a setting sun

Shen Sihan, who was gagged, resisted twice, but it was useless. Xu Xin ignored her resistance at all, but continued to kiss her lips tenderly, put his arms around Shen Sihan's waist with both hands, and put his arms around her waist. She took it into her arms.

Then, the hand placed on Shen Sihan's lower back began to enter restlessly along the hem of the clothes, touching Shen Sihan's back.Slightly flicking the fingertips, everywhere it passes is full of passion and desire, and what is left behind is the stimulation like a weak current and the curiosity of people wanting to further explore their feelings.

And Shen Sihan, who had no special feelings at first, gradually felt that he was a little dazed again.

This person is too cunning, right?What I want to discuss with her is a serious matter, and she is here again from last night!

The hateful thing is that I haven't fully accepted emotionally that I have completely fallen into the palm of my friend, but my body has already recognized her first! !

Her touch, her kiss, although it is not the first time I feel it, but every time it can make me distracted.

What is the reason for this?Is he going to fall into her hands like this?

no... can't...

However, the small and weak will to resist in his mind began to gradually disintegrate in every movement of Xu Xin.

Shen Sihan didn't notice when he was pushed against the wall, but suddenly realized that he was trapped between the wall and Xu Xin, surrounded, with no way out.

As for Xu Xin's lips, the trajectory gradually descended, encroaching, demanding, and possessing every inch of it.

Chin, neck, collarbone...

After completing the mission, it turns and goes upwards, meanders, twists and turns...

The pinna, the lobe, the back of the ear...

The touch of the lips is warm and soft, while the touch of the tip of the tongue is cold and slippery.

But Shen Sihan, whose sensitive areas were constantly being teased, only felt that he was in a cloud, like falling like raindrops, and rising like mist.

Whether this soul is still in the world, there is no definite answer.

"I like you, Sihan..." Xu Xin's soft voice was right next to his ears, but it seemed to be blowing in the wind from a very far away place, mysterious and strange.

The consciousness that was already erratic, now seemed to be drunk, shaking between the words.

"I like you……"

"I like you……"

As if wanting Shen Sihan to fall into his own spell, Xu Xin's lips lingered on every inch of his skin, and at the same time, confessions came one after another, one after another.

It's actually a bit shy to say it, Shen Sihan sat at his desk all day today when he wasn't angry with Xu Xin, although his eyes were fixed on the computer in front of him, his head was always in a daze unconsciously.

Some pictures and feelings from last night always seemed to be flashing back, constantly popping up in my mind.

It caused Shen Sihan's face to turn red and turn pale, and finally he could only hold his forehead and sigh.

...Obviously I am not that kind of girl...

It was Xu Xin's blurred eyes that came to mind again, making Shen Sihan's body tremble, she raised her head and looked around calmly, fortunately, no one noticed her.

The constant distraction made her a little absent-minded throughout the whole day's work. Fortunately, the important work was completed yesterday, so she didn't delay her work.

And after Xu Xin sent her a message, it seemed that Dou Tou had poured a basin of cold water on her, which made her throbbing heart suddenly cool down.In her opinion, what Xu Xin did was obviously irresponsible. Although she already had a boyfriend, even if Xu Xin wanted to be responsible, it was impossible for her to directly take the place of her boyfriend.But it shouldn't be like what Xu Xin was going to do, run away first, right?

Besides, we are all adults, shouldn't we be more tactful in solving problems?It's either black or white, it's obviously a child's values, why doesn't Xu Xin understand?She never thought of letting Xu Xin completely disappear in front of her.

……

After a while of silence in the room, Xu Xin who was finally willing to move his lips was a little short of breath.

"Sihan, I like you. I really like you very much. What happened last night was my fault, but I don't regret it. Give me another chance to choose, and I will still do it." Although he said an apology words, but Xu Xin's posture of surrounding Shen Sihan by the wall has never changed.

Shen Sihan, whose face was reddish and a little out of breath, didn't say anything, but stared at Xu Xin stubbornly.She hasn't calculated all kinds of results, she is so smart.Even at this moment, looking at Xu Xin in front of her, she was thinking of a solution for both. Seeing Xu Xin like this, it was impossible for her to act as if nothing happened last night.

"I have a boyfriend." Shen Sihan grabbed Xu Xin's collar unwillingly with both hands, and pulled her closer to him. The two of them faced each other, breathing could be heard.Shen Sihan's eyes had complicated emotions, but he still spoke word by word.Boyfriends who have been together for several years and best friends who have known each other for several years, this decision, whoever it is, will not easily come to the answer.

