You are a surprise in my heart

At the crowded airport, Lu Licheng tiredly dragged his suitcase out of the hall and went abroad continuously

For a week, people from Washington to New York slept less than four hours a day.turn the wrist and make a cluck

There was a loud noise, and the pain in his neck was stiff. Lu Licheng stood where he was, his mind was confused, thinking whether to go back to the hotel or go back to the hotel.

Home.Let's go home, Lu Licheng thought.There are still some data that need to be sorted out, and there are some data in the computer that need to be adjusted.

Come out, besides, he still likes to take a bath at home more comfortably.After deciding on the itinerary, Lu Licheng dragged his luggage

I hailed a taxi and went home.

It took more than an hour from Pudong Airport to his home in Puxi, and Lu Licheng was drowsy in the car.

When Ray took him back to the head office, he obviously felt the smell of gunpowder.He has confirmed that the president will unload next year

position, and Ray's intentions are also very obvious.It's just that he is young and has little qualifications, but it is also because he is young

In addition, he is a member of the immediate family and his ability and skills are obvious to all in MG company. Ray let him be by his side

Accompanied to the headquarters, anyone with a discerning eye understands the meaning.Leaning on the seat behind, Lu Licheng temporarily

I want to give my brain a break. HOB's plan is still tense, Ray because the headquarters can't let go

Hands also run back and forth.He went back to Shanghai, and Ray still needs a few days in the United States. HOB cannot temporarily

Stop, he will go back to work tomorrow, and he must force himself to go back to jet lag when he gets home.He thought, not now

Every day he took a small amount of sleeping pills, and every time he fell jet lagged, he would use sleeping pills to force himself to sleep.

Turning on the mobile phone is another pile of missed calls and text messages. Today, there are several times more than before, two-thirds

Everyone was wishing him a happy birthday, and suddenly remembered that yesterday was his birthday.Lu Licheng celebrated his birthday early

Age, he didn't care much about this since he was a child, but he couldn't hold back the enthusiasm of his friends, and occasionally he would

Taking friends out for dinner counts as a birthday.He is grateful for each other's blessings, except for Zhang Ling who said

Except for letting him go to the manor for dinner when he was free, he politely declined everyone else.Suddenly turned to the last page,

The person who sent it to him at midnight made his fingers stop.

'Lu Licheng, happy birthday. 'A very simple and ordinary blessing.Lu Licheng, called Fei Jinfei

sparse.Colleagues will call him Elliott or Mr. Lu, and friends will call him Xiaolu.Lu Licheng, rarely

People call him that.The name of the contact made him look at it unconsciously for a long time, he didn't expect that after that night he would

Take the initiative to text him on his birthday, open the reply and write: 'Thank you. '

After closing the phone, Lu Licheng looked out the car window, and the scenery flew past his eyes quickly.that night he

Lonely and drunk, she leaned in his arms and asked for reunion, but she didn't know if it was right or wrong to push him away.Afterwards, next to him

I asked Ian about his situation on a side note, so I didn't feel relieved until he knew there was no problem.He really wanted to ask him if his body

Question, but if you are determined to separate, such a greeting will undoubtedly sprinkle salt on the wound and give him too much fantasy, so it is better not to contact him anymore.

In addition to being busy with work these days, I keep thinking about the problems between them, what Zhang Ling said

Always ringing in my ears.He proposed to break up because he didn't want to bind Zhong Haotian with kindness, Zhong Haotian

He has a docile personality and doesn't know how to refuse. As long as others treat him well, he will return them very well.love at that time

She fell in love with him because of his pure kindness, but unexpectedly, this also became his nightmare.

People are so greedy.What he wants is Zhong Haotian's love, not gratitude.Zhong Haotian he

He didn't realize it himself, as long as he encountered a problem, he would push him away and face it alone.If he has him in his heart,

If he regarded him as a lifelong partner in his heart, then he would not have such a reaction.

Taking out the cigarette in his pocket, Lu Licheng smoked it.Work and relationships have made him a little anxious recently

Uneasy, bothered by the company's trivial matters, coupled with the turmoil between him and Zhong Haotian, he really wanted to take a break.

Rest some days to relax.However, as soon as he is free, he will think of all the past events between him and Zhong Haotian.

Everyone felt that he was not like the usual Lu Licheng.

