Jewelry and Treasures

Take him at his word.

"You, go and pour me water!" the man ordered with difficulty, his eyes became darker and darker, and after looking at them for a long time, he felt that two long tunnels extended from his eyes, the overwhelming blackness leading directly to hell.Unfathomable and dizzying.Yasi saw herself in those eyes, her pale, shrunken face.

"No, don't, don't go!"

IELTS struggled painfully in the dream.

But there was nothing she could do, she could only watch the woman obediently walk out of the room to pour water.

"How is the master, do you want me to call the doctor?" Sister Cai ran over in a panic.

"You don't know how much he fears doctors?" The woman smiled wryly, "Forget it, you all go to rest, I'll take care of her."

"Madam, you have worked hard." Sister Cai's eyes were full of sympathy.

With a "bang", the woman locked Sister Cai outside the medical room with that gaze.

When she came out with a water glass and medicine, the woman felt uneasy.The study corridor at this moment is more silent than oblivion, that dead silence seems to have come in an instant.As soon as you step through the door, you enter a terrible silence, a feeling of being out of this world.It seems to be a world far away from the world, a world without life.

The woman couldn't help but walked quickly in small steps.

"Honey, open the door!"

"You, don't come in!"

"Honey, you need to take medicine! You need to take medicine!"

"I have medicine in the drawer, I'll take it myself." The man's voice sounded like gnashing of teeth, "I don't feel safe taking the medicine you brought!"

"Husband! Martin!" The woman anxiously turned the handle of the study, only to find that the handle had already been locked from the inside.

"Martin, you open the door to let me see how you are? I'm really worried! Come out, come out..." The woman pressed the doorknob desperately in vain, hysterical.He Feng, didn't you promise that I would always remember to go home?How can words not count?How can you talk to me without counting?

"Go back, go back!" The man's voice seemed to be choked out word by word from the trachea.

The woman fell down in the corridor and cried bitterly.

The door was always silent.

The woman's cries became smaller and smaller, the heavy work, the guilt of leaving Tahoe behind, the self-injury of being tolerant of Taihe, and the unfeeling divorce notice from her husband had made her exhausted, like a dying woman in deep water The drowning person can no longer struggle without a little water.

Peering from under the drooping eyelids, the eyes are vast and desolate, unable to find the focal length.Like a bird flying over the sea and unable to find a place to stay, the east, west, north and south are all vast and boundless, the future will be catastrophic, and you have to fly until you die.

I just don't know when, when I will die...

When will I be unable to hold on...

The woman passed out.

From a distance, there was a faint smell, cold and dead.Later, IELTS smelled this smell several times. It was the smell of death.And then she just woke up instinctively and restlessly.

He Feng?

The woman struggled to open her eyelids, trying to get up from the ground.It's a pity that the overused body ignored her eagerness, and collapsed to the ground as soon as it stood up. No matter how hard it tried to stand up again, it still stubbornly refused to cooperate.

"Get up! Get up! Get up for me! Get up, woo woo, you can't do this, you can't do this..." The woman beat her legs vigorously, but they still remained motionless.

The woman finally gave up, looked on, Fu Dangzi, first fixed the center of gravity with her arms, and then moved her body up little by little.From the chest down, he was completely out of control, and the normally short distance now seemed as far away as a ladder to heaven.I can no longer see the way ahead, I just move by instinct.

He Feng, are you okay, are you okay.You must be okay, a tear slipped from the corner of the eye to the floor and was covered by the body.

Because I can't stand the pain anymore.

The sea of ​​suffering is boundless, ten thousand yoga in length and breadth, and the short distance of a few steps does not know how many lives and kalpas, and finally rolled through it.

What happened next?How come the memory is interrupted here?

Why did it freeze on him lying on the ground with a faint smile on his long-lost elegant face?

Is that her husband?That's her husband!

How did her husband become like this? !

The medical staff rushed back and forth, the servants cowered and dodged, and He Zhenan's hoarse questioning flashed like a reflection outside the car window.

The door behind him slammed shut.The threshold is like the boundary between life and death, separating this place from the outside world, filled with endless darkness.

The sky in the woman's heart gradually darkened.

"I love you……"

Who love me?

Dream.Can't wake up.

The golden sun is gone.The dark wind dragged the shady curtain, covering the sky full of IELTS.

Even oneself is colorless, and all things degenerate into quicksand, which can only be trapped, cannot be grasped, and cannot break free.

