forced to whitewash [rebirth]

At the end of the stone slab is a flower pond full of lotus flowers. Many days ago, the white lotus hidden under the lotus leaves was in full bloom, rendering the dark lake water pure white.

Biles glanced at the little girl who seemed to be preoccupied: "Is there anything Alice wants to say?"

"..." Alice lowered her head, "He's not happy."

"You wouldn't be happy if you were caught and imprisoned, would you?"

"...Will you be happy after that?"

Biles laughed and rubbed her hair: "Of course not, he hates me to death, and now he probably blamed you too."

The little girl clenched his clothes tightly: "Then..."

"No matter what we do, we won't get his favor, because he just hates us." Biles looked at the pond full of lotus flowers, "so it's better to change him directly."

He seemed to be feeling emotional: "He was born in the filth, but he grew up to be so pure, and he was not defeated by anything from the beginning to the end. The reason is not that he is strong enough——"

The young man possessed himself and picked off a lotus flower. The pure white lotus flower swayed in his hand, and the petals were torn apart by the spiritual power:

"On the contrary, it's because you are too weak, because you can't accept it, so you just escaped everything and created the world for yourself. Isn't that ridiculous?"

"..."

"He was originally our same kind of Alice, and we are the only monsters in the world, but he created a human-like disguise for himself, that's all."

Biles picked up the little girl, and the white lotus in the pond in front of her was still swaying and blooming. It looked pure and flawless, but it made the black water under it even more eerie and gloomy. Alice was silent for a while:

"Will he feel pain then?"

"Ok?"

"He doesn't want...to be like us?"

"And does Alice want him to be like us?"

"..."

Biles hugged her and walked along the bank of the pool: "Alice doesn't have to think too much. Even if he is reluctant for a while, he will soon accept the fact. Alice likes him very much, right?"

"..." The little girl didn't answer for a long time, but finally just buried herself in his arms and closed her eyes.

"...I just need to be with my father."

……

After Biles left, Bai Yu couldn't hold his strength anymore and fell to the ground. The other party almost fully planned on the little strength he had recovered so hard. Now his sea of ​​consciousness was in chaos again, but he curled up on the ground without a trace. Momentum re-gathered strength.

...It doesn't make sense either, Biles won't give him a chance to recover.

Bai Yu felt that he might have a fever, his body was scorching hot, and he could only wake up a little bit when he was stuck on the cold stone slab. He hadn't been sick for many years. It may have been frozen in the snow without protection.

He felt cold all over when his throat was scorching hot, and he just wanted to curl up as much as possible. He looked at the silver chains that imprisoned him in a daze. In the past, this kind of thing could not lock him for a second, but now he I don't even have the strength to drag this heavy thing.

Forget it.

Bai Yu curled up on the slate and stared blankly. The end of the slate seemed to be still a slate, connected to the dark sky. He didn't know where he was now, and he didn't know how big it was. The top of his head seemed to be the universe, and the dark sky was dotted with The bright stars made him wonder if he was in a vacuum?

Who knows?

Hunger and thirst have not been felt for a long time. Bai Yu doesn't know how long he has been in a coma, but the body's need for energy is very prominent even in the feverish drowsiness. He unconsciously licked his chapped lips, He felt that he might starve to death or die of thirst before being driven mad by Biles, but now he can't mobilize his mental power to cut off the relevant senses, and can only passively feel this distant and strange feeling.

...It is indeed very far away, and it reminds him of things that happened a long time ago.

In fact, Bai Yu didn't know what the sealed memory Bi Lais just mentioned meant, but the moment he heard it, he felt palpitations from his heart, as if his deepest secret had been exposed, and he was at a loss and flustered Uneasy, Bai Yu felt that he should know what Biles was referring to, but his consciousness prevented him from reacting, and hypnosis generally tried to make him ignore it. If his mental state was a little better now, he might not I care, but now his mental power is in chaos and nothing can stop him.

... nothing can stop it.

He does know what Billys is talking about.

Bai Yu closed his eyes, and he suddenly understood why Biles left him here but didn't care about anything, because the other party knew that he didn't want to die now, and he would definitely find a way to save himself, even if he knew that repairing his mental experience would be destroyed again. Destroying him also has to be repaired again and again, because he has a fever and can't get energy intake. If he doesn't repair himself, he will die soon even if Biles doesn't do anything.

Mo Dingxuan will definitely come to him, so he must be alive before that.

But if you try to integrate the spirit...

Bai Yu lay down for a long time and barely regained some strength, gritted his teeth and dragged the heavy chain, adjusted his posture and stretched out his hand in front of him.

The gleaming obsidian ring is still on his finger, even if Bai Yu's eyes are blurred now, he can still feel its light, Bai Yu was silent for a while and lowered his head to kiss it with dry lips, although his skin can't convey the familiarity to him now touch.

It was all in the past, and he had nothing to fear.

……

Was it really them in the first place?

