Actor, he climbed out of the crematorium

By the time my birthday is over, it's already late.

When the group went out, Zhao Yijiu took Cui Shu back to the University City, where he had rented a house before.Qi Fang shook the car key at Jiang Anyu, Jiang Anyu shook his head, this place is not very far from the hospital, he wanted to take a walk by himself.

After everyone left, Jiang Anyu looked at his empty hands, and suddenly remembered something, he didn't take the cake that Cui Shu brought him.

So he ran back in a hurry, and when he was about to reach the room, he suddenly heard a rustling sound coming from inside.

Jiang Anyu couldn't help slowing down his pace. He thought someone was cleaning up inside, so he planned to organize his words so that the waiter could hear him more clearly, but he didn't expect to glance at the figure from the corner of his eye. Dazed.

There are cake smears everywhere in the room, there are beer drinks everywhere, and the room after the birthday is always messy.The moment he saw Pei Yingsheng, Jiang Anyu almost thought he was delusional. How could a clean freak like him condescend to come here.

When he really saw the man sitting on the sofa in the room, Jiang Anyu felt a severe pain in his heart, and subconsciously had to grab the railing on the side of the stairs to stand still. The pain quickly spread to his limbs with the blood, and he couldn't restrain it The ground, as if seeing something terrifying, took two steps back uncontrollably.

He wanted to leave, but he felt as if he was nailed to the spot under his feet. He looked at Pei Yingsheng inside without blinking, as if he had fallen into a vortex called Pei Yingsheng.

Did Pei Yingsheng hear the truth just now?What did he think, would he regret not saying goodbye that day?

Seeing him like this probably is.

Jiang Anyu couldn't help but think again, who is this time, and who is Pei Yingsheng trying to harm.

But what lingered in his ears was still Pei Yingsheng's words: I love you.

In the dark corridor, Jiang Anyu looked at him, his fingertips hanging from the hem of his trousers were pale, his throat was full of astringency, and his eye sockets were uncontrollably sore.

No one would believe Pei Yingsheng's love.

He had already been beaten badly in Pei Yingsheng's world, and he was completely defeated. He no longer had the courage to do it again.

The person inside propped his elbows on his knees, silently looking at the untaken cakes on the table, his eyes were slightly red under the dim light.

After a while, he finally moved.The man carefully opened the cake box, then inserted a candle in the middle of the cake, and the moment the candle suddenly lit up.

Jiang Anyu finally saw clearly that people like Pei Yingsheng could weep delicately, and could confuse people to a complete mess.

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."

In the empty room, the man's voice was particularly lonely.

His singing voice is low and hoarse, and he sings very well.But soon, Jiang Anyu could only vaguely hear the man's moaning, mixed with a vague voice, with some uncontrollable crying.

Pei Yingsheng clasped his hands together, looking like he was making a wish, even so, he was still crying.

Jiang Anyu walked a little closer, and finally heard what the man was saying.

He said: "I hope that I can accompany Ah Yu to the first year of the Golden Hall in Vienna."

Jiang Anyu thought of those photos that Pei Yingsheng had never looked at, her lips trembled slightly, complex and unfamiliar emotions welled up in her heart, and when she blinked, there were tears.

Jiang Anyu thought that he would not be able to go to Vienna anymore.

It's too late, Pei Yingsheng.

Too late.

"I hope Ah Yu will be safe and sound." He paused, as if mocking himself, a tear fell directly on the shoe, and he said, "I hope he will never meet someone like me again in his life."

He leaned over and blew out the candle.

The moment Pei Yingsheng put the sweet cake into his mouth, he almost couldn't help thinking of the crystal blue swan he held in his hand on the day of the graduation performance, and the one he hadn't tasted in a single bite. cake.

Sour.

Regret.

The more he thought about it, the more uncontrollably he wanted to see Jiang Anyu.

Pei Yingsheng took out his phone, and the moment he saw Jiang Anyu's phone number, his fingertips trembled slightly, but he still didn't dare to call it.So I had no choice but to stare at the string of cold numbers to quench my thirst.Saying 'Happy Birthday' over and over, humming 'Happy Birthday' over and over, and gobbling down the cake.

The always dignified man sat on the ground in embarrassment at this moment, with one leg bent, holding the unopened beer they just had just now, with cake marks all over his face.

Poor and pathetic.

He flipped through the few photos of Jiang Anyu saved in his phone one by one, and every time he found one, he would pause for a long time, his eyes fell on the corner of Jiang Anyu's pursed mouth in the photo, and then he said something "Uncle misses you", or "Happy Birthday Ayu" with a sob.

There were too few photos of Jiang Anyu, so few that he didn't dare to look through them quickly, for fear that nothing would be left after reading them.

Missing is like a ship capsized by waves, out of control.So Pei Yingsheng had no choice but to reach out and touch the collarbone, as if there really was Jiang Anyu there, he clasped the tattoo tightly, the bone-piercing pain hit him, and restrained his urge to call Jiang Anyu.

Xiao Ling's call came at an untimely time, Pei Yingsheng shook his head, wanted to press the button to hang up, but accidentally pressed it to answer.

"Brother Pei," Xiao Ling over there trembled, "The wedding ring you asked me to find was expensive, so only one was sold."

Pei Yingsheng subconsciously set his eyes on his ring finger. The wedding ring with simple engraved patterns is now the only thing supporting him to go on.

"Because the college student who came to buy a wedding ring didn't have much money, and only this one was left at that time, so he told the shopping guide that he would buy one first, and then buy another one when he had saved enough money."

When I save enough money, I will buy another one.

