i still love you so much

In the past few days, I worked with Xie Yan on a big project. This guy's workaholic attributes completely exploded. He worked overtime until very late that day. Shu Nian made a few phone calls to remind Xie Yan. Finally, Xie Yan agreed to leave work. I tidied up my desk, and Xie Yan walked towards the parking lot together. This guy was still discussing the details of the project with me along the way, which made me unable to relax. I rolled my eyes at him while recalling whether there were any details about the project.

Xie Yan smirked, "Why, think I'm oppressing you, there's no way, who made me the boss? Huh? How dare you roll your eyes at the boss? Do you understand that wage earners should look like wage earners?" Lawyer, mental worker, this bastard actually called me a wage earner. Fortunately, I have a way to punish him, "Brother-in-law, do you want me to go back and tell Shu Nian that you bullied me?" Xie Yan looked disgusted, "How big is that?" I’m so shameless, and I’m not ashamed to tell my younger brother coquettishly.” I shrugged, what is shyness, can I eat it?As long as it works, you don't care what tricks I use.

The supper is delicious, it is seafood porridge, served with a few refreshing side dishes.Shu Nian sat beside me, looking at me with distressed eyes, "Brother, why can't you gain weight." He squeezed my shoulder, then my waist, "You seem to have lost weight again." Thank you Yan Yan's eyes were about to burst into flames, "Xiao Nian, don't touch other men!" Shu Nian rolled his eyes, "This is my brother!" I patted Shu Nian's head in comfort, good brother, in my Under subtle influence, I finally made some progress. The movement of rolling my eyes is quite my charm, and it really is a family.After a full meal, Shu Nian appeases the aggrieved Xie Yan, the two of them went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, I went back to the room to wash my face, I bought a new mask, it is said that the effect is very good, I can't wait to try it.

Putting on the mask, I walked slowly in the room to digest my food. I always felt that this life was becoming more and more like the life of old people, so I sighed.

When the time came, I washed off the mask, took a shower, dried my hair, and lay on the bed listening to music with a big pillow to rest.When I was in the United States, Tingge always followed the European and American charts. After returning to China, the pop songs all over the street seemed to be for the accompaniment of old men and women who did morning exercises. I couldn’t listen to them at all. A good little-known little band, it feels good. "The brightest star in the night sky, do you care? Do you wait for the sun to rise, or does the accident come first? I would rather keep all the pain in my heart than forget your eyes, give me the courage to believe again, oh, beyond Lie to hug you..." The lead singer's voice is magnetic and clear, following the British route, which makes people fall into the song when they listen to it. When they are half asleep and half awake, someone pushes the door and walks to the bed. The coldness, half kneeling and hugging me, "Lee."

I woke up and looked at the person in front of me, with faint dark circles and a tired expression, "Ke Luo?"

Ke Luo kissed my forehead lightly, "Lee, I'm here."

Under the dim light, his expression actually carried a hint of piousness. I looked at him, a little absent-minded, maybe it was something before, and I was also a little grudged, and I was speechless for a while.

Ke Luo maintained this half-kneeling posture, looking into my eyes, "Lee, it was indeed my fault that I was in La before, but when I met you again when I returned to China, I knew how different you are from Shu Nian during that time." , I haven't used you as a substitute for Shu Nian since then. I didn't know that I had started to like you at that time, and I always made you angry. It was the same that day. I obviously wanted to explain that I didn't use you as a substitute, but I blurted out It became like that, Lee, I'm stupid, but I really love you, forgive me, okay?"

blurt it out?It turns out that I didn't realize that this kid is so stupid. Where did the kid who coaxed me around go?How can I be so stupid, how can I not know that he likes me, what he apologized is what he blurted out, but what I struggle with is the reason why he blurted out.Thinking about it carefully, he is so stubborn and has liked Shu Nian for so many years. I, who has only been famous for less than half a year, get entangled in this and that, not to mention being overweight, but I have never been a generous person. It's just that this is not something that can be changed in a short time. I like him, and he likes me. Everyone is mine now. For the time being, there is no need to ask for so much.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Ke Luo held my hand anxiously. I pulled it out and rubbed his hair, "Uncle Lee forgives you." Ke Luo breathed a sigh of relief, lay down and buried his head in the On my shoulder, "Lee, if I do something wrong in the future, just tell me and I will change it. Don't be sad where I don't know, or I will be sad." As he said, he raised his head, A bit aggrieved, "Lee, we are lovers, why do you still call yourself Uncle Lee to me." The touching atmosphere that was finally created was destroyed, and I smiled at his forehead, "I see."