But it is undeniable that her body is always hard to refuse Xu Xin's touch, which makes it even more difficult for her to make a correct judgment.

If someone wants to scold Shen Sihan for being unfeminine at all, she already has a boyfriend, but she can still respond to her friends' teasing.Then just scold me, she doesn't care, because Shen Sihan's personality has never been a good wife or mother or a good woman. She knew from a young age that only when she becomes not so good, will she not feel that others are bad. What an unbearable thing.So she skipped classes, she hung out with boys, wandered the streets with gangsters, smoked and drank, and wasted her time.

The warmth she has felt in her life is simply one of the few, that's why she likes Xu Xin so much, because she is always so cold and indifferent, and there is no burden at all when interacting with her, because she is not afraid that she will feel that she is neglecting her , There is no need to pretend to be enthusiastic.Moreover, with her temperament, she didn't care whether Shen Sihan was a so-called bad girl, because she never cared about the eyes and judgments of outsiders in anything she did.

Having a boyfriend, although these three words are true, Xu Xin still felt a sharp pain in his heart when he heard it, because it meant that his position in Shen Sihan's heart was no higher than hers. What kind of boyfriend does she feel, she just doesn't want to lose herself, but it's not that she can't do without herself.

"I know." Xu Xin gritted his teeth and answered her.How could she not know, she has always known that Shen Sihan does not belong to her, and will never belong to her.So this thorn started to take root in her heart from the moment she held Shen Sihan in her arms last night, including now, when she looked at Shen Sihan in front of her, thinking that she would not belong to her, her heart kept aching. It's like a small cut in the heart, there is no rush of blood, but a trace of blood is squeezed out from the small cut, the damage is slow but non-stop.

Because of the previous three failed relationships, Xu Xinben was skeptical about whether he could be a good lover.Shen Sihan's choice seems to have further deepened Xu Xin's conviction.

The two have known each other for almost seven years. If you want to say that the person next to you who knows Xu Xin best is Shen Sihan. Since she can make such a choice, it proves that she really cannot be a qualified lover. Alright.So forget it.What principle and bottom line go fuck it.

"I won't break up with him just to be with you." Shen Sihan didn't know why he felt a little angry.What are you angry about?She doesn't know it herself.Are you angry at yourself for not being able to fully trust Xu Xin?Are you angry that you can't give up a normal path, and lose your mind for a while because of Xu Xin?Or is she angry at Xu Xin for being so spineless that she has no intention of backing down even after she has said so?have no idea.She felt as if she had lost her mind, which was why she was angry.

"I know." Xu Xin's attitude was firm and her eyes were firm. She looked at Shen Sihan without any sign of shrinking back.If she only had physical desires for Shen Sihan, then there is no need to do this, as long as nothing happened, or completely cut off contact with Shen Sihan.

"Do you want to be a mistress?" Shen Sihan's words became more and more straightforward, and the more she said, the more she went too far.But the emotion in her eyes was gradually turning into distress, and she didn't even realize it.

Is this Xu Xin really an idiot?Is it really worth it for someone like me?There are so many cute little girls out there, with her appearance and personality, how could she not get a girlfriend.Why are you clinging to something so hopeless?

In fact, Shen Sihan's every question, to Xu Xin's ears, was like stabbing her heart, making her sad and forcing her to collapse.But since she chose to ignore it, then these are just what she should bear.She is in pain, but she understands why she is in pain, and accepts it without complaint.In fact, she didn't know how long she could bear it, or how things would turn out. After all, people's hearts are the most unpredictable.But she knows that she will always be responsible for her choices, so she will not take a step back.

"Little three? So what about little four, I chose you, so I don't care so much." Of course Xu Xin could hear that Shen Sihan's series of pressing questions were all trying to persuade her to give up.The easiest way is to forget last night and return to the original relationship between the two. Friends are still friends, without wishful thinking and involuntary feelings.Such a result minimizes the damage to both of them.

"I just like you. This is the truth. If you don't like to hear it, I will often tell you in the future. I'm sorry, sometimes I can't help being impulsive, so please bear with me. I apologize to you first. , this is the biggest concession I can make." While talking, Xu Xin held Shen Sihan's hand again, tilted his head and kissed her.After all, Xu Xin's character became stubborn, and Shen Sihan had nothing to do with her.

Who told them that both of them seem to be a little crazy, so be it, the problem is still there, but whether it is solved or not is not a big problem.