Let me have a drunken dream

Leaving aside a lot of unfinished work at hand, Wang Nan waited downstairs at Chen Nianbei's house early.Chen Yujing, who loves to stay in bed in the morning, also woke up earlier than Chen Nianbei because she could go to the playground on weekends.Because Chen Nianbei hadn't been close to Xiao Yujing for a long time, he put Xiao Yujing on his bed to sleep with him the night before.The little guy was noisy in the morning, so she couldn't stay in bed.Thinking about packing all kinds of food and drinks prepared for her last night in her bag, she had to get up early again.It's a pity that I couldn't sleep in during the weekend. She pinched the tip of the little girl's nose and said with a smile, "Little girl, Uncle Wang got up so early. Mom will be jealous."

Chen Yujing smirked for a while, knowing that she was blushing with embarrassment, and said nonchalantly, "If not, I'm going to the playground. I'm happy." Having said that, Chen Yujing's small face wrinkled, and said aggrievedly : "You haven't played with me for a long time, and I fell asleep when I got home at night, and I couldn't see anyone even if I wanted to talk to you." The little girl said that she was extremely wronged, and she wanted to shed two tears.

Chen Nianbei was already feeling guilty, but his heart softened after seeing it this way.She hugged her daughter who was sitting by the side who was about to cry, and coaxed her: "Good boy, I'm going out to play today." After finishing speaking, she kissed Chen Yujing's face, "Don't wrinkle your face, look, Uncle Wang You will be unhappy. You see, he treats you so well, why are you willing to make him unhappy? "

As soon as these words came out, Chen Yujing got out of bed immediately, and smiled foolishly again.She trotted unsteadily all the way to her small room, picked up her clothes and was about to put them on.Chen Nianbei also followed her all the way, picking up the small clothes for her and putting them on.The usually noisy little girl was surprisingly quiet and cooperative at this time.

After taking Chen Yujing downstairs, Wang Nan had been waiting for half an hour, even though it was only 07:30 in the morning.As soon as the little girl saw Wang Nan, she broke free from Chen Nianbei's arms and ran towards Wang Nan.Wang Nan hugged her and picked her up.Looking at Chen Yujing who was blushing, he couldn't help kissing her on the face, "Miss uncle?"

Chen Yujing had never seen her father since she was a child, and Wang Nan's appearance made up for her desire for fatherly love to a certain extent.It can also be said that Wang Nan has become a temporary father, a man who can laugh with her, play with her, and tell her stories.Such a role always made Xiao Yujing think that her 'Uncle Wang' was her father, but she was disappointed by Chen Nianbei's repeated denials and warnings.So every time she sees Wang Nan, she is always happy and regretful.

When she first entered the playground, Chen Yujing was new to everything, although it was not her first time to come.But even with Wang Nan and Chen Nianbei, she felt happy, as if she had her parents by her side, it was a family, and she felt happy wherever she went.She took Chen Nianbei to ride with her on the merry-go-round, and asked Wang Nan to take pictures as souvenirs. She also took Wang Nan to accompany her in making dolls. She liked to hold the spoils that Wang Nan gave her.There were so many dolls in her arms that she couldn't hold them, but she still wanted to hold them, and then asked Chen Nianbei and Wang Nan to stand together.The little man seemed to be giving them space.

A little girl is a little girl after all, she is very excited to play, but her physical strength is limited after all.After playing a few games, Chen Yujing cried out that she was tired.Wang Nan, the 'temporary father', shouldered the responsibility of hugging her.Chen Nianbei looked at him holding Chen Yujing, who was not light, and felt a little sorry. She wiped the sweat off Chen Yujing's head, looked at him and said, "You carry her to rest there for a while." She pointed Looking at a dining and resting place, "I'll go buy some drinks, and we'll go out to eat after the rest is over." After that, she looked at the little guy who had fallen asleep on his shoulder, and said, "If she is still so tired, what do you want to do?" Sleep, we will go home and rest after dinner." She looked up at him and asked, "What do you think?"

Wang Nan looked at Chen Yujing on her shoulder with a smile and nodded, "Okay."

"What do you want to drink?" Chen Nianbei who had walked two steps suddenly turned around and asked.

"Nongfu Spring is fine."

Sitting in the dining room, Chen Nianbei took a sip of Nongfu Spring.Looking at her daughter who was sleeping, she didn't have the heart to wake her up, so she let her continue to sleep.It's just that sweating in winter is easy to catch cold, so she wiped the sweat off her body.

Wang Nan quietly watched the woman on the opposite side doing the most ordinary things, but he felt a voice in his heart telling him to make sure of something.Such a scene was something his ex-wife would definitely not do, and he still remembered how strong and domineering his ex-wife was.I haven't eaten a delicious meal cooked by my lover for two years of marriage, and it will always be the nanny's craftsmanship. I have never seen my lover tidy up the love nest once. It seems that this is just a place to sleep, no different from a hotel.The ex-wife only had interests and work in her eyes, and when he proposed that she quit her job and be Mrs. Wang at home, she became furious and had a cold war with him for a month.He was the one who humbly apologized, and he made the promise to her that he would never bring up this matter again.But when her thriving career fell to the bottom overnight, she resolutely took her daughter to Norway to start again.Ironically, the appearance of his daughter was an accident. He got drunk by accident, raped her by accident, and got her pregnant by accident.He tried his best to have a healthy family, but in the end he just got his ex-wife's words, "You are just satisfying your own selfish desires."In the final analysis, he just didn't love her, and he blamed him for not valuing her ability at the beginning, but the woman who spent time with him that year was not like this, she was just full of ideals.It's just that he didn't understand what made a once gentle woman become so tough in the end.He still can't figure out why.He only knows it's a banknote and a dream'.

