Let me have a drunken dream

When we feel that everything will happen, we will unconsciously predict all kinds of results, and then tell ourselves that we can handle it well and everything is under control, but once we really encounter If we are on it, then all the predictions can only be predictions, and most of us are distraught and at a loss.

Cui Shengxian looked at the thin piece of paper in his hand at the window of the hospital where he got the test report, and was speechless for a long time. He thought he would be happy because of being a father, but found that besides this, there were other inexplicable feelings. It seemed that he had carried a big mountain on his back all at once, and he was really out of breath.He admitted that he was actually unhappy, and the coming of a life reminded him that he seemed to have made a mistake, which might ruin his previous efforts and future career, and it might also ruin Chen Nianbei's future.Both he and Chen Nianbei will face unprecedented pressure, public opinion and criticism.But since things have happened, he has no choice but to take all the responsibilities.

Sitting on a chair in the hospital corridor, Chen Nianbei waited for Cui Shengxian. She couldn't understand certain medical terms because of language problems, and she didn't have the courage to face the answer, so Cui Shengxian asked her to sit and wait for him. .

In fact, it didn't take long to get the test sheet, only about 10 minutes.Sitting on the chair, Chen Nianbei felt anxious and flustered. She lowered her head and clasped her hands hard on her legs, sweating all over.Sensually she wishes to have a child because that is the greatest return of love all women can give to the man they love.But rationally, she hopes that this child will not appear. She knows that once she is pregnant with a child, her relationship with Cui Shengxian will no longer be blocked. Cui Shengxian's career fell from the peak to the bottom all of a sudden, so she felt ashamed, and she couldn't afford it.Secondly, she doesn't know how to face her family in China. She understands her father's temperament, and this child will not be recognized.She didn't know how to face Cui Shengxian's family. She remembered that Cui Shengxian said that his father was an officer and his mother was a conservative traditional housewife. How could such a well-behaved family accommodate her unmarried pregnancy?

"Nianbei, I got the test sheet." Cui Shengxian said while sitting on the chair next to Chen Nianbei.

Chen Nianbei subconsciously looked up at Cui Shengxian.Cui Shengxian saw urgency and fear on her face, but they actually thought the same thing.He knew that the pressure in Chen Nianbei's heart was no less than his. He smiled and rubbed the hair on the back of Chen Nianbei's head like a child, "Nianbei, I'm going to be a father, and you're going to be a mother."

His voice was very gentle and soft, but he didn't have the excitement of being a father for the first time.On the contrary, Chen Nianbei felt even more sour when she heard it. She leaned her head on Cui Shengxian's arms and smiled softly.Cui Shengxian put his arms around Chen Nianbei in his arms, bowed his head and said softly, "Nianbei, you haven't been to my parents' house to meet them yet. How about this, my father is resting this weekend, you and I will go home to meet our parents. I Originally, I wanted to take you home to show my mother, and now is just the time."

"Shengxian, I'm afraid." Chen Nianbei clearly expressed his inner fear.

Cui Shengxian lowered his head and kissed Chen Nianbei's forehead, hugged her tightly, and said with a smile: "Silly girl, there is nothing to be afraid of. My mother is very kind and gentle, and my father is very serious but also very gentle." A kind person. Don't worry, besides, I'm still by your side to accompany you. I will arrange everything, you just need to move forward."

Chen Nianbei didn't know whether to thank Cui Shengxian for accepting it calmly, or to talk to him rationally.She is reluctant to part with this man because she has endured too many setbacks and endured too much. If the happiness of two people needs to experience pain and suffering before it can bear fruit, then it is better to cut off the root cause from the beginning.Because she wasn't sure if they could really be happy after the pain and suffering, or when it would blossom and bear fruit.Everything seems to be lost.

