Let me have a drunken dream

After that day, Chen Nianbei and Cui Shengxian never mentioned Cui's father and Cui's mother again, as if everyone knew it in their hearts.Of course, Chen Nianbei would not go to the mountaineering with Zhang Junchang's family later on, it had nothing to do with her, so why should she take part in it.Furthermore, at the end of the year, there are already more work on hand than usual, and it is possible to stop.With this, she also has a reason not to look at those troublesome things.It's just that Cui Shengxian's face was not very good-looking when he came back that day, and of course he couldn't hide the exhaustion on his face.What exactly happened, she didn't know, but she could guess that it was nothing more than those old jokes about political marriage.However, she didn't want to ask, and she didn't want to think about it.Why let each other add some unhappiness?Chen Nianbei understood that they were all running away, but they really needed time to figure out where to go.

At the end of the year, the year-end summary of the Seth International Sales Department is slowly being formed on Chen Nianbei's computer.Working in front of the computer for more than 3 hours is too tiring for a pregnant woman.She stopped typing on the keyboard, took off the black framed eye sockets, and rubbed the center of her brows.A phone rang suddenly.

She had to stop what she was doing, and struggled to pick up the phone to pick it up. Before she could speak, someone on the phone said, "Is this Li Qiqi's family? This is the emergency center of Seoul Hospital. Ms. Li was injured in a car accident. It is serious and requires a surgical signature. Can you come to the hospital?"

"Yes, I am. I'll come over right away." Chen Nianbei hung up the phone, picked up his mobile phone and purse, and rushed out. He didn't even save the unfinished summary, and he didn't explain the work in hand.Everything happened so suddenly that people didn't even have a chance to react.

Sitting in the taxi rushing to Seoul Hospital, Chen Nianbei was flustered, and her fearful hands were covered with sweat.She and Li Qiqi haven't seen each other for more than three months, and the most recent contact was just a phone call two months ago.She vaguely remembered that Li Qiqi said a lot on the phone, and what impressed her most was that she said: I found a vast ocean in front of me, and I accidentally stepped into it, and then I couldn't extricate myself.But I don't want to turn back, I know that turning back is the desert.Chen Nianbei doesn't know who is Li Qiqi's ocean, but she knows who is her desert.

At the Seoul Hospital, Chen Nianbei basically ran all the way to the door of the operating room regardless of his body.She kept praying for Li Qiqi along the way.

"Doctor, how is Li Qiqi?" Chen Nianbei asked a doctor regardless.

Another doctor who came out of the operating room hurried forward to calm Chen Nianbei who was agitated when he saw it, "Don't get excited, are you Miss Li's family?"

Chen Nianbei said truthfully: "I am a good friend of Li Qiqi, her family members are not in Korea. I will sign on her behalf. Doctor, I want to know how my friend is doing?"

The doctor took the operation consent form from the nurse and gave it to Chen Nianbei, "Her condition is not very good now, she is pregnant for one month, but the current situation is that the uterus needs to be removed to save her life. "

"Pregnant? Does she have a child?" Chen Nianbei asked almost in surprise.

"Yes. But she will never have children after this operation."

How pitiful a woman who has been deprived of her qualifications as a mother will be, and how lonely the road ahead will be.Chen Nianbei was not unexpected.But at this moment she has to sign her own name, the value of life is far above everything else.

She followed the nurse to pay the fee, and after paying the fee, she sat alone outside the operating room.Sitting quietly, not even the sound of footsteps.At this moment, I suddenly felt like crying, and the feeling of loneliness and helplessness in a foreign land came to my heart.She wants to go home, she wants to take Li Qiqi home with her.This time, she didn't want to find Cui Shengxian, she didn't need any help from a stranger, she only wanted herself.She missed the college days of the two of them. Although she was immersed in the blank space given by Li Shengli at that time, it really doesn't matter when she thinks about it now. As long as she can live healthy and talk together, even if it is a quarrel, it is nothing. the best.

The sudden sound of footsteps echoed in the quiet corridor of the hospital, it was a very urgent sound.She looked up and saw Quan Zhilong and Cui Shengxian.She was amazed how they got the news.