Looking at the person in front of him, he saw what the wife he was most looking forward to in those years should look like, and he seemed a little dazed.He admits that at one point he was obsessed, but only once.His ex-wife left for three years, and he gradually became less emotional.In the past, he would look forward to a relationship, and then a romantic wedding.But now he no longer needs the question of whether to love or not, it seems that 'suitable' is good.It's not that he's afraid to face the word 'love', but 'love' doesn't seem to be the most important thing to him at this age.

"Yu Jing grew up alone? After you came back from 'over there', you never thought about going back?" Wang Nan asked curiously.

Chen Nianbei, who was pulling the skirts for Chen Yujing, was stunned by the sudden culture. No one had ever asked her this question before, he was the first one.It was also the first time she said in front of outsiders, "Yeah, she grew up alone. As for there, even if I want to go back there, I have to be capable." When she first returned to S City, she thought that even if she died Don't go back either, she hates 'over there' with all the resentment and shame in her heart.But the most contradictory thing is that she hopes that Cui Shengxian can come to pick her up and comfort her.In fact, she wanted to go back in her heart, but she had too many distracting thoughts.On the contrary, now she doesn't care about going back or not going back, "over there" actually doesn't mean much except him.Time finally washed away her resentment and shame, and shattered all her edges and corners. In fact, there was nothing wrong with leading Chen Yujing alone, but it left regrets.

Wang Nan didn't know why Chen Nianbei would suddenly return to City S, but he knew that she had already resigned. "Haven't you thought about how you and Yu Jing will live in the future?" Out of doubt and selfishness, he asked her.

Chen Nianbei stroked the little hair on Chen Yujing's cheeks, wiped the sweat that just broke out on his forehead, looked up at him and said, "How do you live? Just live like this. I think I'm doing well. As for the future I really didn’t think so far. I think if he has the heart, he will explain, if not, I won’t force it, let it be.” She gave Cui Shengxian a chance, but now she has learned that there are mixed joys and sorrows, hope is inevitable To be disappointed.She also understands that the disappointment that such a man can give her must be greater than the hope.Whether he was involuntary or helpless, she no longer dared to have much expectation.

Wang Nan has nothing to say about "let it be"; maybe he really just let it be, so why should he be anxious. "That's right, it's best to let nature take its course. Let's talk about it in the future. What I think about now is just thinking about it. There are too many variables. Instead of regretting it later, it's better to let nature take its course step by step. Instead, ask for help." Shunxin, Shuxin."

Chen Nianbei smiled back at him, this smile contained gratitude for his understanding and her own calmness. "Thank you for your understanding. You know me better." She looked at him and said sincerely.

"What's there to thank, you and I are friends, and it's really unfamiliar to say these things." Wang Nan didn't like Chen Nianbei's voice, which was clearly distinguished from him, even though she was speaking in praise .That kind of tone and demeanor that seems close but still far away makes one's heart itch and a little bit of resentment.

The trip to the amusement park ended because of Chen Yujing's fatigue.After a simple lunch, Wang Nan sent their mother and son home, and then drove to Seth International to finish his unfinished work.In his office, he sat in front of the computer, watching the data reports on the display screen arranged in rows and columns in front of him like tadpoles, and he couldn't read them.He understood what was wrong with him, and he was a little excited and a little looking forward to it.He looked at his faint image on the glass window, and he seemed to see him ten years ago, only less youthful.He thought that maybe apart from being "suitable" and vigorous "love", perhaps such years and long streams of water can also warm his heart and the future.

After taking care of Chen Yujing to sleep, she returned to her study, flipping through the calendar in her hand, looking at the dates circled in the past few days.Thinking about why he still hasn't called, seeing that it's really the end of the year.But after thinking about it, he couldn't help laughing at himself. He had too many reasons, which crew, which award ceremony, which job, which concert... Too many reasons, too many accidents, let her guess, let him Go 'do it'.After all, she was still looking forward to it.

After finishing the radio interview, Choi Seung Hyun was exhausted.He has already contacted his agent and turned down the show on the last day of December on the grounds that his body is too unbearable.When the manager heard that, he was cursing on the other end of the phone, and asked him if he wanted to continue working in the entertainment industry?With his current popularity, can he do whatever he wants like before?Why is he now working hard in the Korean entertainment industry, a place where newcomers are prolific and there are too many monks?He has nothing to say, but he promised Chen Nianbei, he will do it.At least he can't be a second Li Shengli, and he doesn't have a second Chen Nianbei to meet.

Before that, he had contacted the immigration management office through the bureaucratic children who went to school with him when he was a student.He didn't expect Chen Nianbei's departure to be sent back to China. He checked the transcripts and information about Chen Nianbei at that time, and he could see at a glance how many discrepancies and how many were true or false.It was also at that moment that he realized what he had done wrong, that he had wrongly blamed her.But he couldn't believe that the parents he trusted the most were the biggest culprits who caused their current estrangement. He had to admit that they had succeeded.If he hadn't believed that Chen Nianbei would leave without saying a word, he would have really become a stranger to her.Should this be fortunate, or should it be sad?

After returning home, he took a shower first to relieve his fatigue.Putting on the nightgown she bought for him before, he picked up his phone.He has already booked a plane ticket to S City, and asked someone to complete the formalities.He even asked his relationship to 'correct' Chen Nianbei's file, and now he only owes her an approval, he wants her to come back, to this villa.Thinking of this, he felt swollen while holding the phone, with unspeakable expectations and unknown tension in his heart.