"Shengxian, I don't want this child." Chen Nianbei got up from Cui Shengxian's shoulder, and she looked seriously at the unbelievable Cui Shengxian.She told herself that she must be ruthless and make it clear, "I can't have this child, and neither can you. He came at the wrong time. If you want him, let alone your future, we have no way to solve it now. .Your career is on the rise, and there is no room for any mistakes. Once you have a child, it will inevitably be dug out by the media, and your future may be ruined. You can bear it every day being blocked at home by reporters, paparazzi, and the media Door cross-examination? And you appear on TV and newspapers not because of your work, but because of this private life, endless every day. Your fans leave you, and your group takes a career hit because of these , how can you bear it? And me, in fact, you know very well that you will not be accepted by your family. What's more, I am pregnant out of wedlock. Do you think your traditional family will allow such a daughter-in-law to enter? Obviously not. We all You are an adult, you can't do whatever you want, be rational. Don't let regret appear, because there is no regret medicine in the world!"

Cui Shengxian has always regarded himself as a rational man, and he always believes that he can handle Chen Nianbei and his affairs well.But now he found that what Chen Nianbei said was not rational, it was cruel reality.It's a lie for him to say that he is unshakable. His current career is the result of his hard work for so long. Once he falls, he dare not think about what will happen to him.He looked at Chen Nianbei who was trying to hold back his tears and felt very sad. He hugged Chen Nianbei who was trying to pretend to be strong, "Nianbei, what do you want me to do?"

Cui Shengxian understands the truth that 'you can't have both,' he is reluctant to part with his career and his children, "Shall we think about it later? The child is only a little over a month old now."

"Why is the child over a month? I haven't been there for three months." Chen Nianbei was confused.

Cui Shengxian whispered in her ear: "Fool, you are sometimes inaccurate. I always remember the date. The first time I didn't win the lottery, it was one of the subsequent few times I won the lottery."

"Shengxian, I don't want to think about it anymore. No matter how much I think about it, I don't know what else I will come up with. I just know that I can't have this child, really." Chen Nianbei said while crying on Cui Shengxian's shoulder .

"Don't be like this, Nianbei. This child not only belongs to you, but also belongs to me. I also have the right to decide whether the child will stay or not. Don't make a decision in a hurry. You go home with me first. You have met my father when you come to my house Mom will not want this child later. I think we all need to calm down for a while and make the most correct decision."

Chen Nianbei had nothing to say, she just nodded in agreement.

There are very few people in Seoul Hospital in the early morning, except for a few doctors and nurses who just went to work, this time period is considered safe, but sometimes people are not as good as heaven.As soon as Cui Shengxian and Chen Nianbei walked out of the obstetrics and gynecology department, they bumped into someone they shouldn't have bumped into.

"Miss Chen came to the obstetrics and gynecology department early in the morning for a check-up. It was very hard." Han Xi really wanted to go to the obstetrics and gynecology department to find her mother.Her mother, Yang Enli, is an obstetrician and gynecologist at Seoul Hospital.

Chen Nianbei never expected to bump into her here, it can be said that the road to enemies is narrow. "Miss Han has worked hard since she got up early in the morning."

"It's hard work for me. I'm a medical student. I majored in obstetrics and gynecology at university, which happened to be the same department as my mother. I came to her to study early in the morning." Han Xizhen raised a few books in his hand, in a graceful manner said.

"Miss Han is really a studious person." Chen Nianbei didn't like to talk to Han Xizhen, and always felt that there was something wrong with it.Maybe she was too sensitive, but now she had to be sensitive too.She pushed Cui Shengxian, who was wearing sunglasses, and motioned him to leave first.

Han Xizhen has noticed Cui Shengxian wearing sunglasses for a long time, and has known Li Shengli for a while, and has also come into contact with people in BIGBANG.Seeing Chen Nianbei's small movements, she quickly said: "This is the gentleman who accompanied Miss Chen to the obstetrics and gynecology examination. He is really considerate. He looks a bit like a top."

Chen Nianbei was afraid that someone would recognize Cui Shengxian, and being recognized by such a sensitive person, she was going crazy. "But in the future, Victory will accompany you, and you will have caring thoughts."

