On the New Posture of Being Captive

Xu Xingxing didn't dare to move. He became stiff after hearing that familiar voice, and the blood in his whole body seemed to stop flowing.

Timid, hesitant, like a fragile shell covering his body, as if it would shatter if he moved a little.

"Baby." It's still that cold and cold voice, familiar and expectant, whispering softly, but it seems to be in a dream, it's just a hallucination produced by oneself because of missing it too much.

Xu Xingxing's body was trembling, poor and humble, shrunk under the quilt and dared not come out.

But those calls came into his ears more frequently, Xu Xingxing felt that he was about to be messed up, it must be in a dream, why did he treat him like this, obviously he was very hard to want Make yourself a little more normal, and don't be confused by Mo Ya anymore, but why does it always make him feel more painful.

He couldn't take it anymore.

"Baby." The familiar voice was still in his ears, Xu Xingxing even felt that a pair of hands were gently patting his shivering body through the quilt.

This is an illusion, Xu Xingxing closed his eyes tightly, he can't do this anymore, he can't let himself become like this, he can't let the people around him worry anymore, Xu Xingxing closed his eyes in pain, only hope that this crazy eclipse Don't miss him so strongly.

"Don't think about it anymore," Xu Xingxing closed his eyes and murmured, "I can't think about it anymore..."

"Little Xingxing, what's wrong with you?" When Han Yang came in, he saw Xu Xingxing buried himself in the quilt, huddled into a ball, very pitiful, like a vagrant who couldn't find a home, so he could only be lonely and stubborn Showing this defensive stance to make yourself feel less painful,

Han Yang lifted the quilt and comforted him softly, "What's the matter? Why are you suddenly so afraid?" Han Yang gently patted Xu Xingxing's body.

Hearing Han Yang's voice, Xu Xingxing slowly calmed down, his body gradually relaxed, and he opened his eyes cautiously, but at the moment when he opened his eyes, after seeing the person beside Han Yang , Xu Xingxing was stunned.

It seemed that he was stunned suddenly, his whole body was stiff, and his eyes stared blankly at Han Yang's side, without even blinking, and stared closely.

The familiar person was right in front of him at this moment, dressed in black, looking at him quietly, eyes full of pity and guilt.

"What's wrong?" Han Yang asked suspiciously, followed Xu Xingxing's line of sight, but there was obviously nothing unusual around him, what happened?Han Yang was very worried about Xu Xingxing's state.

Xu Xingxing paused, and said calmly: "It's nothing, I just figured it out suddenly." After speaking, he pouted at Han Yang and smiled as usual.

Although Han Yang felt very confused, he could feel that Xu Xing Xing had really changed, as if he had suddenly figured it out and relieved all the weight and grief from his whole body. Han Yang couldn't help laughing: " You should have figured it out a long time ago, why torture yourself so much? You have trouble with your own body. "

"Well," Xu Xingxing nodded, and said flatteringly, "I made you worry."

Han Yang scratched Xu Xingxing's nose, and said very affectionately, "Why are you being polite to me?"

Xu Xingxing looked down, and the corner of his eyes glanced at someone standing quietly aside, but he didn't look at him, but looked up at Han Yang, pursed his mouth, and said pitifully, "I'm hungry."

Han Yang enjoyed Xu Xingxing's rare coquettishness very much. He rubbed Xu Xingxing's hair and looked at Xu Xingxing, "You finally agreed..." As if sighing, he finally felt relieved.

"I made you worry." Xu Xingxing was slightly ashamed.

Han Yang stretched out his arms and said with a smile, "Come on, give me a hug, little Xing Xing."

The corner of Xu Xingxing's eyes glanced at the person standing quietly aside. He didn't know what he would think with the expression on his face. Xu Xingxing smiled and hugged Han Yang, "Thank you."

Han Yang joked with a smile, "Do you think I'm good?" raised his eyebrows, "How about it, do you want to consider me, I can go to the hall and go to the kitchen~" After speaking, he winked exaggeratedly.

The corner of Xu Xingxing's eyes caught the icy aura suddenly emanating from someone, smiled, and looked at Han Yang who seemed to be thinking seriously, "Well, it's worth considering..." But before he finished speaking, he The arm was held by someone who had been standing quietly watching the conversation between the two.

Xu Xingxing didn't move and let him pull him, but he didn't look at him, but looked at Han Yang, smiled and joked, "Well, I can consider inviting you to cook in the future, and I will pay a high price."

Han Yang stared, "Huh? You are..." He narrowed his eyes, "I'm selling myself, not a show!"

Xu Xingxing was amused, "I bought it!"

Seeing Xu Xingxing's current state, Han Yang was really happy for him. This is the sunny boy he knew. He always smiled happily and looked extremely comfortable.

And someone standing quietly at the side watched the conversation between the two without saying anything, just looked at Xu Xingxing, serious and focused, his eyes were all about him, as if he couldn't get enough of everything.