The spiritual body is the embodiment of the soul, carrying memory and thinking. Now that it is torn apart to integrate it, it is inevitable that it needs to be analyzed one by one. In fact, Bai Yu has not recalled the events of his childhood for a long time, and he has resistance to this, although he His consciousness prevented him from recalling what he had done, but Bai Yu knew very well that he had blocked some feelings, and maybe there were other things.

These will not be unraveled with the changes of the body, but at this time they are forcibly torn apart. The strange and familiar emotions make Bai Yu feel a little breathless. He suddenly feels confused about the identity of these two people. up.

Why did he shut down his feelings and nostalgia for the people he loves so deeply?

So much so that when Mo Dingxuan asked him about his family, he could express that he couldn't remember clearly?

For a gifted person, how could it be impossible to remember such a thing?

"Isn't he back yet?"

Bai Yu heard the immature child asking, with anxiety in his tone.

"It's almost there, I heard he said we're on the way." This is the most important woman in his life. He once couldn't remember her appearance clearly, but now he saw her clearly and felt in a daze. "mountain, and. 氵, evening"

Yeah, how could he forget what she looks like.

"It's already ten o'clock—" the child was still complaining softly, "He said yesterday that he would be back on time tonight."

"He is very busy with work, and there are many people waiting for him to save him." The beautiful woman smiled softly, "Didn't Ayu say before that he wanted to be such a doctor in the future?"

"..." Bai Yu was speechless for a while, and so was the child. He might be a little annoyed, and after a while: "——I will go home often in the future."

The woman leaned forward and backward with a smile, Bai Yu looked at her in a daze, and the child probably couldn't hold back:

"why are you laughing……"

"I just remembered that when I was three years old, I looked older than when I was seven years old. A Yu is indeed seven years old today," the woman reached out and pinched his nose jokingly, "I should be able to do what I say, and be able to take good care of patients and be able to do it." A good doctor who takes good care of the family~”

Bai Yu was startled, wait a minute, the time is——

The child said proudly, "This is my responsibility."

"Do you still know what responsibility is?"

"He said that it is the doctor's responsibility to take good care of the patient and make the patient happy. The teacher also said that it is the father's responsibility to take good care of the family and make the family happy." The tone was so familiar and serious that Bai Yu didn't know where he was. "I'll make everyone happy."

Really firm.

The woman rested her chin: "What about A Yu himself?"

Bai Yu's heart tightened, and the child seemed to be startled for a moment, unable to understand her question:

"...If you are happy, I will be happy."

Bai Yu remembered before the immature voice said the answer, he was a little lost, and he didn't know what he was at a loss.

The woman seemed to want to say something, but she suddenly received a call. She raised her eyebrows at him and indicated who the other party was with her eyes, and then connected the call:

"Hello? Are you there yet?"

The other person seemed to say something, and the woman's smiling face suddenly froze:

"You said that you suddenly received an operation notice—"

The boy seemed to jump up suddenly when his eyes turned sharply:

"He said he'd be back tonight!!"

The woman hung up the phone with a serious expression on her face, and she seemed to frowned apologetically: "I'm sorry, Ayu, your father said that he had a major operation tonight... Ayu?"

The boy's vision was blurred. The boy seemed to be trembling all over. Bai Yu was in a complicated mood. After a long silence, he finally choked up and said, "I see..."

Because the operation is more important, he has always known it, the man has always told him so, every day he does not come home for the night, he does not come home for dinner, he does not come to pick him up, and he does not attend his parent meeting.

"But I won't break my promise to you." At this time, the door suddenly opened, and a man in a white coat was standing at the door with a cake. He sighed, "Your mother knows how to mess around."

He is actually a gentle person, Bai Yu thought in a daze, why did he only remember the other party's quietness later on?

"Surprised or not?" The apology on the woman's face was swept away, she laughed and pinched the boy's face, "Your old sinus has promised you, how could you lie to you?!"

"..." The child still stayed there until the man came in and rubbed his hair: "Happy birthday."

Bai Yu finally recalled the surging emotions at that time, maybe this was the first time in his life that he felt ups and downs, he suddenly didn't want to recall any more, he just wanted to stay at this moment to take a good look at these two people, at this moment he His father was still a tall and handsome young man, and his mother was also gentle and beautiful, but he could not hold back the nostalgia for this rare night when the family of three reunited, his last birthday, and this tender dinner.

"Are you going to sleep with mom tonight? The weather forecast says there will be thunderstorms." It was already late at night after dinner, and the woman asked intentionally.

The child obviously struggled: "No, I will be eight years old tonight!"

"That's a pity," the woman shrugged. "The older child should sleep well by himself tonight. I don't think he's afraid of thunder anymore."

"...I'm not afraid." The child was obviously a little weaker, but he still stubbornly walked back to his room, Bai Yu's heart trembled, no, wait——

The boy had already closed the door, and the first thunderclap fell outside the window.