Actor, he climbed out of the crematorium
Chapter 55 Different Dreams
Half an hour has passed since Xiao Ling received Jiang Anyu's news and arrived here.Panting for breath, he climbed all the way to the third floor, looking at the empty messy room, dumbfounded.
There is no Pei Yingsheng here.
Xiao Ling was really tossed to death by this person, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call him.No matter how much he cursed, he kept praying that Pei Yingsheng would be fine.If something really happened, none of his ten heads could stop Mr. Pei's murderous gaze.
The faint ringtone of the mobile phone rang in his ears, Xiao Ling looked around, even looked through the bathroom and trash can in the room, wondering why there was no one when he heard it ringing nearby. .
When he approached the window, the bell suddenly became louder.
An unbelievable guess gradually took shape in Xiao Ling's mind. A person like Pei Yingsheng, who is as shameless as Pei Yingsheng, couldn't really commit suicide by jumping off the building because of love. He didn't even dare to stick his head out of the window to take a look.
In just a short moment, Xiao Ling even thought of tomorrow's trending search: #三金影帝死任真实感惊,不想爱而着着下三楼#
While pressing the number '120', Xiao Ling squinted and looked down.
The figure of the tall and long-legged man kneeling on the lawn made his hair stand on end for a moment, and his heart was pounding.If he hadn't been born in the 21st century where advanced science is paramount, he would really have relayed 120 as the number for Xiangxi exorcism.
Through the moonlight, he could vaguely see that the man seemed to be groping for something, from one end of the grass to the other, with grass clippings all over his body, even on his head, the mobile phone that kept ringing was thrown by the man at the feet of the flowers , he didn't even look at it.
He seemed to be muttering something, with a crying voice.
When Xiao Ling went downstairs to take a closer look, he never imagined that Pei Yingsheng was even more embarrassed than before.
The man was no longer as vigorous as before, his face was mottled with tears, and he didn't even know where he lost the pair of glasses he wore most often.The black rubber gloves were left in the haystack far away. There were several scratches on his wrists, blood oozed out, and they were covered by mud. The neatly cut off finger marks were a bit scary at night.
"Where's my ring?"
"Where did he leave my ring..."
Xiao Ling heard him repeating these words in a low voice. For the first time in his life, he felt sorry for this man.
"Brother Pei!"
Maybe it's because they can't accept such a decadent Pei Yingsheng, who can accept that the gods who have been enshrined on the altar suddenly become as mediocre, mundane, and even fallen into the mud.
The same goes for Xiao Ling.
"Don't be like this, ring, can we buy a new ring tomorrow?"
"As much as you want, we will buy as much!"
Xiao Ling finally couldn't help it, and tried to hold him, but the man shook off his shackles violently as if he couldn't see him, and continued to grope on the ground.
"Brother Pei!"
"Do you think that you are tormenting yourself like this! Have you ever thought about what Jiang Anyu will think when he sees you like this? You think he will love you, then you are wrong!"
"He will only feel sorry for you just like us," Xiao Ling didn't know where the anger came from, or it might be the tiredness and helplessness of seeing these two people quarreling for ten years, or it might be the helplessness of witnessing the miss and awakening , "You look like this, you are going to show it to someone!"
"Do you know what he loves you? He loves the glamorous Pei Yingsheng who was by his side during the darkest period of his life, and the incomparable Pei Yingsheng who led him out. It's not you who are so low now that you are covered in dust and mud!"
"You were with me for just a few months, the occasional teasing you thought of throughout the year, the ubiquitous coercion and vengeance, and you almost cut off all unnecessary social interactions with him. He had no choice but to do so under such extreme conditions. In love with you!"
"Brother Pei, you should be lucky. Xiaoyu was picked up by you since she was a child. She is dumb and not good at socializing. She has never met so many wonderful people under your control. Otherwise, you would think that he loves your money. ?"
Hearing the word 'Jiang Anyu', Pei Yingsheng's hands finally stopped, his scratched hands tightly clutching the grass roots.He looked up, "Help me find it, will you?"
"I watched what he left here..."
The tone almost begging came from the man's mouth, although Xiao Ling was used to the face-changing art in the entertainment industry, but he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart when he was stimulated by such an expression.Pei Yingsheng had never spoken to anyone in such a tone, except Jiang Anyu.
The pain at the moment of falling on the grass after a fever and fainting was so intense that Pei Yingsheng wished he would never wake up again.
However, he never thought that one day he would live in the ward next to Jiang Anyu himself.
The sunlight coming through the window was too strong, the moment he opened his eyes, he thought he was dreaming, until he saw only a white ring mark on his ring finger.
His whole back was wrapped in gauze, and the nurse adjusted the infusion speed for him, "It's hot in summer, and it's easy to get infected..."
However, before the nurse finished speaking, Pei Yingsheng suddenly asked, "Is Qin Mo awake?"
The voice is hoarse, heavy, and the throat is extremely dry.
The nurse shook her head.
Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, the room was silent, Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes tightly, turned sideways, tears from the corners of his eyes fell on the pillow, Xiao Ling's words kept ringing in his ears.
