both you and me

"Actually, I have been back to City B, but when I opened the door of our former home, it was already full of dust, so I came here to see if I could meet you. I told myself, if I can't find you in a week I'll leave when I get to you, today is the deadline, maybe our fate is not over yet."

"What's the matter? Wang Yunxi, what do you think of me? You come and go when you call me??"

I frowned and asked her loudly, how could she do this? ?

"No, obviously, listen to me!"

She stood up excitedly and came to me, knelt down in front of me, stretched out her hand and grabbed my hand.

"At the beginning, I really didn't want you to be entangled and sad, so I chose to leave. I really didn't intend to come back to bother you, but I knew that I met the woman who sent me to the hotel a few months ago, so I knew Nothing happened between me and her, that's why I dare to come back to you! In fact, I have been here before, but I didn't dare to come in, because I don't know if the person living in it is you or not!"

"Do you think we can reconcile without anything happening between you? Wang Yunxi, have you ever thought about my feelings?? Do you know how long it took me to accept the fact that you really left me? You know why I Do you want to leave City B and come back? Because as long as I stay in that room for a second, I will suffer for a second, do you know that feeling?"

I stood up and pushed her away and yelled at her to vent, I want to vent all the grievances of these years, I want to let her know how difficult it is for me to walk alone today!

"I know, I know everything!! Obviously, I know I did something wrong, please give me a chance to make it up to you?"

Yunxi stood up again and came in front of me. I shook my head and backed away with a wry smile, telling me rationally, don't trust this person anymore, don't give her another chance to hurt you, and don't let her break into your finally peaceful life!

"We're over a long time ago, I don't love you anymore, you go!"

I pointed to the door and issued an order to evict guests, but she didn't leave, but broke into my bedroom directly, and then put me on the bedside and held our group photo in front of me.

"Obviously, if it's really like what you said, why do you still keep my photo? Your actions tell me that you still love me. If this is the case, why can't you give me a chance??"

"I just forgot to throw it away!"

I snatched the photo from her hand back, avoiding her eyes and telling lies that even I didn't believe.

"No! You clearly have me in your heart, why don't you admit it?"

Yunxi pressed my shoulders and shook me vigorously, as if this could give me to Jesus.

"You don't believe it?"

I broke free from her shackles, took a step back and looked at her, then raised the photo frame in my hand and slammed it on the ground. The photo frame was lying on the ground in pieces like the mobile phone that was broken at the train station a few years ago, and the photos inside were also separated. Unlocking the photo frame, I raised my head and looked into Yunxi's eyes.

"How? Did you believe it this time?"

Finally, Yunxi left. I slowly squatted down and picked up the glass shards on the ground. The sharp edge of the glass cut my finger, and the blood dripped on the photo. It didn’t take long for the photo to be stained red with blood. Yes, I stared blankly at the photo, I didn't feel any pain, maybe people who are numb to the heart don't have the nerve of pain at all.

"what are you doing!"

An exclamation brought me back to my senses, and when I turned around, I saw Yunxi, who had just left, appear in front of me again. She pulled me up to sit on the sofa, and then found the medical kit with ease to help me treat the wound.

"What are you doing back here!"

I willfully withdrew my hand to prevent Yunxi from helping me treat the wound, Yunxi glanced at me.

"It's me you hate, don't make it difficult for yourself, it's easy to get tetanus if you don't treat the wound well."

Speaking of which, Yunxi fixed my hand in hers again and continued to help me treat the wound. It didn't take long for the wound to be treated, and Yunxi continued to talk while packing the medicine box.

"It seems to be back in our college days. At that time, you used your hand to block the door in order to go to the movies with me, and you ended up getting your hands. At that time, I also treated the wound for you. Obviously, we can't let time go back That moment and then continue?"

She put the medicine box back where it was, and then went to the utility room to get a broom and mop to clean up the shards of glass and blood.

"Do you know what it means to be overwhelmed?"

"I know, but I also know what it means to start from the beginning, obviously, I said that I only love you in this life, so it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me today, because I will chase you again from tomorrow, we haven't talked much Love, so just treat it as me giving you a love!"

Yunxi did not really leave until she packed everything up. I stood by the window and watched her car slowly leave the community until it disappeared from my sight. I took out the phone and called Xiaoxu. I don’t care about her now. Sleeping or not, I want someone to accompany me, even if it's just listening to me on the phone.

"Obviously, what's wrong??"

Xiaoxu obviously fell asleep, I cried while holding the phone, and then told Xiaoxu what happened today, Xiaoxu sighed after listening.

"Mingming, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you a question for the past three years, but I was afraid of making you sad, so I never asked. Now that things have come to this point, then I will ask you, do you still love me? Wang Yunxi?"

I sniffed and didn't answer, but my heart has already given the answer, I love her.

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your acquiescence. Since you still love her and she hasn't changed her mind about you, then why are you tossing about! You have to toss until no one loves you like me. ?"

After hanging up the phone, I lay on the bed thinking about what Xiaoxu and I said, life and death, as if we had done nothing else in the past ten years, just interpreting these four words.The total time we have been separated is seven years. Three years ago, I accompanied her through life and death, and the time we were really together was only three years.

Lying on the bed and falling asleep, when I woke up the next day, I was attracted by the smell of rice. I thought it was my mother who came to see me, but when I opened the door, it was Yunxi who was making breakfast in the kitchen wearing an apron.

"How did you get in!?"

I remember I checked the doors and windows last night.

"You forgot, I also have the key here."

When Yunxi said that, I remembered that I did give her a spare key here.

"give me"

I walked up to her and held out my hand.

"what?"

She looked at me puzzled, and then stuffed a piece of fried egg into my mouth, the temperature was just right, neither too hot nor too cold.

"key!"

I swallowed the egg in my mouth and continued talking, she turned around and put the remaining fried eggs on the table.

"Do you want to be woken up by my knock on the door every day or have breakfast every day?"

She turned around and came to the kitchen to take out milk and juice from the refrigerator and pour them into two glasses respectively. She put the juice opposite her, obviously implying that I would sit opposite her.

"you!"

you are vicious!Yunxi will definitely do what she says, if she knocks on the door every morning, if I am not annoyed to death by her, I will be complained by my neighbors.

"Okay, let's have breakfast!"

She wheeled me over to the table to sit down and put the sandwich she made herself on a plate in front of me.

"Try it and see if it tastes good!"

"What the hell do you want?"

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