Stupid, you are the substitute!

It is rare for Chi Qiu to have such a peaceful sleep moment. When he opened his eyes, the sun shines through the curtains, the texture of the fabric is clearly visible, and it is warm.

Qin Yan's arm wrapped around his body, and his entire back was leaning on the other's chest, wide and warm, and the sound of his heartbeat was exceptionally clear.

Chi Qiu turned his head slightly, and Qin Yan's side face came into view, with deep eyebrows and eyes, even with a sleeping face, it gave people a strong feeling.

He was slightly stunned for a moment, his thoughts slowly recovered, and he immediately sat up and fumbled for his phone.

This movement woke up Qin Yan who was next to him, and the other party directly hugged him by the waist and fell into the bed.

Chi Qiu struggled subconsciously, pushed away the opponent's hand, and said anxiously, "What time is it?"

Qin Yan shook Luo Kong's hand, seeing his bewildered look, immediately took the watch next to him, glanced at it and handed it to him, "Three fifteen in the afternoon."

There are still 45 hours and [-] minutes until the submission deadline.

Chi Qiu's eyes sank when he looked at the dial, and when he raised his eyes to look at Qin Yan again, he looked calm again.

Qin Yan understood what he meant, and typed a line on the phone for him to read.

: The recording studio is always there, you can use it as you like.

Chi Qiu's eyes flickered for a few moments, but within a few seconds, he lowered his eyes, his shoulders suddenly relaxed, shook his head and said nothing.

The sun fell on the back of his neck, and the direction of his spine was clearly visible, so fragile that he couldn't bear a single blow.

Qin Yan couldn't bear it, reached out and stroked the hair on the back of his head, soft and soft.

Chi Qiu avoided his hand and got off the bed from the other side.

Nothing in the room has changed, and the things he didn't take away are still in the bathroom. The only difference is that there is a bunch of dried flowers pasted next to the mirror. The petals are small, and the shape should be jasmine.

In fact, such a scene can be seen in every corner of the apartment, and he discovered it when he came in yesterday.

Chi Qiu looked at the bouquet of flowers for a long time, and when he finally looked away, he let out a subtly deep breath.

Suddenly someone approached behind him, Qin Yan leaned over beside him, opened the door of the locker below, and took out a new set of toiletries.

Chi Qiu looked up slightly, the delicate light fell on Qin Yan's side face, tender and tender, he blinked, and when the other handed him the toothbrush, he stood still with a serious expression, "Qin Yan, you don't have to so."

Qin Yan paused for a moment, then hooked his lips into a chuckle, and spoke slowly, allowing him to see the shape of his mouth clearly, "I want to treat you well, this is my business."

Chi Qiu shook his head and said it very easily, "I don't need it."

Being rejected so bluntly again, Qin Yan was much more relaxed than he imagined. He didn't say anything, but just stuffed the toothbrush with toothpaste into Chi Qiu's hand, and went to the balcony to light a cigarette.

Qin Yan even admired his good temper now.

He thinks that he has never been the one who is entangled and can't afford to let go. On the contrary, he is very rational.

For all those who want to leave, he will stand coldly in the third perspective and give them the right to choose.

Once the other party chooses to give up, he will never allow himself to ask him to stay even if he is reluctant to give up in every possible way.

Chi Qiu was the only exception.

When I first met Chi Qiu, Qin's Media was facing a great crisis. When the building was about to collapse, Qin Yan took over Qin's Media.

No one thinks highly of him, including his father Qin Wei, after all... If Qin Shu didn't have asthma, he might have been sent away from the Qin family when his mother died.

The young man in power wanted to win the right to speak, and paid far more than he was seen by others, but at his most difficult time, his young lover broke up with him.

He didn't try to keep him, and he didn't even bother to force him, as if he didn't care if he broke the jar.

Anyway, he is already strong enough, there is nothing wrong with being so strong alone.

Until the first meeting in the bar, Chi Qiu's sense of loneliness hit him immediately.

Most of the time, he felt that he and Chi Qiu were the same kind of people.

When lying on the same bed, he could clearly empathize with Chi Qiu beside him, who was as lonely as him.

This feeling made him very at ease, like a person who was walking alone in the heavy snow found another person who was alone.

Even if he couldn't get out of this vast snowfield, at least he didn't die alone.

So, how could he let Chi Qiu leave him.

When the third cigarette went out, Wen Yao called him, and he gave a hoarse voice.

