both you and me

I asked her helplessly, she was the one who left without saying a word, and now she is the one who wants to start all over again, what exactly does she want?

"Why did your memory get worse at such a young age? But it doesn't matter, I won't dislike you."

After she finished speaking, she smirked at me, and I rolled my eyes weakly.

"Xiaoxu, is there any activity recently? I will lead the team, and we can go as far as we want!"

Yunxi stayed at my house for a whole day, until [-] o'clock in the evening before leaving my house with a face full of reluctance. I never knew that Yunxi had such a thick skin, why every time I didn't see her for a long time, it made me doubt who I had known her before. Is it her?

After Yunxi left, I immediately called Xiaoxu. I wanted to avoid Yunxi, and I could at least temporarily avoid her for a period of time by doing public welfare.

"I don't have anything to do recently, and it will be a month before I go out next time."

"Then I'll go to your house to stay for a few days!"

You can do whatever you want as long as you can avoid Yunxi, and to be honest, I'm really not ready to start over with her.

"Okay, I received a call from my family today. My mother is sick and I will go back to City H for a while. You can come to my house and take care of Ran Ran."

I left the house before dawn the next day, otherwise I was afraid that I would run into Yunxi later. I arrived downstairs at Xiaoxu’s house at five o’clock, and looked up at the window of Xiaoxu’s house that was not lit. I just sat in the car and waited for an hour, and I didn't go up until six o'clock and knocked on the door of Xiaoxu's house.

"Come so early?"

"I arrived downstairs at your house at five o'clock. I was afraid of disturbing you and Ran Ran's rest, so I didn't come up until now."

As I said that, I took a breath, I didn't sleep much last night at all.

"Like hiding from the plague god, as for?"

Xiaoxu made me a cup of coffee and handed it to me. I have to say that the coffee made by Xiaoxu is absolutely unique.

"As for, I really don't know how to face her."

I took a sip of coffee and said helplessly, Xiaoxu walked back to the kitchen.

"It's very simple, yesorno, just do what you think in your heart, stay together if you like it, and refuse it if you don't like it."

"She and I can't be resolved with a yes or no sentence. In fact, I have conflicts in my heart. I have forced myself not to think about her these years, but I know I have her in my heart all the time, but can I really be together with her again? Seriously Yes, I don't have much faith in her anymore."

I came to the kitchen with coffee, leaned on the cooking table and watched Xiaoxu who was busy. Xiaoxu put the fried eggs on the plate and then went to fry the bacon.

“If you lose confidence, you can still build, but if you lose your heart, you really lose everything.”

I didn't speak any more but drank my coffee with my head down. I was thinking about Xiaoxu's words. After a while, Xiaoxu asked me to wake Ranran up for breakfast. I put the finished coffee cup in the sink and walked in. Ran Ran's bedroom.

"Little lazy pig, wake up, Eunuch Sun is PPing."

I walked into Ran Ran's room and asked Ran Ran to wake up. You must know that this child is good at everything, but it is easy to sleep and difficult to wake up, and it is even more difficult to get her to get up.

"don't want……"

Ran Ran resisted indistinctly, I tried to pull her quilt away, but the child hugged the quilt desperately and refused to let go.

"Ran Ran, your mother made Ran Ran's favorite bacon eggs. If Ran Ran doesn't get up, then Mommy will eat them up."

"Sleep for a while..."

The little guy continued to sleep with the quilt in his arms, but I knew she would definitely get up after a while, so I turned and left Ran Ran's room.

"Where's Ran Ran?"

Seeing me coming out alone, Xiaoxu asked casually.

"Still sleeping, but getting up soon."

"You will spoil her if you spoil her so much!"

Xiaoxu put my breakfast on the table and then turned around to get her and Ran Ran's breakfast. I sat on the chair and took a sip of milk.

"I don't spoil her very much either. I set the alarm clock for 5 minutes before I came out. I guess she will get up when the alarm clock rings."

"By the way, it's time for Ran Ran to go to kindergarten after the Chinese New Year. Do you have anything to introduce?"

Xiaoxu put all the breakfast on the table and sat opposite me. I took a piece of baked toast and tore it open and ate slowly.

"I've done everything about Ran Ran's going to kindergarten. Now the quotas for good kindergartens are all full, but I helped Ran Ran get the quota a year ago, and I haven't told you about this matter yet."

I am doomed to have no children in this life, so I sincerely regard Ran Ran as my own child. I think about everything about her, let alone such a big thing as going to kindergarten.

"By the way, I heard that your mother and your stepfather are planning to immigrate abroad with your sister?"

"Well, I heard from my mother that their family plans to go to country J."

At this time, I heard the alarm clock in Ran Ran's room ringing, and it stopped after a while, then Ran Ran rubbed her eyes and walked out, Xiao Xu walked over and took Ran Ran to the bathroom to wash up.

"Then you don't plan to go with them?"

After Xiaoxu helped Ran Ran tidy up her personal hygiene, she took Ran Ran out. Ran Ran sat beside her mother and began to eat breakfast slowly by herself. It was not easy for a child who was a little over three years old to do this.

"What am I going to do? Uncle Wei took my mother away probably because he was afraid that my mother would find out about me. I can relax when they leave. Otherwise, I would be cautious when facing my mother every day, how tired I am!"

"Your mother and that Wei Ming have been married for so long, why don't you change your mind?"

Xiaoxu looked at Ran Ran quietly while eating and chatting with me. In fact, she wanted to exercise Ran Ran's independence on the surface, but she was still worried about Ran Ran in her heart.

"Why did you change your mind? I didn't think of him as a father, and he didn't think of me as a daughter. In my heart, he was just my mother's husband and my sister's father. He had nothing to do with me."

Maybe I am a cold-blooded person, I only care about the person I want to care about, and it is difficult for me to care about the person I don't want to care about no matter how close he is to me.

"What about your sister? I think you spend more time on Ran Ran than your own sister."

"Actually, Uncle Wei doesn't want my sister and I to get too close. Maybe I'm afraid that I'll 'spoil' her. I don't know how I offended him. After I came back, his attitude towards me became more and more indifferent. My family will be polite to me, and now I want to treat me like air, so since he doesn't want me to come close, then I won't come close, besides, Ran Ran is my daughter, of course a daughter is more important than a younger sister, isn't it Ran Ran?"

I smiled and pulled out a tissue to help Ran Ran wipe off the milk from the corner of her mouth. Ran Ran looked at me half-understanding and then nodded vigorously. Maybe she didn't even understand what we were talking about, but she still gave me face.

"Tell me, is there another thing you like?"

Xiaoxu sighed and said helplessly, I threw the facial tissue into the trash can.

"Those things are nothing to me. By the way, you are so relieved to hand over the child to me, are you not afraid that I will 'spoil' Ran Ran?"

I looked up at Xiaoxu, Xiaoxu smiled.

"I'm afraid I won't let you be her mother. Besides, it's not a bad thing for Ran Ran to be hurt by one more person. Maybe three mothers will love her in the future, don't you think?"

Xiaoxu winked mischievously at me rarely, I knew she meant something, so I didn't bother to talk to her and continued to eat my breakfast.

"Are you really going to hide from me all the time?"

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