Actor, he climbed out of the crematorium

When Zhao Yizhen arrived, Jiang Anyu opened the door.

The person in front of him was ashen-faced, with clear tears on his face, Zhao Yijiu frowned tightly, and asked him tentatively, "You saw Pei Yingsheng, didn't you?"

Jiang Anyu shook his head, his face flushed when he lied.Not wanting to be seen by Zhao Yijiu, he lowered his head, only to find that some scarlet spots on the floor happened to fall on Zhao Yijiu's feet.

He raised his head and fumbled around Zhao Yijiu in a panic, looking for the source of the wound, "It's bleeding. Yijiu, where does it hurt?"

Then clenched his fists tightly, Jiang Anyu raised his head, "Did you, Pei Yingsheng, hit you?"

Mentioning the word 'Pei Yingsheng', Zhao Yijiu instantly saw through his clumsy lies.However, facing Jiang Anyu's anxious eyes with red frames, he unconsciously softened his heart, "It's not mine. Xiaoyu, don't be nervous, I didn't see Pei Yingsheng either."

"Could it have been accidentally dropped by someone else?"

Jiang Anyu finally relaxed, looked at the scarlet scarlet, shook his head: "No, just look into it, it will be fine."

When the two turned to leave, Jiang Anyu walked a long distance, and as if inspired by something, he turned around for no reason, only to see a man in the clothes of a sanitation worker squatting on the ground, wiping the blood in embarrassment.

A pair of black chapped cloth shoes appeared in sight.

Pei Yingsheng paused, wiped off the blood on the ground neatly, folded the rag in his hand into a square, got up and handed it to the grandfather in front of him.

"Ah," Grandpa shook his head, pointing to his clothes on his arms, and to the sanitation suit that Pei Yingsheng was wearing, "ah..."

He can't speak or sign language.For some reason, Pei Ying was surprised, it turned out that he was also a mute.

Thinking of the little mute I raised, seeing him avoiding tigers and wolves now, his eyes suddenly turned red.

Although the old man in front of him didn't express himself well, Pei Yingsheng still understood.Grandpa said that his clothes were too dirty and would stain Pei Yingsheng's clothes.

He is so careful.

Pei Yingsheng's eyes fell on the old man's clean hands, and his heart ached.Once upon a time, his Ah Yu treated him with such care.

Now, now, he keeps saying: Pei Yingsheng, did you hit him?

Pei Yingsheng took off his clothes, only to see the whole picture of the dress. The cuffs were black, the back was full of water stains, and even the zipper was broken.

He didn't notice that the blood on his body would fall on the ground just now, which frightened Jiang Anyu. In a hurry, he only wanted to come back and destroy the blood red on the ground, but he was afraid that Jiang Anyu would see him run further, so he had to borrow someone else's clothes.

The old man anxiously explained to him that he didn't know why the tall man in front of him took the clothes of the two of them by mistake in the bathroom.The clothes in his hands were soft and draped smoothly, and he knew they were expensive when he touched them.

But he still has a grandson waiting to go to school, so he can't afford such clothes.

Pei Yingsheng looked at the tears hidden in the old man's eyes, shining under the lamp, with such a cautious appearance, how could he not remember the old A Yu, his heart was startled, the clothes in his hands seemed to bear a heavy weight the weight of.

He stayed in A Yu's love for too long, he became numb, paralyzed.It wasn't until a person who was similar to A Yu and who was also cautious appeared in front of him that he finally jumped out of the fog, feeling the pain of being misunderstood and disrespected.

Pei Yingsheng suddenly realized that during this period of time, he had never been in touch with these people, like the dumb boy in the orphanage, like A Yu's friend Zhao Yijiu, Cui Shu, even Qin Mo, and the people in front of him. The old man, all the gullies and ignorance he once held about these people have long since disappeared without a trace.

A Yu spent ten years planting the buds of love and respect in his heart, until No. 11, when the dead tree finally came back to spring, and flowers sprouted.