Han Xizhen lowered her head and smiled, "Oh, I'm even ashamed of what Ms. Chen said. It's too early for this kind of thing. It's not like Ms. Chen, she was accompanied by a husband not long after she came to Korea."

Cui Shengxian couldn't see Chen Nianbei being bullied. It wasn't the first time he saw Han Xizhen, and he thought she was just a little girl who hadn't experienced much in the world before.However, after a few months, this little girl from the beginning became bitter and mean, and she didn't speak well, which made people feel disgusted.He said with a bit of displeasure: "Miss Han and I have something to do with Nianbei, so we'll leave first. It won't hinder your study." After that, he took Chen Nianbei to the elevator and went downstairs.

"Why did you just talk? I just wanted to mess around and left. Fortunately, you exposed yourself. Your sunglasses are useless." Chen Nianbei complained in the elevator.

"Do you think she didn't see it? She already knew it was me. Since she knew it, it's better to be straightforward. I don't like to hear her talk so unpleasant. It would make me feel better to leave early."

"I don't like to listen to her talk either. The last time we met, I didn't see her as powerful as today." Chen Nianbei thought maybe it was because of the slap last time.

"What kind of vision is Shengli, to provoke this kind of girl. Some of them can make trouble in the future." Cui Shengxian walked out of the elevator with his arms around Chen Nianbei.

"If Han Xizhen is really kind to Shengli, there won't be trouble."

"Okay, it's their business whether they make trouble or not. Now the top priority is to take you home." Cui Shengxian got into the car and fastened the seat belt for Chen Nianbei, and started the car.

"Go home? I'm going to work today." Chen Nianbei quickly "corrected" what Cui Shengxian said.

Cui Shengxian drove the car firmly and said: "You are pregnant now, don't go to work. I am worried about you wearing high heels every day, walking up and down stairs. It is better to stay at home and stay at ease. Your body is important. Let’s talk about work later.”

"No, after a while, if I go back to work, my position will be taken. There is still no room for me in Seth International!" After all, Chen Nianbei was reluctant to part with her fledgling career.

"I won't do it when the position is gone. I, Cui Shengxian, can't afford to support you. Even if I help you find another job, it won't be as bad as Saisi International." Cui Shengxian said.

Chen Nianbei felt dissatisfied in his heart, just as he was about to argue, Cui Shengxian's cell phone rang.

Cui Shengxian answered the phone, frowned, and hung up after a while.The content means 'got it', 'well', 'okay' and the like.

"It's really all coming together. My mother asked me to go home for dinner today. My sister has returned to China and there is a party at home. Nianbei is today, and you go home with me. "

Chen Nianbei was taken aback, and stared at Cui Shengxian with wide eyes, "I'm going to meet my parents today! Shengxian, I'm not prepared."

"What are you going to do? You're going anyway. It's easy to see my sister while I'm in the country. It's troublesome to meet in two batches in the future."

"No, I'm nervous. I'm afraid I'm not in good shape today, will I leave a bad impression?" Chen Nianbei bit his lower lip.

Cui Shengxian grabbed Chen Nianbei's sweating hand with one hand, "What are you afraid of when I'm here? Just follow me when the time comes, don't talk too much, just listen to me."

Chen Nianbei also thought that since he would see each other sooner or later, it would be better to have a good time.She held Cui Shengxian's hand instead, and responded with her mouth.

For a whole day, Chen Nianbei just nestled in the room to pick out clothes, tried countless clothes and felt that nothing was right.Tired and anxious, she sat on the bed and called Cui Shengxian.

"Shengxian, when are you going home?" Chen Nianbei leaned his head on the cushion, his tone a little coquettish.

Cui Shengxian covered the phone receiver, and signaled to the director to go out to answer the phone on the set, "Nian Bei, I'm at the commercial shooting site, and I may not be able to go home until around 5 pm. What's wrong?"

