On the New Posture of Being Captive

Han Yang was very worried about Xu Xingxing's state, and thought that he could live with him first, and then go there when Mo Ya came back, but Xu Xingxing still made up his mind to live in the school dormitory, so Han Yang had no choice but to let him contact him at any time he.

It was only when Xu Xingxing returned to the dormitory that he realized that everyone in the dormitory was there last night except him, but now that all four of them were here, everyone simply made an appointment to go out for dinner together, at least they were in the same room.

The boys eat more casually, and they get to know each other a lot after a meal. Besides Xu Xingxing, there is another guy from the city named Kang Kai who looks quite talkative. Zou Yi, who came from the south, and Huang Yilin, who came from the next-door city, had different mentors and research directions.

Because Xu Xingxing was the only one who belonged to the school, so as the host, he took everyone to visit some of the more famous places in the school, and then talked about humanities and history. Unexpectedly, they ran into Qiao Zimei who came out of the library just in front of the library.

Qiao Zimei greeted Xu Xingxing enthusiastically after seeing him, "Hi, is this a collective mobilization in your dormitory?"

Xu Xingxing smiled, "Ah, come out to eat and take a look."

"I haven't seen you for a while, why did you suddenly lose so much weight?" Qiao Zimei looked around at Xu Xingxing, jokingly said, "You can't lose weight like a girl, or if you say you, it's not to force the girls to death... …" Qiao Zimei said mischievously.

Xu Xingxing also knew that Qiao Zimei was joking, and reminded himself very kindly, Xu Xingxing said with a smile: "I've been a little busy recently, I haven't eaten properly, I don't want to lose weight."

"That's right, you're already handsome, so there's no need to cut back, the work is endless, so you still have to take good care of your body." Qiao Zimei said.

Xu Xingxing was very grateful for her concern, the two chatted for a few words before Qiao Zimei left.

Kang Kai jokingly asked Xu Xingxing: "Girlfriend?"

Xu Xingxing smiled helplessly: "No, I have the same mentor as her, and we have met before."

"I think that girl is interested in you," Kang Kai said rather mysteriously, "Really."

"How could it be?" Xu Xingxing didn't take it to heart, he just took it as a joke, "But if you like it, you can go after it, and I can help you."

Kang Kai had a regretful expression, "If she doesn't like you, then I can go after you, but if she has you in her heart, I think it's better, I'm more self-aware."

Everyone was amused when they heard it. Kang Kai is not ugly, but compared with Xu Xingxing, he is indeed a bit rough. Kang Kai himself can see it clearly, and he doesn't care to tease himself.

As soon as school starts, everyone is slowly adjusting their state from the leisurely vacation. There are not many vacations for graduate students, but for science students like Xu Xingxing, this means starting their own experiments. Run in the laboratory and cooperate with the tutor to design your own experiments.

Fortunately, Xu Xingxing has already been familiar with the laboratory in advance during the vacation, so he is familiar with the equipment and people in the laboratory. People like it more, especially Xu Xingxing, who is hard-working, good-natured, good-looking and good-looking Chihuahua, and the brothers and sisters also like it.

When Xu Xingxing came to the laboratory, Li Nan happened to be there, and Li Nan pretended to be unhappy, "Little Xingxing, you haven't come to the laboratory for a long time, we all miss you!"

"Hey, hey, don't be like this, senior brother," Long-haired senior sister said jokingly, "There are so many people, line up."

Everyone laughed, and Xu Xingxing also laughed, saying: "Then I will treat everyone to dinner."

"Really?" said a petite senior sister, "Then I want to eat spicy pot."

"I want to eat mutton noodles." A brother said.

"Secondary proposal." Another brother said while holding his eyes.

……

A group of people were chattering about what to eat, and the elder sister waved her hand in a leadership style, "Everyone, stop arguing, I see we go to eat buffet hot pot together, AA, do you have the heart to bully the younger brother? Conscience Won't it hurt?"

Li Nan was the first to raise her hand in agreement, "Second! The elder sister is mighty!"

After clocking in in the laboratory, a group of people went to eat buffet in a mighty manner. Li Nan and Xu Xingxing were behind. When Li Nan saw Xu Xingxing, he also asked suspiciously: "Little Xingxing, what's wrong with you? Are you losing weight? What? lost so much weight?"

Xu Xingxing said helplessly, "No, it's just that I was too busy a few days ago."

"Oh," Li Nan said, "you still have to pay attention to your body, otherwise you will cry in the future."

Xu Xingxing nodded, feeling suddenly in his heart that even others could see that he had lost so much weight, let alone his parents. Now that he thought about his life at home, and what his parents worried about every time Xu Xingxing felt very guilty.

But he really can't control himself, and he doesn't want to do that, but he is really too flustered, and he is still panicked and scared, but now because he has to be with so many people, he doesn't do it frequently Think of Moya.

These days, Xu Xingxing still can't sleep well, and he doesn't have much appetite to eat. Because Han Yang is worried about Xu Xingxing, he went to Xu Xingxing's dormitory to visit several times, and called Xu Xingxing every day, which made Xu Xingxing feel He was very heartwarming, and he was honored to have such a friend.

