What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Argument 4

With a beep, the fingerprint unlocked successfully, and the door was gently pushed open.

Su Lixu turned to look at Fu Xingran, he smiled and said, "Go in."

After speaking, he found that Fu Xingran was staring blankly at the French window facing the past, with a clearly visible change of mood on his face, it was that kind of accident, that kind of yearning, that kind of exposed liking.

Fu Xingran looked at this spacious and bright apartment, the retro and freshness of the dark green and white colliding made people's eyes bright, and the floor-to-ceiling windows that caught the eyelids were very large, thick dark green curtains were tied on both sides, and white gauze curtains A corner was lifted slightly by the breeze.

Next, every piece of furniture in the apartment has the temperament of this man, coupled with the retro elegance of dark green, the air is filled with the aroma of cinnamon on August night.

Slowly closing his eyes, he took a deep breath greedily.

He felt his heart was about to jump out.

He likes it very much.

He is going crazy.

"Mr. Su, your home is so beautiful." Fu Xingran looked sideways at Su Lixu who was close at hand, and smiled: "It's so bright and so comfortable, it feels like home, although I don't know if home is it or not." It's as comfortable as it is here."

Su Lixu was thinking about what happened to this guy and kept silent, but when he heard Fu Xingran say this, he smiled at Fu Xingran, the tall and fair boy in front of him seemed to be sunny and cheerful.

But it made something uncomfortable.

He knew about Fu Xingran's family situation when he was receiving treatment. When Fu Xingran was young, because of a kidnapping case, the kidnapper killed Fu Xingran's mother, and Fu Xingran, who was only five years old, witnessed the whole process.

Later, Fu Xingran's father was too busy and handed Fu Xingran over to the nanny to take care of him. He lacked the companionship and emotion of his family all the year round. This is how the borderline personality disorder was formed.

Extreme lack of love, extreme desire for love, extreme need for security.

All emotions shake out of control in the absence of envy.

Su Lixu closed the door, lightly supported Fu Xingran on the back and led him into the house, and asked in a gentle voice: "Just take a look, treat it as your own home, don't be too rigid."

Maybe it's fate to meet again.

As he spoke, he took off his shoes and socks, and stepped on the wooden floor with bare feet.

Fu Xingran glanced at the shoe cabinet, and found that there was only a pair of slippers in the shoe cabinet. Very well, Teacher Su lives alone.Then he saw Su Lixu bent down to take off his shoes, and his pupils shrank as if he was stimulated the moment he saw the white insteps exposed when he took off his socks.

What a pair of beautiful feet, just like the hands are like works of art, white and slender, and the blue veins on the skin of the insteps are like art.

If only I could touch it.

"Mr. Su, if you don't wear slippers, you will catch a cold. You should put them on." Fu Xingran took out the slippers from the shoe cabinet, squatted in front of Su Lixu, and stretched out his hands to hold his ankles to let him put on the slippers: "If I'd be worried if I caught a cold."

Su Lixu didn't expect Fu Xingran to do this, and when he was surprised, the slippers were already on: "Ah, okay, thank you, I see."

Fu Xingran stood up: "Mr. Su, can I bring a pair of slippers and put them here next time?"

Su Lixu glanced at the shoe cabinet, he said with a smile: "Actually, the pair under my feet was originally for entertaining guests. I don't like to wear slippers, so why don't I wear them for you, I'm used to not wearing slippers."

"Guest?" Fu Xingran frowned and asked, "Has anyone else been to Mr. Su's house? I don't need to wear it, Mr. Su, you can wear it."

Hearing what he said, Su Lixu had no choice but to give up, then walked inside, and walked to the sink next to the open kitchen to wash his hands:

"No, no one has visited this house since it was renovated. You are my first guest." He opened the cabinet to look for flour: "You can take a look for yourself first."

Perhaps the word "the first" pleased Fu Xingran, he looked at the busy back in the kitchen, the corners of his lips gradually deepened, he looked down at the hand that held Su Lixu's ankle, and uncontrollably put it away to the lips.

Then he raised his eyes to stare at Su Lixu's back, and infatuatedly kissed the fingertips that touched Su Lixu's ankle.

"That's great, I'm the first one, so I forgive you for disappearing suddenly."

Anyway, Su Lixu won't see you again.

Su Lixu was busy in the kitchen, and Fu Xingran walked around the apartment.Although it is an apartment, the area is not small, let alone a high-rise apartment in this area where every inch of land is expensive.

The house should be well-designed and decorated, whether it is the exquisite small bar connected to the open kitchen, or the rotatable collection wine cabinet on the wall, all of which reveal the quality of life.

From Su Lixu's demeanor, he could tell that he had good taste.Not to mention that he is still so outstanding, he is a high-quality man with both charm and knowledge.

So how could he not work hard?

If you don't work hard, you won't be worthy of Su Lixu.

This is what he has thought since the first time he saw Su Lixu, he is crazy, but he still needs to be worthy of Su Lixu.

Walking into Su Lixu's room, he looked around at the layout of the room. It was still in a simple yet majestic style. The room was very tidy and meticulous, and it was really extremely clean.

Then he walked to Su Lixu's bed, looked down at the dark green quilt, which was made of dark sheets.

He sat on the edge of the bed, rubbing his hands gently on both sides, feeling the soft touch of the quilt.Then he lay down carefully, and he smelled the scent of August night cinnamon that belonged to Su Lixu's body after close contact.

Pulling off the quilt to cover his face, he sucked in Su Lixu's scent with greedy deep breaths.

I like it very much.

I really want Su Lixu to hug him.

What to do, think about it.

"Star burning."

