forced to whitewash [rebirth]

Every time the thunder fell, Bai Yu was startled. His heart clenched tightly. For the first time, he felt helpless pain and despair. He already knew what would happen next, and the memory he didn't want to touch appeared again. Being in front of him almost made his heart ache, but the boy at that time had already fallen asleep, the deafening thunder seemed to make it difficult to fall asleep, and Bai Yu also knew at this time that he had actually fallen into a coma of awakening abilities.

It was the night that changed the world, and Thunder brought a monster that destroyed everything, and it still exists in his nightmare.

"It hurts..." the boy moaned in a low voice. He had a splitting headache but couldn't wake up. He could only struggle on the bed. Cracks began to appear around him as he struggled. It seemed that some invisible force began to destroy it. everything.

"Hmm..." The boy was finally awakened by the pain. He managed to open his eyes. The bed under him was completely shattered by an unknown force. He fell to the ground, and cracks appeared on the opposite wall.

"??" He struggled in confusion to sit up, but there was a heavy slap on the broken door. Before the boy could react, the broken door had already collapsed, and men and women in pajamas stepped on the door and walked away. Come in.

"...Mom and Dad?" The boy finally woke up, Bai Yu was almost suffocated, the forgotten memory finally forcibly broke the seal and let him recall it, even though there was no light, he could clearly see the face of the visitor, the facial features of the humanoid monster Limbs twisted strangely together and moved towards him with a hair-raising cry, but he knew exactly who they were - no!no!

He had a splitting headache, and the boy who was extremely frightened was completely out of control. The huge mental power of the riot almost immediately smashed the walking zombies into mud and splashed in all directions. The boy screamed, and the mental power destroyed everything around him, houses and creatures were all destroyed. Turned into dust, he fell into the ruins and vomited while crying, Bai Yu only felt his heart go blank.

...Did he kill his parents with his own hands?Had he killed them with his own hands?

The memory of the last days started from waking up in the middle of the night and seeing a zombie walking towards him. Why did he never think that it was his parents? !

What has he forgotten? !What has he forgotten? !

The seven-year-old child is still crying, he has no idea what happened, the sky is still dark, but the sky will never light up, too intense emotions and the mental strength that his young body can't bear make him faint for a short time, white Yu silently watched him wake up, after waking up he was in a daze but the previous pain was gone.

Because he has forgotten, forgotten the love for the two most important people in his life, and forgotten that he killed them with his own hands.

But now he remembered again.

Bai Yu broke his spirit and recovered and clenched the clothes on his chest. He felt suffocated and could hardly breathe. Bai Yu felt that the corners of his eyes were dry, but maybe his body had no moisture for him to cry, and in the end he could only whimper a few times with red eyes. voice, blankly feeling his regained feelings, but the heartache became more and more uncontrollable.

Why...why forget them?Such an important person, why do you forget them because you can't accept them?

It took a while before he managed to calm down a bit. He looked at the dark sky and relaxed his breath. The obsidian ring between his fingers was pressed tightly against his heart. Bai Yu almost exhausted all his strength to grab it, wanting to leave in a daze. Here he wants to talk to Mo Dingxuan... How will Mo Dingxuan react?

His emotions finally eased, Bai Yu stroked the ring, Mo Dingxuan could of course give him the best response, when the man was by his side, everything seemed to be accepted and resolved.

Mo Dingxuan...Mo Dingxuan...

Bai Yu kissed the ring and felt his spiritual power again. His childhood seemed to occupy a very important part of his memory. After the integration was complete, he recovered a lot. His body temperature should have dropped, although he is still hungry and thirsty now. , the body becomes weak due to lack of energy intake.

But it was much better than before, Bai Yu relaxed a little.

He hesitated for a while, but decided to continue, even if he only repaired a small part, he was in pain, but it was not unbearable, and continuing to repair was the top priority, Bai Yu took a deep breath and started his mental power again Restoration, it feels almost like going through an apocalypse again.

The memories after that were not so painful. He was quickly picked up by the rescue team and found to be a talented person, so he was taken away with him. At this time, he was still young and his huge mental power was out of control and he often accidentally injured his teammates. Stayed in the team, and was picked up by another team after leaving alone.

Going back and forth, this memory is very clear in Bai Yu's consciousness, so there is nothing difficult to accept. Although re-experiencing such feelings of being repeatedly abandoned makes him a little depressed, but he has long been mentally prepared.

