What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Argument 5

"Doctor Su, the donuts you made are delicious."

Su Lixu looked at all the CDs in front of him. He made more than a dozen donuts and this guy ate seven of them. He even ate up a plate of pasta. He couldn't help but sigh that the young boy can eat it.

"When you were in the hospital, you didn't like to eat very much, and you were thin and small. It seems that your appetite has improved a lot now. No wonder you have grown so much taller than me."

Fu Xingran smiled brightly: "Because I want to grow up quickly, I don't want to be bullied casually anymore, and I can grow taller by eating more."

Su Lixu smiled at Fu Xingran, he didn't know why he always felt that such a bright smile made him feel unreal.

Although he used to be Fu Xingran's attending doctor, but now they are no longer a doctor-patient relationship, so it is wrong to speculate on other people's psychology casually.

Just relying on his professional sensitivity, he could still feel the subtlety of Fu Xingran.

This guy actually gave him a watertight feeling.

"Ms. Su, can I take away the remaining donuts?" Fu Xingran pointed to the few donuts left in the kitchen and asked eagerly.

"Of course, it's for you." Su Lixu smiled.

"Thank you, Dr. Su."

"I'm full from eating, do you want some tea to digest?" Su Lixu stood up and wanted to make some tea for him.

"No need, Dr. Su, I have to go."

"Huh?" Su Lixu was about to get some tea, when he caught a glimpse of Fu Xingran pressing his stomach, his eyebrows furrowed slightly: "Is there class in the afternoon? Do you want me to take you back?"

Fu Xing withdrew his hand holding his belly without any sign of burning, and said with a smile: "No class, but I kind of want to go back to sleep."

Su Lixu thought to himself that this guy must be full, but he was too embarrassed to mention it if he didn't mention it, so he nodded clearly: "Then I'll take you back."

So he went to the kitchen and brought him the remaining donuts in a small box.

"No need for Dr. Su, I'll walk back by myself, and treat it as a digestion."

Su Lixu heard that Fu Xingran strongly wanted to leave, and felt that Fu Xingran's attitude seemed to be somewhat different before and after.And he refused to send him back to school. The apartment is not within walking distance from the school, and it is three or four kilometers away.

Don't you want to know this because you feel sick after eating too much?

He sent people to the door and was about to send them downstairs.

"Doctor Su, don't send it away, I will go downstairs myself." Fu Xingran raised his hand to block the door frame, and looked deeply at Su Lixu with lowered eyes: "Now we are no longer the relationship between a doctor and a patient. Can I call you often and come to your house for dinner?"

Su Lixu was stunned for two seconds, and then replied: "Of course, I welcome you anytime."

Fu Xingran smiled as if he had received some promise: "That's great, then Doctor Su, I'll leave first, so I won't bother you, see you next time." He said and bowed deeply to Su Lixu He bowed before leaving.

It's too good to be true.

If his roommates saw Fu Xingran like this, they would definitely be surprised. This is not the arrogant and defiant Fu Xingran.

Su Lixu watched the door slowly close, and stood silently at the entrance.

In his case, Fu Xingran was a very special existence.

Borderline personality disorder is a serious emotional disorder that takes a long time to treat.At the beginning, Fu Xingran took the initiative to ask him for help and was willing to be hospitalized for treatment, although the treatment was forced to be interrupted in the end.

Has the situation improved?

Then he seemed to think of something and put away all his thoughts, now that Fu Xingran is no longer his patient, he should not think and analyze from such an angle, this encounter was just a pure chance encounter.

They are now in a normal relationship.

The moment he closed the door of the house, there was a sudden thunder outside the window, and without warning, it began to rain heavily.

Su Lixu held the door, and his left heart began to feel numb, almost a physical reaction caused by the thunder.At the same time, he thought that what Fu Xingran was most afraid of was thunder.

Suddenly the mobile phone on the dining table rang, and he walked over to pick it up, and saw that the caller ID was from Fu Xingran, this was the contact information they left for each other just now, and he swipe to answer.

"Hey?"

"... Teacher Su."

The trembling and frightened voice of the young man came from the other end of the phone, mixed with the sound of rain, making him look extremely pitiful.

Su Lixu knew that what Fu Xingran was most afraid of was thunder. Back then, because of thunder, Fu Xingran was so uncomfortable that he scratched his wrist with the tip of a pen to vent his fear. Finally, he couldn't take it anymore and called him.

He walked out quickly with his mobile phone: "Where are you now? Have you gone far? If you haven't gone far, come back to me."

"...my clothes are wet, the donuts are wet, and I'm so scared when it thunders."

"Tell me where you are now first?" Su Lixu picked up the big umbrella at the door, opened the door and walked out.

"The flower bed downstairs is here."

"Then go back downstairs and wait for me, I'll go downstairs to pick you up."

"...I'm afraid that my feet will be weak and I won't be able to walk."

"You count 20 seconds and I will appear in front of you."

Su Lixu put down his phone and quickly ran to the elevator door. He stared at the elevator floor and frowned. As soon as the elevator door opened, he went in immediately.

The dark clouds gradually filled the air, and the rain became heavier and heavier.

"...12, 13, 14..."

Fu Xingran, who was squatting by the flower bed not far downstairs, was drenched like a drenched chicken. He was trembling with pain, and his stomach was so nauseated that he almost vomited, but he still hugged the donut in his arms tightly and was beaten by the rain. His vision was blurry but he was staring at the door of the apartment.