Chen Nianbei felt that when Cui Shengxian was working, he was very petty and ignorant of the general situation.She originally wanted Cui Shengxian to go out with her to buy clothes, listen to his opinion by the way, and ask his mother what kind of girl he likes, but now it seems that she has no choice but to give up. "It's nothing. I just want to ask my aunt what kind of girl she likes. I think I'm prepared."

Cui Shengxian did not expect that Chen Nianbei, who has always been rough, would be so nervous because of meeting his parents. He comforted: "I don't know what my mother likes, but you don't have to try to please. You are you , just show your truest side. Besides, my mother is pretty nice. You don't have to worry. "

Since Cui Shengxian said so, Chen Nianbei had nothing to ask, she simply said "Oh" and let Cui Shengxian continue to work.This made Cui Shengxian very uncomfortable. He wanted to wait for her to say something about him, but at the end he just said, "Go to work", which made him quite disappointed.So sometimes sweet talk is also very important for men.

In the end, Chen Nianbei chose to wear a simple white autumn and winter Korean style long sweater, paired with nude stockings and white stiletto heels, and a white rabbit fur beret on his head.The whole body is furry, at first glance she looks like a girl next door, cute and sexy.

Cui Shengxian who came home frowned when he saw Chen Nianbei dressed like this, "Change your shoes."

Chen Nianbei looked at himself in the mirror, then turned around and asked Cui Shengxian, "Isn't it good-looking?"

Cui Shengxian shook his head, "The heels are too high and too thin, I'm worried."

Chen Nianbei pointed to the clothes on the bed and said, "But I don't know what else to wear? I've been preparing all day, and I'm not satisfied."

"I remember you have a pair of white boots, and it's winter now, so it's just right for you to wear." Cui Shengxian sat on a chair and lit a cigarette.It seemed that he was going to wait for Chen Nianbei to take his time.

Chen Nianbei doesn't really like those white boots very much, she always thinks they are a bit outdated, so she never wears them in the closet.But since Cui Shengxian mentioned it, she also thought it might as well give it a try.She took off her stiletto heels and went to the locker to get her shoes out.

The heels of the white boots are not very high, because they are autumn and winter models, they are extremely warm on the feet.Chen Nianbei looked at himself in the mirror, he was actually okay, not that bad.Cui Shengxian picked out a bright red scarf to wrap around Chen Nianbei, "Looking at it now, I feel that I am bringing my daughter home, not my wife."

Chen Nianbei hugged Cui Shengxian's waist, and called out 'Shengxian oppa'.Cui Shengxian felt itchy in his heart, he nodded Chen Nianbei's nose, and said with a smile: "Children Chen Nianbei, now go home with Shengxian's oppa to meet your parents." After finishing speaking, he pulled Chen Nianbei and walked out.

In the winter of South Korea, it was already snowing lightly, and Chen Nianbei felt a gust of cold wind as soon as he went out.She trembled unconsciously.Cui Shengxian hurried in and took a coat for Chen Nianbei to put on, "Put it on, it's cold outside, don't catch a cold."

Cui Shengxian's parents' home is in Jamsil, Seoul, which is close to Lotte World, and the people who live there are all famous people.Although Cui Shengxian's parents' house is not as luxurious as the house he bought himself, it can generally be seen that the taste is extremely high.Chen Nianbei saw that Cui Shengxian's family members were waiting at the door early.It seems that Cui Shengxian's status in the family is not low.

Cui Shengxian led Chen Nianbei to the door, and Cui's mother asked, "Who is this?"

Cui Shengxian introduced Chen Nianbei as his girlfriend, and Chen Nianbei also bowed obediently at ninety degrees to say hello.

Cui Shengxian's older sister came back from the United States, and her personality is relatively unrestrained. She saw that Chen Nianbei was a little nervous, so she took her hand and greeted her with a smile: "I am Cui Shengxian's older sister, Cui Huiyun. You follow Shengxian and call me older sister." Enough."

