Let me have a drunken dream

The author has something to say: Sorry, I made everyone wait so long, but I finally came back from vacation. .

Cui Shengxian's schedule in City S was only one day, and he left afterwards. Chen Nianbei didn't go to see him off because he asked for leave.She handed over all the work of promoting the film crew in the remaining cities in China to Yao Wen.When he walked out of the hotel early in the morning and saw that it wasn't Chen Nianbei, Cui Shengxian couldn't help being a little upset because of the disappointment in his heart. He squinted at Yao Wen and asked, "Where's Secretary Chen?" Yao Wen doesn't know Korean, her The portable translator said for her: "Secretary Chen's daughter is sick, she asked for leave to go home to take care of her daughter." Xiao Yujing was no secret, Chen Nianbei never planned to hide her career as a single mother from the beginning, she knew she couldn't hide it.People around me are used to seeing it through various colored glasses from the beginning.In particular, Wang Nan's care for Chen Nianbei caused a lot of discussion among the company's colleagues in private.As a father, although he has never seen his own child, they are connected by blood after all. When Cui Shengxian heard that Xiao Yujing was ill, Cui Shengxian's heart tightened. He looked at Yao Wen, the doubt in his eyes was mixed with nervousness, and Yao Wen smiled. Laughing: "Secretary Chen's daughter is very beautiful. I heard that she suddenly had a fever last night. She is a precious daughter, and she is worried about her." So lucky to be able to marry her." The director said with a smile.He felt that it was a pity that such a beautiful and capable woman should not marry too early, which was too exciting.Yao Wen said with a smile: "Yes, I really don't know which man can marry her. However, colleagues in the company are saying that our boss Wang probably wants to win the heart, and Secretary Chen may be Mrs. Wang in the future. "She has only been working for one or two years, and her working ability is obvious to all, but she still lacks in speaking.The director was taken aback, he couldn't see that Chen Nianbei had two skills, and he could abduct the diamond king with a tow bottle.He suddenly felt that such a woman shouldn't arouse people's imagination, maybe she is a very powerful character.He also followed Yao Wen with a smile, and said, "Then I really want to thank you Seth International for your hospitality. It seems that we will change our name to Mrs. Wang when we see Secretary Chen again in the future." Yao Wen replied: "Then I just hope that we will cooperate again next time." After a group of people cheered, Cui Shengxian only smiled slightly, and his superficial pandering made him feel extremely sad.The two who were arguing like a young couple last night heard someone say that she was going to marry someone else this morning.Although he didn't know if it was true or not, it felt like being slapped countless times quickly, which made him sore and angry that he didn't have the strength to fight back.He had never felt the urgent need for Chen Nianbei to give him an explanation. He could forgive her for leaving without saying goodbye and her self-assessment, but he couldn't stand her betrayal.No matter whether what Yao Wen said was true or not, he couldn't accept it.He is a man, and his self-esteem cannot be trampled on.Chen Nianbei took care of Chen Yujing who was asleep. She covered her with a quilt, stroked her cheeks and forehead, and after confirming that the fever was really gone, she finally let go of her heart.It is inevitable for her to be tired after a night of sleepless nights, but she still has unsolved cases in her hands. She has to deal with her personal hygiene problems and turn on the computer to continue working, even though she has asked for leave.She thought she would be disappointed because she couldn't send Cui Shengxian to the plane, but found that being busy made her forget her emotions.When she finished handling all the things, she remembered Cui Shengxian because of the follow-up promotion of the film crew in China.She sneered secretly, and finally realized that she had changed.Even though how much she wanted his comfort and words before meeting Cui Shengxian, and imagined all kinds of possibilities, she knew that the love between them still existed, and she still loved him, just more and more, It can be seen that a quarrel in the meeting made her feel that something was passing, but the passing thing had nothing to do with love.She suddenly didn't want to care about those things in the past, and she didn't think it was important.Even with what Cui Shengxian said, so what?After all, she has already suffered her grievances, and all she has gotten so far is an apology and rhetoric, which cannot change the facts.In the past, she would think it was comforting and important, but now she feels that she is too naive.She remembered what Cui Shengxian said last night. He is the father of the child and has the right