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Song Yinan usually wouldn't disturb Jing Zaixing when he was working, but at this moment she couldn't care less, she went downstairs and pushed open the door of the study.

Pushing open the door of the study, she walked to the desk under Jing Zaixing's inquiring gaze, and asked directly, "What happened yesterday?"

"Yesterday?" Jing Zaixing's voice was very steady, "Nothing happened, I chatted with him."

"I'm good," Song Yinan didn't need to think about what Jing would say, she emphasized her tone again, "I told you, don't force Xiao Can anymore, don't you think he's in a bad state?" Okay? He needs to rest."

"He has been resting for almost a year, how long is he going to rest?" Jing Zaixing held his pen and asked with frowned eyebrows, "Does he really want to stay in that high school all the time?"

"So what if you stay here all the time?" The usually mild-tempered person was really angry this time. Song Yinan pointed to the door and said to Jing Zaixing, "He didn't sleep last night, you should go up and see him now." look."

All along, Song Yinan did not dare to intervene too much in Jing Can's education. She knew that Jing Can's biological mother was a person with a high IQ, and that Jing Zaixing had always cared about Jing Can's education and had great feelings for Jing Can. Hope, Jing Zaixing always said that they can't raise Jing Can as an ordinary child, and they can't let their mediocrity delay Jing Can. In the past, she always listened to Jing Can, always thinking that it was for Jing Can's good.

But looking at Jing Can's current appearance, she really thinks that Jing Zaixing's education method is not suitable for Jing Can.She felt that there was something Jing Can didn't tell them, whether it was Jing Can's gray face or the frightened eyes just now, Song Yinan felt a little bad, she couldn't tell what it was, but it made her I am afraid in my heart.

At the beginning, Jing Can insisted on taking a break from school because she was under a lot of pressure and couldn't get along with her classmates, so she kept having headaches and insomnia.After going to Huihe to study, Song Yinan saw him getting better and better every day, not to mention how happy he was.But the Jing Can I saw today seemed to have suddenly changed into the same person who had just dropped out of school.

Lifeless, like rejecting all the good things in this world.

"Yinan, don't be willful, no one's life can stand still. If he goes to school again, I can go and accompany him."

"You..." Song Yinan was a little surprised, he knew how ambitious Jing Zaixing was, and never thought that Jing Zaixing would make such a plan.

Song Yinan knew a lot about Jing Zaixing's character and temper. Having said that, she knew that she could not change Jing Zaixing at all.He will always be like this, he will not waver in the slightest what others say.

Song Yinan sullenly shook her head, "I don't agree, unless Xiaocan wants to go back, I won't let you send him away. His condition is not right at all, I'm afraid he will have some psychological problems. Don't you Did you find that Xiao Can was more introverted than other children since he was a child? He almost never took the initiative to communicate with others, even us, he never opened up."

Jing Zaixing nodded, but didn't take it seriously: "I found out, but Yi Nan, his biological mother doesn't like to communicate with others, and many geniuses are like this. They need a world of their own that allows them to focus. Rather than being frequently disturbed by chaotic and complicated external objects. As for the high pressure, I still say the same thing, I don’t think escaping can relieve stress.”

After saying this, seeing Song Yinan's face getting more and more ugly, Jing Zaixing couldn't bear it.He sighed and stood up: "Yinan, we will stop arguing."

"I think it's too late for me to quarrel with you. I should have had a good quarrel with you long ago." Song Yinan blushed with anger, she glanced at Jing Zaixing and said, "I don't understand why you must let the child Live according to your way of thinking, can't you open your eyes and take a good look at them? Let me ask you, have you ever seen Xiao Can laugh heartlessly like Xiao Wei? Anyway, I haven't seen it, I have seen it He was only seven years old when he was seven years old, do you remember what he was like when he was seven years old? No matter how much you like a gift, you will not jump and scream like other children, and you will not be bullied by other children. Don't complain, bear it yourself, can you still find another seven-year-old child who is as good as him? Yes, he is a genius, he is different from other children in IQ, you always remember, then he is emotionally It's also different from other children, why can't you see it?"

Facing the silent Jing Zaixing, Song Yinan took a deep breath, and then sighed heavily, feeling powerless like a chicken talking to a duck.