Cui's mother was a little uncomfortable with the sudden Chen Nianbei, but she didn't hate it. She pulled Cui Shengxian into the door and said, "Come in, it's cold outside. If you have something to say, go inside and talk slowly."

After entering the door, Chen Nianbei saw Cui Shengxian's father was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper. He didn't look up at Cui Shengxian, but said lightly, "I'm back", and then continued to read the newspaper.

Cui Shengxian didn't say much, he responded, "Dad, this is Nianbei, my girlfriend."

Chen Nianbei also bowed ninety degrees to greet Father Cui.At this moment, Father Cui put down the newspaper in his hand, looked at Chen Nianbei and asked, "What's your last name?"

Chen Nianbei replied, "My surname is Chen."

"Don't stand, just sit down and talk slowly." Cui Huiyun brought two glasses of water to Chen Nianbei and Cui Shengxian.Then he went back to help in the kitchen.

Father Cui nodded, "Sit down, let's talk while sitting down."

After watching Chen Nianbei sit down, Father Cui asked again, "Where are they from?"

"People from City S in China." Chen Nianbei was most afraid of this question, because the relationship between countries is particularly sensitive, especially among military families.

Cui's father, who was drinking water, visibly gave a pause. He covered the teacup and continued, "She looks like a Korean girl and speaks Korean pretty well. Did she go to university in Korea?"

"No, I graduated from the University of Finance and Economics in S City, majoring in finance. I learned Korean after graduation, and I'm not very good at it yet." Chen Nianbei clenched the cup in his hand.

Father Cui nodded, "Does Ms. Chen have any relatives in Korea?"

Chen Nianbei shook his head, "Uncle Cui, you can just call me Nianbei. I have no relatives in Korea."

"It's not easy for a girl to live alone in Korea."

Cui Shengxian said for Chen Nianbei: "Nianbei was transferred to Korea because of work. She is now the deputy manager of the sales department of Seth International in Korea."

Cui's father looked at Chen Nianbei and felt that Chen Nianbei was able to have such a high position at a young age. He was a little surprised and doubtful, "Nianbei is really young and promising."

Chen Nianbei smiled, "No, I just bumped into this opportunity by accident. It's not so young and promising, if it's really young and promising, then that's the winner."

It was the first time Cui Shengxian was praised so much in front of his father, and it was also the first time he heard Chen Nianbei say that, his face flushed, "Nianbei, why are you so modest! You are indeed good."

Seeing his son defending Chen Nianbei so much, Cui's father felt an indescribable feeling in his heart. He said he didn't like it, but it wasn't particularly strong, and he said he liked it, but he couldn't really say it, but the obvious sense of resistance was real. "how long have you been together?"

"a year and a half"

"Half a year"

Chen Nianbei and Cui Shengxian answered in unison. Cui Shengxian's "one and a half years" made Cui's father frown, "How long is it?"

Cui Shengxian took Chen Nianbei's hand, "We have known each other for a year and a half, and we have been in a relationship for half a year."

Cui's father looked at Cui Shengxian, and then asked Chen Nianbei if he joined any political parties when he was studying.Cui Shengxian couldn't help trembling when he heard his father ask such a political question. He had never asked Chen Nianbei such a question. In the future, even this door will not be able to take a step further.Although Chen Nianbei knew that Cui's father was sensitive about this, she never thought that Cui's father would ask so directly.She was glad that she didn't join any party because she was lazy at the time.She answered confidently that she had never joined any political party.

Father Cui took a sip of tea and continued to ask, "I don't know what plans Nianbei has in Korea?"

"Planning? I haven't thought about it yet. Maybe I will live in Korea for a while." Chen Nianbei answered truthfully.

"Stop chatting, let's eat." Cui Huiyun said as he took the food from the kitchen and put it on the dining table.

"Understood, sister! We'll come right now." Cui Shengxian didn't like this kind of conversation, he wanted to end it quickly. "Dad, let's eat first and then talk."

