i still love you so much

One after another, I am seriously injured. I am such a person who is afraid of death, so I dare not neglect my body. I quit smoking and drinking, exercise, and eat more fruits.Of course, I'm still a disabled person now, and exercising means walking around the living room of my husband's house, so I don't need Shu Nian's support anymore, which can be regarded as progress.

Lin Jing called and laughed at me, "Lee, why are you so weak, and you're in the hospital again? Take it easy when you're old."

I was depressed as hell, "Who told you that?"

"Ke Luo said, by the way, you know, he told Lu Feng to go to the S city branch." My heart skipped a beat.

I didn't tell Shu Nian about my relationship with Ke Luo, so Ke Luo probably didn't either, right?I gossip, "Oh? Why?"

Lin Jing laughed at me, "You don't care what he is, it's not for you, don't tell me you still don't give up, you know it's because of his first love, a brainless man really gives me a headache." As if it wasn't enough, he added, "I heard from Ke Luo that he had an ONS with a man who looked like Shu Nian when he was in LA. I should have known that you had turned into Shu Nian last time, but you brothers still have sex." You look pretty...wait a minute, he said that person can't be you, right?"

Why is the little bastard always so smart when he shouldn't be?I don't know what to say, such a shameful thing.My silence was my acquiescence, and Lin Jing became angry, her voice raised, "Are you being mean?" I laughed, "Yeah, you've seen it all." , I'm not angry anymore, why is he angry.But it's not that I don't miss it in my heart. Lin Jing has been with me the longest. Without love, it's like half a family.

Unexpectedly, Lin Jing flew over in the afternoon. When I arrived, I was still taking a nap. He kicked in the door and shook me vigorously, "Lee!" Less, "Why are you here?"

He looked contemptuous, "Break up with him."

I finally woke up, Shu Nian stood at the door of my room with a worried face, I signaled him not to worry, he closed the door and walked away.

"Woke me up for this? I'm injured." I avoided answering.

Lin Jing was aggressive, "Lee, if Shu Nian hadn't told me just now, I wouldn't have known that you were dating Ke Luo. You have water in your head? Speaking of which, does your younger brother know what Ke Luo did? I think he said I was very happy when I was there, you can do it, Lee, you don’t have to worry about living in the house of your rival, or are you going to commit a crime to the end?”

I patted his head, and Lin Jing's arrogance suddenly went out, and he stared at me with big eyes, as if he had been wronged, "Okay, I'm your elder, I'm your elder," Lin Jing pouted. Expressing disdain, "Besides, didn't you say that Ke Luo is very nice? It's not that he doesn't like me. He's a handsome and considerate boyfriend. What's wrong?"

"What's wrong? It's because of this, it's not good. Are you willing to be a substitute for the rest of your life?" Lin Jing looked like an expert.

I'm not stupid, if I hadn't realized that Ke Luo liked me, I wouldn't have fallen into such a deep situation, "Not necessarily, besides," I rarely felt sour, "Who told me to like him?"

Lin Jing shrugged, "Lee, you are hopeless."

How can I not be saved now? As early as La, when I was moved by his words of care, when I wanted to help Ke Luo settle down and plan for the future, when I was brooding and unwilling to admit it, I was already hopeless up.As for now, he is just terminally ill and willing, so what is there to save?

There was the sound of footsteps leaving at the door. It was flustered and light, but I heard it. I was startled, but I didn't chase after it. What can I say?I don't want Shu Nian to know about the double, but since he knows, I don't have the face to explain it.

I covered my face and lay back on the bed, really ashamed to go out.

Lin Jing claimed that he couldn't stand my cowardice, and flew back again, and said that he would not come if he hadn't been sent to the hospital again before I regained my senses.

I just walked out of the room during dinner, Shu Nian tried his best to pretend to be normal, but he was always afraid to look at me, so Xie Yan stopped me while Shu Nian was washing the dishes after dinner, "What did you do to my Xiao Nian? "I smiled evilly, "I didn't do anything, maybe Shu Nian finally discovered my charm, and wanted to dump you, and have a forbidden love with me~" Xie Yan was terrified, so stupid that he ran away He went into the kitchen and hugged Shu Nian and shouted, "Xiao Nian is mine, you bastard, don't covet Xiao Nian!" Shu Nian directly took the pot and took pictures of the kitchen for him, it seemed like I watched it with little friend Shu Jia that day Young cartoon bridge segment.

I don't want to bother with such naive people, so I just go back to my room and nestle.

There's a call, it's Ke Luo.

"Hi ~ Ke Luo." After answering the phone, I realized that I really missed him.

