For the first time in his life, He Feng, who prides himself on "doing what he wants without breaking the rules", tasted the feeling of not being with himself.He loves IELTS, and Aiko is a biological instinct. The superimposed power of the two is like an atomic bomb, blowing up He Feng's life beyond recognition, making it difficult to rest every night.

He dreamed that IELTS was talking to him in the dream, but she didn't look into his eyes. She was still sitting upright, with her hands crossed on her stomach in a protective gesture, but there were too many emotions on her cheeks, sadness, grievance, disappointment, even There is also a bit of resentment.Such a face accurately hit a corner of He Feng's heart, so he twitched violently in his dream, and couldn't help shouting, "Jessica! I won't take Xunxun away from you!"

Then he opened his eyes and woke up. The night outside the window was so silent, the quiet city was still dark, and the time was still far from dawn. He lit a cigarette for himself, and unconsciously remembered the instructions from IELTS. The fingertips fell inch by inch, pointing to the ashtray like a corpse of time.

If I can see you again, if I think about it, it must be through a long silence. Even if there are thousands of words, there is no way to say it. I think, then it is better not to see you. Although it is also a long silence, these thousands of words can Tell you word by word in my heart, I can even imitate your answer, as if you are still by my side, as if you still belong to me.Day after day of torment, He Feng finally realized that love is not necessary, but that one person is the only one. His love for her is not only love, but also the desire to stay together forever.

Do not erupt in silence, but perish in silence.

So one night, He Feng came downstairs to Yasi's house alone.A towering apartment building silhouetted against the dark blue night sky, like a necklace made of platinum and gold beads.Thousands of lights, every small grid is a story.He Feng accurately found Yasi's home, and was dazed in a daze. Because of Yasi, the lighting in that grid was also different, a kind of cool light, like pearls washed out of the sand.

Below the community is a simple children's playground and fitness facilities.He Feng sat down, stroked every inch of the railing, sat all over the blue benches, and the urchin who had been late on the slide, slid down the slide, had so much fun, and laughed until his heart ached.There will always be one of your fingerprints, there will always be one of your old fingerprints stuck on the palm of my hand without my noticing, leaving a mark.

Jessica, I don't know if I will have a chance to play with Xunxun on the slide.

"Daddy!"

A familiar voice awakened He Feng's mind, and he raised his head to meet He Zhenan's eyes mixed with guilt and emotion.

"Why are you back? Shen Botang promised you to be with Catherine?"

"I haven't seen Shen Botang, and Catherine doesn't want to go back to Hong Kong with me."

He Feng sighed, "Catherine is of temperament. Only people with temperament will do things of temperament."

"Then daddy are you?"

"Me?" He Feng smiled wryly, "People always need some warmth, even if it's a little bit of self-righteous remembrance."

"Daddy..."

"Terrence, over the years, I have been learning one thing, that is, not looking back, only regretting the things I didn't do, and not regretting the things I did. Every step in life requires paying a price. I got some of what I wanted, and lost some of what I didn’t want to lose. But who in this world is not like this? The choice in life is actually very simple: it’s not wrong to go to the place where you feel at ease in your heart. Try not to Be tempted by some things that may or may not be there, calm down and listen to your own voice! Time runs out faster than water, so just work hard on what you want to do. In this life, at least you have to be worthy of yourself.” He Feng’s The voice seemed to come from outside the sky, "Promises are easy to keep, but it's time to make jokes with others. Terrence, never give up what you really want. Waiting is hard, but regretting is even worse."

That sigh seemed to come from ancient times, filled with endless regret and regret, and wanted to express all the pain, depression, wonder, intoxication, bewilderment, nostalgia, pity, remorse, sadness, and hopelessness in one breath.Although they are father and son, He Zhenan has never seen his father reveal his heart so much, like a ray of sunshine breaking through the clouds in the haze, and the golden warmth is fleeting.

After returning to the room, He Feng thought for a long time, finally turned on the computer, and sent an email to the person in the mailbox address book that he thought he would never want to contact again.

"If you don't want to let go, please treat me kindly!"

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77 seeking seven Buddhas

A Lamborghini with the sign of AV6789 was driving fast on the road, and it drove into the hospital after a while.

"Doctor Cai." He Zhenan walked into the doctor's office quickly, panting.

