forced to whitewash [rebirth]

At this time, some order is still maintained in the end of the world, and some cities with strong military power are not in chaos. The largest of the several military regions in China, it is still lingering because it is very close to the capital. This time it was broken by zombies, which almost indicated the complete collapse of human social order, followed by a long period of chaos, until each base was gradually perfected and a new post-apocalyptic world was established. system and order.

But now these have nothing to do with soldiers, their only task is to protect the evacuation of personnel during the zombie attack.

Although the main body of the army still uses modern weapons as the main attack method, it has gradually been mixed with ability users and their weight is getting heavier and heavier. This time, his company is in charge of the end. It may not be because of the fact that his company has many ability users and strong abilities. , Bai Yu looked at the young man who was standing in the line all ready to go, and he was a little lost, thinking that he was not afraid at this time.

He was only 16 years old at the time. He regarded himself as a soldier and had been taught that his responsibility was to protect the weak. At that time, he was even excited. It might be a wonderful feeling for a teenager to fight to the death with his company for responsibility. ending.

He really...was never afraid of death.

Although he was the only one who survived in the end.

The more intense the battle, the deeper Bai Yu's heart sank. He has been avoiding recalling this experience. At this time, he was forced to come back to observe carefully. He felt that the strength of the two sides was actually too different. Even with him, the young man who had just grasped the strength He can't deal with such a huge group of zombies, this city is absolutely unstoppable, but obviously in his memory, although the company's mission to wipe them out is actually completed?

Bai Yu was taken aback. He couldn't remember how the company was completely wiped out. This is absolutely impossible. It was his will that once again hindered his memory. Then it was because the company's total destruction hit him too hard. Did it cause him to avoid the memory or...? !

Although the young man was only 16 years old and thin, he was the main force of the audience, but after six hours of hard work, he obviously couldn't take it anymore. The endless zombies were still breaking through the human defense line, and wiped out 1 seemingly Immediately, 1000 million roared and swarmed in. The officer became visibly anxious after receiving the notification from the city. The boy glanced at him:

"... Hasn't the city retreated yet?"

"..." The tall man's tough face was tangled up, "Ayu, how long can you last?!"

"I don't know," he said wearily, "it's been six hours."

"..."

The boy seemed to have noticed something: "What's wrong?"

"...District X refuses to accept the residents of our district. Damn xxx is not a human thing and has become independent!" The man who had always been so resolute broke down emotionally at this moment, "Our entire city will die here today!"

"...!!!" The mental power of the young man was violent for a moment, "What about other districts?! No one is willing to accept us?!"

The other party didn't respond to him, and his stiff military uniform was almost scratched with his fingers so tense that they turned white.

In the midst of desperation, Bai Yu felt peace of mind, which was the feeling passed on to him by the young man. His company commander had already collapsed, but in fact he was only confused for a moment.

Death is not something to be afraid of. He does what he wants to do with all his strength until he dies. Some aspect may be his deepest desire.

So he is not afraid at all.

"It doesn't matter if no one is willing to rescue us," the young man became firm again, "We just need to complete our mission."

Bai Yu wondered in a daze that maybe it wasn't that his company was completely wiped out, but that he survived alone.

Why... was he the only one who survived?

His company commander was not infected by his firmness. The resolute man didn't seem to want to face death calmly as described by the teenager, or he couldn't accept that the city he guarded was directly destroyed by the zombies:

"Ayu, hold on first, I'll contact District Y to see if you can come and provide us with support!"

He was in a hurry to make the final struggle, but the young man didn't care about it. Bai Yu struggled to remember whether the y district came to support them at the end, after tossing and turning for a long time, he suddenly remembered that someone was from the y district.

After his company was wiped out...the one who picked him up and asked him if he wanted to build a base together.

His heart skipped a beat, but the man came over to him in tears of joy, expressing that District Y is willing to provide support!They just need to hold out until the other party sends force to come over!Although the young man didn't care about it, he was still happy after hearing the news, and the atmosphere of the army that was slightly hopeless was instantly lifted. Everyone wanted to seize this only chance of life, but the reinforcements that were waiting for it were delayed. arrive.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and every moment was a painful sacrifice. The military area had already run out of ammunition and food, and the capable people had almost no resistance. Bai Yu became more and more flustered. Two hours had passed. How can it be possible that the army has not arrived in two hours!

"... There was a disagreement over Area Y, and another person in charge disagreed with the support, saying that there were too many zombies here to fight against." The officer turned pale after receiving the news from the opposite side, "Although Major General Qin insisted on coming to the rescue, ..."

The boy should have raised his eyebrows: "Would it be possible for them to take the risk of leaving the army if half of it is lost?"

"...Bai Yuyou...!!"