Cui Shengxian eagerly stepped forward and hugged her, "I thought something happened to you. Fortunately, you are fine."

Chen Nianbei shook his head, "I'm fine, it's Qiqi who has an accident. She's doing surgery inside." She asked again in doubt, "How do you know I'm in the hospital?"

"You swiped the card I gave you, which showed that you were in Seoul Hospital. At that time, Zhilong and I happened to be in the recording studio, and he received a call from Seoul Hospital. I thought you and Qiqi had an accident together." Cui Shengxian touched Touching Chen Nianbei's cheek, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Fortunately, nothing happened to you."

Quan Zhilong was obviously not as calm as Cui Shengxian. He pulled Chen Nianbei over and asked, "Why did Qiqi get into a car accident? Does it matter now? How long has she been in?..."

"Don't be in a hurry, calm down. I don't know how Qiqi got into a car accident. I also rushed over after receiving a call. It's just that whether she is out of danger depends on this operation." Chen Nianbei couldn't tell Quan The matter of Zhilong Li Qiqi's pregnancy cannot be said about the removal of the uterus.After all, these are too private, even if she can see Quan Zhilong's feelings for Li Qiqi, it doesn't mean that he can know everything about Li Qiqi, because he can't protect Li Qiqi, let alone give Li Qiqi the life she wants .

"How can I not be in a hurry! Now she's lying in there with uncertainty about her life and death, but I can't do anything!" Quan Zhilong almost lost control of his emotions.The last words were almost roared out.

"Zhilong, listen to me. We can only wait now. You can stabilize your emotions, and losing your temper won't solve the problem." Cui Shengxian pulled Quan Zhilong, who had bloodshot eyes, and kept him away from Chen Nianbei's side.He was afraid that Quan Zhilong's agitation would hurt Chen Nianbei.

The three of them had no choice but to sit on the chairs in the corridor of the hospital and wait for the result.This process is like a prisoner waiting for the judgment of his superiors, whether it is the death penalty or life imprisonment.The results of any of these are actually not good, but Chen Nianbei and the others can only hope for the better one amidst the bad ones.

During the long waiting process for surgery, time seems to stand still, or it is so slow that people no longer notice that it is passing.During this process, Chen Nianbei suddenly understood the meaning of life.In fact, whether we live for our dreams or for our survival, the most important thing is to be able to live.Only when we are alive can we accomplish what we want to do. Once a person dies, the money and reputation will not be taken away. On the contrary, it is the fame, wealth and dreams we pursue all our lives that seem worthless in front of life.

After the operation was over, the chief surgeon pushed open the door of the operating room, and Quan Zhilong was the first to rush up.He grabbed the doctor's arm excitedly, "Doctor, how is the patient inside?"

The doctor smiled wearily and signaled Quan Zhilong to stabilize his emotions. He said to Chen Nianbei: "The operation was successful. The patient is out of danger, but the patient's body cannot withstand major emotional ups and downs. She will not be able to have children in the future." I hope you can hold off on telling her about the news."

After the doctor finished speaking, he left, and then Li Qiqi was pushed out of the operating room.Her pale face echoed the oxygen mask on her face.There is an indescribable tranquility as the dripping fluid drips down in my hand.But this kind of tranquility is scary and sad.

Chen Nianbei entrusted Li Qiqi to Quan Zhilong's care, and she and Cui Shengxian went to pay the hospital expenses and buy a change of clothes and toiletries for Li Qiqi's hospitalization.It was already the morning of the second day.

Quan Zhilong sat on the edge of Li Qiqi's bed, he brushed her cheek with distress, and said softly: "Don't sleep too deeply, I remember that day when we watched the sea, you said you wanted to go home. When you get better, I will I'll take you home. We'll go back to your house to see your parents, and then go back to my house to see my parents. Then we'll get married, and we can go back to our own home." He looked at Li Qiqi intently, seeing My eyes were blurred and I was reluctant to close my eyes, "You said you like daisies, we can plant a lot of daisies in our backyard. You need to get well soon, when you get better, we will plant them together and wait for it to germinate flowering."

