a setting sun

Seeing Shen Sihan's clumsy appearance, Xu Xin knew that it might be the first time for her to do such a thing to please others actively. She made it itchy all over her body, if it wasn't for Xu Xin who was still holding his breath, maybe he would have laughed out loud right now.

angry.It was angry at her own powerlessness, and angry at Shen Sihan for not making a firm choice about herself.But what else could she do besides being angry?In the end, it was just impotent rage.

So... how about...

Xu Xin hugged Shen Sihan who was still trying to do something to calm himself down, and bullied him.

Leaning over, she covered Shen Sihan completely under her body, spraying heavier and heavier breath on Shen Sihan's neck, Shen Sihan turned her head and closed her eyes cooperatively, already in a state of disarming and surrendering.

Of course she knew how angry Xu Xin was, so she willingly offered herself to let Xu Xin vent her anger.Besides doing this, she couldn't think of any other way to make Xu Xin feel better.

To be honest, she doesn't like girls, and she doesn't have this tendency at all.Speaking of which, she is a straight girl, the straight kind.In fact, she just couldn't reject Xu Xin, it had nothing to do with whether she was a man or a woman, except for Xu Xin, she didn't have any special feelings for other girls.

She had to admit that she liked Xu Xin, so she didn't want to lose her.But it wasn't to the point where he could easily give up his normal emotional life for her.And the current situation is already the biggest concession she can make.

If Xu Xin can't accept her actions and chooses to leave, she will be very sad, but there is no way to make Xu Xin change his mind, so it is really the most suitable for her like now the solution.In general, the result she wants is to keep Xu Xin without breaking up with her.

It's just that she didn't expect that in the end, it was Xu Xin who said that he didn't want to leave.But the more Xu Xin compromised, the more she felt sorry for her.Xu Xin should have a more suitable relationship, this is what Shen Sihan has always known.That's why she said that she would not bind Xu Xin with the current relationship between the two, and let her actively look for the next relationship.However, when Xu Xin really has a new relationship, she doesn't know what kind of expression and mood she will have at that time.

But soon, she will have a chance to know.

Half a year passed quickly, Xu Xin was still persisting in intermittent painful emotions, and gradually he would not show his true emotions in front of Shen Sihan.It’s just that I have to brainwash myself all the time when I have free time. It’s good now, I shouldn’t force anything, just get used to it.After all, most nights, Shen Sihan falls asleep beside her, so there is no need to put her in a dilemma every time.After all, Xu Xin really loved her, and he didn't want her to blame herself once a week, so he could only try to make himself look like a tolerant person, hiding all his emotions and digesting them secretly.

It’s just that there are some things that you can’t think about carefully. When you think about it carefully, you will make yourself extreme and your negative emotions will increase sharply, so Xu Xin can only stop thinking about it. Whenever he can’t control himself to think about it, he will smoke himself A few slaps to calm myself down.Xu Xin was originally a very impulsive person, or the kind who didn't care about the consequences.In the past six months, she seems to have changed a lot.Even she herself was surprised that she could become such an adult, that she no longer started to ignore her childish nature whenever she felt dissatisfied.Regarding this result, Xu Xin didn't know whether he should cry or laugh at this time.

"Shall we go to Tibet? I really want to go there, to experience the local customs, to see the Potala Palace... Wow, I really want to go..." Shen Sihan, who loves to travel, has been having a hard time recently. I suppressed my urge to go to Tibet, so I started pestering Xu Xin, wanting her to go with me.

But now it is normal working hours, and there is no vacation for the sales position. It is impossible for the company to give Xu Xin such a long vacation for her to play, so if she wants to go to Tibet, she can only resign directly. There are many, and it is still difficult to find suitable jobs. Of course, Xu Xin has concerns.Besides, if you change jobs in a short period of time, your resume will not look good, and it will also affect your first impression of the other company when you interview for the next job.

"Why don't I resign too, and let's join the real estate company I used to work for? This is the time for the company to vigorously recruit new people. Don't worry, when we come back from Tibet, the time will be just right!" In order to go to Tibet, Shen Sihan can be considered to have exhausted all means.However, Shen Sihan was originally a girl who lived her own life, and Xu Xin also liked her style of doing things very much, so after completely dispelling her worries, Xu Xin put the matter of going to Tibet on the agenda. When will she resign? I had to submit my resignation letter in advance, which train ticket to buy, what to bring, what equipment, what to eat, drink, and wear, all arranged step by step.

As for Shen Sihan, he only needs to be optimistic about where he wants to go and what he wants to eat.

In fact, there is another reason why Xu Xin readily agreed to Shen Sihan's proposal.