Fu Xingran suddenly sat up from the bed, he looked out the door in astonishment, his heartbeat almost jumped out of his chest, and his eardrums were trembling with nervousness.

No one was standing at the door.

The sound came from the living room.

He took a breath, got up and quickly smoothed the crumpled bedding, and then walked out of the room, his expression returned to normal as if he hadn't done anything.

"What happened to Doctor Su?"

Hearing the answer behind him, Su Lixu raised his flour-smeared hands and turned around, saw Fu Xingran begging for help, "Can you help me put on my apron, I forgot to put it on, I'm covered in flour all over yes."

As he spoke, he pointed to the apron hanging on the side of the refrigerator.

Wear an apron?

Fu Xingran's eyes lit up, is there such a good thing?

He saw two aprons hanging next to the refrigerator, and went to the refrigerator to take one of the aprons off.

This is a dark green apron. It seems that Teacher Su really likes dark green.Then he walked in front of Su Lixu, he raised his apron, his hands trembled for a moment.

"How, how to wear it?"

Su Lixu lowered his head: "Hang it around my neck, and then tie the strap on for me."

Seeing someone lower his head, Fu Xingran slowly hung the apron around Su Lixu's neck, and then saw Su Lixu turned his back to him, his eyes were caught by the part of Su Lixu's neck that was exposed in an instant Attracted by Bai, he slowly approached with the two straps of the apron.

"You didn't see the apron, did you?" Su Lixu poured the flour into the basin, and when he was about to pour water, he felt his waist was encircled by the hands behind him.

"Well, I haven't seen it before." Fu Xingran grabbed the straps on both sides of the apron, and couldn't help but wrap around Su Lixu's waist, pretending to tie the straps in front: "So it's tied in front like this ?"

Dr. Su's waist is so thin.

It smells really good.

Su Lixu couldn't laugh or cry at once, he turned his head sideways, just bumped into Fu Xingran's bewildered face, couldn't help laughing out: "No, it's tied at the waist."

Fu Xingran didn't expect Su Lixu to smile, and he smiled so softly and beautifully, he could see clearly from the close distance, as if he was really in his eyes: "Is it like this, I don't understand, but now I see."

Saying that, she let go of her hands, lowered her head and tied the apron around Su Lixu's waist and tied it with a bow.

Looking down slightly, he thought again.

If Dr. Su just wears an apron, he must look good, right?

Must be beautiful.

Want to see.

"Xing Ran, can you add some water for me? If I say stop, stop." Su Lixu tapped the glass jug beside him with his chin.

"Okay." Fu Xingran obediently stood beside Su Lixu and helped him.

"Can you use an egg beater?"

"meeting."

"Then help me use an egg beater to beat the eggs into a paste, and the color will become lighter."

"Okay brother."

The kitchen is exceptionally harmonious.

Su Lixu poured the low-gluten flour into the beaten egg batter. Because the height of the pour was a bit high, the flour flew onto Fu Xingran's face. This guy was waiting seriously, but was caught off guard by his flour. Face.

"Cough cough cough—" Fu Xingran couldn't hold back his face and coughed a few times, choking his nose on the flour.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Su Lixu immediately put down the flour, pulled Fu Xingran and raised his hand to help him wipe off the flour on his face, but he forgot that his hand was also flour, and once he wiped it, Fu Xingran's face turned into a little cat , I couldn't hold back my laughter for a while.

Fu Xingran was dazed by Su Lixu's smile, but was dazzled by such a smile, laugh, laugh, he would recognize him as stupid.

"I forgot that I also had flour on my hands, which made your face dirty." Su Lixu raised his hands apologetically, and as soon as he finished speaking, he felt that his face had also been wiped.

Fu Xingran raised his hand and wiped Su Lixu's face lightly: "This is fair."

The temperature of the fingertips touching the upper cheek is warm, the pretending to touch casually is deliberate, and the blankness on the surface is even more step by step.

Su Lixu lowered his head and smiled, he gently poured the flour into the egg batter: "Children, keep stirring."

Put the whipped cake batter into a piping bag, finally squeeze it into the donut mold, and then put it in the oven and wait for it to be completed.

While waiting for the donuts, Su Lixu made two simple pasta dishes and two glasses of sea salt lemonade.

"Ready to eat."

Su Lixu put all his things on the small bar, turned around and went to the sink to wash his hands.Washing his hands, while washing his hands, he suddenly remembered something, just now when he met Fu Xingran, he couldn't think of washing his hands.

He suddenly remembered that when Fu Xingran hugged him in the bathroom on the first day he came to Peking University, he forgot to wash his hands again.But he didn't know that this was Fu Xingran, but he forgot about this cleanliness psychologically.

It was the same back then.

What a wonderful coincidence.

Fu Xingran was sitting on the high stool in front of the small bar next to the open kitchen, resting his head in his hands and looking at Su Lixu who was washing his hands: "Doctor Su, I suddenly envy your future spouse for being able to talk to someone so gentle You must be very happy together."

"Huh?" Su Lixu raised his eyes, and he said with a smile, "How can I be happy? Will I make people feel happy?"

"Yes, Dr. Su, you make me feel at home and make me feel very happy to have you."

Su Lixu was a little surprised that Fu Xingran would say that, and then found that Fu Xingran's eyes were red, and he was stunned.

Fu Xingran stared at the man in front of him: "Because it was Dr. Su who gave me the courage to live, and let me briefly feel that home is like this, so Dr. Su... will you leave me this time? "

Su Lixu met Fu Xingran's moist eyes, the timidity in his eyes and the cautiousness in his words made him overlap with the extremely insecure young man four years ago.

but,

Where did the word leave him come from?