"Mr. Qin, the fireworks were not set off last night. The fireworks company is asking if they want to cancel the order?"

Qin Yan remembered that the original plan was to take Chi Qiu to finish the Tanabata dinner, and then drive to the riverside to watch the fireworks show.

He threw the cigarette butt into the ashtray and said in a low voice, "You don't need to cancel it, just put it on tonight."

If Chi Qiu could be happier, he probably wouldn't be willing to leave him.

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After Chi Qiu washed up, he opened the door and saw Qin Yan smoking a cigarette outside the balcony. He licked his lips and turned to the kitchen.

He opened the refrigerator and saw that there were plenty of ingredients inside. There was a sealed strawberry cake on the last layer, which was very delicate and even more beautiful than the one he prepared last time.

Chi Qiu remembered the message Qin Yan sent him the day before. Qin Yan seemed to like strawberry cake very much, but the one in the refrigerator was no longer edible.

He thought for a while, and finally took out his phone and ordered a cake on the delivery app.

When returning to the desktop, his fingertips just landed on the mailbox icon. Chi Qiu paused for a long time, and finally clicked in.

Still no reply.

This time, he exited calmly, uninstalled the mailbox, and finally put the phone back in his pocket without any emotion.

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The glass window of the balcony was knocked, Qin Yan turned his head to look, Chi Qiu took off his apron, and motioned him to go out.

Qin Yan pursed his lips, opened the door and followed. Just after passing the sofa, he smelled the aroma of yam pork rib soup.

With a thought in his mind, he strode towards the dining room, and sure enough, the dishes were already set on the table.

Qin Yan touched the tip of his nose, turned his head to look, Chi Qiu was still in the kitchen, the light from the refrigerator shone brightly in his eyes.

He walked over to have a look, and it happened that Chi Qiu was holding the cake and putting strawberries on it.

The cake was not too big or too small, just big enough for two people, Qin Yan recognized at a glance that it was not the one he had prepared.

He looked in the direction of the trash can, and inside were the takeaway boxes that had just been opened.

As soon as Chi Qiu put the last strawberry on the table, there was a shadow on the table. He paused for a moment, without looking back, and went to divide the cake with a knife.

"There is no strawberry cake, so I bought a cream cake and added strawberries on top, don't you mind?"

Qin Yan smiled and shook his head.

He felt that Chi Qiu had misunderstood something. What he liked was never strawberry cake, but the person who held the strawberry cake and asked him to make a wish that night.

Chi Qiu didn't say anything else, Qin Yan took the cake from him and went to the dining room, and then opened the chair for him.

Neither of them spoke again, but Chi Qiu could clearly feel Qin Yan's rising emotions.

At the end of the meal, Chi Qiu suddenly took out his mobile phone and typed a line to Qin Yan: I want to go back to school.

Qin Yan had a headache, and Bai Jie told him to take Chi Qiu to the hospital for a detailed examination the night before. He was still thinking about how to coax him to the hospital, but he was already ready to leave.

He licked his lower lip and took out that poorly used excuse.

: Yuanbao is still with Wen Yao, let's take it back first.

Chi Qiu was concerned about Yuan Bao, but this time, he just moved his eyelashes slightly and shook his head firmly.

Qin Yan suddenly felt flustered, and as expected, Chi Qiu typed a line in the next second.

: No, I won't take it with me this time.

Qin Yan grabbed his wrist, "What do you mean by no more?"

Among all the words to express refusal, what he hated the most was the word "no more".

This word carries too many emotions of disgust and resistance from the parties involved, but more often, this word is clearly a compromise and escape from reality.

It was Ming Chiqiu who was reluctant to part with Yuan Bao, but because he wanted to draw a line with him, he had no choice but to choose.

Chi Qiu didn't hear his voice, but he understood his emotions.He avoided Qin Yan's eyes and got up to clean up the dishes, but was pulled back again.

Qin Yan was not quite reconciled, "Don't you see me for the last time?"

As expected, Chi Qiu began to hesitate, without giving him time to react, Qin Yan got up and went to change clothes, pulled him up and went out.

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Wen Yao sent Yuanbao to the outside of the community. As soon as he got out of the car, he straightened his clothes quickly, looking a little embarrassed, "Mr. Qin, Mr. Chi, I'm really sorry. I was late yesterday. Yuanbao still has a dose of vaccine that he hasn't vaccinated."