Cui's father could see that his son was reluctant to let Chen Nianbei be "difficult" by him. Although he didn't say it, he knew it in his heart. "Okay, let's eat first."

Mother Cui is a traditional Korean woman who cooks delicious Korean dishes.

"What does Miss Chen's family do?" Cui's mother put a piece of kimchi into Chen Nianbei's bowl.

Cui Shengxian took advantage of the situation and put kimchi into his bowl, he knew that Chen Nianbei couldn't smell kimchi.First, he was afraid that Chen Nianbei would be uncomfortable, and second, he was afraid that his mother would not accept Chen Nianbei because she was too traditional because Chen Nianbei was pregnant first. "Mom, Nianbei is afraid of spicy food, so I ate kimchi for Nianbei."

"That's really embarrassing. Most Korean dishes are spicy. It seems that today's dishes don't meet Ms. Chen's taste." Cui's mother is a dignified woman, and her words are calm and elegant.Instead, Chen Nianbei felt embarrassed.She replied slightly apologetically, "Father is in business, and mother used to be a primary school teacher."

"Miss Chen's family background seems to be good." Cui's mother said.

"Mom, you're so unfamiliar with this question. Nian Bei knew at a glance that she was a girl from a good family. She was polite and beautiful, and her education was not bad. Besides, how could my brother's vision be so bad? You, you have to trust my brother, Believe in Nianbei too." Cui Huiyun smiled and took a bottle of soju for Cui Shengxian and Cui's father.

Mother Cui lowered her head and took a sip of miso soup, "It's not that I don't believe it, I just ask. You girl is really getting more and more impolite."

"By the way, Shengxian. Do you remember Zhang Junchang's daughter? When you were young, you went to school together. I saw it last time. I heard that I just graduated from an American school. When will I go and see." Cui's mother said in the words Zhong Xuanji made Cui Shengxian a little disgusted.

"Mom, I won't go to see her. I haven't seen her for so many years. I feel abrupt to meet her suddenly. Besides, now that Nianbei is by my side, why go to see her? I'm so busy with work that I don't have the time. If you really want to meet, you Just let her watch TV, and after watching it, it can be regarded as meeting."

"You have a childish temper. Although you are tall and powerful, your heart has not changed. I have an appointment with Commander Zhang to go to Beihan Mountain next Wednesday. You can come with me. I don't think Miss Chen will have any objections. .”

Seeing that he couldn't push it away, Cui Shengxian took a bite of his meal and said, "Okay, I'll go with Nianbei that day."

"Don't put on a bad face when you go. It's fine if you don't like it. Be careful that Nianbei will not be embarrassed by you." Cui Huiyun pointed Cui Shengxian.

Cui Shengxian nodded, and said impatiently: "Understood, you can eat your meal."

"Don't listen to your sister. Your sister is somewhat more sensible than you. It's not like you don't know the relationship between Commander Zhang and your father. We are family friends. You have to behave decently. One is not to embarrass your father, and the other is Don't cause trouble for yourself and Nianbei." Cui's mother is most worried about the youngest son, in her impression that the youngest son has never grown up and can do whatever he wants.She loves her dearly, but she also has a lot to worry about.

"Women's talk is really long-winded. My son is not young, what do you want to mention about this kind of thing? He is 26 years old, and he can still be led around by the nose like when he was a child? If you want to be proud, you have to live up to it Now, let him compete in front of others. If he really understands something, you won’t need to say it.” Cui’s father seems to have a particularly bad tone when he mentions Cui Shengxian.In fact, he was just dissatisfied that his son did not take the path he hoped to take.

Cui's mother sighed, "My son hasn't wandered around in our circle these past few years. I'm afraid he will be caught by those people. Those people cannibalize people without spit out their bones, but on the other hand they are really good. It’s not bad, I’m just worried.” Mother Cui spooned another bowl of soup to Chen Nianbei, “Miss Chen, don’t mind. Military families like ours have a lot of considerations after all. If you just said something impolite, please forgive me. You worry about it."