Pei Yingsheng thought, when will Qin Mo wake up? When he wakes up, Ah Yu can eat and sleep well, and don't have to think of ways to make Qin Mo happy every day.
During this period of time, he saw Jiang Anyu getting thinner and thinner, and his collarbone was sunken, and his heart felt as if it was being scraped by a knife.
If it wasn't for him controlling the contact between Qin Mo and A Yu, if it wasn't for his innate abnormal and vicious possessiveness, if it wasn't him who A Yu fell in love with, it would be great.
...
Xue Songfeng was the last person to see Qin Mo.
When he came, Jiang Anyu was sitting on the sofa beside the bed, sitting upright in a daze, her hands seemed to be holding something, and her fingertips were turning purple.The corners of the young man's eyes were slightly red, and he stared blankly at Qin Mo who was not moving on the bed, his eyes were empty and lifeless.
It wasn't until Xue Songfeng called him several times that Jiang Anyu finally recovered.When he saw Xue Songfeng, he was still a little dazed, as if it was a century ago that Xue Songfeng and Pei Yingsheng were sad.
"uncle."
"Uncle is late." Xue Songfeng handed him the birthday present, his eyes fell on Jiang Anyu's purple fingertips, and he frowned slightly, but he still couldn't break it out of being a gentleman. It's my birthday."
Jiang Anyu thanked him and got up to pour water for him.
"I invested in Xiao Yu's new film." He said, "The filming is about to start, is Xiao Yu ready?"
Jiang Anyu paused for pouring water, "I didn't, I did."
"Uncle Song, yes, guide, me."
Maybe it's the natural strangeness, or maybe it's because of Qi Fang or Pei Yingsheng that he can't get close to Xue Songfeng.
Xue Songfeng is busy observing the trend of international stocks all day long, flying around at home and abroad, he hasn't paid attention to him for a while, and he doesn't even know when he met another Uncle Song.He is tolerant in his bones. Four years ago, he fought for himself once, and he asked Jiang Anyu to wait for him, but facing more and more people appearing, he didn't want to sit still.
If it wasn't for his poor background, he wouldn't have gone abroad for further study four years ago, missing the four years with his children.
So he got up, and when he walked up to Qin Mo, Jiang Anyu subconsciously stood in front of him. This kind of guard was too heavy, Xue Songfeng was still polite on the face, and said to him with a smile: "Xiao Yu, don't be like a frightened bird , Uncle is not malicious."
Jiang Anyu didn't understand what he wanted to say, so he just stepped back a little so that he could barely see Qin Mo.
"Uncle and Qin Mo." Xue Songfeng paused, showing a bit of regret, "It can be considered that we have met a few times. It is a pity that he is such a genius, and he is like this now."
"I was with you, Uncle Qin..."
"He is, senior brother!" Jiang Anyu interrupted him, feeling impolite again for a moment, so he lowered his head and lowered his voice, "No, uncle."
The smile on the corner of Xue Songfeng's mouth froze.
This kind of intimacy and distance is too clearly divided by him.He called Pei Yingsheng 'little uncle' and Qin Mo 'senior brother', and even the person who had known him for less than a few months could call him 'Uncle Song'.
But so far, Jiang Anyu only called him 'uncle'.
"Okay," he said helplessly, "Your senior brother and I had some business cooperation before."
Xue Songfeng took out his mobile phone and showed him the chat records, "A subsidiary of the securities company that I invested with your uncle before developed a new game. The harmony of the piano part is from your senior brother."
Speaking of this, Xue Songfeng was a little embarrassed, "But you also saw Xiaoyu. It is difficult for your senior brother to complete our cooperation."
With his words of clear interests, he changed the relationship between the two of them from uncle and nephew to customer and employer, without any more entanglements in other relationships, which made Jiang Anyu feel much more relaxed.
However, the next sentence sent Jiang Anyu into hell again.
"I know that Xiao Yu is very accomplished in piano, right?"
Jiang Anyu curled up his fingertips hidden in his sleeves slightly, subconsciously nodded, and then his face turned pale.If such a contract cannot be completed, Jiang Anyu knows better than anyone else how much it will hit Qin Mo in the industry.
He didn't want to let those opponents who had always regarded Qin Mo as a thorn in their side feel complacent during these days when Qin Mo was resting, and poked Qin Mo's spine and said, "I didn't expect that people are all lying on the bed. Carrying a lawsuit."
"Okay," Xue Songfeng pursed his lips, "Then uncle can rest assured."
On the day he left, Jiang Anyu finally couldn't bear it any longer, and leaned against Qin Mo's bed, his porcelain-white cheeks resting on Qin Mo's hand, and for the first time murmured, "Senior Brother, Xiao Yu is broken. Xiao Yu, no I can play the piano."
"Xiao Yu, it's broken, brother."
"..."
He was like a child who needed an adult's comfort, and even thought of Qin Mo as he did when he was a child, hugging him and saying: Xiao Yu is not afraid, there is a senior brother here.
Warm tears fell on the back of Qin Mo's hand drop by drop. When Jiang Anyu was lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep, the man's fingertips moved slightly, and tears that hadn't dried up fell along the fingertips. on the sheets.