Ke Luo's tone was very urgent, "Uncle Lee, did you tell Lin Jing about us? What did you say to him? Why did he scold Xiao Nian in front of me? Also, a substitute or something, I..."

Yes, I have a lot of criminal records, so I will naturally be so vicious that I will speak ill of Shu Nian everywhere, and the sweet expectation of the previous second will be thrown down and crushed into powder, "Enough," my voice is trembling, even I can hear it , it seems that I am destined to lose face in front of Ke Luo, "Ke Luo, you are enough."

Throwing away the phone, lying on the bed, the lighter was turned on four or five times before lighting a cigarette, looking at the blank ceiling, it was so white that my eyes hurt, I picked up the phone again, walked to the balcony, sat on the ground with my clothes on, and watched Staring at the night sky in a daze, he would light another cigarette after finishing one.

When I didn’t know how many cigarettes I smoked, my phone vibrated. I looked at the sender, ignored it, and continued to smoke. When it was dawn, I took the phone, and there were three unread messages.

"Uncle Lee, I'm sorry."

"I'm not blaming you for Shu Nian, really, I want to explain that I didn't use you as Xiao Nian's substitute, Uncle Lee, trust me."

"Uncle Lee, I miss you very much, I will be transferred to S City soon, wait for me."

I swear the word "wait" is what I hate the most in my life.

What should I reply?I thought endlessly with a cigarette in my mouth, "I miss you too"?No, that was what was meant to be said on the phone, and now it doesn't have to be; "I won't forgive you"?It's too little girl, besides, how could I not forgive him; "Let's break up"?Not to mention, just thinking about it makes my heart ache.

In the end, I sent three words back, "It's okay."

The next day, I was honored to have a fever, and with the cigarette butts all over the balcony, I was scolded by Shu Nian, quite imposing. After scolding, he supervised me to take the medicine, and then went to the kitchen to cook porridge for me.

I lay on the sofa covered with a blanket and waited for the porridge to drink. The little boy Shujia came over very sweetly and threw himself on the sofa, "Is Uncle Fox sick?" What the hell is this called?I asked him as kindly as possible, "Why is it Uncle Fox?" Little Shujia tilted his head cutely, "Isn't Uncle's name 'Beaver'? Last time the big brother also said that Uncle looks like a fox." Appellation The difference made me feel very hurt, I patted his head, "Xiao Jia can call me uncle, and my uncle's name is not 'raccoon', but Lee. Uncle is sick, it will be contagious, go and play by yourself "I don't want to be an uncle, it sounds very old.

Little Shujia thought for a while, leaned over and kissed me softly on the face, "Uncle Fox needs to get well soon." After saying that, he ran away. He was such a cute kid who couldn't understand people's words.

Xie Yan passed by and saw this scene, his face was like a bolt from the blue that his wife and children had been cheated away by someone, which made me choke from laughing, and was recited by Shu Nian again.

The capitalist Xie Huolong quickly canceled my vacation, trying to squeeze out the surplus value I didn’t earn during the rest period. I was also eager to fill my head with wild thoughts and plunge into the ocean of work.

So in just one week, I lost weight quickly. It's not that exaggerated. It's just that many clothes are too loose, and the belt can shrink two more holes. He refused, but he didn't gain any weight back, so he could only comfort him, "Actually, I feel much better in spirit. In fact, it's not a bad thing to lose weight. It's hard to buy money to lose weight." Shu Nian then stopped his crazy offensive of supplements.

The insurance company paid a lot of compensation, and if I paid a little more, I bought back a handsome new car. I couldn't put it down, and I took it for a drive that night.Habitually drove to the bar, ordered a glass of lemon juice, and sat at the bar. The little bartender was still that cute kid. Seeing that I rejected two or three kittens, he came over and said, "Would you still like that infatuated person? Good man, right? Can’t you think about it so much?” It’s rare that he still remembers me, and I smiled, “We’re dating.” The child’s eyes lit up, as if asking for tips, “How did you do it?” I asked mysteriously He came over with his ear, and the child acted like an underground party member in a very good way, "Because, I and his infatuated object look alike." The child looked at me with a resentful expression, "Are you Coffee table?" Although I'm not proficient in Internet terms, I still know the popular words, and I made a sad appearance, "Yes." The child looked at me carefully and sneered, "If you are not happy, don't be so emotional , pretending to show it to someone, don’t come to clubs if your morality is ruined, go back and cry to the moon.” I touched my nose, the children nowadays are really powerful, that’s right, I drank the remaining lemon juice in one gulp, still Go back and wash and sleep.

