i may be a bug

Don't set up flags indiscriminately.

——Tanikawa Kakutani

Attempt failed.

Yamata no Orochi once looked at me with pity, saying that my divine power is too cold, like ice cubes put in water.

——"Yayoi, your divine power will quench the enthusiasm of those who love you, because they can clearly know in this cold divine power that their hearts have never been correctly perceived."

——"So they are a little too cool."

The words of these gods and gods can be converted into that the divine power of the gods is related to the state of the gods themselves, and my divine power means that I am an ice cube that has not melted in the water.

Water is the thought that all living beings gather in me.

"It doesn't matter what the outside world is like, you are just a god."

It's like the ice in the water that seems to be affected, but in fact it still hasn't melted.

Yu Zaoqian and I, according to the general routine, there are probably two saddest endings: one is that he successfully taught me how to love others, but in the end it is others who are cheap.Another is that I didn't understand how to love until I died, and there was no time at that time.

In fact, there is a third kind, the story between us, which has no ending.It's the same as the half-carved fan, the half-braided hairband he made, and the brush that I drew halfway without ink.They just sit there and no one goes any further.

The ending he was afraid of giving up halfway did not appear, he persisted very well, but I gave up halfway.

Because it's not worth it.

He is not worth it to do so much for such a misfortune god like me.When I tried and failed, I probably knew our end.

If he continues to consume, the best ending between us is that he sees me as unloving and dies in front of him.

After all, my time here is always limited.If the time is relatively stable and I know when to leave, I am still willing to stay with him and do something that makes him happy.

Be the first to confess.

Still with such a serious attitude, he has the attitude of spending his whole life on this matter.

I had nothing else to do to make him happy except trying to respond.

The time I spent with Tamazamae was five years if calculated in years.

We just started the story in the first year, and I said I would try to get closer to him.

He taught me a lot in the second year, and we both felt that I could learn to love.

In the third year, the two of us have seen the summer festival three times, and we also went to the deep mountains and became a strange talk among the locals.I covered my stomach and laughed together with him.

At the summer festival in the fourth year, we wore fox masks, the two of us wore yukata, stepped on clogs, and ate octopus balls, just like ordinary people at the summer festival.

The fifth year... In the fifth year, Xiaowu saw me in a small village. I was still a painter, no different from when he saw me, still cheating.

"I thought I could write a good story, but in the end, there is no ending?"

"Be grateful if there is no ending. If there is an ending, I am afraid that Yuzao will go crazy."

If there is any ending to the story between me and Yuzao, the most practical one is the one I said before. The current situation is better.

What does it mean that the story has no ending, Xiaowu is not in the mood to ask.He received the familiar letter of "I have no money, do you want to draw illustrations?" He thought that I had finally got rid of Tamazamae, or that I was injured by Tamazamae, but...he thought too much.

My current situation is not bad, I don't have the decadence of a frustrated person, and there is no smell of resentment, except as always... Poor!

Xiaowu: "Where's your money?"

My face was deep: "Don't ask about the money, if you ask, you don't have any money."

Xiaowu: "..."

My life is back to how it was before.

Be a painter and follow Xiaowu around.Now there is no such thing as painting mountains falling down, painting water whistling, my drawing paper is full of mountains and rivers.

Xiaowu is writing his stories, I paint my landscapes, and I also paint the stories I have painted before when I have time.

One day, when we were immersed in our own work, Xiaowu, who was writing a book, stopped the pen in his hand and looked at me suspiciously: "Why do I feel that you are not a god? You are a bit like a bookworm."

"Have you heard of the replacement of the gods?"

"You died once?"

"No."

I said lightly, "I just used my divine power to make a deal with Yamata no Orochi, and got out of the divine book by the way."

"I will not cut off fate."

I moved Tamamomae and my relationship.

It was cut off by a calamity god, and as for the divine power, I kept the relationship with me before suppressing Yuzao, so that it would not resuscitate in a short time.Yamata no Orochi was still smiling at the time: "Little girl?"

He said that I am worthy of being a god of misfortune.

Very cruel.

I corrected him: "This is called stop loss. I can't make him feel pain anymore, it's enough. Like me is what makes him so painful, so cut it off from the source."