Chen Nianbei and Cui Shengxian happened to see this scene at the door of the ward with the things in his hand, and they glanced at each other.In fact, everyone knows it, but they just don't want to think about it, and they don't want to believe it.It wasn't until I saw it with my own eyes that I was only full of heartache.How can such two people have results?

After a slight pause, Chen Nianbei pushed open the door of the ward vigorously, "Thank you so much for helping me take care of Qiqi. When she wakes up and recovers, I will treat you to a good meal. Thank you for being the first one here Take care of her other people." Chen Nianbei's words couldn't be more polite, they were as unfamiliar as if they didn't know Quan Zhilong.

Because of Chen Nianbei's sudden entry, Quan Zhilong quickly wiped away the water stains from the corners of his eyes.She smiled awkwardly and said, "Where is it? Qiqi and I are both colleagues in the same company, so we are no one else, and we should take care of her. It's really strange to invite someone to dinner, sister-in-law."

Not knowing whether it was the word "sister-in-law" or Quan Zhilong's words, Chen Nianbei paused for a moment while placing the toiletries, and then she continued to put Li Qiqi's clothes in the closet.While tidying up, she said, "Yes, your colleagues in a company are familiar. However, Qiqi still wants to thank you colleagues for their help and care for more than half a year after she recovered from a serious illness. Please have a meal. It should be. You don't need to worry about this matter. After a long time, everything will pass naturally. If you think about it, you can figure it out." Chen Nianbei closed the wardrobe door, and she dismissed the "idle" Cui Shengxian , Ask him to pour a pot of boiling water over.

After watching Cui Shengxian go out, Chen Nianbei continued to say: "It will take a while for Qiqi to recover from this car accident. However, I have thought about transferring her to City S after she recovers, and I can also let her go home." Rest for a while. If possible in the future, I want her to resign from YG. Korea is no longer coming.”

Speaking of this, Chen Nianbei looked at Quan Zhilong's expression on purpose. As expected, his face was full of disbelief, but Chen Nianbei smiled, "As colleagues, you must be reluctant, after all, we have worked together for a while. However, Qiqi used to She told me that she was going home. South Korea also came here by accident, but people can’t always take all the mistakes for granted. She is a sensible person, although occasionally she can’t help but indulge herself. But she always understands what is right. Especially this time the incident has hurt her too much, South Korea has become a sad place, and the physical pain already makes her heart unhappy, so why stay here for herself What about more congestion?"

Chen Nianbei's words intentionally or unintentionally wanted to clear up the relationship between Quan Zhilong and Chen Nianbei.Her words caused many knots in Quan Zhilong's heart.The entanglement and unhappiness in his heart gathered together at this moment, and he tucked Li Qiqi's quilt, "In the final analysis, she still has to make her own decisions, but if someone is willing to treat her well for the rest of her life, don't mind if she can't If you have a child, that would be a good destination. In fact, you also understand that what Qiqi wants is someone who is good to her. She has experienced many things and is thoughtful. If there is such a person, she will definitely be willing. "

"Yes, she is willing, and you are willing, so is your family willing? Quan Zhilong, let's stop playing charades, let's talk clearly. You think you can make her happy, right? Let's go ahead and just say it As far as you are concerned, you can make her happy, and I admit that you are a good man. Unfortunately, in this situation, even if you can accept her, have you ever thought about how your family can accept her? You are a man, your mother and your father are waiting to have a grandson, but you have such a daughter-in-law, and you have made your parents' family happiness in their later years a lifetime of regret." Chen Nianbei became more excited as he spoke, and his emotions became more and more high. The mood is getting lower and lower. "My parents understand me very well, Chen Nianbei, you worry too much." Quan Zhilong looked at Chen Nianbei and said indifferently, obviously he was unhappy because of Chen Nianbei's words.