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After returning to T city, I told Uncle Lu that I would be transferred to the S city branch. He looked at me for a long time and finally agreed.I breathed a sigh of relief, if Uncle Lu wants to ask me why, I really don't know what to say, if it's for Uncle Lee, Uncle Lu will go to trouble Uncle Lee, right?But Uncle Lu asked me to finish the project before leaving, so I had to work hard to get to Uncle Lee as soon as possible.

I haven't called Uncle Lee for a few days. I miss him very much. Just as I was about to get my phone, Lin Jing came into my room aggressively and threw the bag in my direction, "Ke Luo, break up with Lee. "I frowned, my face darkened, "What did you say?" Lin Jing was like a cat whose tail was trampled on, "I, want, you, and, lee, part, hands!" It's really inexplicable, me and Uncle Lee Why should he take care of things? "I refuse, and besides, what does this have to do with you!" Lin Jing sneered, "Ke Luo, I really didn't expect it, no wonder the dog that said it would bite doesn't bark, and Shu Nian couldn't catch up, so he tied a double by his side What a good trick, I want to learn from you, how can you be so fascinated by Lee that you even forget your last name!" I retorted, "I didn't use Uncle Lee as a stand-in."

"Is it true? You know it in your heart, and Lee knows it in your heart. I'm afraid that Shu Nian, the Holy Mother, doesn't know. Ke Luo, I was wondering why Lee was so strange after returning to China. It turned out that it was because of you, even you calling other people's names on the bed. I can bear it all, what do you have that deserves lee!" This is the thing that Uncle Lee cares about the most, I don't want to mention it at all, and I have nothing to refute, half angry and half out of embarrassment, "Don't say that about Shu Nian! "Lin Jing smiled, "That's what you want to say, huh? I can't help but cry for Lee, it's really not worth it. Ke Luo, I can't persuade Lee to be cheap, and I can't force you to be with him. Lee broke up, but you remember, who called other people's names on the bed, who broke Lee's surgical incision, who knew that Lee liked you and kept provoking him, you can go on like this, force him to death , it happens to be clean, and I don't want to see him being so mean." After finishing speaking, he opened the door and went out.

I don't know how to defend myself, I have a clear plan in my mind - transfer to S City as soon as possible, and then prove to Uncle Lee that I love him with actions, but I was forced into a mess by Lin Jing.

I pressed the phone in my hand, and Uncle Lee got connected quickly.

"Hello~ Ke Luo." Uncle Lee's voice was smiling and warm.

Why did Uncle Lee tell Lin Jing?Does he like Lin Jing?And Shu Nian, Uncle Lee still doesn't believe me?If it was because of me, the relationship between Uncle Lee and Shu Nian was affected, and the more I thought about it, the more chaotic it became, and the more chaotic and wrong it became. Why do I always say wrong things in front of Uncle Lee?I obviously wanted to explain to Uncle Lee, but my words sounded like accusations.

"Enough," Uncle Lee's voice trembling, "Ke Luo, you are enough." I hung up the phone panicked, not knowing what to do, Uncle Lee, is he crying?

Lin Jing, who went back and forth, gave me a thumbs up and said "good job" with his mouth, then picked up the travel bag on the ground, got up and punched me in the stomach, and walked away.

I didn't pay attention to him, my stomach hurt a lot, and it got better after rubbing it a few times.I sent an apology message to Uncle Lee, but Uncle Lee didn't reply me. I stared at the phone in a daze, and wanted to call Uncle Lee, but I was afraid that I would say the wrong thing again.The phone vibrated, and I quickly opened it, but it was a multimedia message from Xie Yan, so I ignored it.After an unknown period of time, I sent two more text messages to explain, but there was still no reply.It wasn't until dawn that Uncle Lee replied to me, "It's okay." I am very happy, Uncle Lee is not angry.

I opened Xie Yan's multimedia message without any hassle. On the screen, it was Uncle Lee... I recognized the balcony of Xie Yan's house. Uncle Lee was sitting on the balcony with a cigarette in his mouth, looking at the phone in his hand. The phone screen glowed brightly, illuminating the water on his face.Below is a line of words, "Going to the kitchen to drink water and passing by, what did you do? It's amazing."

Lee, you obviously cried, why did you tell me it's okay?Thinking of Uncle Lee who cheated and called me to see him in T City, my heart clenched, what have I done, he doesn't even want me to know when he is angry.

For the next time, I worked like crazy, and if I didn't go to Lee's side, I would really go crazy.

The author has something to say: I know it's abusive...don't hit me

☆, the copy of S city is opened