At this moment, he seems to have finally learned how to interpret the word 'respect'.It’s not about engraving and imitating hypocritically, it’s not about hiding the disdain in your eyes and pretending to be kind and gentle, it’s not about contempt and contempt for the poor, and it’s not about the innate sense of superiority of being the owner of resources at the top of society.

The old man wants to live, and he wants to make up for those irreparable mistakes.

When everyone is working hard to make their lives easier, no one needs to be underestimated or pitied.And no one has the right to despise others.

Pei Yingsheng's frowning finally loosened. He put the clothes in his hand on the old man's shoulders, then took his own from him and put them on, "It's not dirty."

Anyone who heard Pei Yingsheng, who has always been a clean freak, would think that he must be crazy.

"It's not your fault," Pei Yingsheng said, "I took your clothes without your consent. I should apologize to you."

He bowed deeply towards the old man, maybe the hypocrisy that had been pressed on him for so many years was finally broken, and even the back that turned and left with him was much more relaxed.

The old man looked at his back when he left, and felt that the pockets of the returned sanitation suit were more bulging than before. He shook the shirt, and four or five candies fell out of it.

"Use the sugar from my studio to borrow flowers to offer Buddha?" Chen Chiye stood beside the Audi car, looking like he had been waiting for him in the underground garage for a long time.

Pei Yingsheng ignored him and walked straight towards the Bentley next to him.

"Let me remind you one last time, the wound on your back should be dealt with as soon as possible." Chen Chiye turned and left, "By the way, regarding your problem, I can only say, find a dermatologist."

"Don't look for me, I majored in cardiology in college."

Pei Yingsheng's hand on the steering wheel paused, and the corners of his mouth stiffened.

About your question.

--'Our Ayu, suffered a serious injury on the side of the waist, there is probably such a big scar, can you recover? '

Pei Yingsheng thought of this sentence, and suddenly remembered that at Jiang Anyu's graduation ceremony, the young man lifted up his clothes innocently to show him his mermaid line.

His throat rolled, and sour and bitter saliva welled up. He closed his eyes and lay down on the driver's seat.Thinking that the youth would no longer be able to do this without scruples, tears flowed down the cheeks from the corners of his eyes.

How sad Jiang Anyu was to have ugly scars on such porcelain-white skin.

Full of regret.

All missed.

...

Jiang Anyu and Zhao Yijiu stayed here with Qin Mo for a long time, and sometimes they would take turns telling jokes around Qin Mo.

Maybe Jiang Anyu's jokes weren't good, but Zhao Yijiu couldn't help but want to laugh, probably because when he always thought he was funny with a blank face, it was more fun than telling jokes.

Cui Shu looked at Pei Yingsheng who was busy and fully armed in the ward, and rarely frowned, "Mr. Pei, you don't have to come and take care of me every day, don't you have to take care of the company? I heard from many people in the circle that you are already half-retired After so many years of hard work, do you really have the heart to give up?"

It's taking care of her, but she's just staying here all day long.

Pei Yingsheng paused, heard Jiang Anyu's cheerful laughter from the next ward, and continued to lower his head to wash the dishes.It was almost some time ago that he realized why he wanted to enter the entertainment circle, because he enjoyed the way young people looked at him.

Now that Jiang Anyu no longer looks at him that way, then everything is meaningless.

"You have washed this bowl eighteen times."

To be honest, Cui Shu was surprised to see Pei Yingsheng like this when he opened his eyes, thinking that he was still in a dream.However, after getting used to it for the past few days, he finally felt that Pei Yingsheng deserved to come too late.

"His birthday is coming soon, you know?" Cui Shu watched as he carefully washed each apple to make it shine as usual, and then handed it to the aunt who was waiting at the door.

These words finally broke the silence between the two.

Pei Yingsheng thought, what can he do if he knows.

So, people must not do bad things.

After doing too many bad things, he can only be like an ant in the dark, hiding in the ground, looking up at the youth who grows in the sun and breaks out of the soil.

Pei Yingsheng still ignored him, went to open the window, took out his notebook and sat on the table on the balcony, while dealing with the company's affairs, he listened to the sound of pauses coming from the ward next door.