"Forget it, no matter how much I tell you, you won't understand. Anyway, I hope Xiaocan is healthy, and I hope he eats and sleeps well. Maybe it's because I don't have big ambitions, but what I really hope is only That's all. I still say the same thing, Xiaocan disagrees, I will never let you send him away this time. If you think that I will delay him and harm him, then you think so, From now on, if he gets weird, I will blame it on me."

"Yinan..." Jing Zaixing didn't seem to understand why Song Yinan was so angry suddenly, he frowned and called her.

Song Yinan didn't answer, she couldn't bear to stay with Jing Zaixing any longer, so she turned and left the study.She wanted to go out to get some fresh air, and went to the supermarket to buy some of Jing Can's favorite foods, but she didn't expect that just as she went to the hanger to pick up her coat, she saw the person she had just put to sleep suddenly appear on the stairs.

"Mom," Jing Can took two steps down, looked in the direction of the study, and asked Song Yinan, "Where are you going?"

"I'm going to the supermarket, and it just so happens that Xiaowei is about to leave get out of class, so I can pick him up for a while." Song Yinan tried to soften his voice before he calmed down from the excitement.

"You..." Jing Can had already walked in front of Song Yinan, seeing Song Yinan's red eye circles and nose, he was not at ease, "I'll go with you, and help you carry your things."

These words were completely unexpected by Song Yinan, before she had time to react, Jing Can turned around and ran upstairs.

"I'm going to change clothes, you wait for me."

Looking at the back of Jing Can leaving in a hurry, Song Yinan hurriedly responded: "Okay, don't worry, Xiao Can."

When he came down again, Jing Can put on the fisherman's hat that he almost never took off.Song Yinan had also calmed down, she patted Jing Can's head, and said, "Our Xiao Can just looks good, and she looks good in any hat."

Jing Can touched her hat and thought of He Pingyi again.

If all goes well, you should be able to return to Huihe tomorrow.

The supermarket is very close to the community, Song Yinan and Jing Can strolled out, occasionally a neighbor would say hello on the road, Song Yinan dealt with it alone, Jing Can didn't need to say a word.

After walking a certain distance, Jing Can, who had been keeping quiet all this time, suddenly asked, "Did you quarrel?"

Song Yinan realized that Jing Can must have heard the quarrel between him and Jing Zaixing just now, so he sighed and said, "Your father is so stubborn that it makes people angry."

When Song Yinan said this, there was a smile on his face.Laughing is helpless, but Jing Can also understands the tolerance hidden here.

"Well," Jing Can lowered her head in response, and then said, "Don't quarrel because of me, my father still loves you very much."

He didn't know how Jing Zaixing got along with his biological mother in the past, but all these years he always felt that Jing Zaixing probably gave Song Yinan all the tenderness and concessions that he had.Jing Zaixing doesn't like him and Jing Wei being picky eaters, but Song Yinan doesn't like food, Jing Zaixing will put it in his bowl.He knew that Jing Zaixing liked to smoke, but Song Yinan would cough whenever he smelled the smoke, Jing Zaixing never let Song Yinan smell the smoke on him.

Song Yinan was slightly taken aback, she didn't expect Jing Can to say such words.

"Xiao Can," Song Yinan said with a smile, "I'm very happy, you are different from many boys."

Jing Can looked at Song Yinan puzzled, and Song Yinan slowly explained: "Actually, I felt before that many boys are brought up relatively...roughly. It's not derogatory, but in family education and school education, there seems to be no People will educate boys about emotions and interpersonal relationships, and they will not read some emotional books like girls, which leads to many boys being more 'nervous' when facing various emotions. Da Tiao', and I don't want to think about some things about parents' short-sightedness and children's love... If you tell them those delicate feelings, they may only think in their hearts, ah, this person is so long-winded."

Speaking of this, Song Yinan paused, then blinked, and said, "For example...your father."

For some reason, Jing Can found it a little funny to associate Jing Zaixing with the word "rough".He twitched his lips and said nothing.