But things had to be resolved. The day Jiang Anyu appeared at the school, it almost caused a sensation in the entire academy.They gathered together in groups of twos and threes, watched Jiang Anyu walk past them, and whispered behind him:
"Looking at him like this, he was dumped by the benefactor, right? He can't even afford to wear famous brands, right?"
"If you don't play the piano well, do you really think that the benefactor will support him for the rest of his life? No, he was abandoned. People must be annoying him like this. It must be boring for Internet celebrities to flaunt their heads and make people chase after them every day."
"I didn't expect it. Senior brother looked at the flower of Gaoling, so he did this kind of thing behind his back. I heard that he knew Pei Yingsheng very early. Didn't he have sex for many years?"
"Be considerate. He is an orphan and has no ability to make money. There are so many ways to get money. How can he get money so fast."
"He looks so good-looking, Pei Yingsheng doesn't like it, and it's not a matter of minutes to find the next benefactor. You feel sorry for him because he has no money, and he laughs at you for being ugly?"
"..."
Jiang Anyu's back was still straight when he heard these words.Passing through these crowds, he almost bit the soft flesh on the side of his lips.If he could afford a piano, he could skip this place, but all his money was spent on rings.
All the understatement on the surface was made by Jiang Anyu day by day.
In the corner, the man put his hands in his pockets, listening to these people's gossip, the veins on the inside of his wrists were tense, and his expression was so cold that it was ridiculous.
Looking at the young man's proud, thin back is really distressing.His hair had grown to his shoulders, probably because the young man was reluctant to spend money to cut it, so it was loosely tied behind his head with a hair tie.
Even the satiny green ribbon that tied her hair was tied on the cake box that Song Qingyuan brought over on her birthday that day.
He cut off a section and used it to tie his hair.
Finally, Pei Yingsheng couldn't bear such unfamiliarity, and couldn't look at Jiang Anyu who was pretending to be strong and strong, but he didn't dare to disturb Jiang Anyu, so he had to lower the brim of his hat to cover his red eyes, and turned around. Back in the RV.
Xiao Ling had been waiting inside for a long time.What those students said was too dirty, he couldn't compare to Pei Yingsheng's cruelty, and Jiang Anyu had watched him grow up, so it was really hard for him to listen but not to refute.
So he only listened to a few words, then got into the car.
"Brother Pei," Xiao Ling sighed, ever since he vomited all his unhappiness that day, he thought that Pei Yingsheng would fire him at the appointed time.Unexpectedly, Pei Yingsheng delegated most of the power of the studio to him, Xiao Ling knew what it meant.
Pei Yingsheng said that he was about to withdraw from the circle.
A legend that has been popular in the entertainment circle for almost ten years, Pei Yingsheng, the three-gold actor, will gradually disappear in the circle with time.
"Have you really made up your mind?"
Xiao Ling looked at the live broadcast equipment in front of Pei Yingsheng, and suddenly felt reluctant to part ways, "I watched you come here, although you haven't given me any good looks these years, but you have never treated me badly. , I am quite sad that you are leaving suddenly."
"Or make a statement about quitting the circle, at least," Xiao Ling turned his head away, trying to cover his red eyes, "at least give yourself a good reputation."
Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes, his dark eyes couldn't see any emotion, but the red corners of his eyes couldn't be hidden from anyone.
"I never explained to him," he clicked on the live broadcast software, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I can always do it without disturbing him."
The moment the live broadcast was clicked on, the number of viewers followed one after another. In just one minute, it had already reached 1 million.
"I'm Pei Yingsheng."
Even though the number of bullet screens was so large that it covered Pei Yingsheng's face, he didn't raise his head, lowered his eyes, and fiddled with the wood carving in his hand, but he didn't dare to let it get close to the camera.
He was afraid that Jiang Anyu would take away even the last thing.
There was a short laugh in the live broadcast, which sounded very sad.
Pei Yingsheng had never broadcast a live broadcast before. This time, the activity for no reason seemed to be a sign of something. The number of fans' messages was increasing, and most of them were telling him not to care about the rumors outside.
There were rumors about him and Jiang Anyu.
"That's not gossip." Pei Yingsheng said, "When I was 22 years old, I picked up a kid."
People like Pei Yingsheng always seemed to have magical powers when they spoke, and soon everyone's attention was focused on his words, as if they were listening to a story.
"Very well-behaved, but also very small." Thinking of Jiang Anyu, who was soft and white like a doll at that time, Pei Yingsheng finally had a smile in his eyes, and there was also a slight layer of tears.
He compared it with his hands, "It's about this tall. He has a slight aphasia. When he first called me, he always called 'little, uncle' and 'little, uncle' separately."
"Very cute." Pei Yingsheng recalled, "the day I saw him, he dragged a rag doll and stood in front of the garbage dump. I didn't want to take him home. But when he saw me, I was thinking, He must be much better than Qi Fang."
"I told him that it will be hard for us A Yu and my uncle to depend on each other." Pei Yingsheng turned his face away, tears streaming down silently, "I made a joke at that time, and he took it seriously for ten years."