Xu Xingxing and Han Yang were eating together. Han Yang looked at Xu Xingxing eating like he was extremely hungry, with puffy cheeks, and suddenly felt amused, "You make me feel like I abused you."

"...I just feel really hungry," Xu Xingxing said shyly, complimenting others obediently, "Also, the food you cook is delicious."

Han Yang smiled, "You..." He paused and said, "Are you going to rest at home in the afternoon, or go to school? I asked for leave for you at school, but your parents called you two days ago, I answered and said You went out to play with our classmates."

Xu Xingxing looked at Han Yang gratefully and said, "It's really thanks to you this time, otherwise I would definitely..." Before he finished speaking, Han Yang interrupted with a smile, "Thank you, I have something to do with you, didn't you?" I rushed to the front first, I feel the same as you."

"En." Xu Xingxing nodded, once again feeling very lucky to have a friend like Han Yang.

While the two were having dinner, Han Yang received a call, and the instructor asked Han Yang to come to a meeting in the afternoon, Han Yang spread his hands helplessly after answering the call, "I really don't have a day of leisure, and I will be enslaved by the big boss again. "

"Being so appreciated by the big boss shows that you are excellent." Xu Xingxing said with a smile.

"That's not it, I'm such an excellent person, that's..." Just as he was talking on the phone, Han Yang recalled it, and after hesitating for two seconds, he still picked it up.

"Ah, I'm not free today... Tomorrow? I don't seem to have time tomorrow... I don't know when I'll be free... How can I..." Han Yang looked serious, but his attitude was very hesitant. refuse.

"No, I really didn't... Okay, the night after tomorrow." Han Yang finally agreed, but he was obviously very reluctant.

"Doctor Sun?" Xu Xingxing asked hesitantly, he probably inferred from the conversation between the two.

Han Yang curled his lips and nodded helplessly.

"You don't want to see him?" Xu Xingxing asked, "Why?"

"I can't explain it myself," Han Yang scratched his head in distress, "Oh, forget it, let's not talk about him, let's talk about it when the time comes, the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, there will always be a way, but you, you Or stay with me for two days before going back to school, anyway, there are not many classes at the beginning of school, and it's not important."

Xu Xingxing smiled, "As a senior, is it really okay for you to encourage me to skip class?"

"Don't tell me, I really think the class is boring. The undergraduate is quite honest, and the graduate student often skips it. When I understand what I really should do, I am satisfied by skipping the class." Han Yang said.

"That's right," Xu Xingxing thought for a while, "but I want to go home this afternoon, my parents...they should be quite worried." Xu Xingxing's expression became heavy, feeling very uncomfortable.

"Well, that's fine too."

After Xu Xingxing came out of Han Yang's house, he followed that familiar figure, still dressed in black, and followed Xu Xingxing silently. Xu Xingxing saw it but didn't look at him, just walked calmly , as if he didn't even notice that there was someone beside him.

"Baby." Mo Ya called softly, like an intimate call.

Xu Xingxing quickened his pace, but still walked forward indifferently, and got on the subway amidst the crowd, surrounded by people pushing and shoving. Mo Ya frowned when he saw Xu Xingxing being pushed In an instant, that person was pushed away by a strange force, and then pushed inside. Mo Ya has been protecting Xu Xingxing, separating him from others.

Xu Xingxing could feel the familiar breath, this person was beside him, he was protecting himself in his arms, all around him was the smell that he was very familiar with, it was clear, like a clear spring flowing through the mountains, slowly Sliding slowly but people can't help the heart palpitations.

Xu Xingxing lowered his head, lowered his eyelids, buried his faint weakness, and took a deep breath cautiously. He tried his best to restrain himself, as if he wanted to hide, but his slightly trembling arms revealed his helplessness And timid, it seems that I can't hold on anymore.

Mo Ya gently grabbed Xu Xingxing's arm, he wanted to hold him in his arms right now, just like before, hug him tightly and comfort him softly, or don't need to speak, just one Kissing is fine, but he knows he can't now, his star baby is angry, and his star baby is ignoring him.

Mo Ya has lived for so long, he has never coaxed others, and he doesn't know what to do in this situation, Mo Ya is very confused and at a loss, like a child who has done something wrong, nervously waiting for punishment.

"Baby," Mo Ya could only call over and over again helplessly, "Baby..." There was uneasiness and cautious grievance in his tone.

Xu Xingxing still didn't look up at Mo Ya, but he didn't push him away either, just stood beside Mo Ya quietly with his eyes downcast.

When the subway arrived at the station, Xu Xingxing was still indifferent, his whole body seemed to have stopped, motionless, froze, as if he couldn't hear the sound outside.

Mo Ya looked at Xu Xing Xing who hadn't stopped at all, and said softly: "It's the stop." Xu Xing Xing still didn't move, so Mo Ya raised his hand to touch Xu Xing Xing's cheek, but this made Mo Ya instantly stunned.

He felt the wetness all over his face, Xu Xingxing cried, the tears flowed wantonly along his cheeks, and slipped silently.

"Baby..." Mo Ya called out helplessly and pitifully.