Only then did I see his huge suitcase, "Ke Luo, are you moving?" Ke Luo became happy, "Yes, Uncle Lu promised me to be in charge of the company's S City branch, Lee, we can I see you." I was also happy that my lover was by my side, "Did the company arrange a house for you?" Ke Luo complained again, "Lee, don't you want me to live with you?" I laughed and scolded him, "Don't think that this expression is invincible, do you think you are Xiaojia's age!" After a pause, "If I move away, Shu Nian will be sad, if you move in, will we both live in Xie Yan's house for nothing? ?” Ke Luo was a little frustrated, “Let me think about it.” I patted his back, “Don’t be in a hurry, go take a shower, you’re covered in cold air. If you’re hungry, there should be something to eat in the refrigerator Yes." Recently Shu Nian would make some snacks and put them in the refrigerator, in case I would get hungry, so he would treat me like a crystal person.

Ke Luo responded and went out, and when he came back, I was almost asleep.With a hot body, he got into the quilt and hugged me from behind. I was very satisfied with the approach of the heat source, but Ke Luo touched my waist and abdomen, and suddenly lifted the quilt, I was so cold, "It's so cold! Ke Luo, what are you doing!" Ke Luo measured my whole body with his hands before covering me with the quilt and hugging me tightly, "Lee, you have lost a lot of weight," he sounded like he was about to cry, "It's because of me Did it make you angry?" I wanted to turn around to look at him, but he restrained me vigorously, so I could only pat his hand, "No, it's just that I was injured before and haven't made up for it. Besides, it's not that serious. , I’m in good spirits, Shu Nian cooks delicious food for me every day.” His strength in hugging me became weaker, “Really?” I finally managed to turn around, what a beautiful boy, his wet eyes are simply He must kill, "Really, what did I lie to you for?" He smiled a little, and then became gloomy when he thought of something, "I should have gotten rid of Shao Yan a long time ago." I don't want to continue this topic, "Who would have thought of him? Will you do this? It's getting late, I've been tired all day, let's rest?" Ke Luo nodded, hugged me and fell asleep.

I think, no matter how long it takes, I still have such a bad personality, and I may never be able to say some things.No matter how low Ke Luo's posture is, the one who is actually lower than him is me.And no matter how low my own stance is, I refuse to lose the only useless inexplicable self-esteem that remains.I've been a supporting role for too long, and I still don't know how to act in the script of the leading role.In this way, can this romance be sung well?

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I hurried and hurried, and finally completed the project in hand and handover of work, and rushed to S City that night.

After entering the door, Shu Nian and Xie Yan were watching TV, they saw my suitcase, I said that I was transferred to S City, and I could stay with Lee in the future.Xie Yan raised his eyebrows when he heard this, Shu Nian looked at me and told me that Lee was in the room.

Ignoring their strange reactions, I couldn't wait to enter Lee's room. Before I came, I planned to change the name from the beginning. Whose lover calls each other uncle? Lee was leaning on the pillow, half lying on the bed covered with a blanket, looking like he was about to fall asleep, and there was music playing in the room.He is actually younger than his age. When he was in La, he told me that he was under thirty. I believed it so deeply that I was a little surprised when I knew his real age. But he was afraid of getting old, and he said he was I am very young, and I am very nervous about my appearance in private. I use skin care products on time and in the right amount meticulously, for fear of creating an extra wrinkle.Just like now, under the dim light, his face is handsome and beautiful, and his sleepiness is a little soft, like a domesticated fox, who feels at ease because he can distinguish the footsteps of his master. When will he be able to feel at ease because of me?

I couldn't help walking to the bed, half-kneeling down, like the posture of a knight swearing allegiance in ancient times, hugging him, and calling his name.He opened his eyes and recognized me, I kissed his forehead, "Lee, I'm here." He didn't speak, I explained to him what happened before, he paused for a long time before saying forgive me.I know there is still something he can't let go of, it seems that there is a layer of frosted glass between me and him, but as long as he forgives, as long as he doesn't leave me, we will always have a way to solve those problems.As long as I express a little more, show a little more, Lee can always see my heart.

I told Lee about my transfer to the S city branch, he was very happy, but asked me if the company had found a house for me, wouldn't Lee want me to live in it?Only then did I realize that Lee didn't regard this place as his own home, that's right, this is Xie Yan's house after all, but Uncle Lee was afraid that Shu Nian would be sad, what should I do?

Lee caringly asked me to take a bath, I like that Lee cares about me.I took a quick shower and was finally able to sleep with Lee in my arms. I put my arms around his waist, but I couldn't believe the feeling in my hands. I threw off the quilt and stroked Lee's body with my hands. How did he lose so much weight? Many, although he smiled and explained that it was the reason for the injury, but he never made up for it, and there must be a reason for being in a bad mood, right?When will Lee be honest with me?

Sure enough, I'm still not doing well enough, right?In the future, we must treat Lee better!I thought about all kinds of problems, and fell asleep with Lee in my arms.

The author has something to say: The song that Uncle Lee listens to is "The Shining Star in the Night Sky" by Escape Plan, and I like them very much recently!

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