"But should boys be like this? I don't think so. No one has ever stipulated who must be considerate in this world. If it's not a girl, it should be more concerned about other people's emotions. Boys can feel at ease as a nervous person." , Emotional understanding should be mutual. You are different from most boys, your perception of emotion is very, keen." Song Yinan paused, and then continued to express his worries, "But sometimes I Will worry that you are too sensitive. You can perceive whether others are happy or not, like you or dislike you, but on the other hand, you will suppress your own feelings because you have to take care of others' feelings. People around you will get along very well with you. Comfortable, but as your mother, I don't want you to be like this."

Jing Can probably understood Song Yinan's meaning, he nodded and didn't say anything.Similar words, He Pingyi also said.

"Think about yourself in the future. If you are unhappy or unwilling to do something, just tell me that you can't quarrel with your father. I'll quarrel with your father, okay?"

Jing Can smiled, but still shook her head: "No, I still don't want you guys to fight because of me. Besides, my father is right, I can't stay in Huihe forever. Congratulations... my classmates are going to participate The college entrance examination, I will go to university in the future, I should go back to school earlier."

"It's not like that," Song Yinan shook his head, "There's nothing you should or shouldn't do, like I said just now, I just want you to be happy, if 'success' can make you happy, then I support you to go back to school, if not, Then I don't think you have to take the path of mathematics. You are only 17 years old, and you still have many possibilities."

Jing Can suddenly slowed down because of the last sentence, Song Yinan saw that he didn't follow, turned around and called him.

Jing Can just woke up like a dream, and hurried a few steps.

After going to the supermarket, they stopped by to pick up Jing Wei who had just finished painting, and when they walked back, the two became three people, and the content of the chat changed from Jing Can to Jing Wei.

Jing Wei has been rambling on about what happened in the studio recently, even knowing clearly which two teachers are in love.

Song Yinan felt a little funny: "How do you know this?"

"Mr. Xu took us to sketch that day, and Mr. Yu sat in the co-pilot, and they held hands together."

Jing Can also laughed along with Song Yinan, and after laughing twice, he suddenly felt something was wrong.

I feel a little empty in my hand, and empty in my heart.

Where's the hat?

Stopping to make sure that she really didn't have the hat in her hand, Jing Can panicked all of a sudden.

"What's wrong?" Song Yinan asked with concern seeing that his expression was not right.

"My hat is missing."

"Did it fall in the supermarket?"

"No." Jing Can remembers very clearly that when he left the supermarket, he did not wear a hat, but folded it and held it together with the shopping bag in his hand, and he had the impression that it was still in his hand just now. .

"It should be left nearby," Jing Can put the things in his hands on the bench beside him, and said to Song Yinan in a panic, "I have to find a hat."

"Okay," Song Yinan said to Jing Wei, "help brother look for it."

Jing Can searched the street but couldn't find any sign of the hat. He became anxious, and fine sweat broke out on his forehead.

"Boy, what are you looking for?"

An aunt called him not far away, and it looked like the aunt was taking a walk.Jing Can thought that if she had been walking around just now, she might have actually seen his hat, so she trotted a few steps to meet him.

"Auntie, I'm looking for a hat. It's round, with a small brim, dark green, and has a flower embroidered on it. Have you seen it?"

The aunt thought for a while: "Ah, the dark green hat, I seem to have really seen it just now."

Jing Can's eyes lit up, as if she finally saw hope.The already fast speech speed accelerated a lot, and he asked eagerly: "Really? Where?"

"It's at the corner over there," the aunt pointed in a direction, and said, "Near the lawn, go and have a look, it should still be there."

"Thank you, auntie." Jing Can was a little excited, he wanted to run over immediately, but before he left, he still didn't forget to take a step back and bowed deeply to the auntie.

"Xiao Can..."

Behind him, Song Yinan was calling him.

Jing Can turned around in a hurry, wanting to tell her that the aunt had seen the hat, and he was going to look for it around the corner.

But turning around, just as she was about to speak, Jing Can saw a strange expression on Song Yinan's face.Shocked, puzzled, and frightened, she seemed to be trying her best to control her emotions, but those emotions seemed to break through the gate and frantically gathered on her face, making her face tense and distorted.

"Xiao Can..." She opened her mouth, her lips were trembling. After a long time, she seemed to have expended a lot of effort, and with a trembling voice, she said, "Who are you talking to?"