"I saw him stepping on a stool when cooking, but now he only needs to stand on tiptoe to kiss me."
The man's voice was choked with sobs, "On the day he graduated from the college entrance examination, he said to me, 'Uncle, A Yuchang, big, yes, I like you. The illusion of the beginning of love. Later on his birthday, he kept watch until the second hand just passed twelve in the morning, and then ran to my room and looked at me eagerly, "Uncle, A Yu, it's okay to be an adult, do you like you?"
In the first year of confession, he said, Ah Yu can like you now.
In the second year of confession, he said, can Ah Yu like you?
He was even cautious about confessing, as if Pei Yingsheng said no, he would really stop pestering her and go back to being that obedient doll.
"He said every word sincerely and carefully. I didn't know until a long time ago that he liked me earlier than the ignorant age."
"It's not nurturing," the man repeated in a daze, "it's not nurturing. He's always been clean. It's my dirty mind. He never knew what kind of bad nature I was holding to torture him."
"Ten years," the man's low trembling voice could almost be heard on the screen, "Ten years, not ten days, nor ten months."
"He has loved me for ten years, like a prairie fire blown by the wind, warm, and like spring water in a mountain stream, sweet. Even if I am as stupid as before, he will only purse his lips and smile: 'Uncle, don't be angry, don't be angry. '."
"There's no one who doesn't like him."
"How could anyone not like him."
"He taught me what love is in ten years, but I only learned it in No. 11 years."
"But we're getting married soon, if I'd known earlier...I'd like to marry him."
Those sweet memories are like the most taboo places in Pei Yingsheng's memory, even touching them would hurt him so much that he almost shattered.
"It's me who is the bastard, it's me who deserves to be damned, and all the dirty and disgusting comments should be aimed at me." Pei Yingsheng tightly gripped the wood carving in his hand, "Don't bother him anymore, we, Ayu..."
Pei Ying paused, and suddenly remembered that Jiang Anyu was no longer his, so he said, "Don't bother him anymore."
"He should regret meeting me very much. If time goes back," Pei Yingsheng burst into tears as soon as he blinked.
"I don't really want to meet him."
In this way, he will meet better people.
The voice on the screen was too sad, perhaps because of the actor's talent, the fans and passers-by outside the screen also had red eyes.
[It's easy to break off the relationship, but the sad thing is to stop thinking about it]
【Jiang Anyu used ten years to let you know that he loves you, so do you love him?】
Pei Yingsheng thought, how could he not love him.
Maybe very early on, when Jiang Anyu was cooking sweet-scented osmanthus water for him, when Jiang Anyu was running back and forth in the snowy night, when Jiang Anyu was nestling in his arms and listening to his heartbeat, when he began to feel unconscious Looking forward to seeing the way Jiang Anyu looked at him... countless moments of looking forward to and accompanying Jiang Anyu, even if he didn't speak, Pei Yingsheng felt more at ease than ever before.
Love came very early, but he didn't know it yet.
[In ten years, you only saw him happy, I want to ask you, have you ever seen him unhappy?Because he doesn't want you to be unhappy, he digests all the negative emotions by himself.Jiang Anyu doesn't love you, he loves you badly]
[When the enthusiasm always disappears, you really don't deserve to meet such a nice person as Jiang Anyu]
[It's not a pity to take the wrong car or miss the car, but unfortunately there is no end, but if you hold Jiang Anyu for a second, it is disrespectful to him for the past ten years]
[Thank you for still having a conscience, and willing to tell the truth to the senior. It hurts so much to see the senior come to school today, the way he is holding on, I will post the picture on Weibo]
Soon, the five characters of #江安企十年# became a hot search.
[Help, I'm so distressed that I'm crying, you're too skinny, Bao'er.He has just graduated from university, why should he bear so much malice]
[It's really the same as what Pei Yingsheng said, he's very obedient at first glance, and he's also very pretty, no one doesn't like him]
[Yubao can also cook. I see that he is very good at Chinese and French food on Weibo. He can also play the piano. He has won many international awards and has been a volunteer. On the contrary, I want to ask Pei Yingsheng, what do you have? Is it worth him, is your stench of copper all over your body? 】
[I will be BE in ten years, I am heartbroken for BE. 】
Immediately afterwards, another trending search climbed higher and higher: #贝应声你无心#
In the empty piano room, the man's regretful voice echoed on the phone.
"He should regret meeting me. If I go back in time, I don't really want to meet him."
Jiang Anyu curled up under Qin Mo's desk, shrunk herself in, and still clutched the wedding ring tightly in her hand.Listening to Pei Yingsheng's confession, his elbows rested on his knees, and his choked-up cries amplified little by little.
"But we're getting married soon."
"I want to marry him."
Hearing these words, Jiang Anyu felt the pain hit so fast, almost suffocating.He could not stop his sobs from being restrained at the beginning, this shady love was finally uncovered by Pei Yingsheng with his own hands.
No matter how careless people are, they will be sad, let alone someone as careful as Jiang Anyu.
The author has something to say: Qi Fang, who is watching the live broadcast: Hey, this is not my uncle. It’s been a few days since I’ve seen you like this?