"Ah, Terrence, please sit down." Dr. Cai greeted him warmly.

"Doctor Cai, what's going on with my dad?" He Zhenan couldn't wait to ask as soon as he sat down.

"This is what I came to talk to you about." Dr. Cai said, "Your father has always been in good health. But recently he said that he often feels out of breath, palpitations, nausea and sometimes burning pain in his chest. The longest one lasted 10 minutes... I suspect he had a heart attack."

"Heart disease?" He Zhenan was taken aback, "But Daddy had a physical examination a while ago and said that his body looks like he is 40 years old. Why did he suddenly have a heart attack?"

"Terrence, it's hard to explain this kind of thing. Former US President Clinton had a heart bypass operation because of a sudden heart attack a while ago. Think about how many world-class doctors a US president had to see him when he was in office? No or what? In fact, 40% of cardiovascular diseases do not have any symptoms before the onset.”

"Then can my dad have a heart tower bridge operation?"

"It's not that far. Bypass surgery is an open-heart surgery, and it also involves longevity after surgery. My opinion is that reducing the probability of heart attack by keeping the heart healthy and living a happy life is the best. Choose." Dr. Cai said, "I wonder why He Sheng often feels unwell during this time? Does he have a normal daily life? Can sleep time be guaranteed? Is there too much work pressure? Is he happy physically and mentally? Were there tantrums, panic attacks, overthinking and overjoyed situations? Is the diet right? Is there martial law against alcohol?"

A red cloud of guilt and embarrassment floated across He Zhenan's face, and he lowered his eyelids and said with difficulty: "Yes, my dad is in a bad mood recently, and often suffers from insomnia. I heard from the servant that every morning when I clean the room, I find a few cigarette butts." .”

"Terrence, your father is very determined. He firmly believes that he can survive. He even disagrees with me telling you about his condition." Dr. Cai said seriously, "But I must remind you that if this unhealthy lifestyle continues If it goes on, the consequences will be unimaginable. Just think about what if he gets sick in the middle of the night..."

He Zhenan's face turned pale like death.

It is a body like flame, born of craving.

He Feng, He Feng.Severe pain hit Yasi, like thunder and lightning across the sky, leading her into an unpredictable world.

In a daze, he seemed to have returned to the He residence.

Burning Sun showed tiredness, and slowly returned to the west, the high-heeled revolving door, and the backlights behind the high-heeled wall were lit up one by one.The dim light reflects those high-heeled shoes made of crystal or fur, which are warmed in the cool colors of modern decoration.The raised floor extends partly over the water, and lights play out from the light blue water bottom.The blue sky light shines through the glass roof, and the high-fidelity sound is like the pine waves in the forest in the early morning, wrapping up the fierce quarrel between the hero and heroine.

"It's because you guys have been playing games since childhood, if you didn't have ghosts in your heart, how could you betray a good friend from your childhood?"

"You won't be willing to be with me at all, you've been planning for yourself."

The man's face was dark and gloomy, and the unceasing anxiety and suspicion had already made his two decrees deeper and longer.The woman wants to cry but has no tears, wants to argue and has no words, tears streaming down her face with her hands open, she doesn't know how to dig out her heart,

"I'm not the kind of woman you think. I thought you knew it from the moment I married you."

"How can I plan for myself? Everyone outside thinks for themselves, including your son Terrence. Only I am the stupidest. I always stay by your side to protect you and listen to you. I am stupid again and again because I am not My husband who went to see a doctor and became unreasonable said I was having an affair."

But as Yi Shu said, when a man no longer trusts a woman, it is wrong for her to pester, cry, be silent, live and breathe, and even die.No matter how much a woman confesses, a changed heart will eventually change.With a hoarse voice and tears in his eyes, the man said decisively:

"It's useless for me to beat you, because the relationship between us can no longer go back. I want a divorce!"

The man fell to the ground with a bang.

The woman immediately forgot all the arguments, and instinctively stepped forward to support him: "Martin, how are you? Don't scare me, Martin?"

"Help, help me to the study." Even in great pain, the man still wanted to be in the same room with the woman again.

Knowing that in the eyes of her perverted husband, she is more dangerous than her condition. In order not to make him more excited, the woman can only do what she has done countless times before.

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