Cui Huiyun is a smart person, she knows that her parents rarely argue in front of outsiders.Having seen many scenes of political struggles, she also understands that her mother meant something, and even though her father didn't force her, she also played the role of insinuating side effects. Doesn't that mean that children of military families can't just find a girl when they get married? child.Indirectly told Chen Nianbei that she was not good enough for Cui Shengxian. "Mom and Dad, it's hard for me to come back, and my younger brother seldom goes home. There are few opportunities for the family to be together. Let's not talk about this kind of topic. Besides, isn't Nianbei here? Don't neglect Nianbei Bei. This is my brother's favorite person."

Chen Nianbei was embarrassed by the words, she stopped her chopsticks, and said: "Sister Huiyun, I am even more embarrassed when you say that. I have never been left out, Shengxian took good care of me." After that, she glanced at Cui Shengxian.

"He, you are the only one who can say good things about him. If I think he can't even take care of himself, you should say good things for him." Cui Huiyun said with a smile.

"Why didn't I take good care of myself at such an adult? According to you, wouldn't I be incompetent before I met Nianbei in the past 20 years? Is there a sister who you say that about my brother?" Cui Shengxian couldn't hear it the most. The family members said that he didn't have the ability to take care of himself, and he dared to feel that he had lived for nothing all these years.

Cui Huiyun added a chopstick of kimchi to Cui Shengxian's bowl, "In the past [-] years or so, you have said that during your schooling period, which time did you not let your family worry about it. You finally survived your difficult student period, mom You said you were finally going to be liberated, and you said you wanted to pursue your dreams. You, a dream-chasing father, wanted to spit out a mouthful of old blood. But you have made achievements, but your personal problems have not been resolved these years. Parents are in a hurry, but you don't take it seriously. Aren't you always worrying about you in the end?"

"Isn't my personal problem solved? Look how good Nianbei is. A college student who graduated from a university in a first-tier city in Asia is good-looking and a good person. She also takes care of me. What else do you have to worry about? " Cui Shengxian retorted.

"Yes, Nianbei is good. Nianbei is reassuring. Are you reassuring? I'm afraid that Nianbei won't be able to persuade you, and Nianbei will suffer." Cui Huiyun said with a smile.

"Sister Huiyun, Shengxian is very good, he is very stable in his work. It's not that I am so good, but Shengxian has always taken care of me." Chen Nianbei said cautiously.She stirred the soup in the bowl.

Cui's mother observed this sudden "daughter-in-law", she was humble and had the face of a typical Chinese girl. Although she was dressed like a Korean girl, she didn't look like a Korean girl in her gestures.Cui's mother felt awkward about it.For so many years, her son has not relied on anything in the family. She must grasp this lifelong event in her hands, otherwise her son will really go further and further away.Moreover, her son's occupation is more or less youthful. She thought that if the relationship in the original circle could be maintained, it would be a guarantee for her son's future.Furthermore, she hopes that her son can be taken care of. She feels that what her son needs is a full-time wife, not a woman who needs to adjust to the culture and needs to balance work and family.In this way, she was afraid that Cui Shengxian would be tired. In the end, she hoped that her son would live a good life, preferably so good that he could cover everything, so she would be satisfied.

"Yes, yes, Seunghyun is good. Seunghyun is a treasure in your eyes." Cui Hyeyun smiled and glared at Cui Seunghyun who was buried in his meal.She liked to tease Cui Shengxian since she was a child. Although her brother has grown up, she still likes to make fun of him from time to time.She knew that Chen Nianbei was good, and she also knew that her younger brother liked Chen Nianbei.But she understood her mother's meaning better, and she also agreed with her mother's approach.She understood that this was unfair to Chen Nianbei and too cruel to her younger brother.But if you really want to be nice to a person and care about a person, in fact, in the long run, at least the rest of his life will be smooth, and he will not be hit and slumped after experiencing any ups and downs. The daughter of the commander is the biggest. Assure.But it just so happened that Chen Nianbei not only had no effect in this regard, it might even cause side effects.Cross-border relationships in military families are the toughest.