感谢在2022-02-0522:30:11~2022-02-0723:05:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Jimo Zhelian;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
There is no Pei Yingsheng here.
Xiao Ling was really tossed to death by this person, and hurriedly took out his mobile phone to call him.No matter how much he cursed, he kept praying that Pei Yingsheng would be fine.If something really happened, none of his ten heads could stop Mr. Pei's murderous gaze.
The faint ringtone of the mobile phone rang in his ears, Xiao Ling looked around, even looked through the bathroom and trash can in the room, wondering why there was no one when he heard it ringing nearby. .
When he approached the window, the bell suddenly became louder.
An unbelievable guess gradually took shape in Xiao Ling's mind. A person like Pei Yingsheng, who is as shameless as Pei Yingsheng, couldn't really commit suicide by jumping off the building because of love. He didn't even dare to stick his head out of the window to take a look.
In just a short moment, Xiao Ling even thought of tomorrow's trending search: #三金影帝死任真实感惊,不想爱而着着下三楼#
While pressing the number '120', Xiao Ling squinted and looked down.
The figure of the tall and long-legged man kneeling on the lawn made his hair stand on end for a moment, and his heart was pounding.If he hadn't been born in the 21st century where advanced science is paramount, he would really have relayed 120 as the number for Xiangxi exorcism.
Through the moonlight, he could vaguely see that the man seemed to be groping for something, from one end of the grass to the other, with grass clippings all over his body, even on his head, the mobile phone that kept ringing was thrown by the man at the feet of the flowers , he didn't even look at it.
He seemed to be muttering something, with a crying voice.
When Xiao Ling went downstairs to take a closer look, he never imagined that Pei Yingsheng was even more embarrassed than before.
The man was no longer as vigorous as before, his face was mottled with tears, and he didn't even know where he lost the pair of glasses he wore most often.The black rubber gloves were left in the haystack far away. There were several scratches on his wrists, blood oozed out, and they were covered by mud. The neatly cut off finger marks were a bit scary at night.
"Where's my ring?"
"Where did he leave my ring..."
Xiao Ling heard him repeating these words in a low voice. For the first time in his life, he felt sorry for this man.
"Brother Pei!"
Maybe it's because they can't accept such a decadent Pei Yingsheng, who can accept that the gods who have been enshrined on the altar suddenly become as mediocre, mundane, and even fallen into the mud.
The same goes for Xiao Ling.
"Don't be like this, ring, can we buy a new ring tomorrow?"
"As much as you want, we will buy as much!"
Xiao Ling finally couldn't help it, and tried to hold him, but the man shook off his shackles violently as if he couldn't see him, and continued to grope on the ground.
"Brother Pei!"
"Do you think that you are tormenting yourself like this! Have you ever thought about what Jiang Anyu will think when he sees you like this? You think he will love you, then you are wrong!"
"He will only feel sorry for you just like us," Xiao Ling didn't know where the anger came from, or it might be the tiredness and helplessness of seeing these two people quarreling for ten years, or it might be the helplessness of witnessing the miss and awakening , "You look like this, you are going to show it to someone!"
"Do you know what he loves you? He loves the glamorous Pei Yingsheng who was by his side during the darkest period of his life, and the incomparable Pei Yingsheng who led him out. It's not you who are so low now that you are covered in dust and mud!"
"You were with me for just a few months, the occasional teasing you thought of throughout the year, the ubiquitous coercion and vengeance, and you almost cut off all unnecessary social interactions with him. He had no choice but to do so under such extreme conditions. In love with you!"
"Brother Pei, you should be lucky. Xiaoyu was picked up by you since she was a child. She is dumb and not good at socializing. She has never met so many wonderful people under your control. Otherwise, you would think that he loves your money. ?"
Hearing the word 'Jiang Anyu', Pei Yingsheng's hands finally stopped, his scratched hands tightly clutching the grass roots.He looked up, "Help me find it, will you?"
"I watched what he left here..."
The tone almost begging came from the man's mouth, although Xiao Ling was used to the face-changing art in the entertainment industry, but he couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart when he was stimulated by such an expression.Pei Yingsheng had never spoken to anyone in such a tone, except Jiang Anyu.
The pain at the moment of falling on the grass after a fever and fainting was so intense that Pei Yingsheng wished he would never wake up again.
However, he never thought that one day he would live in the ward next to Jiang Anyu himself.
The sunlight coming through the window was too strong, the moment he opened his eyes, he thought he was dreaming, until he saw only a white ring mark on his ring finger.
His whole back was wrapped in gauze, and the nurse adjusted the infusion speed for him, "It's hot in summer, and it's easy to get infected..."
However, before the nurse finished speaking, Pei Yingsheng suddenly asked, "Is Qin Mo awake?"
The voice is hoarse, heavy, and the throat is extremely dry.
The nurse shook her head.
Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, the room was silent, Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes tightly, turned sideways, tears from the corners of his eyes fell on the pillow, Xiao Ling's words kept ringing in his ears.
Pei Yingsheng thought, when will Qin Mo wake up? When he wakes up, Ah Yu can eat and sleep well, and don't have to think of ways to make Qin Mo happy every day.