It was the first time for Futsu God who cut off fate to see such a subversion of the short-lived life. He looked at us with a pair of cobalt blue eyes, and Yamata Orochi smiled and erased his memory by the way.

"Forget about him."

In order to cut off the bad relationship between me and Tamamo, and make Tamamo become that big monster again, so that I don’t have to suffer again because of my affairs, we have used three gods here, two evil gods, and one evil god.

Yamata no Orochi complained faintly: "It feels similar to the sacrifice scene."

I felt the same: "Yeah, it's Tamamo-mae after all."

The evil relationship between the big monster and me is very tenacious. Only by pulling away all my divine power can I suppress its tendency to form again.The illusory fox that was suppressed by my divine power looked sleepy, occasionally whimpered at me, and grinned at Yamata no Orochi.

Yamata no Orochi finally reminded me: "Don't let Tamamozen see you again."

I:?

"And don't let him know that you are dying."

I:? ?

"I need to remind you that foxes are tough."

I get it.

Because I spent a lot of time dealing with these things, I wanted to find Huang in the middle, and Yamata no Orochi withdrew his unclean power, lazily took the messenger out of his sleeve, and played with throwing snakes.

He made it clear that he didn't deal with Huang.

And cutting off fate is such a wicked thing, and arrogating such a tall image, it always feels like blasphemy to do this.

"Why don't you feel that his pain is also a sweet treat?"

"I know."

"You really... really... make me feel scared."

When Yu Zao said "I like you" day after day, although I can't really empathize with him, I can still feel a certain sense of satisfaction from his tone.

I also once asked: "Do you need to cut off the relationship between us and give up this sad life?"

"Little girl, why do you think I'm sad?"

"Because the god you like will probably never respond to your feelings."

"The monster's time is very long."

At that time, he felt that time could be a good medicine for all pain, not to mention that he didn't think it was such a painful thing, at most it was expected.

"I'm ready to gamble the fox's life, Sui Shen, I will not betray you."

But the lifespan of a god is as short as morning dew.

I'm just a visitor.

It doesn't make sense for him to lose his whole life because of a passer-by. I don't think it's fair.

He will not turn his back on the gods.

The gods chose to abandon him.

If not, he would really have lost his life, which would be too difficult.

"It's not difficult to understand. Forgetting a dying person is the fastest way for a living person to get rid of the shadow."

Because I can't really respond to his emotions, I can only choose this method.

In the final analysis, this kind of method that treats the symptoms but not the root cause is still the responsibility of the supernatural ability.

I don't quite understand the concept of raising high questions, but different abilities tell me that raising high questions is real.I don't dare to bet on the concept of raising questions in the memory protected by supernatural powers. I know there must be some, but what if what it says is true?

It also said I was dying.

The ability is a dog.

After I dealt with everything in the fastest and least injurious way, I chose the most extreme method before there was only one Tamamo left.

I hope Yuzao can have a good life before and after, and fall in love with a girl who can respond to him, and the two of them will be happy together.Or you can do it alone, as long as you are happy, don't meet someone like me and make yourself miserable to that point.

Now I still want to say that the superhuman ability is a dog!

It is a real dog!

I don't feel well if I don't cheat for a day!

Because, I was woken up by the alarm clock.

All the memories come back in a flash, I have a headache, I want to beat up the supernatural powers, don't do business all day, just cheat me, just cheat me, is it interesting?Is this interesting?

It was true to say that the question of raising heights was true, but in the end I sealed myself as an amber and asked Xiaowu to help manage it. After I got myself offline, I heard clearly:

The subject of the dream: Tanikawa Kakaya

Rating: 5

I:……

I:! ! !

Is the content of my dreams so exciting? There is a beautiful monster who will never leave me, and is determined to pry open my love nerves, wanting to have a sweet love with me...

What kind of shameful PLAY is this fucking? ?

Brain theater kills me.

If it's just my dream, it's a little strange, but it doesn't matter, it's just being confessed repeatedly in the dream.

Thinking about it this way, I feel a little too pitiful, because I only dream of confession when I dream.