Stupid, you are the substitute!

"He doesn't want to be found out."

Qin Yan spoke very lightly, as if muttering to himself, Bai Jie paused, and asked in doubt, "What?"

Qin Yan came back to his senses, licked his lips, "It's okay." As he spoke, he reached out and patted her shoulder lightly, as if trying to cover up something, "I was thinking too much, he just had some insomnia, probably because he was too stressed. big."

Bai Jie looked at him for a long time, her eyes were deep and calm, as if she had seen through something, and after turning her head to look at Chi Qiu, she didn't investigate further, and went to the desk, "Sure, then I'll prescribe some sleeping pills."

Qin Yan nodded.

"Can we go?"

Chi Qiu's voice sounded behind him, Qin Yan turned his head, and from the corner of his eye, he saw a few strands of dog hair on the other's shoulder, dangling through the sunlight, he picked it up and gave a hum.

Chi Qiu just glanced at his hand without hiding. After getting the answer, he took Yuan Bao and walked outside, while Qin Yan went to the parking lot.

It was almost 04:30 when the two of them left the house. When they came out of the hospital, the crimson sunset glowed in the sky.

The people who came and went stayed for a while more or less, enjoying the beautiful scenery of this moment, and some even raised their mobile phones and pressed a few times to take pictures. Don't think about it, it must be very lively at this moment.

Chi Qiu's eyes were a little lonely, he finally moved his eyes away, and turned his head numbly to look at the crowded traffic.

Qin Yan went to drive the car out, stopped in front of Chi Qiu and rolled down the window, signaling him to get in the car.

Chi Qiu lowered his eyes, looked at Yuan Bao who was around his feet, and wrapped the leash around his body, and finally opened the back seat door, let Yuan Bao get into the car, but he didn't seem to want to get into the car at all. .

Qin Yan didn't have many surprises, Chi Qiu's whole body was alienated from him, and he almost wrote on his face that he wanted to draw a line with him.

As expected, Chi Qiu walked to his car window and said politely and softly: "I'll go back first."

Perhaps because he understood what he said and realized something, Yuan Bao behind him suddenly yelled twice.

Qin Yan glanced at the somewhat pitiful Corgi in the back seat, and looked up at Chi Qiu with his lips moving, his expression a little lonely.

"What?" Chi Qiu subconsciously said, he didn't understand Qin Yan's lips.

I can only roughly guess that it is four words.

Qin Yan lowered his eyes and took out his mobile phone, typed a line of words and handed it to him.

"I've been running for you for two days, even if you want to draw a line with me, Chi Qiu, why don't you treat me to a meal?"

Qin Yan had a good idea of ​​Chi Qiu's temperament, knowing that the other party would definitely not refuse.

How could a person who would pay him back every sum of money spent with him even after breaking up with him be willing to owe him.

Sure enough, Chi Qiu looked at the screen and blinked, constantly weighing things up in his heart.

The tinnitus suddenly intensified, he frowned, looked to the side, there were already several cars stuck behind him, he subconsciously wanted to urge Qin Yan.

But the other party was indifferent and indifferent, his eyes were full of his reflection.

He couldn't tell what his psychology was, but in the end, Chi Qiu went around to the co-pilot and opened the door to get in the car.

Qin Yan leaned over suddenly, pulled the seat belt and buckled it neatly before his pupils dilated.

The car started quickly, and Qin Yan subconsciously stretched out his hand to sing, but when his finger touched the play button, he suddenly retracted it, twisted it, and put it back on the steering wheel.

Chi Qiu had a panoramic view of his movements, didn't say anything, just played it inadvertently on the way, then rolled down the car window and turned his head to watch the passing scenery.

The evening wind and Chi Qiu's voice penetrated into Qin Yan's ears.

"Don't accommodate me."

Qin Yan turned his head to see his expression, but only saw a side face outlined by the setting sun, and the other's straight back.

He almost forgot how an extremely stubborn person like Chi Qiu could tolerate other people's pity.

The hands on the steering wheel were tightened, and no one said anything.

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The car drove around in the crowded evening rush hour, and finally the two of them went to a western restaurant on the roof, surrounded by roses, and the fragrance of flowers wafted by from time to time.

Not far away is the Linjiang River. Looking at it from this angle, you can still see the sparkling river water and cruise ships honking their whistles.

There were only the two of them in the entire restaurant. Looking down, it was the lights of thousands of families, and looking up, it was the bright moon and stars.

In such an environment, it was easy for people to let their guard down, and it was rare for Chi Qiu to feel at ease.

Qin Yan seemed to have a different emotion for this restaurant. From the moment he got off the bus to the moment he sat down, his aura softened a lot for no reason.

Chi Qiu quickly noticed that he was unusual, but he was just silent, with his head down, in a daze.

Qin Yan seemed to be talking to him all the time, but Chi Qiu didn't pay much attention to it, the tinnitus suddenly intensified again, this time accompanied by bursts of pain, he frowned slightly, and soon returned to normal.

Qin Yan looked suspicious, and his mouth moved. Chi Qiu guessed that he might have repeated something when he saw that he didn't respond, so he nodded perfunctorily, so that the other party would not pay too much attention to his movements.

With Qin Yan's temperament, he would definitely have to take him to the hospital again. It was really unnecessary. He would rather suffer by himself than trouble others.

When it is broken, it is broken. Having dinner with him today has already broken the principle.

"After this meal, don't see each other again." Chi Qiu, who had been silent until the end of the meal, spoke out.

