Jewelry and Treasures

It's hard to ask her for help, but she has always been sharp-tongued, and being able to say such a thing is as rare as Su Dongpo's red toothbrush.

"I have never regretted being able to be friends with you in this life."

The author has something to say: 1 Excerpt from "Kyushu Misty Records"

2 Adapted from Weibo of a passer-by

3 languages ​​from Chen Daoming.

4 Adapted from "Kang Yong, Love Messages to Unknown Lovers"

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A lamp was on in the study.

There were expensive clothes thrown randomly on the sofa under the lamp. He Feng leaned wearily under the lamp and watched the video over and over again. His deep sea-like eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of ice, clear but untouchable. The messy white shirt Sober to bleak.

The light is cold and tough. After watching for a long time, my eyes hurt, thinking that I will shed tears.He Feng looked at her, looked at the beam of light in his heart, and felt that enough was enough, so he got up and prepared to leave.

The door was gently pushed open, and a figure flashed in.

Meticulous lotus-colored formal attire, elegant black short hair neatly groomed, the slightly raised corners of the eyes naturally contain a cold and glamorous aura, the sharp chin face is no longer young but still beautiful, half-opened like a double chrysanthemum Thank you for the look.

"Melissa, I knew you'd come."

"Martin, I know you know I'm coming." Yu Weiting pulled the chair in front of the desk and sat down, crossing his legs, "Ah Will thought that as long as he deleted Jessica's photo, everything would be fine, but he didn't expect that photo to be skin Er is the most proud work of this collection. He personally called me and asked me why I should delete it. Don’t worry, I have successfully persuaded Pierre to pretend that he didn’t take that photo..."

"Thank you, Melissa, I'll call you for the money."

"I just did what you were going to do before you did, at the cost of almost double the money you paid for it."

"Melissa, don't you feel tired of hiding your kindness behind razor-sharp words for so many years?"

Yu Weiting's face immediately changed.

He Feng changed the subject in a calm manner, "Why did Ah Will help me in the first place?"

"Ah Will is very similar to you when you were young." Yu Weiting showed a look of reminiscence, "I firmly believe that you should be famous as early as possible, and you should desperately strive for the opportunity to change your destiny when you are young. Men are like this, and women are the same. He thinks that Jessica Marrying you is her best destination. Frankly speaking, I am really surprised that Jessica's affinity can make Will think of her so empathetically."

"The best destination?" He Feng's voice was hoarse.

Yu Weiting just listened quietly, cleverly grasping the principle of timely silence. He Feng didn't need to respond at this time, he just needed an audience.

"I will never forget the first time she heard me say that I love her. The ten miles of warm sun spread out, and her eyes were stinging. Since Terrence's mother died, that was the first time I was so close to the light, close to the warmth, It’s so warm that I feel satisfied even thinking about it now.”

Yu Weiting "puchi" laughed out loud.

He Feng glanced at her with an aura that was not angry but majestic, like the haze before a storm.

"Who hasn't loved so much?" Yu Weiting mocked palely in his eyes.Maybe it's a self-deprecating, unanswered question, and I don't know who I'm asking. "At least you have everything now, a person who has everything, what more do you want?"

"For so many years, I just want to wake myself up and clearly know what kind of person I am. This feeling is very lonely, see, even you think I have everything." He Feng leaned back tiredly on the On the back of the sofa, the voice was hoarse, "Maybe everyone is struggling until the end, and they are doing eternal struggle against this lingering loneliness. Friends, confidantes, sons, women...everything can make you get rid of it temporarily. Loneliness, but like Sisyphus pushing the stone up the mountain, at this stage you develop a relationship and feel that each other has a sense of security and can rely on each other to be satisfied, but when you go deeper, people always have their own interests and ideas, who They only live this life for a few decades, and when they feel lost, they return to the lonely valley.”