Pei Yingsheng raised his hand slightly, looking at the wedding ring, he suddenly felt distressed.How did he know before that Jiang Anyu would have a day to worry about money, but Jiang Anyu, who was raised by him in rich clothes and fine food, had a lofty yearning for love.

It was he who longed for it, and it was he who broke it with his own hands.

"But when the shopping guide called and asked him if he wanted another one, the child cried and said no."

"I heard from the shopping guide that the boy stutters."

My heart hurts.

Even though she had already guessed that the child was Jiang Anyu, it still hurt when she heard his name.

Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes uncontrollably, and lay down on the sofa behind him, with his arms resting on his brows and eyes, tears streaming out of the corners of his eyes.He could even imagine how Jiang Anyu answered her back then, with red and swollen eyes from crying: No, no.

I don't want the ring anymore, and neither does Pei Yingsheng.

He wants nothing.

The moment the phone was hung up, Jiang Anyu outside the door finally noticed that on Pei Yingsheng's ring finger was the ring he had hidden in the wood carving.

Jiang Anyu stood there in a daze.

At the moment when unspeakable emotions surged up, he frantically wanted to get back the wedding ring that had brought him countless humiliations.

The wedding ring that Pei Yingsheng threw in the corner gave birth to dust.

So humble.

Also too self-respecting.

In a daze, Pei Yingsheng seemed to see Jiang Anyu at the door. The kid stood there with a pale face. He almost rolled and crawled to get up from the ground, trying to find a place to hide himself.

A Yu didn't like him, Pei Yingsheng thought hastily, where should he hide so that A Yu wouldn't hate him.

But the one who reacted faster than him was Jiang Anyu who walked in quickly.

"Ayu, birthday..."

Before he could utter the word 'happy', and the panic on Pei Yingsheng's face hadn't faded away, he wiped off the cream on his face indiscriminately, and the young man in front of him grabbed his wrist tightly.

Jiang Anyu had never seen Pei Yingsheng in such a state of embarrassment. It was as if he had fallen from heaven to the world in an instant, deprived of his godhead, and became one of them.

Jiang Anyu struggled for a moment, but also concealed all his pity for him for a moment, "Here, me."

Pei Yingsheng curled up his fingertips subconsciously, like a vicious thief who didn't want to return the property to its original owner, so he hid that hand behind his back, but it was firmly held by the young man's hands. He guessed the young man's identity in almost a second. intention.

"A Yu, you can't..." Take it away.

The man's voice was almost begging, and the hand with the wedding ring was tightly clenched into a fist, not letting Jiang Anyu take it away, "You don't love me, you have to leave me a thought, you can't do this to me, Ayu. ..”

"I beg you please."

"I don't say I love you anymore, don't take it away. Or you have to look back at me, people always change, see that I am different from before..."

He can't be bad all the time.

When the two were arguing, the cake on the table fell to the ground, and the sticky cream fell at Pei Yingsheng's feet. The cake he made for Jiang Anyu, until this moment, finally had its final destination.

Pei Yingsheng has never wanted to be so far away from Jiang Anyu for a moment.He retreated uncontrollably until he was forced to retreat on the sofa by the young man. There was no way to retreat. He could only watch Jiang Anyu forcefully with both hands, opening his fingers one by one, like a Like a robber, he snatched the wedding ring from his hand very forcefully.

Then it was thrown out the window.

It seemed that there was a sound falling on the grass on the first floor. With a light and fluttering sound, Pei Yingsheng's heart was also emptied, and finally he stopped talking. He just sat on the sofa dully and looked up at Jiang Anyu.

Ah Yu, do you actually hate him so much?

Pei Yingsheng seemed to be drained of all his strength for a moment, and he didn't even have the time to struggle in front of Jiang Anyu.

"How much do you hate me?" Pei Yingsheng asked him.

Jiang Anyu didn't answer, but just looked at his flushed face and said, "Do you have a fever?"

Pei Yingsheng thought, maybe so.Pei Yingsheng thought happily, maybe all of this was just a dream, when he woke up tomorrow, he could still see the wedding ring on his ring finger, and he never messed up Jiang Anyu's birthday.

"So, will you die?" Jiang Anyu leaned over and asked him.

Pei Yingsheng shook his head, he couldn't die.

He was dead, what would A Yu do? He was so timid that no one could beat him, so why did he die before Jiang Anyu.

"Very, it's a pity."

Until Jiang Anyu turned and left, he still couldn't believe it. It was Jiang Anyu who said those words.

Just three words, almost killed him.

Pei Yingsheng was sweating coldly on his forehead, the tattoo on his front and the club wound on his back were hot and painful.He was curled up on the sofa, shaking uncontrollably, and there was a faint white mark on his empty ring finger.

It is left by wearing the ring for a long time.

Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes tightly, he hoped this was a nightmare.

However, he still messed up Ah Yu's birthday.

Finally reaching the end of the corridor, Jiang Anyu's feet gave way and he almost fell on the stairs. He clutched his chest, the ring in his hand was hurting him, and the tears from the corners of his eyes fell down on the dark red carpet.

The Pei Yingsheng in his impression has always been precious, when had he seen such a down-and-out Pei Yingsheng?He couldn't even remember what kind of mentality he had when he said such cold and vicious words to Pei Yingsheng just now.

There is hatred and resentment, but more of it is uncontrollable regret.

It's a pity why Pei Yingsheng only knew how to cherish it at this time, but he has no plans to turn back.

It's a pity why Pei Yingsheng still has an indelible mark in his heart. As long as he reminds him a little, Jiang Anyu can't ignore it.Love and hatred are intertwined, and now he can't tell whether he hates Pei Yingsheng more or regrets more.

Looking back at the slightly lit room for the last time, Jiang Anyu closed his eyes tightly and sent Xiao Ling a message.