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When he got home, he opened the door and there was a smell of furniture. Lu Licheng opened the window to ventilate the room.in the room

There is a little dust in the corners of the house. He has been busy with work these days and has no time to tidy up. He called his aunt to clean it earlier.

But these small details will be lazy.He remembered that in this home before, it was Zhong Haotian who was always playing the game.

Reasonable, he is careful, every place will be wiped carefully.Lu Licheng has been single for many years, of course

He also does housework, but he is not as diligent as Zhong Haotian when he is too busy with work. As long as the house is basically tidy

Just clean.Besides, he seldom has domestic garbage, Zhong Haotian has to take care of the children, so he can do things in life.

Things are well organized.

Open the refrigerator and take out the quick-frozen dumplings, ready to order some dumplings to fill your stomach, then go to bed, go to the left of the refrigerator

While looking around, he found a can of hot sauce that Zhong Haotian bought before.This hot sauce he made in a Japanese

Bought from a supermarket owned by someone, it tastes good.He knows that Lu Licheng likes spicy food, so he will buy it for him every time

Let him eat dumplings or noodles. Lu Licheng doesn't like foreign chili sauce, but this kind is very suitable for him.

taste.He doesn't even know where he bought the hot sauce. After living with Zhong Haotian, he hasn't fucked for a long time.

Focus on the details of life, eating and drinking or housework, Zhong Haotian will not let him have any worries

worry.A note left by Zhong Haotian was pasted on the refrigerator, reminding him to remember to close the refrigerator tightly.because of this

There has always been some problem with the door of the refrigerator, which requires some force to close tightly. I have called someone to repair it several times, and it is still the same.

In the same way, the manufacturer said that it will be replaced with a new one in a few days.Thinking of this, I remembered that I will have to urge the manufacturer to replace it in a few days.

refrigerator.If Zhong Haotian was here, this matter would be handled properly.Zhong Haotian himself also has a lot of work

He is busy, but he takes good care of the family.Pick up the good dumplings, this dumpling has mushroom beef flavor

Yes, An An likes this kind of dumplings very much, every time he makes a good dumpling, An An will come over to get some

The small bowl is next to a few early adopters.Take a bowl and sit down at the milky white dining table, he likes to sit on the outside

An An likes to sit in the middle, and Zhong Haotian sits in the direction of the kitchen so that he and An An can serve meals or

Or take dishes from the stove.Holding up the bowl in a daze, he realized that he was distracted and immediately lowered his head and took a few mouthfuls of hot sauce

After eating, he doesn't like quick-frozen food, but he is too busy with work to cook.This house is more than other

The villa is considered medium, but it is too big for him to live alone. When Zhong Haotian and An An were at home before, this

A house is just right.One of the bedrooms upstairs belongs to him, the other belongs to Zhong Haotian, and there is An An's small bedroom.

It was originally a bedroom for guests, and Zhong Haotian's studio is at the end of the corridor on the second floor.For Lu Li

Generally speaking, the gym, audio-visual room and those extra guest rooms are not much used at all.

In fact, it may not be used once a year.

After washing the dishes, Lu Licheng went to the study to sort out the materials. Compared with the bedroom, the usage rate here is higher.

There is a big sofa in the study room, sometimes I just lie on the sofa when I am tired from work and don’t bother to go to the second floor to sleep

Go to sleep.Zhong Haotian always reminds him to sleep less on the sofa, which is not good for the spine.Lu Licheng turned on the computer

Take out the yellow file folder to find reference data, the stack of application forms for An An in the drawer is still there,

Read page after page slowly.Ever since he was with Zhong Haotian, he was determined to send An An to study abroad.

Book, because An An's talent is very good, it would be a pity if it is not cultivated well.He found a comparison for Ann

For a good school, Zhong Haotian doesn't need to worry about the tuition fees. He also expected that Zhong Haotian would not agree, but

He didn't expect An An's health to be so poor. 'Life is not a project, it has to be passed. 'I think of Zhang Ling

If so, Lu Licheng looked at the materials at hand and thought maybe he was really wrong.In the company, for planning

It is only natural for the case to be passed to persuade the other party to use some tricks, but he used it on Zhong Haotian.

Using his trust and information to apply for the school, Zhong Haotian's disappointed expression was still burned in his mind.