It is not as hoarse as before. It may also be that he has been taken good care of during this period, and the damage to the vocal cords has also eased.

"Once upon a time, there was a little fish, she had a crush on a big fish, she asked the big fish: 'Big~fish~big~fish~you~happy~happy~eat~what~what~?" The big fish said: "I like to eat and talk, and talk very slowly, Xiaoyu'Xiaoyu: 'Oh~ Jiangzi~ I made it!'"

That 'oh' was very cute, but he said it very hard despite being stumbled.

Pei Yingsheng thought he was cute, but at this moment he couldn't laugh.The sadness in his belly coexisted with Ah Yu's cuteness, and even for a moment, he almost couldn't control himself, wanting to pass through the wall and hug that little fish tightly.

He really, really likes the slow talking fish.

There was a knock on the door of the ward.

Jiang Anyu was forced to stop telling jokes with Zhao Yijiu, Zhao Yijiu was a little impatient, "Why is the grandma who sells apples here again?"

Jiang Anyu comforted him, then turned around and took out the change from the drawer, "Grandma, I'm in short supply, the surgery fee. She starts selling it from the first floor every day, and after selling it to us, there are not many~"

Jiang Anyu accidentally saw the aunt who was selling fruit at the entrance of the restaurant while eating.Later, she closed the stall very early, and when the two of them went back together, he saw in the ward on the first floor that the grandma's son was also in a vegetable state and needed a lot of money to pay for treatment.

Maybe it's because of sympathy for each other, Jiang Anyu can understand grandma's sadness, and always wants to take extra care of her.He opened the door and handed the money to grandma painstakingly, "Thank you, grandma."

"These grandmas have been washed." The old lady in front of her with gray temples took out the last few clean fresh apples, "It's grandma who wants to thank you!"

Every time it was sold to the top floor, there were not many apples in grandma's box, and Jiang Anyu and Zhao Yizhuo could eat fresh apples without spending a lot of money.So he shook his head and sent his aunt away.

"Try it out." Jiang Anyu handed him an apple, still stained with water, and he squinted his eyes when he took a bite of the sweetness.

Zhao Yijiu turned his head, took it expressionlessly, took a bite, and accidentally tore the corner of his mouth, making him hiss in pain.

Jiang Anyu noticed the small wound on the corner of his dry mouth, so he frowned slightly and said, "Tomorrow, buy some pears and get rid of the fire."

After a while, the old woman who had disappeared appeared in the next ward again, staggered to Pei Yingsheng, holding a thick wad of red money in her hand, "Sir, you gave too much, these apples are not worth it at all!" Rich."

Pei Yingsheng didn't take it, and lowered his voice and said to the old man in front of him, "He is not in good health. If you can help me coax him to eat more fruits, I am very grateful to you."

When the old man turned to leave, a man's unspeakable voice suddenly came from behind him: "Can you sell pears tomorrow?"

...

It was rare for Pei Yingsheng to go back to the old house.

Seeing that he didn't have a good face, the old man allowed him to enter the gate because he just took over the company but managed it well, so he restrained his temper and asked, "What are you doing back?"

Pei Yingsheng was a little embarrassed, "Xiaoyu's birthday is the day after tomorrow."

"Don't embarrass me!" The old man tapped his cane on the ground angrily, "Xiaoyu only has such a birthday once a year, if you dare to make trouble, believe it or not, I will let Xiaofang beat you!" break your leg!"

Qi Fang, who had just come down from the third floor, obviously just woke up. He was stunned and woke up instantly. He grinned at the aunt next to him and said, "Go get the stick."

"I don't see him." Pei Ying said.

Qi Fang raised his eyebrows and watched him walking towards the restaurant in surprise. The chef there who was busy with dinner shivered a few times when he saw him coming.

"Master."

Pei Yingsheng rolled up his sleeves and replied, "Can you make cakes? Xiaoyu's favorite kind."

Qi Fang lay on the railing, couldn't help sneering, and kindly reminded him, "Uncle, I don't care if you really know what he likes, you don't have to be afraid that he will recognize the cake as made by the chef of the old house king, and then Throw it on your face?"