Chen Nianbei didn't care, this time she insisted on making it clear, even if she offended the person in front of her. "Your parents understand you, so do you understand your parents? What do people look forward to when they are old? Isn't it just a full house of children and grandchildren who are happy and harmonious. Even if your parents accept Qiqi, do you think Qiqi's situation will be okay?" Are you being bullied by your family? There will be no shortage of cynicism. Qiqi has already had a hard life, so why do you make her live even harder? Your so-called happiness for her is nothing but sadness in the end." In fact, Chen Nianbei's most What I want to say is that Li Qiqi is Yang Xianshuo's mistress, this relationship is too chaotic, and Quan Zhilong's appearance is nothing more than making things worse.But she couldn't say that if this matter can pass, it will pass, and if it rots in the stomach, it would be great. "Then I said that I am the father of a one-month-old child in her womb?" Chen Nianbei was dumbfounded by this news, she thought that the child belonged to Yang Xianshuo, she never thought that Quan Zhilong and Li Qiqi really had a relationship.But she was still not sure that this child belonged to Quan Zhilong, and it was not ruled out that Quan Zhilong didn't know. "You can't say this news, this child has gone, just treat it as having no destiny with Qiqi and you. It's best not to mention this matter. It's not a child between you and Qiqi that can solve everything Things, too many things you don't understand, I can't say either. Maybe one day you will understand, I just hope you can understand." Chen Nianbei had no choice but to say that.

It just so happened that Cui Shengxian also came in at this time. He put a pot of hot water on the cabinet beside the hospital bed, and took a cup to pour Chen Nianbei a cup of water.Afterwards, he took out his mobile phone to check the time, "Zhilong, it's getting late, we haven't finished recording our new song, let's go."

Quan Zhilong was reluctant at first, he didn't pay attention to Cui Shengxian's words, Cui Shengxian couldn't see it, but he knew that he couldn't play his temper at this time, he had already seen Yang Xianshuo downstairs.He was aware of Li Qiqi's matter, no matter who it was for, a direct confrontation was really disadvantageous. "Let's go, there is Nianbei here. They have a good relationship and there will be no mistakes. And I just saw President Yang downstairs."

"Let's go, don't make any trouble. Your work is more important. After all, I will take care of Qiqi and there will be no problems. If you are worried, it will be the same if you come back tomorrow." Chen Nianbei said.

No matter how stubborn Quan Zhilong was, he was still proud of Chen Nianbei's dismissal order, and he couldn't bear to keep it. "Then I'll leave it to you." Quan Zhilong bowed to Chen Nianbei.

This bow scared Chen Nianbei back a step, he couldn't stand it. "Don't say that, I wish her well too. You are being polite." There seemed to be an air current between her and Quan Zhilong. When Quan Zhilong pushed over, Chen Nianbei would definitely push back. Her purpose was so clear. But Quan Zhilong still does not give up, just like his self-confidence, it seems that he will never be beaten by setbacks.

After watching Cui Shengxian and Quan Zhilong leave, Chen Nianbei felt that the world was quiet.But An Ning didn't even have the chance to cherish it for a short time, and there were ups and downs and ups and downs.

She was not surprised by Yang Xianshuo's arrival, but she didn't know how to deal with this man.She didn't have any good feelings for this man in her heart.Whether it's because of Li Qiqi or as a married man who betrayed his wife and cheated.Regardless of which item, she felt that this scum made her cast aside.

"You are?" Yang Xianshuo knocked on the door and saw Chen Nianbei. He didn't know Chen Nianbei.

"I'm Qiqi's friend. Are you?" Chen Nianbei knew him, but she just held her breath in her heart.

"I... I am her boss, Yang Xianshuo." Yang Xianshuo suddenly went into a frenzy. It seemed difficult to explain the relationship between him and her, and he couldn't say it.

Chen Nianbei smiled politely, "Come in." Chen Nianbei poured a glass of water for Yang Xianshuo and handed it over, "A boss like you is really a blessing for employees. Qiqi is sick, you come to visit as soon as possible, really What I want is to thank you very well."

Yang Xianshuo took the water glass from Chen Nianbei's hand, but he didn't drink it, but put it on the table beside him. "How is she doing now?"

"The danger to life is gone, and everything else is fine." Chen Nianbei didn't want Yang Xianshuo to know too much, and always felt that there was no need to continue the relationship that had been cut and messed up.

"That's good. Tell me about diet and medical care. I can help."