Empty hands, the vast front, IELTS lying in the sand, thinking, that's it, don't need to get up again, there is no road, there is no road anywhere.

"Jessica, Jessica..." A call came from the sky, with vague pronunciation and ethereal whispers.

"Martin, don't call, don't call me again, I'm tired and going to sleep."

"Jessica, life is hard, but you have to endure it. All living beings are upside down. Blood is white and tears are black. This is life."

"My life is over."

"The ego is not so easy to break, Jessica. You still have the attachment in your heart, so now it's just a break rather than an end."

"I don't believe in you anymore, in the past life, in this life, and forever and ever." IELTS finally collapsed; "This life is full of catkins and fragments, but I still want to love someone well, and I hope he, Can love me well. Even if it’s just for a short while, love me very sincerely and tolerantly, just want to be treated tenderly for a moment. How much do I ask for? How much?”

"Not much?"

"A lot?"

"Not much? Jessica, asking people to love you and only you is the hardest thing because you are purely you. And I have loved you like this in my two lifetimes."

"From now on, I'm dead. I'm no longer me. May I burn my body to the sea of ​​love, and don't end up with the cause of the next life. This life is destined for this life, and Meng Po's bowl of soup is the most to drink. In the next life, don't remember the things of this life. "

"Does your heart listen to you?"

As if echoing He Feng's words, Yasi kept seeing him.There are many shadows of him, like streaks of lightning splitting the blackness of splashed ink.It is said that people will naturally go through the things of this life in their minds before they die, which is human instinct.Is that true?Because he was the only one he saw before the sea of ​​burning love.

You only gave me such a short time, but you occupy my life so domineeringly.

Everything before I met you in this life has become blank.

"Ah..." Yasi woke up with a heart-piercing cry, the world was over.Dust heart, but not yet.A little lingering, lurking in the body, like a charm attached to the bone.I still believe that deceit and betrayal are despair, calmness and tranquility are resignation, even if there is hatred, it is emptiness——injury is emptiness, pain is emptiness.Hearing people say it is empty, seeing it with your own eyes is empty.You are empty, I am empty.You think I am empty, I think you are empty.Laughter is empty, tears are empty.Skin-to-skin contact is empty, and resentment in the heart is empty.I still think that you and I will finally be white and the earth is really clean.

It turned out not to be.

I thought I had removed the bones to return to my father, the flesh to return to my mother, the heaven and the earth had just opened, and I had transformed into a lotus flower.Iniquity is washed away, sin is redeemed.

It turned out not to be, I was still me.

This little affection, this little affection, is still not extinguished.

"Give me another look."

"Do not."

"Jessica, I love you. I am in the cycle of life and death, how can you be free?"

The author has something to say: 1 Some of the following claim to have quoted a pit article from another vest I had before.Hee hee, it can be regarded as making up for regrets together.

Ask for support!Ask the overlord!Ask for mines! (It seems that it is not so difficult to say, the first time is the most difficult)!

78 Love Aiko

IELTS fell ill, and I couldn't find out the reason, but for some reason, I started to eat and sleep well, and I felt irritable.It's like having pregnancy syndrome.Sometimes people suddenly become vulnerable, suddenly unhappy, suddenly caught by a certain detail in the memory, suddenly fall into deep silence, and don't want to talk.

If a person cannot cry, he will be sick, which is also a kind of catharsis.Lonely vines grow out of the body, tangled and tangled.Then I found out in despair that every tentacles on the rattan were sucking memory desperately, the more there was nothing new to enshrine, so the turbulence of the past intensified.It turns out that there are some things, the more you want to avoid them, the more you chase after them, the more deliberate you are, the harder it is to let go.

IELTS fell into deep anxiety in this beautiful late summer of "bright purples and reds blooming everywhere".

After experiencing rebirth, she wants to believe more and more that there are really wonderful echoes and overlaps hidden among the fates of some people.Once they meet, they will bite together tightly like gears, and they will travel thousands of miles away with their own heart.

Why do people make the same mistakes?There may be only one reason: the previous time was not painful enough.

A person's biggest shortcoming is not selfishness, passion, savagery, willfulness, but paranoid love for someone who doesn't love you that much. 1

All the troubles are only 12 words, can't let go, can't think about it, can't see through it, and can't forget it.In the world, the only thing you can't lie to is your own heart, which always exposes your joy and sorrow when you least expect it.

The baby in the stomach also kicked its hands and feet anxiously, He Feng, what happened to you?

Outside the window