Putting the materials in his hand into the shredder, Lu Li felt that there was a piece of space in his heart, if it wasn't for this

Maybe they can sit down and talk calmly.Favor and love, in the end is Zhong Haotian not distinguishing between repayment?

Is he caring too much?Throughout this relationship, he has been restless.This, he never wanted to admit.Zhong Haotian with

The former is not gay, and has a child.He knew that Zhong Haotian could hardly refuse the kindness of others, so he took care of him in every possible way.

He took good care of him, so he was sure that Zhong Haotian would eventually reciprocate his feelings.things as he wants

Unexpectedly, Zhong Haotian threw himself into his arms and lived with him for a lifetime.It's just that this feeling is based on what

Basically, he knew in his heart that Zhong Haotian himself didn't know how to refuse, and in addition to his experience in his life

Taking care... His mind was in a mess again, Lu Licheng opened MSN and immediately popped up a lot of messages, all of which were work

comments on .

The ding ding dong dong MSN window popped up, and Lu Licheng replied leisurely.suddenly jumped out again

In the new dialogue box, Lu Licheng habitually glanced at the lower right corner, it was his message.He immediately clicks the mouse

Open the dialog box, it was just sent.

'Have you returned home yet? '——Another greeting that was so ordinary that it couldn't be more ordinary, as if there was something between them

Nothing happened but just good friends.This kind of gentle greeting made Lu Licheng's heart skip a beat.

Slightly heavy.Put it down, so we are still friends who can greet each other.

'just came back. ' Lu Licheng replied immediately.

'Last time I went to your house to pour out your coffee beans and bother you, sorry. ' make him unexpected

The topic, but Zhong Haotian said it so calmly, as if saying that the weather is good today.

'It doesn't matter, the doctor did tell me to drink less coffee. 'His attitude made Lu Licheng

Not only was there no sense of relief, but an inexplicable sourness was added.

'Anyway, it's my fault. 'The other party replied within a few seconds,'Tomorrow at noon

02:30Are you free?If you are not free, make another appointment or I will send you some green tea by express as my compensation

present. '

Tomorrow afternoon, Lu Licheng immediately checked the work schedule on his phone. Ray is now in the United States,

Group meetings can be brought forward to the morning. 'No problem, where is it? '

'COM restaurant, I'll just reserve a seat. 'COM restaurant, Lu Licheng was slightly taken aback.

There is a special place for him and Zhong Haotian.He and Zhong Haotian used to be very

I like going there, even though they were not in love at the time, they just sat there quietly watching the traffic on the street

Long, watching the creeper on the top of the glass became one of their fondest memories.He never thought of it,

Zhong Haotian actually made an appointment there.

'No problem, I'll be there on time. 'Lu Licheng didn't understand Zhong Haotian's intentions, but since he made an appointment at that place, did he really let go of this relationship after he drove him away that time?

up?Lu Licheng lit a cigarette and stared at the street scene that Zhong Haotian once drew in the study.he is tired

Lao Shi will look at this painting, like being in a sunny COM restaurant, facing the painting with his head bowed

Zhong Haotian.The smell of smoke lingered on the tip of his tongue, and Lu Licheng felt a little pain in his temples when he closed his eyes.

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COM Restaurant is at the intersection of Huashan Road and Fuxing Middle Road. The weather today is quite nice and sunny

warmth.Lu Licheng drove his black jeep on the road, and he was dressed in a light gray suit.

Usually so lean, but a little more romantic like a lover, the sports perfume on her body is very light, and it is scattered

In the crevices of the air, it is as fresh and pleasant as the green grass after rain.

"The seat reserved by Mr. Zhong." Lu Licheng walked into the wooden door of the COM restaurant.

no change.

"This way please." The waiter took him into the view seat of the COM restaurant. The glass room was where he and Zhong met.

The seat where Haotian often sits.

Suddenly the waiter smiled and said, "Mr. Lu hasn't been here for a long time."

"Yeah, I've been busy." Lu Licheng didn't expect the waiter to remember him.

It's true that I haven't been here for a long time. In the past, he and Zhong Haotian liked to come here to have a cup of tea and talk about decoration.

