What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Argument 6

Su Lixu immediately unscrewed the bathroom door, and when he entered, he found Fu Xingran sitting on the toilet with no clothes on, his face was really not very good-looking.He tore off the towel on the side and covered Fu Xingran's head, and quickly dried the water off his head.

"Why did I vomit all of a sudden? Did I eat too much? I was still scared."

"Scared by the thunder." Fu Xingran obediently lowered his head and wiped Su Lixu's hair.

"Is it still uncomfortable now?" Su Lixu wiped his hair almost and put a bath towel on him so as not to catch a cold.

"Uncomfortable." Fu Xingran rested his head on Su Lixu's waist, and said in a muffled voice, "It's really uncomfortable. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, everything hurts."

Su Lixu looked down at Fu Xingran who was leaning in front of him, obviously he was so tall, but when he felt uncomfortable, it reminded him of that thin boy four years ago, and also reminded him of hugging him tightly in the rain just now. Watching him tremble.

Stress-traumatic disorders do not disappear with age.

"Go to sleep for a while after blowing your hair." Su Lixu took the clothes on the side and put them on for him.He caught a glimpse of Fu Xingran's chest inadvertently, but turned around before he could see Fu Xingran clearly.

Fu Xingran saw that Su Lixu was going to dress him, and suddenly thought of the tattoo on his chest, he grabbed the clothes and turned around nervously: "I can wear it myself, Mr. Su, can you wait for me outside?"

Su Lixu felt that he should have seen clearly, there were many deep or shallow scratches on Fu Xingran's chest.The brows could not help but twist up, this guy...

Seeing Fu Xingran's vigilant expression, he said gently: "Then I'll make you a cup of cold medicine, come out quickly."

"Teacher, don't you take a shower? You're wet too." Fu Xingran didn't know if his reaction would be too violent, and tried to cover up his strangeness with dialogue, while quickly putting on his clothes.

Su Lixu smiled and said: "It's okay, I changed my clothes and I'll wash them later." After speaking, he walked out of the bathroom.

Fu Xingran still had a towel on his head, after hearing this sentence, he stared blankly at Su Lixu's leaving back, as if thinking of something unacceptable, he stood up suddenly and walked towards Su Lixu.

Su Lixu had just stepped out of the bathroom door, when his arm was caught off guard by a hot hand, and he was hugged tightly from behind.

The scent of the woody shower gel on my body after just taking a bath surrounds my body, and the fragrance seems to be extraordinarily strong when smudged on the hot body behind me, and even makes people feel euphoric.

"Why did you leave me? Is it because I scare you that you don't want me?"

Su Lixu felt the force of the hug behind him, and frowned when he heard Fu Xingran's questioning tone.

Why do you say that?

Didn't Fu Xingran's father say that he would take him abroad for treatment so he didn't continue with him?Later, he felt that he might not have studied enough, so he chose to go abroad to continue his studies and study for a Ph.D.

"Xing Ran, have you ever gone abroad?" He asked.

"No." Fu Xingran hugged Su Lixu even tighter, as if the man would leave as soon as he let go: "Didn't you promise to see you tomorrow? Are you angry that I hurt you, I'm sorry."

The young man whispered in his ears to be cautious, with anticipation and fear.

Su Lixu suddenly seemed to understand something.

The psychological counseling and treatment given to Fu Xingran back then was not useless, maybe it was because it was useful, Fu Xingran was too dependent on him, the more dependent he was, the more uncontrollable he wanted to keep him by his side.

Fu Xingran would cry every time when he was about to leave, and he would meet again the next morning after rounds.

Even after he was discharged from the hospital, Fu Xingran would ask him for help because of the thunder, and finally bit him uncontrollably.

After that, Fu Xingran's father said that he would take Fu Xingran abroad for treatment. He asked Mr. Fu why he stopped the treatment when Fu Xingran's condition improved. He obviously didn't need to be hospitalized and he just needed to take the medicine on time and he would get better. , the sudden interruption is likely to have an impact on Xing Ran.

Mr. Fu said that his treatment had no effect.

So here's why.

Are you worried about what he will do to Xing Ran?

"Star Burning." He called softly.

Fu Xingran hugged Su Lixu's shoulder tightly and didn't let go, his eyes were so red: "Brother, I don't want you to go, can you not go?"

There was another "brother", which seemed to be pulling Su Lixu's nerves, and the deep regret seemed to be awakened by a cry.

"I didn't leave." Su Lixu turned around, raised his eyes to meet Fu Xingran: "I'm already back."

They are not a doctor-patient relationship now, but after all, he still couldn't bear to reject this boy who was very similar to Su Liyang.

The sound of "I'm back" hit Fu Xingran's heart, as if the violent effect of the collision was like a spark hitting the earth. Fu Xingran stared blankly at Su Lixu, and finally broke into a smile:

"Really?"

The young man's tone rose, tears were still hanging on his eyelashes, but his eyes were full of ecstasy.

"real."

"Then can I continue to call your brother when there is no one?"

Su Lixu watched, the more he was like this, the more distressed he was.He knew that he might never be able to deal with this boy who spoke like Su Liyang.

"can."

If Su Liyang was still well and was the same age as Fu Xingran, he would call his brother to act like a baby to him.

There is no if.

"Come out to drink medicine first, and then sleep."

"I want you to sleep with me, brother." Fu Xingran's sticky ring was on Su Lixu's shoulders, and when Su Lixu took a step, he would stick behind him, like a conjoined twin.

Feeling the weight on his shoulders, Su Lixu suddenly couldn't laugh or cry: "Clingy."

He gave Fu Xingran a pack of cold granules, and he was ready to take a bath after seeing someone finish drinking.

"Are you sure you don't have class this afternoon?" Su Lixu went to the cloakroom to get a set of home clothes.

Fu Xingran lay on the bed, lying on his side, hugged the quilt in his arms, sniffed it close to his nose, and took a deep breath in satisfaction.Then I watched Su Lixu come out of the cloakroom: "There is no class on Friday afternoon, tomorrow is the weekend."

It's the weekend, can he stay at Dr. Su's house?

He really wants to.

"Then you rest first, I'll take a shower." Su Lixu turned on the central air conditioner in the room, after all, it was raining just now, and he was afraid that Fu Xingran would catch a cold.

"Okay brother."

The bathroom is in the room, the sound of water can be heard, and the fragrance on the quilt vaguely surrounds the body, as if being hugged by Su Lixu.

"...Brother, Doctor Su."

The person on the bed buried his face in the quilt, a low and hoarse voice came out from under the quilt, he was almost out of breath before he revealed his face.

Fu Xingran looked sideways at the bathroom, his wet and reddish eyes stared closely, the sound of the pattering rain seemed to stimulate the nerve endings, and the hidden love in his eyes gradually became stronger when there was no one there.

The hand followed the heart and caressed the tattoo on the heart.

The other hand is driven by instinct.

He stared at the door of the bathroom more and more obsessively. The body covered by the quilt, covered with thin sweat, expressed love together with the emotion that was almost overflowing from his chest.

This time, no matter what, Su Lixu couldn't escape.

No one can stop him.

If there is, he will hide Su Lixu privately.

Hidden is his alone.

No one can take it away.