Pei Yingsheng frowned slightly, and after a moment of silence, he finally said, "That's the most common one."

The man who has always been at ease in the kitchen is at a loss. He has never used the oven, and his hands and arms are covered with blisters for a while.

Pei Yingsheng was afraid that the blisters would burst and stain the cake, so he turned around silently and put on disposable gloves.

Master Wang was guiding him tremblingly. Seeing that Pei Yingsheng's hands were covered with the word 'rich' written all over his body, he interrupted and asked, "How about I..." Come on.

Pei Yingsheng glanced at him, and Master Wang swallowed back the words that came to his lips.

At the end of the day, he finally finished writing the words 'Happy Birthday to Ayu', Pei Yingsheng turned around to get the cake box, when an aunt came to serve the plate, she accidentally knocked off the cake on the table.

With a dull sound, the cake that Pei Yingsheng had made became a lump on the ground.

Suddenly the whole old house fell silent.

No one has ever seen Pei Yingsheng go crazy, but everyone knows how terrifying it is when he goes crazy.

"Master, I, I didn't do it on purpose!" The aunt turned pale instantly, "You must not drive me out! How about I make you a new one!"

The man looked at the cake on the ground in silence, only the word 'A Yu' could be seen clearly because of the fall.He suddenly panicked, but fortunately the cake was not sent out.

Such an intention is too obvious, besides him, who else would call him 'A Yu'.

But Ah Yu didn't love him anymore.

A Yu, A Yu, A Yu, A Yu...

Pei Yingsheng recited these two words over and over again in his heart unbearably. Through the disposable gloves, he only felt that his fingertips were numb. The blisters on the back of his hands should have burst. Through the gloves, he could see a shallow layer on the back of his hands. pink.

He frowned, thinking about such a cake made with his own hands, would Ah Yu despise it?

The long silence is disconcerting.

Even the old man and Qi Fang never thought of stopping him from delivering cakes to Jiang Anyu. After all, the four of them celebrated the children's birthdays together from childhood to adulthood.

"Response," the old man's voice finally softened, "Auntie Song has been in the old house for more than ten years. Although she didn't take care of you when you grew up, she can be regarded as taking care of Xiao Fang for your sister. In this matter, don't It’s over every ounce.”

"Besides, Xiao Yu may not be short of your cake."

He may not lack your cake.

Pei Yingsheng curled up his fingertips in pain, and when he raised his head, his eyes were rarely reddened in front of everyone, "Why do you all think that my nature is bad and hard to figure out?"

He's already changing, he's not as bad as he used to be, he's even going to get better.

But why no one noticed it.

The back of Pei Yingsheng leaving was so decisive that the old man was rarely taken aback.There was no quarrel or trouble, and it was rare that he didn't even toss his body. This time, the old man finally couldn't see through what Pei Yingsheng wanted.

...

On Jiang Anyu's birthday, he didn't call many people, and he didn't have many friends.

Zhao Yijiu, Qi Fang, Cui Shu, and Uncle Song.

That night, everyone gathered in the room Qi Fang had booked, and the table was full of wine and drinks.

When he heard someone knocking on the door, Jiang Anyu was taken aback, and looked at the other three people in the room, wondering who else would come.When he saw Cui Shu at the door, Jiang Anyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly his nose felt sour, and finally he couldn't help but go up and hug Cui Shu tightly.

"Happy birthday!"

"You're back."

The voices of the two sounded at the same time, but Jiang Anyu's hoarse voice rarely made Cui Shu's eyes blush.

Jiang Anyu didn't know what happened to Cui Shu, no one told him.It wasn't until that time when he heard Pei Yingsheng say that he rescued Cui Shu that he learned from the news that Cui Shu had suffered such bullying and that Cui Shu wanted to save him.

But Cui Shu was with Pei Yingsheng, so he had no choice but to quietly ask Qi Fang if he was doing well, and he was not relieved until Qi Fang said that Pei Yingsheng did take good care of Cui Shu.

