i may be a bug

How do I feel about the addition of love science to the subject?

Get an ambulance for my relationship teacher, I always feel like he's going to be strangled by me.

——Tanikawa Kakutani

As Tamamo said before, it is too difficult for me to understand the love others have for me.Ah, why don't you ask me to learn to love others?

There must always be a sequence. I need to understand that I am being loved before I have the opportunity to learn to love.Otherwise, going to love someone alone but not being able to receive the love from others may lead me to another path of no return.

There were setbacks from the start.

Taking him as an example, I can believe that all his actions are because he wants to make me happy, but he will easily classify this emotion as friendship.

It is not entirely true to say that there is no love in my mind. I have a concept of love, I know its meaning, and I have a personal understanding of it.I just feel at a loss for the gentleness revealed by other people's actions, as if I saw some great monster.If this kind of tenderness is still going around and conveyed to me, I don’t think it’s watching monsters. My logic does not support this kind of analysis, so I will automatically ignore it and make a logical complement.

It is still difficult for me to accept other people's straight balls. After nine bends and eighteen bends, I have been left behind and chose my own logic.

Yuzaoqian appeared in front of me automatically every day when I just woke up, and then wagged his nine tails and smiled, making me guess what he had in his hand.

"Guess what, little girl."

The thing hidden in the palm of his hand is sometimes a piccolo reinforced with demon power.Of course, even the piccolo couldn't be hidden in his hands, and he gave it for nothing.I have never learned this kind of piccolo, so he taught me by hand.

Everything he makes is in double portions, which is convenient for teaching.

I learned the piccolo from him, and I also learned to play some minor tunes with the piccolo, and I learned from the tunes the mood of the people who wrote these tunes.Tamamo said that this would be more pleasant.

The tunes he plays are always nice. I put the same flute in my hand, and after touching it for a month, what he said was missing something.

One day I surprised him very much and blew it like weeping, making him think that something happened to me.But the reality of that time was that I found myself moonlighting again, the sadness caused by not being able to eat Daifuku.

He was angry and funny: "Then you can't eat octopus balls and three-color dumplings."

I silently took out the piccolo, and performed a heartbreaking performance with the sound of the flute.

When my flute had feelings, it was not what he hoped, but because of some unexpected things, for example, he really didn't expect that I would be so poor.

I went back to my old job.

As an ordinary painter, there is a coveted beauty by her side.Beauty, male, always look at me with resentment. As soon as he stands next to me, a group of young girls who are bewildered by beauty and young in love line up for me to paint.

I will be rich in no time.

Behind me, Yuzao, who unconsciously betrayed her beauty, said that the way I look at money is more touching than looking at him.

In fact, Yu Zaoqian also wanted me to draw for him, but I sternly refused, and I said seriously: "My hair can't be worth any more."

More importantly, I will not sell those accessories for money.

Reason, "You won't be happy."

While playing guessing every morning in Yuzao, he would say "I like you" again.Although he said that I don't understand what his emotions are, I do know that many of those things were woven by Tamazamae himself.The accessories full of heart also use precious materials, and they are used to buy my paintings, which is a premium.

If I sell it, Tamazamae's attitude is to let me do as I please. He has a lot of materials and enough time, and he can teach me how to weave hair bands.

When I said this reason, he was dazed for a moment, "Is that so? If these things can please you in another way, how could I be unhappy?"

"Then I'll sell it."

"Go."

When I came back, Tamazamae was weaving a new hairband. Gold and silver threads were entwined around his fingertips. Originally, his eyes looked like melting gold. Like a halo.

As soon as I came back, he looked at me with a smile: "You're back?"

"The hairband you gave me is really valuable." I remembered the greedy look in the businessman's eyes when I took out this hairband, and the price he gave. I didn't seem to have any other expressions to express it except for laughing. Out of the emotions I encountered those things.

"Because it was so valuable, I was regarded as a fat sheep. I met a few people and said they would sell me."

Is this the end of this man-made disaster without Yuzao?

The God of Misfortune's buff may not be fully controlled until now. As soon as I went out, I encountered a new man-made disaster.

Take out something priceless and just appraise the price, and you will be overwhelmed by greed.

Yu Zaoqian put down the headband in his hand, I felt his overwhelming demonic power, and the sharp claws of this big demon were released again.

"Did they hurt you?"

Speaking of this, I feel a little complicated. They didn't hurt me, and I took away their money and bought some food.

"Gone."

"And because of these accidents, I'm rich, you see."

I bought all the snacks that can be bought around, and there are a bunch of Kopei candies.I divided this pile of things, and allocated half to Yu Zaoqian, "Here, this is yours."

I didn't sell that hair tie.

Every time I go out and shout "I'm going to sell hairbands today", when I come back, the hairbands are still there, and there are a lot of things.

"Because hair bands are so valuable, and I still have money now, it's not a strange thing to hoard it."

"Is there a hair tie?"

Tamamomae put the newly braided headband on my hand.At most, he only held my hand before, and he was still cautious. When the nine tails surrounded me, it was often because he said he was jealous.

But now, this is the first hug between us.