During this period of time, he saw Jiang Anyu getting thinner and thinner, and his collarbone was sunken, and his heart felt as if it was being scraped by a knife.
If it wasn't for him controlling the contact between Qin Mo and A Yu, if it wasn't for his innate abnormal and vicious possessiveness, if it wasn't him who A Yu fell in love with, it would be great.
...
Xue Songfeng was the last person to see Qin Mo.
When he came, Jiang Anyu was sitting on the sofa beside the bed, sitting upright in a daze, her hands seemed to be holding something, and her fingertips were turning purple.The corners of the young man's eyes were slightly red, and he stared blankly at Qin Mo who was not moving on the bed, his eyes were empty and lifeless.
It wasn't until Xue Songfeng called him several times that Jiang Anyu finally recovered.When he saw Xue Songfeng, he was still a little dazed, as if it was a century ago that Xue Songfeng and Pei Yingsheng were sad.
"uncle."
"Uncle is late." Xue Songfeng handed him the birthday present, his eyes fell on Jiang Anyu's purple fingertips, and he frowned slightly, but he still couldn't break it out of being a gentleman. It's my birthday."
Jiang Anyu thanked him and got up to pour water for him.
"I invested in Xiao Yu's new film." He said, "The filming is about to start, is Xiao Yu ready?"
Jiang Anyu paused for pouring water, "I didn't, I did."
"Uncle Song, yes, guide, me."
Maybe it's the natural strangeness, or maybe it's because of Qi Fang or Pei Yingsheng that he can't get close to Xue Songfeng.
Xue Songfeng is busy observing the trend of international stocks all day long, flying around at home and abroad, he hasn't paid attention to him for a while, and he doesn't even know when he met another Uncle Song.He is tolerant in his bones. Four years ago, he fought for himself once, and he asked Jiang Anyu to wait for him, but facing more and more people appearing, he didn't want to sit still.
If it wasn't for his poor background, he wouldn't have gone abroad for further study four years ago, missing the four years with his children.
So he got up, and when he walked up to Qin Mo, Jiang Anyu subconsciously stood in front of him. This kind of guard was too heavy, Xue Songfeng was still polite on the face, and said to him with a smile: "Xiao Yu, don't be like a frightened bird , Uncle is not malicious."
Jiang Anyu didn't understand what he wanted to say, so he just stepped back a little so that he could barely see Qin Mo.
"Uncle and Qin Mo." Xue Songfeng paused, showing a bit of regret, "It can be considered that we have met a few times. It is a pity that he is such a genius, and he is like this now."
"I was with you, Uncle Qin..."
"He is, senior brother!" Jiang Anyu interrupted him, feeling impolite again for a moment, so he lowered his head and lowered his voice, "No, uncle."
The smile on the corner of Xue Songfeng's mouth froze.
This kind of intimacy and distance is too clearly divided by him.He called Pei Yingsheng 'little uncle' and Qin Mo 'senior brother', and even the person who had known him for less than a few months could call him 'Uncle Song'.
But so far, Jiang Anyu only called him 'uncle'.
"Okay," he said helplessly, "Your senior brother and I had some business cooperation before."
Xue Songfeng took out his mobile phone and showed him the chat records, "A subsidiary of the securities company that I invested with your uncle before developed a new game. The harmony of the piano part is from your senior brother."
Speaking of this, Xue Songfeng was a little embarrassed, "But you also saw Xiaoyu. It is difficult for your senior brother to complete our cooperation."
With his words of clear interests, he changed the relationship between the two of them from uncle and nephew to customer and employer, without any more entanglements in other relationships, which made Jiang Anyu feel much more relaxed.
However, the next sentence sent Jiang Anyu into hell again.
"I know that Xiao Yu is very accomplished in piano, right?"
Jiang Anyu curled up his fingertips hidden in his sleeves slightly, subconsciously nodded, and then his face turned pale.If such a contract cannot be completed, Jiang Anyu knows better than anyone else how much it will hit Qin Mo in the industry.
He didn't want to let those opponents who had always regarded Qin Mo as a thorn in their side feel complacent during these days when Qin Mo was resting, and poked Qin Mo's spine and said, "I didn't expect that people are all lying on the bed. Carrying a lawsuit."
"Okay," Xue Songfeng pursed his lips, "Then uncle can rest assured."
On the day he left, Jiang Anyu finally couldn't bear it any longer, and leaned against Qin Mo's bed, his porcelain-white cheeks resting on Qin Mo's hand, and for the first time murmured, "Senior Brother, Xiao Yu is broken. Xiao Yu, no I can play the piano."
"Xiao Yu, it's broken, brother."
"..."
He was like a child who needed an adult's comfort, and even thought of Qin Mo as he did when he was a child, hugging him and saying: Xiao Yu is not afraid, there is a senior brother here.
Warm tears fell on the back of Qin Mo's hand drop by drop. When Jiang Anyu was lying on the edge of the bed and fell asleep, the man's fingertips moved slightly, and tears that hadn't dried up fell along the fingertips. on the sheets.