Cui Shu was almost overwhelmed by his enthusiasm, the cake in his hand was shaking.

"Xiao Yu," the young man in front of him was too thin, almost a gust of wind could blow him away, Cui Shu felt distressed, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, "We all came out."

Jiang Anyu's eyes were warm.

Yes, they all came out of the nightmare.

"I brought you a cake by the way."

Jiang Anyu lowered her eyes and looked at the red pulp on the cake that said: Happy birthday to Xiaoyu!

With a thin and neat golden body, in a trance, he remembered the name that he hadn't thought of for a long time.

An unbearable pain in my heart.

His emotions were quickly covered up by him. Jiang Anyu took the cake and put it on the other side of the table. He explained to Cui Shu: "Uncle Song, you came early. His cake has already been opened~"

Cui Shu quickly understood that Jiang Anyu didn't want to waste it, and just felt it was a pity for a while. The man practiced the handwriting over and over again in the room, for fear that Jiang Anyu would recognize his handwriting. In the end, it was still earlier than what Song Qingyuan said.

Looking at the elegant man beside Jiang Anyu, Cui Shu just wanted to sigh that there is no such thing as first-come, first-served love.

He only hoped that after Pei Yingsheng saw it, he would give up earlier and let Jiang Anyu leave earlier.

After a while, he heard Jiang Anyu say again: "Xiaoshu's cake, Xiaoyu brought it, go back, and eat with senior brother."

The door of the room was opened with a small gap, which was specially left by Cui Shu when he came in.

Pei Yingsheng outside the door pursed his lips impatiently.Even eating with Qin Mo would be enough for Pei Yingsheng to be happy for a long time.

At that time in the old house, he couldn't say it, but on this day, he couldn't bear it no matter what.

Pei Yingsheng saw the cake he made was placed on the corner of the table, and Song Qingyuan sat beside Jiang Anyu, putting on a birthday hat for him affectionately, the young man was also very happy, and adjusted the angle of the hat by himself.

Pei Yingsheng was sour and happy for him.

It turned out that A Yu had had so many friends without knowing it.

The wrist that adjusted the birthday hat kept moving, and the sleeve slipped down. He saw the scar on the young man's wrist.Suddenly remembered that when Ah Yu came back from school, they had an argument over acting. He was sitting on the soft chair, and when he saw the wound on Ah Yu's wrist, he really wanted to ask: Does it hurt here? pain.

But later, because he was angry, he didn't say anything.

"Happy birthday to you..."

The sound of singing came from inside, and Pei Yingsheng stood at the door, singing along with them, humming the birthday song in a low voice.

That year he took Ah Yu back to the old house for the first time, the 12-year-old was timid, Qi Fang just glanced at him, and he was so frightened that he wanted to shrink behind Pei Yingsheng.

So Pei Yingsheng picked him up and put him in his arms, the child's arms hung tightly around his neck, and his legs were tightly clasped around his waist, but Pei Yingsheng laughed at seeing him, and cursed at Qi Fang, "Get out!" , "Today is A Yu's birthday, and I rolled my eyes and poached your eyeballs as a birthday present for A Yu."

Qi Fang snorted, staring at Jiang Anyu more and more like a little wolf, the more he didn't know how to restrain himself, but in the end he was cleaned up by Pei Yingsheng, and obediently sang a birthday song to Jiang Anyu.

After the matter was over, Jiang Anyu held the cake in his own hands, and walked up to Qi Fang cautiously, "Here, you." '

'Master, I don't want you to eat! Qi Fang knocked over his cake with one hand, and half of it fell on the child's porcelain white shoes.

After being silent for a long time, Jiang Anyu raised his head: "No, just eat and live."I let, Grandpa, specially, leave it to you. '

'And, I don't want your eyeballs. '

Qi Fang watched him run away, carefully wiped off the cream on the shoes, and then nestled in Pei Yingsheng's arms, whispering something to him, which actually made Pei Yingsheng laugh.So he became even more bored, unable to figure out what was so good about Pei Yingsheng, why he didn't make him laugh.