However, since he was with Zhong Haotian, he didn't come back.But the scenery here, occasionally in his dreams

There is also Zhong Haotian who is sitting in the opposite sun and is immersed in painting and writing.

Walking into the glass room, the sun shines down from the top, today is not only warm but even hot, Lu Li

Cheng was wearing a light blue sweater, and the tip of his nose was dripping with sweat.After a few steps, he saw the girl sitting by the window at a glance.

Zhong Haotian, who was seated, unconsciously remembered that night, he was full of alcohol and said to himself that he wanted to go home with tears.

Don't chase him away.Now thinking about his appearance at that time, he doesn't know why he insisted on chasing him so hard at that time

Go, why can you be so decisive?Zhang Ling said to him more than once: "Emotional problems are not related to contracts.

Need to be so clear. "

When Zhong Haotian saw him raise his head, he immediately grinned, with long dimples on his cheeks.Lu Licheng also

He smiled back, he hadn't seen Zhong Haotian's such a relieved smile for a long time, his brows were stretched, his eyes were shining in the sunlight

Glittering in the light. "How are you doing?" Lu Licheng asked first after sitting down, his eyes fixed on Zhong Haotian.

Today he's wearing a peacock-green turtleneck sweater with a patchwork pattern, his hair is longer and re-dyed,

He is different from before, he looks energetic and young. Ian once described Zhong Haotian who was high-spirited and

Young and handsome, girls like him very much, but when he met Zhong Haotian, he seemed old and single

The clothes are always dull and dark, and the hair is always slightly dyed with almost invisible chestnut.

color.Zhong Haotian who is sitting in front of him now seems to have come to the present from the past, he thinks this is what Ian said about the past.

Zhong Haotian from the classics.But these days, what happened to him?Lu Licheng's reaction to Zhong Haotian's changes in these changes

A little at a loss.

'very good.Last week, I went back to Xiamen. Zhong Haotian lowered his head and wrote on the bright yellow note paper

Dao, the soft hair hangs down, and the sun forms a halo behind his back.Lu Licheng found that he might be in the

In the dream, Zhong Haotian who was smiling at him in front of him was even more unreal than in the dream.

Xiamen, that was his nightmare.Lu Licheng knew how afraid Zhong Haotian was.

He didn't dare to say a word in front of the sky.But now, he can say with a smile that he went back, back there

A place he may never want to go back to in his life.

"You haven't been back to your hometown for a long time." Lu Licheng ordered a pot of his favorite black tea.

'A lot has changed. Zhong Haotian nodded and continued to write with a smile, "Sweeping my mother's grave, Mr.

The house was also sold. '

"Sold? You said it before..." Lu Licheng talked about the previous meal.Zhong Haotian sitting opposite saw

He stopped and raised his eyebrows and waited for him to continue. Lu Licheng continued: "You said before, that room

The sub is something you have great memories that you don't want to sell. "

'It's a waste to keep it empty, and memories won't be taken away. 'Zhong Haotian's pen tip was smooth on the paper

Write delicate words on it, and the blue fountain pen walks on the bright yellow sticky note paper.

Lu Licheng sat quietly at the dining table in the glass room, memories would not be taken away—then they

Will the memories between them not be worn out and forgotten by the years?Raising the teacup in his hand, Lu Licheng felt

I feel that today's black tea is so astringent.

Suddenly Zhong Haotian took out a few drawings and photos from his briefcase and put them on the table.

'This is the happy community. Zhong Haotian introduced, taking pictures of himself in the happy community under the sunset

Pass the photo to Lu Licheng.

'This is the cafe I mentioned before. Another photo was handed over to Lu Licheng, and Zhong Haotian smiled silently.

"I know, this is your first work in Xiamen after graduation." Lu Licheng tilted his head to look at Zhong Hao

The photo given to him by Tian, ​​it is a very simple cafe with beautiful sporadic flowers on the outside, and the inside

There are grasses planted in the gaps on the table, which is warm and lovely.

'and this. Zhong Haotian took out a sketch from the bottom of the photo, which was a small library.

"It's so beautiful." Lu Licheng couldn't help praising. This small library was built on the street by the sea.

Road, the outside looks like a Western-style mailbox, and plants are also planted on the balcony.