"But Jessica, Jessica gives me a completely different feeling. She seems to be born on the edge of the wall, or like a field flower, with no name under the sun, so suspicious, thrilling and absolutely faithful. 1 What she gave me It feels like, as if loving me is the vocation bestowed on her by fate. I really feel her power over me. For so many years, I have been sheltering others from wind and rain, but when I am with her, she is so gentle, So Nuohe’s air has kept me in the flower room... I know I love her, the cost of loving someone is too high, you have to bear enthusiasm, disappointment, time and energy, it is a sure loss. but you are the pain of joy. I thought I loved her the most, but unfortunately I can't love her more than my instinct as a father. On the other hand, Jessica is only 30 years old and has no children. No matter man or woman, no children My life is incomplete. We have tried for so long, but there is still no news. I was very desperate. After all, I am 60 years old, and she will never have the opportunity to be a mother with me... Besides, Jessica is not only a good woman, She is still an outstanding woman, apart from me, only Shen Botang knows how outstanding she is. Shen Baitang, he is really similar to me, the difference is that I love Jessica, he just admires, likes, and trusts Jessica, but appreciates, likes, and trusts It's not enough to be a family member of a god, but it's always enough to be a loving couple..."

He Feng said incoherently, "A few days ago, when I stood in front of the sea of ​​lavender flowers, I felt very sad. I always felt that there should be two people standing here. The next sentence of seeing things and thinking about people is always that things are right and people are wrong." .I'm sad not because the love is over, but because when it's over, the love is still there."

His eyes stared straight at the unknown space above, and his fingers dug into the corduroy of the sofa, tightening it more and more.

"Then why don't you go find her?"

"Because I'm afraid I'll cry with regret. I can't let it flow yet, and once it does, it won't stop. Once I let that terrible pain and regret take hold of me, I'll lie down Go down and spend your life crying."

"I just went to see Jessica yesterday." Yu Weiting said suddenly, "I asked her 'Do you regret it?'"

He Feng tensed up unconsciously.

"She said: 'I don't regret it, because all the choices I have made in life I think are the best choices. If I don't trust him and love him, then I won't even have the happy days in the past. gone.'”

He Feng's eyes lit up as if someone had knocked him with a burning match.

"Sorry, I'm not telling you this to give you courage to cheer you up, but to tell you. It is because she loves you so much that you are even more unforgivable. A promise is a liar to a fool, and when a liar does not Willing to lie again, when the fool can no longer deceive himself, the promise has expired. Jessica is not only a good woman, but also an excellent woman. But no woman is born excellent, if Jessica is always so good, she will not You will be deceived so badly by Suif. She is outstanding because of you. You will never know what she has done because she loves you. What she has to do is not easy. Giving up, giving up must be tragic. And the more painful and unfortunate you are now, the less she will look back. Because she told me, "If someone hurts me, as long as he can get happiness later, I will forgive him, because that can at least show , I am a necessary link on his way to happiness. But if he is not, then neither am I. Because it will make me feel that even I, the victim, is not worth doing.'2 So, Martin, this In the world, there is no feeling that can go back. Even if you really go back, you will find that everything has changed beyond recognition. She will never see you again in this life. The only thing you can go back for is not the only thing you can go back. It is just the memory in your heart. Yes Yes, we can’t go back, so we can only keep going forward.”

Yu Weiting stood up after finishing speaking, "I'll take a ride back to Hong Kong tomorrow, if you figure it out, come with me."

He Feng sat down slumped, the room was dark and silent, only the TV was still playing the video repeatedly.After an unknown amount of time, He Feng pursed the corners of his lips, reached out and turned off the TV.In the end, half of the smile like a flower blooming in the mist was transformed into a smile, and the remaining half was knocked down by tears before it even opened.First one by one, then line by line, finally, he picked up the cold black coffee and took a small sip. He could not hear the cry, but could clearly see two ripples in the coffee cup, like who Sadness, dark and thick.

He Feng raised his head, and the cold drops of water still couldn't stop falling from his cheeks: "Once the tears flow out, they will never stop; once they lie down, they will spend their whole life crying. I thought I could bear it." Stay, I thought I wouldn't lie down, but it seems I was too naive~~~~~~~.

In He Feng's midnight-black eyes, there are only stars and stars, only the midnight-black sorrow, the silence is bottomless, sinking endlessly.

He returned to Hong Kong the next day.

Who said that what can be controlled by reason is not emotion.

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