes the dishes, An'an will nest

Paint on the rug in the back.Zhong Haotian got up and lay down on the leather sofa, the scratches on the rice grains were still there,

Touching this small invisible flaw reminds him that it is really not his dream.

Why did he break up when he said break up?Why did the one who promised to take care of him not want him anymore?

Zhong Haotian didn't dare to approach that study room, the words that Lu Licheng said to him before parting always rang in his ears.

Thinking that this relationship is still beautiful, why do you have to let go?Tears began to burst, and he really couldn't figure out what went wrong.

"What the hell are you doing?" Suddenly, Lu Licheng looked at him on the sofa at home with a look of surprise behind him.

A hangover Zhong Haotian.Seeing that the lights in his house were on, he thought a thief had entered, but fortunately he didn't call the police, but he didn't expect it to be Zhong Haotian.

Licheng?Zhong Haotian stood up with tears in his eyes, and when he saw Lu Licheng coming back, he approached Lu Licheng step by step, his face was flushed and his consciousness was blurred.

"Zhong Haotian, you are drunk." Lu Licheng looked at Zhong Haotian who was lying in his arms, a little confused

At a loss, he didn't know why Zhong Haotian appeared here, reeking of alcohol.

Licheng, where did you go before you came back.Zhong Haotian hugged Lu Licheng and leaned his head in his arms, silently

Ask, I haven't smelled Lu Licheng for a long time.Zhong Haotian closed his eyes in peace of mind, and rubbed his chest.

Do you know that I had a nightmare, dreaming that you said that we broke up, but you still answered yesterday?

Should I be together forever.We went to Brother Zhang’s villa for vacation, and we also went to the ancient town to play, remember

Remember the ring we bought?I also bought rings, bought a pair of real rings.Thinking of this,

Zhong Haotian hurriedly untied the pair of rings worn around his neck and handed them to Lu Licheng, and stubbornly untied one of them.

I wanted to put it on for Lu Licheng, but I couldn't put it on.

Lu Licheng's fingertips trembled slightly, and he quietly looked at Zhong Haotian who was putting the ring on for him.his palms down

Slowly clenched Zhong Haotian's hand and said softly: "Zhong Haotian, that's enough." But Zhong Haotian didn't listen at all.

Going in, still putting on the silver ring for him, Lu Licheng forced himself not to be impulsive, and then growled: "Enough!"

Zhong Haotian shrank back in fright, and raised his eyes to see Lu Licheng looking at him coldly.He took a few steps back,

Looking at the ring on his hand in embarrassment, tears kept falling.He just wanted to put the ring on him, and then they

It can be the same as before, why is he looking at him with such cold eyes?Could it be that he is really so unfeeling that if he says no, he won't?

"Zhong Haotian, why are you always so self-righteous?" Lu Licheng closed his eyes and said slowly

Said, "You want us to get back together, but have you ever thought about what will happen after reconciliation? The question between us

The problem is not a day or two, but you just don't understand, you never regard me as your future, something happened

Push me away.Have you ever thought about how tired I am?Now we're reconciled, and we'll be together again next week

Again, I don't want this relationship to become my hatred in the end, do you understand? "

Zhong Haotian's mind is chaotic, after listening to Lu Licheng's words, he still doesn't understand why he is so

Say, when did he push him out?When did he stop thinking of him as the future?He really couldn't understand why Lu Licheng would say that.

'Licheng, let me go home, okay? Zhong Haotian moved his lips and pulled Lu Licheng's shirt

He raised his head and tears fell from the corners of his eyes, 'Don't drive me away, let me go home. '

Finally Lu Licheng couldn't help but hugged Zhong Haotian, hugged him tightly in his arms and kept kissing him

How could he have the heart to make him homeless, how could he be willing to let him wander outside?He said

To be his beacon, his destination.He loves Zhong Haotian madly in love, crazy in love, he just wants to be with Zhong Haotian

No one wants this person to spend this life together, he only wants Zhong Haotian.

"Answer me, Zhong Haotian." Lu Licheng asked, "If I didn't help you in Ian's office,

Will you still promise me that day? "

Zhong Haotian was taken aback for a moment, and fixedly looked at Lu Licheng.Why did he agree to Lu Licheng that day?his brain

There was chaos, and the alcohol gave him a splitting headache.

Seeing that Zhong Haotian did not answer for a long time, the light in Lu Licheng's eyes dimmed, he took a breath, and slowly pushed Zhong Haotian away.

"Your home is not here. Your home has An'an, you and rice grains, but without me Lu

Li Cheng. "Lu Licheng wiped away tears for Zhong Haotian and continued, "Don't come here in the future, return the key to me." "

Zhong Haotian stopped his tears, looked at Lu Licheng emptyly like a person dying of suffocation, and slowly took out the key.

The key fell to the ground with trembling hands.Neither Lu Licheng nor Zhong Haotian went to pick it up, leaving only silence in the room.

Zhong Haotian turned around numbly, staggered to the door, and finally took a look at the room and Lu Licheng who was standing there.

The door is closed.Lu Licheng fell down and sat down, he had no strength to hold on anymore, he was really too tired.

Both mind and body.The love he wanted was sent away by himself after all.He thought Zhong Hao

Tian would answer him without hesitation, he loves him, but he didn't say anything.he shouldn't be delusional

Think, he should have expected the result of this relationship long ago.Why he can rationally analyze data and those

Opponent, but unable to think about the fate of this love?However, he still doesn't regret loving this game.