a setting sun

"Why are you looking at me? Look at what you want to buy!"

"It looks good to you, just look at things. You look at it, I look at you, let's not delay the other. It's very good." Shuttle between the shelves, Xu Xin pushed the trolley, but lazily moved half of his body. Lying on the push handle, propping his chin with one hand, tilting his head to look at Shen Sihan instead of the shelf, he smiled and said roguely.

Xu Xin was addicted to this state, to be honest, it has been several days.

A few days ago she had a successful interview in a mall and became a salesperson.This gave Shen Sihan a chance to breathe, otherwise this guy would be waiting for her to come home every day, buying her small gifts in different ways, as soon as Shen Sihan came home, all her attention would be transferred to Shen Sihan body.

"Tired?"

"drink water?"

"Whatever you want to eat, I'll go buy it!"

"The water is warm, you can soak your feet!"

To be honest, Xu Xin's meticulous attitude towards him made Shen Sihan have doubts about his identity.

Am I trash?What do you want her to do?Or am I pregnant?Can't knock or touch?

"What a fart!" Finally, Shen Sihan exploded, she couldn't bear it anymore, her face was almost stared out by Xu Xin.Besides, I'm not a beautiful woman, Xu Xin can't stop looking at it like this, people passing by probably can take a stupid son out for themselves.

"Turn around!" As he spoke, he threw the snacks in his hand into the trolley, Shen Sihan held Xu Xin's face in both hands, forced her to straighten it, and made her look into the trolley.

"Don't compete with me to pay the bill today! I can't afford to lose that person. If you dare to steal, I will ignore you."

From the day of the showdown between the two, Shen Sihan who went out with Xu Xin never spent any more money.

It wasn't that she was stingy, it was that Xu Xin didn't allow it at all.

"What? Are you trying to spend money to buy me sex at night?" Of course, Shen Sihan also asked this in anger.

When she asked such a question, Xu Xin was amused: "Oh? You think so? Then enjoy yourself as you like, I don't care."

From Shen Sihan's point of view, although the two of them may maintain this shady relationship in the future, she still doesn't want Xu Xin to suffer too much, otherwise wouldn't it be too unfair to her?But she didn't expect that Xu Xin treated this kind of thing very freely, and would rather compete with her outside to pay for food and drink when he had no money.

"Oh! I understand! You want to spend all your money on me, so let me support you?" Shen Sihan suddenly realized that the face of cooperating with Xu Xin was so thick that it would be difficult for a young boy to be adopted. It doesn't matter anymore!

"I use you to raise?? Are you kidding me!!" Seeing that Shen Sihan's thoughts were getting more and more deviated, Xu Xin also exploded.

This is Xu Xin's bottom line. Being someone's boyfriend and spending his wife's money is trash, right? ! !Is this kind of person worthy of a relationship?Let's support ourselves before calling ourselves human! !As for love, please don't even touch such people, okay? !Your parents can't afford to lose that person to you! !

"I won't let you spend money even if I'm starving to death." Realizing that he had a bad attitude towards Shen Sihan, Xu Xin immediately put down his temper, and calmly said in a lowered voice even though he was furious.

"Oh??" The voice of the question had a turning point, Shen Sihan was a little surprised and suspicious: "Then what if I bought you a gift on a special day?"

"What gift? I don't need it." Xu Xin refused angrily.In Xu Xin's perception, girlfriends are meant to be pampered and coaxed. If you can't even afford a girlfriend, what's the point of falling in love?Just be single forever!As for gifts, Xu Xin doesn't have much desire for material things, so it doesn't make much difference whether there are many things, so he never asks the other party to buy something for him.In the past three relationships, she also did the same, but she didn't pay so thoroughly like Shen Sihan.

"...If my boyfriend refuses to accept the gift I bought for him, tell me, can he still be my boyfriend?" Shen Sihan was completely speechless against Xu Xin's logic.You can only follow her words.

"...Then...it's up to you." Hearing the word boyfriend, Xu Xin's head jumped, thinking that Shen Sihan was going to talk about something she didn't want to hear, but he found out that Shen Sihan had said this He said it to himself, and his heart became mixed in an instant.It seems a little happy to say it, and it seems a little sad to say it. I guess it will be the same mood when I really receive the gift from Shen Sihan.It is probably impossible to want pure happiness, because it always feels like she is compensating herself for something.

Externally, her relationship with Shen Sihan would only be limited to classmates and friends.The title of boyfriend or girlfriend is out of reach for Xu Xin at this moment.

