both you and me

Xiaoxu is going to catch the train after breakfast, I take Ran Ran to send Xiaoxu to the gate of the community.

"It's only a matter of time if you can hide for a while!"

I am also very helpless about this, and now I feel that the only thing I can do is to avoid her, and then take another step to watch.

"Ran Ran, mom has something to go back to grandma for some time, do you want to listen to your mommy?"

Xiaoxu squatted down and told Ran Ran, Ran Ran nodded obediently and then kissed Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu stood up reluctantly, stopped a taxi and left.

"Ran Ran, shall we go to the playground?"

The weather is nice today and I don't want to trap the kids at home playing with toys to pass the time.

"it is good!"

I dragged Ran Ran back to the parking lot of the complex, carried Ran Ran into the car and helped her fasten the seat belt of the child seat, and after making sure that there was no problem, I got in the car and started the car to leave.

Maybe today is the weekend, and there are so many people in the playground. I was afraid of getting separated from Ran Ran, so I just picked her up and walked forward. Fortunately, I have been used to having a little chubby girl in my arms since I was a child. the weight of.

"Mommy, I want to ride a wooden horse!"

When we passed the carousel, Ran Ran pointed to the carousel and asked, I took her to buy a ticket and sat with her for a lap, in fact, coming to the playground reminded me of the first and only time Yunxi and I came to play The plot of the scene is fleeting, this sentence is not wrong at all.

Ran Ran is still young, so I only took her to play some activities that are not dangerous and suitable for children of her age. Of course, these activities are very boring for us adults, but the children had a lot of fun.

I thought about how many times the phone was in the purse, and then it stopped. It probably turned off automatically when it ran out of power.

"Ran Ran, do you want to take a photo with Mickey Mouse?"

I hugged Ran Ran and pointed to the Mickey Mouse played by someone not far away. Ran Ran thought about it and then nodded heavily. I walked over with Ran Ran in my arms and we took a photo together after getting Mickey Mouse's consent.

"Mommy, I'm hungry."

When it was close to noon, Ran Ran was touching her little belly and talking, I carried Ran Ran to a fairy tale-themed restaurant, and ordered a children's nutrition package for Ran Ran, and I ordered a cup of coffee myself.

"Mommy, can we ride the Ferris wheel at night?"

Ran Ran pointed to the huge Ferris wheel not far away and said with a pleading face. I thought about it, and the Ferris wheel didn't seem to be dangerous, so I nodded and agreed. Ran Ran was very happy to continue eating her lunch.

"Mum, I want that bear, can you call for me?"

When Ran Ran passed by a shooting game, she pointed to the doll at the prize and said, I didn’t agree to Ran Ran, because I never won a shooting game, and I never won a pack of facial tissues, but Ran Ran looked at me with such longing eyes and made me I couldn't bear to reject her, just when I was in trouble, a person I didn't want to see, at least at that moment, appeared in front of me——Yunxi!

"Auntie, can you call me?"

Yunxi knelt down and handed the lollipop to Ran Ran. Ran Ran didn't answer and raised her head to look at me to ask for my opinion, because both her mother and I told her not to eat what others gave her.

"Take it!"

I touched Ran Ran's head and told her softly, Ran Ran took the lollipop with a smile and put it in her mouth, Yunxi stood up and glanced at me, then turned around and walked towards the shooting booth, she bought enough lollipops The BB bomb then started to aim and shoot, the first few shots missed, Yunxi frowned and glanced at the staff, then she smiled confidently and continued to shoot, the next few shots all hit.

Yunxi took the doll bear from the staff and handed it to Ran Ran, then she stood up and turned her head to talk to the staff.

"Your guns have been tampered with, I hope you can adjust them back."

"Ran Ran, thank you, Aunt Wang."

"Thank you Auntie"

Ran Ran hugged the teddy bear and smiled very sweetly, Yunxi also followed my example and patted Ran Ran's head and said you're welcome.

"I didn't know you could play with guns."

Ran Ran went to play in the indoor amusement park, and Yunxi and I sat in the cold drink area outside and watched Ran Ran and other children having fun.

"I also only started playing CS in the past three years. Are you interested in taking you to play with a group of friends that day?"

Yunxi opened her mouth to invite.

"I don't like such brutal games."

I resolutely refused, perhaps my refusal was within Yunxi's expectations, so she just smiled.

"Why didn't you answer my call?"

"Have you ever called? I don't know."

I pretended to be stupid on purpose, my eyes followed Ran Ran all the time, in fact the child was safe inside, I just didn't want to communicate with Yun Xi other than words.

"Ran Ran is very cute, she looks a lot like Xiao Xu."

"How do you know that Ran Ran is Xiaoxu's child? Are you investigating her??"

This time I turned my eyes from Ran Ran to Yun Xi, of course, I think there was a lot of dissatisfaction and blame in my eyes.

"I'm not so shameless to investigate a child. It was Ran Ran who told me that day. She showed me a photo of her and her mother, and said that when she grows up, she will be a doctor and her mother will go to the mountains with you to help other people."

I saw the flash of injury in Yunxi's eyes, it was my suspicion that made her hurt, and I felt a little bit sorry for it.

"sorry!"

I felt a little uncomfortable and turned my head to the side, apologizing with a guilty conscience, what's wrong with me?Why do I always want her to think badly?

"Forget it, my image in your heart is already like this."

Yun Xi's tone was full of bitterness, why should I torture her and myself like this?

"Yunxi, give up! We may really have no fate, so find your own fate and happiness."

At the moment when Yunxi sent us home and was about to leave, I looked at her back and said, she stood there without moving or saying anything, it took a long time for her to speak.

"You have the right not to love me, but you have no right to stop me from loving you. I don't understand why we have survived so many hard times, but now you don't want to go on. I know you hate me in your heart, but I love you."

After speaking, Yunxi walked forward without turning her head. I stood still and looked at her back. At that moment, I saw her helplessness and the heaviness of every step.

"Because many people can share hardships but not joys."

Watching her back disappear into my field of vision, I closed my eyes and muttered to myself, I think we are such a pair, who can go through hardships together but can't stay together after all the rains and sunny days.

Although Yunxi knew that I lived in Xiaoxu's house, she didn't appear in front of me every day like at my house, but she would appear whenever I needed help. Once I worked at the foundation late, and when I came out It was already pouring rain in the sky, I opened my handbag and searched all over but couldn't find an umbrella, at this time Yunxi appeared in front of me with an umbrella.

None of us drove home that day. When we got back to my house, I found out with the help of the street lights in the community that half of Yunxi's body was soaked in the rain to protect me from the rain.

"Go up and wipe it off before going back!"

This was the first time I invited Yunxi to go upstairs since we met again, Yunxi would not refuse, I found a piece of clothing and handed it to her, after Yunxi walked into the bathroom, I helped her cook a bowl of cola ginger soup.

"drink it"

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