But things had to be resolved. The day Jiang Anyu appeared at the school, it almost caused a sensation in the entire academy.They gathered together in groups of twos and threes, watched Jiang Anyu walk past them, and whispered behind him:
"Looking at him like this, he was dumped by the benefactor, right? He can't even afford to wear famous brands, right?"
"If you don't play the piano well, do you really think that the benefactor will support him for the rest of his life? No, he was abandoned. People must be annoying him like this. It must be boring for Internet celebrities to flaunt their heads and make people chase after them every day."
"I didn't expect it. Senior brother looked at the flower of Gaoling, so he did this kind of thing behind his back. I heard that he knew Pei Yingsheng very early. Didn't he have sex for many years?"
"Be considerate. He is an orphan and has no ability to make money. There are so many ways to get money. How can he get money so fast."
"He looks so good-looking, Pei Yingsheng doesn't like it, and it's not a matter of minutes to find the next benefactor. You feel sorry for him because he has no money, and he laughs at you for being ugly?"
"..."
Jiang Anyu's back was still straight when he heard these words.Passing through these crowds, he almost bit the soft flesh on the side of his lips.If he could afford a piano, he could skip this place, but all his money was spent on rings.
All the understatement on the surface was made by Jiang Anyu day by day.
In the corner, the man put his hands in his pockets, listening to these people's gossip, the veins on the inside of his wrists were tense, and his expression was so cold that it was ridiculous.
Looking at the young man's proud, thin back is really distressing.His hair had grown to his shoulders, probably because the young man was reluctant to spend money to cut it, so it was loosely tied behind his head with a hair tie.
Even the satiny green ribbon that tied her hair was tied on the cake box that Song Qingyuan brought over on her birthday that day.
He cut off a section and used it to tie his hair.
Finally, Pei Yingsheng couldn't bear such unfamiliarity, and couldn't look at Jiang Anyu who was pretending to be strong and strong, but he didn't dare to disturb Jiang Anyu, so he had to lower the brim of his hat to cover his red eyes, and turned around. Back in the RV.
Xiao Ling had been waiting inside for a long time.What those students said was too dirty, he couldn't compare to Pei Yingsheng's cruelty, and Jiang Anyu had watched him grow up, so it was really hard for him to listen but not to refute.
So he only listened to a few words, then got into the car.
"Brother Pei," Xiao Ling sighed, ever since he vomited all his unhappiness that day, he thought that Pei Yingsheng would fire him at the appointed time.Unexpectedly, Pei Yingsheng delegated most of the power of the studio to him, Xiao Ling knew what it meant.
Pei Yingsheng said that he was about to withdraw from the circle.
A legend that has been popular in the entertainment circle for almost ten years, Pei Yingsheng, the three-gold actor, will gradually disappear in the circle with time.
"Have you really made up your mind?"
Xiao Ling looked at the live broadcast equipment in front of Pei Yingsheng, and suddenly felt reluctant to part ways, "I watched you come here, although you haven't given me any good looks these years, but you have never treated me badly. , I am quite sad that you are leaving suddenly."
"Or make a statement about quitting the circle, at least," Xiao Ling turned his head away, trying to cover his red eyes, "at least give yourself a good reputation."
Pei Yingsheng closed his eyes, his dark eyes couldn't see any emotion, but the red corners of his eyes couldn't be hidden from anyone.
"I never explained to him," he clicked on the live broadcast software, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I can always do it without disturbing him."
The moment the live broadcast was clicked on, the number of viewers followed one after another. In just one minute, it had already reached 1 million.
"I'm Pei Yingsheng."
Even though the number of bullet screens was so large that it covered Pei Yingsheng's face, he didn't raise his head, lowered his eyes, and fiddled with the wood carving in his hand, but he didn't dare to let it get close to the camera.
He was afraid that Jiang Anyu would take away even the last thing.
There was a short laugh in the live broadcast, which sounded very sad.
Pei Yingsheng had never broadcast a live broadcast before. This time, the activity for no reason seemed to be a sign of something. The number of fans' messages was increasing, and most of them were telling him not to care about the rumors outside.
There were rumors about him and Jiang Anyu.
"That's not gossip." Pei Yingsheng said, "When I was 22 years old, I picked up a kid."
People like Pei Yingsheng always seemed to have magical powers when they spoke, and soon everyone's attention was focused on his words, as if they were listening to a story.
"Very well-behaved, but also very small." Thinking of Jiang Anyu, who was soft and white like a doll at that time, Pei Yingsheng finally had a smile in his eyes, and there was also a slight layer of tears.
He compared it with his hands, "It's about this tall. He has a slight aphasia. When he first called me, he always called 'little, uncle' and 'little, uncle' separately."
"Very cute." Pei Yingsheng recalled, "the day I saw him, he dragged a rag doll and stood in front of the garbage dump. I didn't want to take him home. But when he saw me, I was thinking, He must be much better than Qi Fang."
"I told him that it will be hard for us A Yu and my uncle to depend on each other." Pei Yingsheng turned his face away, tears streaming down silently, "I made a joke at that time, and he took it seriously for ten years."
"I saw him stepping on a stool when cooking, but now he only needs to stand on tiptoe to kiss me."