Fifteen days have passed now, nearly half a month, Mo Ya has been away for half a month, and he has not come back. Xu Xingxing dreams of Mo Ya every night. Dreams, sometimes I cry when I wake up because I am too happy in the dream.

It’s okay during the day, I have to go to the laboratory, I have to go to class, I can arrange my time full, and I can keep myself busy so that I don’t think about Mo Ya, but at night, Xu Xingxing can’t help thinking about Mo Ya , Mo Ya is all in his head, and when he thinks of Mo Ya, he will be afraid, afraid that Mo Ya will never come back.

Xu Xingxing felt that he could not hold on anymore.

Everyone in the dormitory felt that Xu Xingxing's condition seemed to be bad. When Han Yang came to see Xu Xingxing again, after inquiring about Xu Xingxing's situation from a few roommates, he immediately became angry, and he couldn't help explaining what happened to Xu Xingxing. Xu Xingxing took away the necessities, and then took Xu Xingxing away.

"Even if the sky falls, you can't spoil yourself like this!"

"You will only make yourself look easier to be defeated!"

"Do you know what you look like now?"

……

Xu Xingxing listened to Han Yang's words of hating iron but not steel. He felt that he should eat well and sleep well, but he couldn't help not thinking about Mo Ya, and as long as he thought of Mo Ya, his whole body would become empty Yes, it feels like a piece of my heart has been dug out, the wound is bloody, it hurts a lot.

Han Yang forced Xu Xingxing to eat, and Xu Xingxing fed him if he didn't want to eat. Xu Xingxing also knew that he was wrong, so he forced himself to eat. He would feel better after eating, although he would still vomit after eating. In this way, Han Yang asked Xu Xingxing for leave, and then took care of him in his own home.

When Han Yang saw Xu Xingxing, it was like seeing himself in the past. Although they encountered different things, such a weak and helpless Xu Xingxing made Han Yang feel deeply distressed. He wanted to protect him and give him a hand. , I don't want to watch him fall into the mud like this.

Han Yang forced Xie Xing to eat and forced him to sleep. Xu Xingxing accidentally fell asleep while taking a bath. When Han Yang found out, he was sleepy all over. During this period of time, Xu Xingxing's physique was too weak, and Xu Xingxing caught a cold unexpectedly at night.

In the middle of the night, the fever reached 39. Han Yang went directly to the nearby hospital with someone on his back. Xu Xingxing was dizzy all over the place. Muttering in his mouth: "Mo Ya, Mo Ya..."

During the infusion, Han Yang kept holding Xu Xingxing's hand, seeing Xu Xingxing's cheeks flushed, Han Yang panicked, touched Xu Xingxing's cheek, and whispered softly: "If you don't..." Without saying a word, his face On the surface, it was extremely regrettable and self-deprecating, which turned into a soft sigh, "Oh..."

When Xu Xingxing woke up, he was already in Han Yang's room. Xu Xingxing turned his head and saw Han Yang sleeping beside him, but Xu Xingxing couldn't remember what happened. After being sent to the hospital, Xu Xingxing felt very sorry for troubling Han Yang over and over again, but he believed in his heart that Han Yang's friend really had nothing to say.

Xu Xingxing habitually raised his wrist to look at the watch, but found that the watch on his wrist was gone. Xu Xingxing panicked suddenly. How could the watch disappear? Xu Xingxing got up to look for it. Xing Xing asked: "What's wrong? Is it better?"

"Well, it's much better," Xu Xingxing said, "I really trouble you, I always trouble you."

"You're still so polite to me," Han Yang said, "You don't treat me as a friend." He stretched out his hand to test the temperature of Xu Xingxing's forehead.

"Where?" Xu Xingxing said, "I regard you as a true friend."

"Well, well, the fever is gone."

"Have you seen my watch?" Xu Xingxing asked nervously.

Han Yang took the watch from the cabinet, "You mean this?"

"Ah, yes!" Xu Xingxing quickly took it and put it on his wrist, as if he had found a treasure.

Han Yang frowned, "You treasure it so much, you still held it in your hand when you were unconscious in the shower last night." He looked up at Xu Xingxing, "Could it be given by Mo Ya?"

Xu Xingxing was stunned, nodded, and looked down at the watch. There was Mo Ya's blood in this watch. He still remembered that Mo Ya said that it was the blood on the ring finger, which represented unwavering love.

When Xu Xingxing thought of this, his eyes started to turn red again. Han Yang patted Xu Xingxing's shoulder, "What do you want to eat?" walked out.

Xu Xingxing was lying on the bed, his eyes were wet, he finally cried when he looked at the watch on his wrist, his shoulders trembled, and he huddled under the quilt.

Come back soon, okay, I can't hold it anymore...

I can't hold it anymore, I feel like my whole body is going to collapse.

"Baby," said a cold and indifferent voice, lovingly, "Don't cry."

Xu Xingxing was stunned for a moment, not daring to move, hiding under the quilt not daring to raise his head.

"Baby."