"You're really being polite. I'm taking care of this, and it's okay. I don't need any help for now." Chen Nianbei's unfamiliar but polite words cast a layer of frost on the conversation between her and Yang Xianshuo.After a long time, Yang Xianshuo had no choice but to reply, 'That's fine. '

Li Qiqi didn't wake up from the drip, Yang Xianshuo looked at it a few times, and felt more and more sad.If he hadn't received the news in the morning, he wouldn't have known that Li Qiqi had been in a car accident.He always felt that the incident happened suddenly, and the suddenness seemed a little strange.Li Qiqi usually goes to work by car.She likes to be quiet and always drives on small roads, so there are not many cars on the road.How could there be a car accident in this situation?The more he thought about it, the more something went wrong.

He took a sip of water from the water glass that had just been placed on the table, and asked, "I still don't know your name?"

Chen Nianbei replied: "Chen Nianbei."

"Both you and Qiqi are from L City, China? Your Korean accent doesn't sound like Qiqi's." Yang Xianshuo continued to ask.

Chen Nianbei glanced at Yang Xianshuo, and then said, "You have really good ears, but I'm not from L City. She and I are college classmates."

"College classmates? They all graduated from the University of Finance and Economics in S City? They are high-achieving students. S City is in the development of finance. It should be your first choice for work. How come you came to Korea like Qiqi?" Yang Xianshuo asked.

Chen Nianbei glanced up at Qiqi's hanging bottle, there was still a small half bottle of medicine in it.Soon, she answered Yang Xianshuo: "I'm assigned by the company, so I'm different from Qiqi."

Chen Nianbei's 'different' not only made Yang Xianshuo look differently. "Then where is Miss Chen's high school?"

"Seth International." Chen Nianbei was impatient with such a question and answer like checking household registration.I don't know whether she doesn't like this way of communication or whether she doesn't like this person.But generally speaking, it is not to be seen.

There are many American companies in South Korea, but their performance is always inferior to that of local companies. Often the foreign employees who are transferred in this way are still under great pressure.Yang Xianshuo thought that Li Qiqi would be away from YG for a while, and there must be someone to take over.He hit Chen Nianbei with this idea.

"Miss Chen, I don't know if you would like to come to YG to have a look. You also know that our company's salary is not lower than that of Seth International. Few people can match Qiqi's talent. You and her graduated from the same school. We Thought maybe you could take her place."

Of course Chen Nianbei was unwilling, she gave Yang Xianshuo a reply almost immediately, "You think highly of me, Qiqi was the best in all aspects in school, I can't compare to her, your kindness I understand. Furthermore, I was transferred from S City by Seth International Headquarters, and I have only worked for more than half a year before changing jobs. It is unreasonable. After all, Seth International has given me a platform.

Chen Nianbei likes to speak the first half of a sentence casually, and only the second half is for people to hear. "Don't forget peace of mind" These are the four words Chen Nianbei gave to Yang Xianshuo.She refused very clearly, Yang Xianshuo had no choice but to give up on this matter.

The drip in the bottle was almost running out, and at this moment, Chen Nianbei stood up. She looked at the bottle and said, "Time is really fast, I finished the drip without paying attention. I will call the nurse to change the medicine. You Sit first."

Yang Xianshuo looked at Chen Nianbei who stood up, and he also stood up, looking at the time, "Forget it, I won't sit down. I can't help you here either. You can still find me if you need it. I I'm leaving."

After Chen Nianbei waited for the nurse to arrive, she sent Yang Xianshuo to the downstairs of the hospital, and then watched him drive away.There was thick dust billowing from the rear of the car as it drove away, Chen Nianbei felt his heart was sluggish and speechless.She thought she would question Yang Xianshuo impulsively, or ignore him.But in the end, she still treated him like an ordinary person, only a little more indifferent than ordinary people.It wasn't that she was angry, it was just that she suddenly couldn't get angry.Why make it impossible for anyone to step down, it doesn't help the matter at all, it will only make it worse.

We always want to pursue many things, and we always feel that we will never give up if we don’t pursue it to the end. This is the most direct way to be worthy of ourselves and one thing.But often this kind of pursuit is given up in the end, not because we are cowardly, lack courage, or calm down, but because we suddenly understood at that moment.