"I blew myself up and should be able to kill more than half of them," he said in a calm voice, "Let them go out!"

This is the best result in his mind. If he can keep all the people he wants to protect by himself, then death is a happy thing for him.

"No...they emphasized that they want to keep you!" However, the proposal was directly rejected by the other party, and Bai Yu realized that perhaps District Y was willing to support him because of him, and that person... came because of him, "If you die, they will never die." No troops will be sent."

"Then what do they want?!" The boy finally became irritable, "What do they want?!!"

The only hope seems to be shattered again, and it is far more shocking than ever before. The military region can no longer hold on for a minute and a second. Even if he sacrificed everything to kill more than half of the military region, he is now powerless to resist the rest, but he obviously blew himself up If there is more support——

can be saved.

"There is another way, Ayu," at this time another person who had been silent all of a sudden said, Bai Yu's heart that was beating so hard suddenly sank—this is his instructor, another ability user, who spent two years helping He stabilized his ability and learned to use it, "Your strength is far beyond what you can use today."

Yes, if it were Bai Yu today, he would never face such a desperate situation, but at that time he had not fully controlled the power, and what he could control was only a small half.

However, Bai Yu's heart sank because of the other party's words. He knew that the other party's words definitely didn't give him a way to control all the power, but—

"You can't show everything now," the other party said calmly and incredulously, "but when you lose control, your power is completely leaked out."

—Nonsense!Bai Yu almost grabbed the opponent by the collar, punched him and then yelled at him, obviously this person spent two years teaching him how to control power, how not to hurt others, he finally returned to normal!Finally recovered!Now they want him to return to the past, and want him to turn back into that monster, and want him again!I want him again...

In fact, the boy trembled for a moment and almost couldn't stand still. He took a step back and looked at the other party in disbelief:

"I'm out of control—"

"Yes."

"But I'll ruin everything! I'll kill—"

"Bai Yu, you have your responsibility." The other party said.

"Do not--"

"Now only you can do it."

"No—I—"

"You have to live well."

"—!!"

The monsters outside the city gathered together and destroyed everything. Perhaps the ones in the city were no different from them, they were all monsters who destroyed all good existence and could never keep anything.

Standing in the ruins, Bai Yu thought in a daze that this scene was really familiar.

It turned out that he himself killed his company.

A powerful monster like him can't use his own power to protect the people he wants to protect. It's easy to lose control and destroy everything. The indiscriminate mental power riot killed all the zombies in the center of him.

Of course, it also includes the comrades who gathered with him and are fighting side by side with him.

So everything was ruined by him.

The boy is 16 years old, but he has not made any progress compared to when he was seven years old. At this time, he knelt on the ground and cried after destroying everything. do this kind of thing?

Bai Yu only felt bored, and it wasn't because he was a waste, he could only use his own strength to hurt others, and he didn't want to let himself remember the pain of such a waste, so he chose to forget.

It's ridiculous.

He looked at the young man who had fainted. The other party had successfully escaped from the pain by relying on evasion, and this pain would eventually be experienced one day. Bai Yu recalled the last appearance of the old man, and thought distractedly that he was indeed a soldier. In order to keep the people in the city, he did not hesitate to die.

And he must live, because he has his own responsibility, and his comrades have all died for this responsibility, so he must live.

In fact, Bai Yu was not very sad, maybe it was because the emotion was so intense that he couldn't feel anything. He just vaguely remembered another man from long ago, the man who would never go home to take care of his patients. He spent countless hours teaching him that responsibility is above all else, and then he was almost engraved in his bones by the stress of his company's life.

But what is his responsibility?To protect and help the weak?But isn't this his pleasure?

Is his pleasure in protecting and helping the weak?

Bai Yu cut off his mental power and looked at the sky.

No...he is just happy when others are happy. His father taught him to be happy when patients are happy. His teacher taught him to be happy when his family members are happy. His company taught him His, the guardian who sees it will be happy when he is happy.

Is this wrong?

Bai Yu looked away at the ring on his fingertip, if Mo Dingxuan was happy, he would be happy too.

But the man doesn't seem to like him like this, Bai Yu has never figured out his thoughts, Mo Dingxuan said again and again that he should treat himself better, Bai Yu didn't know what he wanted to express.

And he doesn't seem to be qualified to be happy, because he doesn't make the person he wants to protect happy.

He killed them all, killed them all.

Bai Yu took a deep breath. Although his memory was still hindered, he had already vaguely guessed what he had forgotten. He knew the origin and ideal of that person, but the appearance of the other party was still blurred. Bai Yu He took another look at the ring between his fingers, and finally went to complete the final restoration.

The face must be faced.

He is no longer the weak and incompetent boy he was back then.

The author has something to say: hold on a little longer and it will come!