The man's voice was choked with sobs, "On the day he graduated from the college entrance examination, he said to me, 'Uncle, A Yuchang, big, yes, I like you. The illusion of the beginning of love. Later on his birthday, he kept watch until the second hand just passed twelve in the morning, and then ran to my room and looked at me eagerly, "Uncle, A Yu, it's okay to be an adult, do you like you?"
In the first year of confession, he said, Ah Yu can like you now.
In the second year of confession, he said, can Ah Yu like you?
He was even cautious about confessing, as if Pei Yingsheng said no, he would really stop pestering her and go back to being that obedient doll.
"He said every word sincerely and carefully. I didn't know until a long time ago that he liked me earlier than the ignorant age."
"It's not nurturing," the man repeated in a daze, "it's not nurturing. He's always been clean. It's my dirty mind. He never knew what kind of bad nature I was holding to torture him."
"Ten years," the man's low trembling voice could almost be heard on the screen, "Ten years, not ten days, nor ten months."
"He has loved me for ten years, like a prairie fire blown by the wind, warm, and like spring water in a mountain stream, sweet. Even if I am as stupid as before, he will only purse his lips and smile: 'Uncle, don't be angry, don't be angry. '."
"There's no one who doesn't like him."
"How could anyone not like him."
"He taught me what love is in ten years, but I only learned it in No. 11 years."
"But we're getting married soon, if I'd known earlier...I'd like to marry him."
Those sweet memories are like the most taboo places in Pei Yingsheng's memory, even touching them would hurt him so much that he almost shattered.
"It's me who is the bastard, it's me who deserves to be damned, and all the dirty and disgusting comments should be aimed at me." Pei Yingsheng tightly gripped the wood carving in his hand, "Don't bother him anymore, we, Ayu..."
Pei Ying paused, and suddenly remembered that Jiang Anyu was no longer his, so he said, "Don't bother him anymore."
"He should regret meeting me very much. If time goes back," Pei Yingsheng burst into tears as soon as he blinked.
"I don't really want to meet him."
In this way, he will meet better people.
The voice on the screen was too sad, perhaps because of the actor's talent, the fans and passers-by outside the screen also had red eyes.
[It's easy to break off the relationship, but the sad thing is to stop thinking about it]
【Jiang Anyu used ten years to let you know that he loves you, so do you love him?】
Pei Yingsheng thought, how could he not love him.
Maybe very early on, when Jiang Anyu was cooking sweet-scented osmanthus water for him, when Jiang Anyu was running back and forth in the snowy night, when Jiang Anyu was nestling in his arms and listening to his heartbeat, when he began to feel unconscious Looking forward to seeing the way Jiang Anyu looked at him... countless moments of looking forward to and accompanying Jiang Anyu, even if he didn't speak, Pei Yingsheng felt more at ease than ever before.
Love came very early, but he didn't know it yet.
[In ten years, you only saw him happy, I want to ask you, have you ever seen him unhappy?Because he doesn't want you to be unhappy, he digests all the negative emotions by himself.Jiang Anyu doesn't love you, he loves you badly]
[When the enthusiasm always disappears, you really don't deserve to meet such a nice person as Jiang Anyu]
[It's not a pity to take the wrong car or miss the car, but unfortunately there is no end, but if you hold Jiang Anyu for a second, it is disrespectful to him for the past ten years]
[Thank you for still having a conscience, and willing to tell the truth to the senior. It hurts so much to see the senior come to school today, the way he is holding on, I will post the picture on Weibo]
Soon, the five characters of #江安企十年# became a hot search.
[Help, I'm so distressed that I'm crying, you're too skinny, Bao'er.He has just graduated from university, why should he bear so much malice]
[It's really the same as what Pei Yingsheng said, he's very obedient at first glance, and he's also very pretty, no one doesn't like him]
[Yubao can also cook. I see that he is very good at Chinese and French food on Weibo. He can also play the piano. He has won many international awards and has been a volunteer. On the contrary, I want to ask Pei Yingsheng, what do you have? Is it worth him, is your stench of copper all over your body? 】
[I will be BE in ten years, I am heartbroken for BE. 】
Immediately afterwards, another trending search climbed higher and higher: #贝应声你无心#
In the empty piano room, the man's regretful voice echoed on the phone.
"He should regret meeting me. If I go back in time, I don't really want to meet him."
Jiang Anyu curled up under Qin Mo's desk, shrunk herself in, and still clutched the wedding ring tightly in her hand.Listening to Pei Yingsheng's confession, his elbows rested on his knees, and his choked-up cries amplified little by little.
"But we're getting married soon."
"I want to marry him."
Hearing these words, Jiang Anyu felt the pain hit so fast, almost suffocating.He could not stop his sobs from being restrained at the beginning, this shady love was finally uncovered by Pei Yingsheng with his own hands.
No matter how careless people are, they will be sad, let alone someone as careful as Jiang Anyu.
The author has something to say: Qi Fang, who is watching the live broadcast: Hey, this is not my uncle. It’s been a few days since I’ve seen you like this?
感谢在2022-02-0522:30:11~2022-02-0723:05:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Jimo Zhelian;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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