Thinking about it carefully, she seemed to be failing more and more. In the past three relationships, she could at least introduce each other's lover status openly when others asked, but this time, she could only secretly act as a lover in the name of a friend.

There is no name.

But what can I do, after all, she is the third party involved, what status does she have to ask for more.Even in any relationship, people in her position will not be blessed, but will only be abused, and everything she has encountered, in the eyes of outsiders, will not feel distressed at all, and will only give a sip Add another sentence 'serve it! 'That's all.

Actually think about it, why bother...

But, she can't help it, she has given her heart completely, whether others cherish it, cast aside it, or don't care, she can't make the decision.Who let himself be the one who fell into it unilaterally.

She knew clearly from the very beginning that Shen Sihan didn't love her, and maybe he wouldn't love her until the day they had to separate.So the two had already agreed after they calmed down that day.In other words, it was Shen Sihan's unilateral decision...

"I can promise to be with you like this, because I won't break up with him, so I won't force you to stay single, you can like others, if you meet someone you want to be with, you can Tell me straight up, let's end this relationship, I'm still your friend, you can't ignore me when you have a girlfriend!" Shen Sihan sat on Xu Xin's lap, hugged her neck, and leaned against her With her face, she whispered something extremely cruel to Xu Xin, but she didn't notice it at all, and was only immersed in her perfect solution.

As for Xu Xin, he just felt that he was too funny.I was clearly screaming loudly in my heart: "I don't like others! I don't want to be with others either!" But he could only bite his lower lip and agree in a muffled voice.

The hole in my heart seemed to have been pulled wider, and the blood began to flow out drop by drop...

It hurts, why doesn't it hurt?Xu Xin felt like a tattered kite, even though it was riddled with holes, he still insisted on flying, just because the person who was enjoying the smile while pulling the string on the ground was Shen Sihan.

You can do some absurd and uninhibited things unscrupulously, maybe this is the privilege of adults.After all, if there is a choice, if someone chooses, who would want to live such a ridiculous life.

I love you, you don't love me, but I still love you.

I love you, you hurt me, but I still love you.

I love you, you lied to me, but I still love you.

It is said that children are happy, indeed, if you don’t believe me, go and see, how much of an adult’s life is beautiful and happy, if Hamlet and Romeo and Juliet are both tragedies, then in reality the love of adults is better than theirs. Ten thousand times more miserable, isn't it?

I love you, you don't love me, but I still love you.People in the world say that's not affectionate, it's cheap!

I love you, you hurt me, but I still love you.The world says that is not consecration, but marriage!

I love you, you lied to me, but I still love you.People in the world say that is not tolerance, but dog licking!

Therefore, Xu Xin chose to jump into this emotional pit, and only she suffered the bitterness.

As for Shen Sihan, he was always a spectator on the flat ground, so it was understandable that he could say such words lightly without pain or itching.

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"Tomorrow, I'm going to help my mother move, so you can come with me. There are so many people." Shen Sihan popped his head out of Xu Xin's arms, and then kissed Xu Xin's chin and said.

"Of course! My mother is too old and in poor health, so I can't let her do heavy work. Let's put away our things after get off work tomorrow and just start from here."

On Thursday night, when the two of them were lying on the bed and just turned off the lights to go to bed, Shen Sihan directly told Xu Xin about Friday's arrangement, and Xu Xin agreed without saying a word.

"Well... and... and... I have to go back there, I can't come back on Saturday night..." Shen Sihan also knew that this kind of topic was difficult to talk about, but he still had to talk to Xu Xin brought it up.

But Xu Xin immediately fell into silence after hearing this, and Shen Sihan could feel that she was angry.

What she said was going there, of course, was going to her boyfriend's place, and because her boyfriend's parents were also there, she would let her have dinner there. Will make her come back in the dark.

Xu Xin has been here for more than half a month, and she has used different excuses to postpone the itinerary that she was supposed to go for two weeks. This time, she has to go back, otherwise she will have no way to explain to her boyfriend.

Of course Xu Xin knew this simple truth.But knowing it is one thing, being able to accept it is another!

"Okay, don't be angry, I will go as late as possible, and come back early to accompany you on Sunday, okay?" Shen Sihan hurriedly put his arms around Xu Xin, kissed her cheek and coquettishly asked for Xu Xin's consent .

"Don't be angry, okay..." Seeing that Xu Xin still didn't respond, Shen Sihan had no choice but to coax Xu Xin, while reaching out to unbutton her pajamas one by one, and then leaned forward, stretching out clumsily. The tip of her lovely tongue came out, and at the same time, her hands were stuck close to Xu Xin's waist...