'It's very famous in Xiamen now. Zhong Haotian raised his eyebrows and wrote proudly.The library was originally

A college student opened it after graduation, and later asked him to renovate it. He and the college student got along very well, so for the

He designed this library.Now the scale is not small, but also opened a branch.Going back this time, he and that person

Met and had a meal.He heard the sound of waves that he hadn't heard for a long time, and he found that he had forgotten a lot

something he ignores.

"I have a chance, I really want to take a look." Lu Licheng looked at these photos and drawings, thinking only of

Slow down the light again, so that you will not wake up in a dream for the rest of your life.

After Zhong Haotian pursed his lips and smiled slightly, he handed Lu Licheng a note: "You are free next Saturday."

? '

"Next Saturday?" Lu Licheng glanced at the schedule on his phone and said, "After five o'clock in the afternoon

Can.What, is there something wrong? "

'Tickets for your favorite band. Zhong Haotian took out a symphony ticket from his pocket and put it on Lu Li

In front of Cheng.Lu Licheng stared at Zhong Haotian suspiciously while holding the gold-rimmed ticket.

"You..." Lu Licheng smiled in confusion. For the first time, he realized that he was so clumsy that he didn't know what to do.

Open your mouth. "Why did you ask me?"

Zhong Haotian suddenly smiled easily, and wrote a line of words on the paper with a blue pen, seeing Lu Li

With a surprised expression, Zhong Haotian held up the fragrant milk tea and smiled slyly.

The sunshine outside is very abundant, and the plane trees without leaves stand on both sides of the street, and pedestrians are no longer walking

The color is in a hurry, but walking slowly, as if enjoying the hard-won warm current today.Fragrant milk tea

Belly, let Zhong Haotian feel so comfortable that sweat broke out on his forehead. Only soothing piano music keeps flowing in the COM restaurant

Between them, the golden-brown hair made Zhong Haotian's skin fairer, and the ends of the hair were still full of sky.

The hair looks very fluffy with small curls.When the cold sea drowned him in despair, he saw a lighthouse shining in the darkness.the chest

Gradually unable to breathe due to the water pressure, his limbs seemed to have lost consciousness and began to drift away.

When he thought he would leave this world, he thought of the time when he was lying on the hospital bed in fear of death,

But when he opened his eyes, it was the room full of light and Lu Licheng sitting beside him watching over him.that day he

For the first time, I felt that life is such a beautiful thing.He remembered that An An called him daddy, Xiaoshen

The body slowly climbed onto the hospital bed and curled up in his arms.

The lighthouse flickered on the sea, Lu Licheng once promised him that he would be his lighthouse

Let him no longer be confused, he hugged Lu Licheng and kept asking for the strength he gave him, intertwined with pleasure and emotion

in the body.He used to live so fulfillingly, when he thought he was used to the grayness of life, Lu

Licheng brought him color and hope.He still doesn't want to die, doesn't want to leave this world, there are too many things left

Love, there are too many regrets.He hasn't seen An An grow up yet, and he hasn't told Lu Licheng that he loves him.

What kind of feelings.

After all, he is a person who is afraid of death and greedy. He is afraid that he will die alone like this.

Wandering in the sea, greedy for everything left to him by the world.He swam back with all his strength in the sea,

Xiamen was sick for several days.In those days, he thought a lot.An An is his most cherished gift from God

Angel, and Lu Licheng is the person he loves the most, he is reluctant to leave like this, even though it may not be possible in this life.

Spend the rest of your life with him again.However, he still didn't want to leave this world with him.

Zhong Haotian is still a selfish person, he is not only reluctant but also wants more, since he has already lost

If he has nothing, then what else is he afraid of losing?In empty pockets, nothing remains

of residual temperature.He is not for Lu Licheng, but for himself. He wants to live a good life for himself and strive for

Get what you want.The milk tea in his mouth remained between his teeth, Zhong Haotian smiled contentedly after drinking the last sip

stand up.

The pair of rings around his neck was warmed by Zhong Haotian, and he stroked the ring through the sweater.Lu Licheng was stunned

She looked at him with shock and doubt in her eyes.

Why did you invite him to the concert?Zhong Haotian tilted his neck, raised his eyebrows and smiled.

The beautiful words on the paper read: 'Chasing you. '

The golden afterglow covered the whole of Shanghai, and the children after school were running and playing on the road.sometimes

Happiness is just one step away...