"It's okay," Qin Yan and Wen Yao's eyes met for a moment, then looked at Chi Qiu, took out his mobile phone and typed without haste, briefly explained the situation, and finally added a sentence: If you are not in a hurry, let's go to the pet hospital together .

Chi Qiu didn't say anything, just knelt down and touched Yuan Bao, smelling the familiar smell, Yuan Bao wanted to throw himself into his arms.He stood up, took the leash from Wen Yao's hand, and without looking at Qin Yan, he directly took Yuan Bao into the car.

Having made an appointment in advance, Yuan Bao's inoculation was completed soon. When leaving the hospital lobby, Qin Yan stopped behind Chi Qiu.

Chi Qiu turned around suspiciously, Qin Yan raised his chin towards a private hospital across the road, he looked over, his eyes paused.

Qin Yan came closer, pointed to his ear, and said very slowly: "Check."

Chi Qiu pursed his lips and nodded slightly.

Qin Yan was a little surprised. He thought that it would take a lot of talking before Qiu Qiu would be willing to go to the hospital with him, but he didn't expect the other party to agree so quickly.

After a moment of ecstasy, Chi Qiu had already reached the intersection of traffic lights and looked back at him, frowning slightly, as if urging him.

Qin Yan smiled and strode to keep up.

I have greeted Bai Jie in advance, and the results of the examination will be available soon.While waiting, Chi Qiu sat on the sofa in the rest area of ​​Bai Jie's office, stroking Yuan Bao's hair.

Qin Yan has been sitting opposite Bai Jie's desk, and his peripheral vision has been falling on Chi Qiu.

"I still keep my opinion from last night." Bai Jie put down the report card and looked at Qin Yan with a little pity in his eyes, "He has a problem with his mental state."

Qin Yan twirled his fingers, his eyes became more and more serious, Bai Jie handed over a piece of paper, he glanced at it, the words "Mental Health Test Form" were particularly eye-catching.

He reached out to take it, and made eye contact with Bai Jie, who pointed to the figure nestled on the sofa, beckoning him to go over.

Qin Yan licked his lower lip and waited for a few seconds before getting up and going over.

Chi Qiu held Yuan Bao and squinted his eyes, the sun shone lightly on his face, and he felt broken.When Qin Yan approached, he opened his eyes, moved a little, and sat up straight.

Seeing the paper in Qin Yan's hand, he raised his head and asked, "Did the test result come out?"

Qin Yan nodded, and then handed the typed mobile phone to Chi Qiu to read.

: There is no problem, it will be fine soon, but the hospital is doing a questionnaire recently about the mental health of college students, can you help me fill it out?

Chi Qiu's eyes paused for a moment, but when he raised his eyes, he was still calm. He didn't make a sound, just nodded.

Qin Yan was slightly surprised by Chi Qiu's cooperation, which was obviously such a flawed excuse.

Chi Qiu took the pen and paper from him, leaned on the table and dragged his chin to check the options.

Qin Yan touched the tip of his nose, his hand vibrated suddenly, and he took it out to see that it was the message just sent by Wen Yao.

: Mr. Qin, Mr. Chi's childhood situation has been investigated.

Qin Yan took back the phone without changing his expression, squatted down and touched Chi Qiu's head, and smiled lightly to signal that he would go out for a while.

Chi Qiu nodded, and avoided his hand calmly.

Qin Yan didn't say anything, got up and went out.

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The air conditioner in the corridor of the hospital is very good, Qin Yan is standing in the direction of the air outlet, his complexion is not very good, and he is quite serious for no reason.

Wen Yao handed over the tablet, and when Qin Yan took it, he caught a glimpse of the eye-catching ID photo in the upper right corner.

It's probably a photo from childhood, Chi Qiu's face is plump and round, with bright and pure eyes, and the corners of his mouth are curled into an innocent and cute smile.

The sunny Chi Qiu when I was a child is completely different from the melancholy Chi Qiu now, and Qin Yan is even more sure of his inner guess.

Chi Qiu probably experienced severe psychological trauma in his childhood.

He glanced at the text page, and as expected, in the column of family relations, it was written that his parents died unexpectedly when he was 7 years old.

Wen Yao sighed a little, "Mr. Chi had an unfortunate childhood."

Qin Yan didn't interrupt, but raised his eyes to look at him, as if signaling him to continue.