What annoys him is the scene of the end of the world in his memory. Although Bai Yu knows what the end of the world is like, it is even more unbearable to look back at the past after seeing the peaceful and beautiful world. The boy back then did not understand many things , but also instinctively feel bored and disgusted.

The cruel environment has led to the collapse of morality and law one after another. Strength is the standard for everything. The weak without strength have long abandoned their dignity in order to survive. Atrocities occur almost at any time in the chaotic world.

Not every team he joins is a good guy, Bai Yu has also been picked up by a brutal and chaotic team, although no one dared to touch him because of his strength, but he has also seen every weak person who wants to get their help He was played for fun by them. At that time, he was still eight or nine years old, and he had no concept of sex, but he had already established an aversion prematurely.

gross.

Through the boy's gaze, Bai Yu looked at the wild beast-like crowd in the sky. The strong abused the weak and endured it. The boy didn't understand what they were doing, but felt that the sufferer was in pain and was being treated cruelly. Rolling down in the dirty mud like a beast, his body was stained with sticky and disgusting turbidity. White liquid, this scene is still fresh in Bai Yu's memory. Mo Dingxuan has never understood why he feels that creampie is Insulting people, in fact, Bai Yu's counterpart is also very disgusted, he thinks jy is disgusting, but he doesn't want Mo Dingxuan to do this kind of thing for him.

But in a certain way, this childhood shadow constitutes a part of his sexuality. He unconsciously likes to control the roughness that the other party likes to do, likes to be strong in bed, and he avoids things that make him feel sick and insult his lover, but Mo Dingxuan Really did it for him, and he was so excited after asking him to do it.

In fact, Bai Yu tried to control his badness after realizing his feelings for Mo Dingxuan. He wanted to treat Mo Dingxuan better and respect him. Often provocative, he couldn't control himself.

...Maybe it's like what he said, there is no insult between lovers, it's all about fun, and Mo Dingxuan likes that?

Thinking of a certain person, all the disgust seemed to be diluted a bit, Bai Yu was gentle in his heart, and he was not so irritable. He looked back on his boyhood calmly, watching himself join a team and leave alone.

It's okay, Bai Yu thought, and soon he will meet a group of very gentle people.

Although those people will also lose, but in the end they will meet someone who can always be together and give him everything, so there is nothing unacceptable, and everything is over.

The boy stopped and stopped all the way, but he was completely desperate and wandered alone in the wild. Bai Yu estimated that it was time to meet his company.

Although the ending is known, he is still happy when he sees someone he is familiar with. In the past, he did not want to recall this happy time. After all, the happier he is, the more uncomfortable it is to think about the ending. I can really miss his company, his company commander and comrades-in-arms, and his former troops have lived.

...It really is very good.

Bai Yu looked at the old man through the eyes of a young man, and felt a sense of peace in his heart. I am also fine now, living a good life.

The boy got guidance and care in the army, he learned to control his own strength, had a company commander and comrades-in-arms, everyone treated him very well, the depressed boy gradually recovered his cheerfulness when he was young, and his figure was also pumping. Gao became tall and straight, and the secretary of the branch joked that no matter how tall he was, he would not be able to wear the largest military uniform when he became a regular.

The young man had indeed been secretly troubled by this. After all, he really wanted to wear a military uniform, and even secretly used his mental power to suppress his height development. After being discovered, he was scolded.

"But what if I really can't wear it?" He was really worried, "I think I can grow to about 1.9 meters. There are not many spare uniforms in the army."

Chaotic times are no better than peaceful years. There is no way to produce military uniforms and they are used as spares.

He thought too much about the logistics joke: "You are the strongest ability user so far, and you can also control your own power. After two years, you may not be in the army and be transferred to the top side. There must be a customized one."

"But I just want to stay in the company as an ordinary soldier and protect the ordinary people." The boy said unwillingly.

"You are not willing to do such a good thing as protecting the above?"

"The duty of a soldier is to protect the people," the boy said. "As strong as I am, I should protect more weak ones."

Bai Yu was a little dazed. He was very enthusiastic about being a soldier back then, not because the army accepted him, but because of what he had heard, which seemed to be subtly similar to the responsibility his father taught him. His company commander heard him After the rhetoric, I was overjoyed:

"It seems that you are the one who resists insults."

Yes, a strong man like him, as a soldier, should naturally protect the weak. Since the strong have power, shouldn't they protect those who have no power?

The young man has always held such a firm idea, but unfortunately he failed to change into the military uniform as he wished in the end, Bai Yu's heart sank, the company has been given the final task——

Zombies besieged the city, and his company was in charge to fight for time to evacuate.