Fingertips brushed the cream on the ground, Qi Fang stuffed it into his mouth, "Then I can barely wish you a happy birthday." '

Pei Yingsheng heard Jiang Anyu say that the little boy was very handsome, and it was terrible to have his eyes gouged out, and he didn't want such a birthday present.

So Pei Yingsheng teased him whether he liked Qi Fang.

Jiang An blushed when he was in trouble, and looked at Pei Yingsheng sullenly, "Where, like, like him."

Pei Yingsheng couldn't help pursing the corners of his mouth, looking at Jiang Anyu who was surrounded by everyone in the room, in the blink of an eye, tears finally couldn't help but slid down from the corners of his eyes.

It was like playing truth or dare, Zhao Yizhen could play with anyone, and soon he became the host.

"Hey, wait, wait! Brother Song, did it transfer to you just now!"

Zhao Yijuu pulled Jiang Anyu's clothes and called you Uncle Song to get away with it, but Song Qingyuan had no choice but to admit it with a smile.

"Truth or Big Adventure?"

"Speak the truth!"

Zhao Yijiu glanced at the card he drew out, and couldn't help but say 'wow', "I'm so excited! Among the handsome guys here, who do you like the most?"

Song Qingyuan frowned and smiled in surprise. He was still asked this kind of question even when he was old, but he couldn't help but turned sideways. Under the dim light, he observed Jiang Anyu's porcelain white side face, "We Xiaoyu How pretty."

As if afraid of embarrassing Jiang An, Song Qingyuan added: "It's very photogenic."

Qi Fang raised his eyes lazily, glanced at him, scoffed, and pretended to be a fart.

Jiang Anyu thanked her shyly.

Everyone teased him for a while, and then went on to the next round. This time, the ball on the turntable landed on Jiang Anyu's side very accurately. Before he could react, Qi Fang next to him looked at the cards in Zhao Yizhen's hand. As soon as he kicked the table, the bead rolled to Zhao Yichen again.

Zhao Yizhu: "???"

Qi Fang apologized embarrassedly and insincerely: "Slippery feet."

"Qi Fang! You can't act recklessly just because you are handsome..."

Zhao Yiju scolded him for a long time, and Qi Fang who scolded him almost fell asleep.Jiang Anyu hurriedly put the ball in front of him, "Okay, lah."

Zhao Yijiu snorted and looked down to see the only cards left in his hand. It was the truth.

He froze for a moment, and instantly understood what Qi Fang meant, "Hey! Forget it, forget it, what's so funny about it!"

He put his cards on the table and shouted that it was boring.

It's boring to say it, but I was in high spirits just now, Jiang Anyu thought.While saying that he must abide by the rules, everyone obeyed, he took it casually, and when he saw the question above, he was stunned for a short moment.

Cui Shu saw that he looked strange, so he brought it over and read it to everyone: "Did you bid farewell to your ex?"

Pei Yingsheng outside the door felt a sharp pain in his heart, curled up his fingertips impatiently, and suddenly his heart was beating non-stop.This question was too deadly and hurtful. When he heard this question, a chill swept over his body in an instant, and he couldn't help shivering.

However, I really want to hear his answer, I want to hear it like crazy.

After a while, he heard Jiang Anyu say: "A person like him, how, is it possible."

How could it be possible for someone like him.

The hoarse voice sounded really sad and helpless.

Pei Yingsheng's mind was empty for a moment, like a ship lost in the sea without direction, until the next second, when the waves hit, he and the boat were smashed to pieces.

Severe pain hit him, and the pain made him almost unable to stand still, so he could only hold on to the wall, his fingertips firmly clenched into the wall.

He thought that it would not be long before we met again, so he didn't say goodbye properly on the day we parted.

But it never occurred to him to... say goodbye.

The author has something to say: Initial time: 59 minutes and 47 seconds, emmm, it can barely count as February 2th...

Pei Yingsheng: He wants to eat pears, I'll wash them right away!

Zhao Yijiu: No, I want to eat it.

感谢在2022-02-0222:47:15~2022-02-0423:59:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Forever... 4; Qianyue Weiyang 1;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!