He didn't want to leave at first, but he ate too much and wanted to vomit, but he didn't want Su Lixu to see him vomit, and he didn't want Su Lixu to think that he wasn't well yet.

He is already healed, and his present image is an already healed image.

Very sunny, cheerful and lively.

No longer the crying madman.

But there was thunder, he was so scared, he couldn't move, he could only ask Su Lixu to save him.Then he thought to himself that it was the discomfort after being drenched in the rain. Even if he vomited in embarrassment, he still had an excuse to say that it was caused by the rain, so he had an excuse to stay at Su Lixu's house.

There is only one bed in Su Lixu's house, so he only asks that Su Lixu may hug him to sleep, and even coax him to sleep.

The fear of thunder seems to be a little less when I think about it this way.

"...20."

"Star burning!"

Fu Xingran raised his head abruptly, and he saw Su Lixu walking towards him in the heavy rain holding a black umbrella, like a slit of light, his eyes lit up instantly:

"...Doctor Su."

But the moment he stood up, he felt severe discomfort in his stomach, and he couldn't help turning his head away to vomit out towards the flower bed.

"Xing Ran!" Seeing that Fu Xingran suddenly started to vomit, Su Lixu became anxious, he put the umbrella on top of Fu Xingran's head, and didn't care about himself so much, and then he saw that Fu Xingran's face was extremely pale after being soaked all over: "What's the matter, is there any discomfort?"

Fu Xingran was still vomiting.

Su Lixu quickly followed him along the back, waiting for the person to finish vomiting.

"...Doctor Su." After Fu Xingran vomited, he turned around and looked at Su Lixu, his face was not very good-looking.For such a tall boy, when he was uncomfortable, his brows and eyes drooped and he looked extremely wronged: "I vomited."

Su Lixu took out the handkerchief in his pocket and wiped the corners of his mouth for him, then supported his arm and held the umbrella to lead him back: "It's okay, we'll talk when we go up."

Just two steps away, Fu Xingran suddenly hugged him.

The black umbrella fell to the ground, its weight sweeping away the water on the road.

The rain completely wetted the clothes on my body. The rain in late autumn is very cold, and only the close body transmits the only warmth slightly.

"...What's wrong?" Su Lixu was caught off guard by the weight on his body, and also caught off guard by being drenched all over.

"The donut is wet." Fu Xingran hugged Su Lixu tightly from behind, he buried his face in his shoulder and neck and choked and said: "You made this for me, the rain is too much."

The sound of the rain was too loud, and the distance between the two of them was too close. Su Lixu heard Fu Xingran's grievance clearly, and there was a hint of helplessness in his eyes. This guy seemed to be as easily wronged as he was back then.

"I can do it for you again. It's okay. Let's go up first, or we'll catch a cold."

"It's gone, it's not the same." Fu Xingran put his arms around Su Lixu's shoulders: "Doctor Su, do you know how much I miss you these years? You definitely don't know, I miss you so much, I miss you so much."

The sound of rain almost swallowed up the continuous murmur, but it couldn't swallow up the scorching hot emotion in it.

"I want to bite you."

A wide warm hand caressed her heart.

Like a conditioned reflex, Su Lixu felt pain in his heart.

"Don't be afraid of me, okay?" Fu Xingran was a little scared when he didn't hear Su Lixu's answer, he said softly: "I was wrong, I shouldn't bite you, it hurts, right?"

"Xing Ran, you—"

Before Su Lixu finished speaking, Fu Xingran hugged him even tighter, as if trying to melt him into his arms, so hard that he would be robbed of breathing.

The rain is getting heavier.

And Fu Xingran's breath fell beside his ears, extremely hot.

"I'm only addicted to you, I only bit you once, I'm very good, don't leave, okay?" Fu Xingran felt his nausea still rising, but he was afraid that Su Lixu would only be able to push him away. He said it over and over again, hugging him tightly.

Su Lixu sighed slightly.

This matter is also like the tooth marks left on his left side, because it is too deep and can no longer be removed.

Just like the three words Fu Xingran, as long as this tooth mark is mentioned, it will hurt conditioned reflex.

"Go back and take a hot bath, or you'll catch a cold soon."

At home, Su Lixu asked Fu Xingran to take a bath quickly, and handed him the home clothes in his hand.

Fu Xingran was dripping with water, his hair stuck to his forehead, and looked down at Su Lixu who was also soaked like himself: "Doctor Su, why don't we wash together? You're wet too."

Su Lixu pushed him into the bathroom unceremoniously, and closed the door behind him.

He didn't leave immediately, but stood at the bathroom door without moving until he heard the sound of rain water inside.

In the bathroom, Fu Xingran stood under the shower and stared at the bathroom door, letting the hot water wash down from his head. At this moment, he couldn't tell if he was crying, maybe he was.

But also weeping with joy.

He finished rinsing in five minutes and stepped out of the shower.

He stood in front of the mirror and looked at himself in the mirror.On the fair skin, there are dozens of scratches, new or old.Finally, the tattoo on the left chest is an abbreviation.

——SLX

It's tattooed in front of his heart, where he bit Su Lixu.And this position is that as long as he is still alive, his heartbeat will touch this name.

"Xing Ran, have you finished washing?"

Su Lixu's voice came from outside the bathroom door.

Fu Xingran sat on the toilet cover at the side, leaned on it, and then pretended to be weak and said: "Mr. Su, my stomach hurts so much that I can't stand up. Come in and help me."

His Teacher Su is so gentle, he will definitely not be willing to reject him.

Push the door and come in.