He was afraid that this meal would give Qin Yan some wrong signals, and it would be really unclear when the time came.

Qin Yan froze, put down the knife and fork after a few seconds, wiped his hands, and didn't look at him.

It was already within his expectation that Chi Qiu could say such a thing.

He hoped that Chi Qiu would get better, at least not so sad, but what if the price of getting better was to stay away from him?

In normal times, he would not pay attention to these words at all, he would do his best and try his best to get Chi Qiu back by his side.

But now, whether it's physical or psychological, Chi Qiu's state is not optimistic, and he doesn't dare to stimulate him anymore.

Qin Yan didn't answer, but leaned on the back of the chair and loosened his tie.

The evening breeze was gentle, he smelled the fragrance of jasmine, looked at the source, Chi Qiu's face was flat, and there seemed to be a tired look between his eyebrows.

He suddenly remembered that the last time his mother brought him to this restaurant, he had the same expression.

At that time, my mother had just learned of her cancer. Facing death, the gentle woman remained calm and straightened her spine.

The mother didn't say anything to him, but she told him every word that she was about to leave.

Today, history repeats itself.

When Qin Yan came back to his senses, he realized that he had spoken out all the thoughts in his heart, but seeing the other party's ignorant appearance, he was relieved again, but he felt a pity after a few seconds of delay.

Qin Yan was stunned suddenly, feeling ridiculous at the thought he just had.

So what if you know it, so what if you don’t know it, is it possible to use this experience to win sympathy?

Only the incompetent will show weakness.

Qin Yan lowered his eyes, and when he looked up again, all his emotions had been suppressed, his complexion remained the same as before, but the ripples in his eyes were not calm yet.

Chi Qiu only roughly looked at the shape of his lips, caught the words "mother" and "childhood", and based on the other person's expression, he roughly guessed that he was talking about his childhood.

Only suddenly, the other party's expression gradually softened, and he returned to his usual indifference. This time, he caught the words "death", "brother is sick", and "leaving home".

In the end, what was said on the other side, Chi Qiu understood clearly this time.

Qin Yan smiled lightly, with an imperceptible loneliness hidden deep in his emotions, "Chi Qiu, then it will be as you wish."

Perhaps it was because Chi Qiu's expression was too calm, Qin Yan realized that what he said just now was feeding Wanfeng, he licked his lips, lowered his head, took out his phone, and typed a few lines briefly.

I will disappear into your world as you wish, provided that you fully recover.

Someone will pick you up tomorrow.

Don't worry, I won't come to see you again during your recuperation period.

And... Chi Qiu, don't underestimate yourself, you are fine.

Chi Qiu was obviously stunned when his eyes touched the last line.

It was like a festering wound that had been hidden with all possible means, and it was known at a glance, and at the same time, a trace of helplessness emerged from the bottom of my heart.

How can it be good?Obviously, in his world, there is nothing but embarrassment.

Before he recovered, Qin Yan approached, stretched out his hand and gently pressed his face to the side, he wanted to struggle at first, but was shocked by the scene in front of him.

In the sky above the Linjiang River, gorgeous fireworks bloomed in clusters, one on and one off, lighting up half of the night sky, matching the night of the city, bright and gorgeous.

Although he couldn't hear it, just what he saw was enough to move him. The fireworks were so beautiful that it made people's noses ache.

Chi Qiu didn't know what emotion was rising in his heart, it was sour and astringent, his hands were at a loss, trying to grab something, finally grabbed a piece of fabric, and slowly tightened it.

For some reason, Chi Qiu suddenly remembered the words Qin Yan said before getting into the car, and recalled the shape of his lips. At this moment, he seemed to understand what it was.

"Are you willing to?"

Chi Qiu's eyelashes trembled, and he tilted his head subconsciously, just happened to meet Qin Yan's gaze staring at him, as if wanting to occupy everything he had, but it was limited to a certain limit, so he could only endure it.

But at the moment when the eyes of the two met, all the restrained emotions of Qin Yan suddenly burst, he leaned forward, and the lips of the longing man were in the line.

Emotions surged, but he nodded, and kissed Chi Qiu's face with extreme restraint.

The moment Qin Yan approached, Chi Qiu had a premonition that things were out of control.

Having been together day and night for five years, he and Qin Yan have long been like two entangled vines. If one of them wants to pull away, it will inevitably hurt the other. He deliberately ignored this point.

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Chi Qiu didn't go back to school, but borrowed the recording studio of Qin Yan's apartment.

He had never had such a strong desire to create. Just by closing his eyes, he could clearly recall the fireworks over the Linjiang River, the wild roses growing in the restaurant, and... Qin Yan's face when he approached.

The tinnitus was still there, but compared to the night before, it was much better, at least the drumbeat could be faintly heard.

This time, he settled down and tried his best to put aside all non-music factors and immerse himself in his world.

After a sleepless night, Chi Qiu finally sent a 3-minute piece of music to a mailbox. Chi Qiu glanced at the time, and the numbers jumped to 5:[-] in the morning.

There is still one hour before the deadline for the exam at the S Country Conservatory of Music.

He heaved a long sigh of relief.

At this moment, he suddenly felt that it didn't matter whether he went to country S or not.

It turns out that his world is not in a mess, at least there is still a corner of beauty, where tonight's fireworks are stored.

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-09-1323:56:05~2021-12-0323:59:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: Feast fish. 5 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!