to see the child. She also knew that Xiao Yujing wanted to see her father.Although Wang Nan has been playing the role of a temporary father, taking little Yujing to the zoo and playground, but she only regards him as Uncle Wang.It's hard to say something like blood relationship, it always involves a mutual relationship invisibly, and people who have nothing to do with this bond can't get close no matter how good they are.She picked up her mobile phone and called Cui Shengxian. She waited for a while, "Hi, it's me. Are you free? I want to talk to you about the child." Cui Shengxian happened to be staying at the new hotel at the moment.He didn't say much, "En." Picking up the wine bottle, he poured himself a glass of good Lafite with one hand, then took the wine glass and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window on the blanket and sat on the floor against the glass window.The setting sun outside is very beautiful, and the setting sun seems to be covering Cui Shengxian's room with a veil, but Cui Shengxian doesn't have the heart to appreciate it.There were too many mixed feelings in his heart, Chen Nianbei's voice seemed to be able to ease it, maybe he was waiting for her to say something about the past and the present, and he also needed comfort.Chen Nianbei picked up the desktop calendar at hand, looked at it, and asked, "Do you have a vacation? Or when are you free? I want my child to meet you, but you have to come to S City." Cui Shengxian didn't Thinking of how quickly Chen Nianbei could respond to his request, besides being overjoyed, he was thinking about the day when he could take a vacation.After thinking about it for a while, I found that my schedule seemed to be full, and I couldn't even spare a little time.At this moment, he became irritable again, thinking about how to push back some work.There was silence on the phone for a long time, Chen Nianbei probably guessed that he didn't have time. "It's okay if you don't have time for the time being. When you have time, you can call me." Cui Shengxian became anxious when he said this. Chen Nianbei's calmness made him feel uneasy, and he said quickly: "Yes, I have time." At the end of next month, I will come to see the child." Flipping through the calendar, Chen Nianbei looked at the end of next month, and she found that it was the end of the year.This is not a good time, the end of the year is always the busiest, he is free, but she is not.After thinking about it, it doesn't matter, it's for the sake of the children, and there is still time to spare in a day. "Okay, then at the end of next month, I will pick you up." "Well, I will inform you." Cui Shengxian replied after taking a sip of the red wine in the glass.There was silence on both ends of the phone again, maybe it was time to hang up, but Chen Nianbei didn't know what to say to end the conversation, she was thinking and waiting for the other party to say something to her.And Cui Shengxian was not willing to hang up, but he still hoped that she could say something soft in his ear, at least Wang Nan would not become a thorn in his heart. "Nianbei, the furnishings at home are still the same as when you left. I haven't touched them." He thought maybe he should take the initiative, but he seemed embarrassed to say something about reconciliation.Chen Nianbei suddenly laughed, that house was almost forgotten by her, and when he mentioned it like this, she felt a twinge in her heart, "I remember it was a mess when I left, you haven't moved, you can really live there. "This sentence made Cui Shengxian's brain jump. He remembered that when he came home, the house was neat and tidy, which was the complete opposite of what Chen Nianbei said now. He began to recall what Cui's mother said to him, and felt something was wrong. "It seems that what you said is different from what I saw, but there are some things I think I still want to tell you." "What's the matter, tell me." Chen Nianbei answered him. "I haven't done anything sorry for you in the past three years. At least I have a clear conscience. I know that the word 'old friend' on the day I discharged from the army hurt you very much. I admit that I did it on purpose." Speaking of this, the phone Chen Nianbei on the other side was furious, "You..." Before he could say it, he was interrupted by Cui Shengxian, "Don't be angry, I think there is a big misunderstanding between us. According to what you said, I will check it out, I will give you an explanation, and I will fulfill what I said, and marry you home." He made up his mind, but he also wanted to use his determination to remind Chen Nian North away from Wang Nan.Chen Nianbei was very moved. She admitted that she wanted this remark, but she didn't know what to say, so she could only reply lightly: "Yes, I know." The girl who made her give up her heart, her growth made her no longer interested in these things, only right and wrong, without too much emotion and impulsiveness.Love, time and experience obliterate the ideal sensibility for feelings.