Everyone who eats a meal has their own ulterior motives, and Chen Nianbei doesn't know what to eat.

After the meal, Chen Nianbei was dragged into her bedroom by Cui Huiyun to talk about herself, while Cui Shengxian was called into the study by her father to "chat".

Cui Shengxian sat on the chair next to the coffee table in his father's study room. With the dim light in the room, he watched his father standing at the window smoking a cigarette without saying a word for a long time.He was waiting, waiting for his father to finish smoking that cigarette, and waiting for a chance to speak.In fact, although I have never heard a few words from my father since I was a child, the awe of my father has always existed in my heart.

Watching his father snuff out the cigarette butt in his hand, he looked down at the bottom of his trousers and said, "Dad, I want to marry Nianbei."

Cui's father paused for a moment with his hand that suppressed smoke, and looked sideways at his son who was afraid to look down at him. "Want to start a family?"

Cui Shengxian nodded. He looked into his father's bottomless eyes, "I'm tired of being alone, but I also want to have a home. I love Nianbei, and I want to give her a home."

"Give her a home, and then you give yourself an invisible tomb?" Father Cui closed the window and sat back at the desk.He spoke slowly, and the dim light cast an indescribably oppressive feeling on his face.

Cui Shengxian sighed, "Dad, it is impossible for me to go back to your way. From the very beginning when I walked out of this circle, you should understand that I am unwilling and impossible to go back. I don't want to be your political puppet. You just want to use Commander Zhang to stabilize your position and tie down your opponent. But is this a win? Can our family rest easy from now on? This is complete nonsense! As long as the current regime exists, then such a Political struggles will never stop. You use me, I use my next generation, and my next generation uses their next generation. This endless, insensitive political marriage is a tragedy. And I don’t want such a tragedy to happen, I'm going my way."

"Oh, your way? How far do you think your way can go? Your way will come to an end when you become chicken-skinned! Look at the outside world, what makes people stand at the top? It's rights, It's politics. Even if you have countless money and a high reputation, you have no rights and no politics! You think you can be alone for the rest of your life? Boy, you think highly of yourself. As long as you are my son, you can't get out This circle. Do you know why? Because you are doomed to be entangled in politics since you were born. Everyone around you will try their best to build relationships with you, waiting for you to save their lives politically. And you One day, I will use this innate condition to save your own life!" Father Cui pointed out the window, "Did you see the LED billboard on the tall building outside? The female star on it is the mistress of Commander Zhang. As far as I know She is a woman with both talent and beauty. She can marry a good man and be a wife who can stand on stage, but why does she choose to be a secret mistress? That is because she knows that only power and political background can guarantee her success. Always appearing on the LED light signs of high-rise buildings! Also only this circle that you have always hated can keep you going!"

Cui Shengxian was silent for a while, "Maybe I have kept my status, fame and power. But I must not be happy. Whether the woman I want or my dreams will go away from me because of this. I don't want to look back at myself when I grow old. Tears, looking back on regrets and realizing there was nothing there."

"Nothing? Then if you choose your so-called path, maybe when you are old, you will still cry when you look back. Because of your childish and impulsive decision, you will be unhappy for the rest of your life. At that time, you can only hide Silently guarding your so-called happiness in the corner, lamenting the status, fame and power that passed away back then. At that time, you still want to dream and think about women, it’s all fucking daydreaming!” Father Cui lit a cigarette , took a sip, and then said: "Do you think you can still get a woman when you are unsuccessful? Ha, boy! Even if a woman is not greedy for your money, are you willing to see her suffer with you and live a poor life?"

"Yes, I don't want to. But Dad, according to your words, I married a woman I don't love, even if