Wen Yao paused for a while, seeming to be thinking about how to speak, and finally took a breath and said, "Mr. Chi's parents died when Mr. Chi was seven years old. At that time, the family of three was lying in the room taking a nap, and the water in the kitchen was still boiling. It was discovered that the Chi family and his wife died of carbon monoxide poisoning in the end. At that time, Mr. Chi was in the innermost room, so he survived.”

Qin Yan was silent, such accidents happened almost every day, and even became commonplace, but when these words were connected with Chi Qiu, he still felt a twinge in his heart.

"According to reports at the time, if the medical staff were 5 minutes late, Mr. Chi might... be gone."

Wen Yao paused, and then said: "However, not many people thought it was an accident."

Qin Yan raised his eyes when he heard the words, and stopped his fingers sliding the tablet, "What do you mean?"

"Mr. Chi's father was a gambler and owed a lot of debts. One month before the accident, he suddenly bought accident insurance for the whole family. The beneficiary was himself. According to the reports from the surrounding residents, it seems that the Chi family did not take a nap. habit."

Qin Yan frowned, a series of doubts seemed to deliberately lead people in an extreme direction.

"In addition, the insurance company won the final lawsuit on the insurance premium, so the outside world generally believed that this was an attempted insurance fraud."

The tablet displayed the news section at that time. The author spoke sharply and denounced Chi's father as a social scum who wanted to get something for nothing. He even put a mosaic on the photos of the three members of Chi's family.

Qin Yan's eyes fell on the child in the photo who was sitting in front of the birthday cake and making a wish with his palms together. Even though his facial features were hidden, he could still imagine Chi Qiu's expression.

It must be with crooked eyebrows and smiling happily.

He suddenly couldn't bear to look at the past.

It is still in such an unbearable way to lose her parents at the age of seven.

Blocked at the entrance of the hospital by a pair of dark cameras, taking statements over and over again in the ward, and being accused by thousands of people after losing the lawsuit.

At the age when you need your parents the most, everyone points your nose and scolds: Your parents are scum, garbage, and you deserve to die.

He doesn't comment on what the Chi family couple did, he only cares about one thing.

How would Chi Qiu come to be then?

Looking at the photos of Chi Qiu when he was a child, he often had a smile on his face. For him, the death of his parents was probably what Bai Jie called obsession.

The happiness that has been gained and suddenly lost.

"What happened later?" Qin Yan said, his voice a little hoarse.

"Mr. Chi stayed in the orphanage later, and was adopted by a man named Meng Shuang two months later, and there was no news after that."

"No news?"

Wen Yao nodded, "Well, probably in consideration of not wanting to expose Mr. Chi too much to the public eye, so he was well protected."

"Then what about this man named Meng Shuang?"

"I checked, it's the wife of a former high-ranking member of Xingyao, but the two broke up and divorced five years ago. Now she is in a nursing home. It seems that things are not going well recently."

Qin Yan hummed, now that he has found the source of Chi Qiu's knot, he has no intention of prying into the future.

"Got it." Qin Yan took a deep breath, handed the tablet back, and then returned to Bai Jie's office.

Chi Qiu has already filled out the form, ready to get up and hand it to Bai Jie.

Seeing this, Qin Yan walked towards him, smiled slightly, his eyes were full of pity, "give it to me."

Chi Qiu glanced at him and handed him the watch.

Qin Yan took the opportunity to pull him into his arms and hugged him lightly, as if treating a fragile object with great care.

Chi Qiu was slightly taken aback, even when they were together, Qin Yan rarely made such an intimate gesture towards him outside, he pursed his lips, and gently pushed Qin Yan away.

Qin Yan laughed, but finally said nothing, and went to Bai Jie with the test form.

Halfway through, he glanced down at the content on the watch.

1. I feel depressed and anxious.

no

2. I often do not sleep well

no

3. I face life positively and have full confidence in the future

Be

……

Qin Yan's footsteps stopped, and he turned his head to look at Chi Qiu, who nestled in the corner of the sofa again, a position with a strong tendency to protect himself.But he looked very calm, as if nothing could disturb him.

When Yuan Bao licked the back of his hand, he also smiled softly, and then stroked its belly.

"Filled out?" Bai Jie came over to get the test form.

"Don't look at it."

"what?"

Qin Yan squeezed the watch into a ball and stuffed it into his pocket, "He doesn't want to be discovered."

The author has something to say: Note: The mental health test questions come from the Internet

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