That is Shen Sihan agreeing to choose the same job as her for the first time, in that case, the two of them will naturally be able to work together.

Of course Xu Xin knew that as the distance got closer, the conflicts between the two would inevitably increase, but compared to the joy of being able to stay by Shen Sihan's side all the time, those were nothing.If possible, she would not want to be separated from Shen Sihan for a second, so that the anxiety in her heart would not surge up endlessly, frightening her as if it would drown Xu Xin.

So even though she knew that her savings might bottom out again if she took this trip to Tibet, she still agreed to Shen Sihan and would go with her.

All things were resolved one by one, and soon, it was the day when the two were ready to leave.

Early in the morning, the two of them got on the bus with their respective luggage and equipment, and staggered all the way to the train station.

As an important transportation hub in the capital, Beijing Railway Station is full of people coming and going no matter what time of day it is.

The two lined up behind the two teams to pick up the tickets, and they quickly entered the waiting hall.

The reason why I chose the train is because I heard that everyone’s physique is different, so the altitude sickness is also mild and severe. If you choose the plane, you may have the risk of overreacting as soon as you land. Therefore, although the train is slow, It is a relatively safe way of transportation when going to Tibet.

Of course, Xu Xin didn't expect that it was because the two chose the train that he saved his life.

From Beijing to Lhasa, Tibet, it takes more than 40 hours by train. At the beginning of the journey, the two should eat, drink, talk and laugh at the scenery, but after sitting for a long time, they are both tired and talk less. Nesting in his own position, he woke up and slept intermittently.

When Xu Xin began to feel uncomfortable, it was when the train passed Golmud at night. Most of the people in the train were going to Tibet for the first time, and they were discussing excitedly that the place they passed was already at an altitude of 4500 meters. , It’s incredible to think about it.

Shen Sihan was also very excited to wake up Xu Xin, and asked her if she wanted to eat something, the conductor pushed the trolley over and shouted, "Last trip!"Last trip! '...

Xu Xin rubbed his eyes, after thinking about it, he bought a can of eight-treasure porridge, while Shen Sihan soaked some noodles.

"We have already passed Golmud, and the next stop is Nagqu. I heard that the train will go higher and higher from now on. It seems that Gaofan is not so scary." Shen Sihan smiled and told Xu Xin Said, then broke off half of the ham sausage and threw it into the instant noodles, and handed the other half to Xu Xin.

Xu Xin drank two mouthfuls of eight-treasure porridge, and was sobered up by the ice.It was late spring when the two set off, but the air conditioner on the train was fully turned on, and the two of them took out all their long-sleeved clothes and put them on, so that they barely stopped shivering from the cold.After eating briefly, the two returned to their respective positions, intending to continue sleeping.

After another hour, Xu Xin woke up with a strong pain in her stomach. She clutched her stomach and sat up, only to find that Shen Sihan hadn't slept yet. She was sitting looking at the blackness outside the window. What.

Hearing Xu Xin's voice here, Shen Sihan turned his head to look at Xu Xin. Seeing that the other party was pale and weakly clutching his stomach, he immediately got up and walked over, squatted beside Xu Xin, and touched Xu Xin. He frowned worriedly and asked, "What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"The stomach hurts very much. It may be caused by gastritis. You go and get out the medicine we brought. I'll take it." Because Xu Xin had the experience of suffering from acute gastritis before, he always had stomach medicine by his side.

After taking the medicine, Shen Sihan went to the tea to get some hot water, and when he came back, he poured some mineral water and mixed the water until it was warm before giving it to Xu Xin.

"Drink, just drink it straight away. After taking the medicine, drink all the water." Shen Sihan ordered, and Xu Xin obeyed obediently.

However, Xu Xin's guess was wrong this time.

After taking the medicine, the symptoms worsened. Not only did my stomach hurt, but it also kept churning like a wave.Xu Xin quickly covered his mouth and rushed to the toilet.

After a while, not only did his stomach hurt, but his stomach also started to have colic. Xu Xin knew right away that he might not be able to leave the toilet... After spending half the night on the train, Xu Xin was not feeling well, he was too weak , Shen Sihan could only sit beside her and rub her stomach with his warm palms.

Xu Xin didn't know when he fell asleep in a daze, he only knew that Shen Sihan rubbed her for a long time.

When Xu Xin woke up, it was already three or four o'clock in the morning. When he opened his eyes, he found that under his head, on his body, on his legs, and on the bed covering were all Shen Sihan's things, and Shen Sihan returned to his seat with his head leaning against the Dozing off on the back of his chair.It looked pitifully tight.