both you and me

When Yunxi came out of the bathroom, the temperature of the ginger soup was just right. I handed the ginger soup to her, and she took it and drank it all in one gulp.

"How do you know I'm in the Foundation?"

"Guess, I've been to your house, but I didn't come up. I knew you were not at home when I saw that the lights in your house were not on. Xiaoxu took Ran Ran back to his hometown to visit relatives. Then I think you are very likely to be in the foundation. It was raining just as I was about to leave. I was afraid that you would go to the office building where the foundation is located without an umbrella. I asked the security guard to know that you hadn’t left yet, so I waited for you. I thought, if you had an umbrella, I would go home. , if you don’t bring an umbrella, I’ll take you home.”

Yunxi put the cup on the coffee table, she sat on the sofa and rubbed her arms.

"Did you not turn on the air conditioner?"

She started to tremble a little, I walked over to check the temperature of her forehead, it was very hot, she had a fever.

"You have a fever, go to my room and lie down, I will find medicine for you."

"It's okay. If you want me to go home, I don't want to embarrass you."

Yunxi struggled to get up, I was very angry at that time, I thought, you are 'sensible' at this time!

"Stop talking nonsense, go lie down!"

Crazy, I think I can use this word to describe it at the time, I hate that she always likes to run counter to me, the more I think about what she does, the less she will do, for example, I hoped that she could stay away from me, but in fact She has once again entered my life, and now I want her to rest, but she wants to go home, I really don't understand what's going on in her mind.

After pressing Yunxi on the bed, I started to look for medicine. After I found the medicine, I fed Yunxi to eat, and raised the temperature in the room. After a while, Yunxi fell asleep. I sat by the bed and watched her wrinkle even in deep sleep. Frowning, how long has it been since she looked at her so carefully while she was sleeping?

We have known each other for ten years, and even Duo Duo is pregnant with a baby and is about to become a mother, but we always seem to be in the same place forever.

He reached out to smooth her frowning brows.

"What should I do to you?"

Looking at her, I muttered to myself, yes, how should I treat you?Continue to alienate you or try to start over?I seem to be standing in the middle of two roads in a dilemma. No matter which step I take, there are too many things and tests. I don’t know if it’s because I’m getting older and I can no longer do whatever I want like ten years ago. Do what I want to do, now I have to think a lot about every decision, so I feel tired.

I sighed, got up, took out alcohol from the medicine box, and began to help Yunxi physically cool down. I worked until midnight, and Yunxi's temperature finally dropped. I was too tired to move, but I still got up to take a shower and go Mom used to sleep in the bedroom for the night.

When I woke up the next day, Yunxi had already prepared breakfast, and I sat at the dining table after washing.

"Do you still have a fever?"

I stretched out my hand to touch her forehead, and fortunately, the fever subsided, but she still felt very uncomfortable even though the fever was gone, her beautiful little nose was already reddened by the tissue paper.

"Obviously..."

Yunxi grabbed my hand that was about to withdraw, I didn't struggle but looked up at Yunxi, I wanted to hear what she had to say.

"How long has it been since we knew each other?"

"almost ten years"

"Yes, ten years have passed like this, so how many days have we really been together?"

"Less than four years."

"Yes, we seem to have spent ten years to experience a parting that others may not have to experience in a lifetime, so does fate leave us with only peaceful time together?"

"I do not know what you're talking about!"

I forcefully withdrew my hand, lowered my head not to look at Yunxi and began to eat breakfast.

"I just want to say that we don't have many ten years in our lives. I don't want to waste any more time. Obviously, let's make up!"

Yunxi stood up and came to me and grabbed my hand, then pulled me up, and we stood face to face.

"Wang Yunxi, we can't go back."

I looked into Yunxi's eyes and said seriously and calmly, some things are in the past, no matter how hard we try to chase them, we won't be able to get them back.

"I never said that we want to go back to our past, obviously, let's start from now, don't think about the past and just live in the present, okay?"

"not good!"

I shook off her hand and subconsciously took two steps back.At that moment, I was terrified. I didn’t know whether I was afraid of Yunxi’s so-called future or her. My subconscious told me to avoid it and not face it, but Yunxi didn’t give me this chance at all. She stretched out her hand and took my arm. .

"You obviously still love me, why don't you accept me again?"

Yunxi looked very hurt, at that moment I shook my head and I didn’t know what else to say, I felt that the air around me was taken away at that moment, and the oxygen that could keep me alive was getting stronger and stronger. Less, I'm about to suffocate.

"The ring I gave you has been hanging around your neck, which means you still have mine in your heart. Why? Do we have to torture each other?"

Yunxi's tears dripped down her cheeks, I rarely see Yunxi crying, in my eyes she is a very resilient person, no matter what difficulties she encounters, she will not cry easily, let alone Easily shed tears in front of me.

"Yunxi, please don't force me, please, please!"

I cried and knelt on the ground, Yunxi stretched out her hand to me but I ignored it, Yunxi withdrew her hand after a while, she didn't say anything, turned around and left slowly, she deliberately stayed at the entrance After a while, I knew she was waiting for me to keep her, but the sentence was stuck in my throat, unable to speak or swallow, as if it was stuck there like a fishbone, unable to spit it out or swallow it.

It wasn't until Yunxi left that I burst into tears. It's not that I really don't want to start over with Yunxi, but can I really do what Yunxi said, don't want the future, just live the present?

Not long after, the phone's text message rang. My first reaction was that this text message was sent by Yunxi. I almost crawled on the ground and came to the coffee table to pick up the phone. My hands were trembling and I couldn't even unlock the screen lock. Open, and finally unlocked the screen lock, it turned out to be a text message from Yunxi.

'You said not to force you, then I will leave, you said you do not want to reconcile, then I can only choose to respect you, everything today is my fault, I am sorry for you, I still say that, I wish you happiness , I will continue to guard you in the corner you can't see, until I see with my own eyes that you live happily, then I will completely disappear in your world, I, love you forever. '

This is the text message Yunxi sent me. After reading the text message, I moved faster than my brain. I rushed out of the house with my mobile phone. At this moment, it was raining again in the sky. I was running like a madman in thin clothes in the heavy rain. I kept calling Yunxi's name, and my mobile phone kept calling Yunxi, but the cold busy tone came from the phone. In the end, I fell to my knees exhausted, tears and rain mixed together. At that moment, I I know that Yunxi really cannot exist in my world, she is like air, I usually don't think she is precious, but once I really lose it, it will be fatal.

Just when I was disheartened and thought I really lost Yunxi this time, an umbrella helped me cover the torrential rain, I quickly turned my head, and the person standing behind was Yunxi, she stretched out her hand I got up from the ground.

"are you an idiot?"

She frowned and questioned angrily, I stretched out my hand and hugged Yunxi vigorously, Yunxi was unprepared, her body center of gravity was unstable and she took a step back, then she hesitated and then sighed helplessly, He stretched out a hand and patted my back gently.

When I got home, Yunxi was going to push me to take a shower, but I pressed her against the wall, closed my eyes and kissed her vigorously. Yunxi was taken aback for a moment and then responded enthusiastically. Maybe it was because we haven't made love for a long time. The feeling came very quickly, her body is very sensitive, every touch of her can arouse the desire accumulated in my heart for three years, my body is tightly attached, as if only in this way can we survive.

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