He said, "Don't do that."

"But you're having fun right now."

"Yes, I'm happy, but please stop."

Yuzao said, "I didn't expect you to have the feelings I expected, but you are like this, I can't control myself."

Yuzao analyzed some things with me earlier.

"Sui, in your heart, can the expression of intimacy only be classified as friendship and family affection?"

I'm just at a loss.

"No, there are other things, but I don't know much about the others."

I don’t know how old Tamazamo is, but now he looks at me very lovingly, just like looking at a child... "I’m not looking at a child." Tamamomae probably knew what I was thinking, he sighed, and after sighing, he still I want to laugh, but I feel a little sad, "Try, put it on my liking for you, give it a try."

I'm often out of place in the world because I'm not romantic enough.

"..." I opened my mouth, "You like me, so you see me like this."

I'm sorry, I still like people, let's talk about it. I'm good at liking others, but I'm not good at being liked by others.As long as I change my position, I am a master of mind reading. Even if there is a slight change in the facial micro-expression of the person I like, I can read his mood.

"but--"

"But, after all, you don't know whether that person likes you or not."

"Or don't care?"

"You can't distinguish those likes. Your likes are pure, without any love. You are just fulfilling the duties of an identity."

At that time, I thought his eyes were really poisonous.

But now the person who analyzed for me also fell into confusion, and his original clear thinking was disrupted. Instead, he asked me: "Do you know what liking is?"

It might be a mistake to ask me for an answer.

Tamamo didn't prepare for me to give him an accurate answer, so he just smiled and rubbed my hair in the end.

The next morning, he spread out his palms, and there were gold flat candies with sugar wrappers folded into star shapes: "Here, little girl, here are the stars."

"Is there anything else you want?"

"Octopus balls."

Shiju is really unlucky, it used to be only watched by me, but now Yuzaoqian is also looking at that octopus.The two of us caught it at the seaside where it haunted. Amidst its whimpering, Tamamomae spread out his notebook recording the recipes of octopus balls very seriously.

For this reason, this big monster went to the house of a monster who can make small octopus balls. After watching him make small octopus balls for a week and practiced them, he said today that he would take me to eat small octopus balls.

Shi Ju, who is about to become Xiaowanzi: I cried so loudly.

Octopus balls are relatively simple to eat. When I was pulled by Yuzao to make them together, I felt a little uneasy. I even leaned to the edge of the stone distance and asked it how to make it delicious.

Shi Ju: "..."

In the silence, I began to sharpen the knife, holding back a smile in front of Yuzao who was making noodles, watching me take out the sharpened knife and gesturing at Shi Ju, "If you don't say anything, the octopus will really die!"

"It's worse to die than to say."

Oh wow.

"If you say it, you will only break your leg."

"Really?"

"real."

Shi Ju held up its three octopus whiskers, and reluctantly said, "Cut it off."

Because I gave up three octopus tentacles, I kept the surviving Shiju in a tank, which was taken out by Tamazao, and it felt hopeless when it saw it.

"I'm just a stone distance."

But what is this tank?

The monster in front of Yuzao is so strong that it is almost cruel to say that if he dares to run away, he will change from octopus balls to octopus sashimi.

Yuzao said slowly: "The little girl likes it."

Little girl. Me: "Don't make a fuss, we'll eat small balls later."

Shi Ju watched from the tank as I waved a kitchen knife to chop its three octopus tendrils into fine pieces, and watched Yuzao take out a bunch of things just to make the stuffing of octopus balls.

It wanted to be mighty and unyielding, but in the end...

The octopus balls are really delicious!

How is it so delicious.

"So next time, grow more octopus whiskers."

Shi Ju, who is obsessed with octopus balls: "Of course..." No, it saw the smiling Tamamo in front of the tank, the balls in his hand...still fragrant.

"Of course it will be longer next time!"

After Yu Zaoqian got a satisfactory answer, he changed his face to face me again, unlike the threat to Shi Ju, his smile was sincere and gentle: "What do you want next time, tell me."

To be honest, the relationship between me and Yu Zaoqian is usually accompanied by various straight balls. He will not say things that I do not understand. Before he does something, he will tell him why he does it, but as for the return, he has not thought about it.

"As long as you can feel that I love you, that's fine."

Sometimes when he does something, without any explanation, I feel like I am doing reading comprehension, and I try to make the answer I wrote depend on whether he likes me.For that I need to hold down those out-of-place adjectives that keep popping up in my head.

For example, Kopei candy, octopus balls, Daifuku...

When I asked Shi Ju how to write a thank you letter, he almost became the first octopus in history to choke to death in sea water.

"Just say, you like him as much as you like octopus balls?"

I looked at its only half of the octopus tentacles, "This means that tomorrow your entire octopus may become a ball."

Because the advice I found was very unreliable, it was just an octopus eating octopus balls, and I didn't make it difficult for it.

I didn't write a thank you note.

Instead, I was waiting in the corridor in front of Tamamo, who was going out to buy tomorrow's ingredients. I saw him come back and jumped in front of him:

"The gods will answer your wishes."

"I'll try to get closer to you."