What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Little milk dog 20

The sound of closing the door was neither light nor heavy, this sentence was casual, but accompanied by the sound of closing the door, it hit Su Lixu's heart hard.

He watched Fu Xingran walking towards him, with a smile on his face, his hands wrapped around the tape torn from the bathrobe, and a dangerous aura rushed towards his face.

What is sitting on pins and needles, what is eyeing.

Behind him is a wall full of photos and portraits, and in front of him is Fu Xingran, who is emotionally unclear, as if besieged on all sides.

Su Lixu regretted what he said just now for a moment, but felt that he could not compromise.

And having said it all, the attitude has also shown, this guy shouldn't force him, right?

So what to do now?

Can you beat it?

After looking at Yan Fu Xingran's tall figure, he silently retracted his gaze.

... can't beat it.

"What are you doing with your head down? I won't eat you again."

As soon as Su Lixu lowered his head, his chin was pinched and lifted up. His gaze followed Fu Xingran's hand and stared at him. The familiar scent of shower gel passed through his nose, and his eyes shone slightly.

...Could this guy have bought the same shower gel as him?

Fu Xingran leaned over slightly, propped one hand beside Su Lixu's chair, and pinched his chin with the other hand, making him look at him, his ink-like eyes staring at Su Lixu pretending to be calm and practical Looking flustered, he curled his lips and smiled.

"Are you scared? Why didn't you get scared when you left me as a patient at the time?"

Su Lixu raised his hand to keep Fu Xingran's hand away, but he was held by Fu Xingran the moment he raised his hand, as if he had understood all his thoughts, his hand was pressed against his heart, He shook it hard and wanted to break free, but was forced to clasp his fingers tightly.

Also forced to shorten the distance.

He met Fu Xingran's eyes shamefully and angrily, but met the banter in his eyes.

The difference in body size made Fu Xingran feel oppressive when he leaned over, especially with his broad shoulders and long arms, he felt an inescapable strength when propped up on the back of the chair at will.

Sitting in this chair is getting more and more anxious.

Su Lixu tried his best to adjust his breathing so that he would not be chaotic. Now he must be rational. If Fu Xingran is not rational, he must find a way to get out of the predicament at this moment, so that Fu Xingran can calm down and not be impulsive.

He had to reverse the situation now, and he couldn't be led away by Fu Xingran.

Since Mr. Fu didn't say it, he had to say it. He didn't want to be misunderstood.

"The incident four years ago was actually—"

Before he finished speaking, his hands were entangled by the bathrobe belt. He stared wide-eyed in astonishment, and looked at Fu Xingran in disbelief, but the moment he wanted to break free, Fu Xingran clamped his knees.

"Fu Xingran!!!"

Almost flustered and trembling at the end of the reprimand, Fu Xingran met the shame and anger in Su Lixu's pupils, and the light amber pupils showed a bewildered expression, adding a little more to the usual gentle and gentle face. He didn't vividly seen.

It turns out that Su Lixu can be so pretty when angry.

He lowered his head and smiled, and tied the bathrobe with a ribbon like a ribbon, and tied a bow on Su Lixu's wrist like wrapping a gift: "Brother, can you give me this? Then I will forgive you."

The tone is gentle and inquiring, but there is an inescapable strength in holding the knees.

Su Lixu was so ashamed and angry that his thin lips trembled slightly, he couldn't move his legs, and he couldn't move his hands. He leaned on the back of the chair and stared at Fu Xingran vigilantly: "Now is a society ruled by law, don't mess around."

I think he has lived by the rules for nearly 30 years, and he has never encountered such a thing.

But he also ran into the wolf's den by himself, wearing an apron and not even bringing his mobile phone.

A lost sheep.

"I didn't mess around, I'm very serious." Fu Xingran looked around and admired the bow he tied, and then glanced at Su Lixu, as if he was extremely satisfied with his gift: "It's so beautiful."

The laughter made Su Lixu's back go numb, he pursed his dry lips, and decided to change his way of thinking: "Xing Ran, we had a misunderstanding four years ago, listen to me first."

He couldn't confront Fu Xingran head-on, that would only make Fu Xingran more excited, so he simply retreated.

"Misunderstanding?" Fu Xingran responded casually: "It doesn't matter."

Su Lixu: "...what?" It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter and it's so scary!

"I didn't tell you my secret to revenge you, I told you because I like you. Whether it is intentional or a misunderstanding, it will only make me like you more, I don't want to let you go, I want to give you a small punishment " Fu Xingran let go of Su Lixu's knee, stood up, supported Su Lixu's shoulder, and put his head close to his shoulder: "Do you know why I like you so much? Take a look at the date on the painting."

Su Lixu was made unnatural by Fu Xingran's warm breath falling next to his ear, he turned his face away, but Fu Xingran held his cheeks tightly so that he wouldn't move.

"Don't hide from me, be obedient, or I will open the present."

Su Lixu silently turned his attention to the paintings on the wall, and did not hide or hide, enduring a moment of calm.

He struggled to adjust his breathing.

"See?" Fu Xingran asked.

"I didn't see it." Su Lixu said truthfully.

Fu Xingran could hear the sullenness in Su Lixu's tone, as if he accidentally found out that this man also had a temper, inexplicably pleasing his patience: "The bottom right corner of the painting is September 9nd, which is the origin of the 22 perfume. It was the day I first met you."

Su Lixu's expression changed, he was very sensitive about this day, because it was the day Su Liyang left.But why was it the day when he and Fu Xingran met for the first time? In his memory, it shouldn't be this day.

"That day I stood on the top floor restaurant of the Skyscraper Group and wanted to jump off. You saved me. I was 14 years old that year. I wanted to die, but you pulled me back."

Su Lixu seemed to have remembered something, he turned his head and looked at Fu Xingran in astonishment: "...are you that little boy?"

how is this possible.

Back then, Su Liyang chose to end his life by jumping off a building in front of him. This was the pain he would never forget. He didn't protect his younger brother well.After he came out of the hospital, he thought a lot, thinking wildly, and even thought that he should not be alive.

But when he stepped on the twentieth floor, he saw a little boy staggering up the railing, and he didn't even think about rushing to grab it.

He held on to the little boy with all his strength, as if he was holding on to his last straw.

"You rushed over and grabbed me in a white sweater, pulled me hard, and yelled at me fiercely and said not to let go. At that time, I thought I was dead for a moment, otherwise how could I have met Such a good-looking person must go to heaven. But you told me not to let go, you wanted to pull me up, you pulled me up."

Su Lixu's eyes flickered slightly, his downcast eyes were inconceivable, how could such a coincidence happen, Fu Xingran turned out to be the little boy he accidentally saved back then, and it was because of this incident that he left his waist injured .

For him, September 22 was the day when Su Liyang left.

For Xing Ran, September 22 is a day of rebirth.

to him……

It is also rebirth.

Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's shoulders, his pupils reflected his thoughts: "You made me survive, you caught me, you appeared in my world first, how could I still Let you go. Three years later, on September 9, I met you in the hospital. You don’t know me, but I remember you. So 26 is the day I first met you, and 922 is the day I met you again The day I met you. Isn’t it amazing, you saved me once and saved me again.”

Su Lixu remained silent and didn't answer, his current mood was no less than that of Fu Xingran.

Six years ago, he held Fu Xingran who wanted to jump off the building on the rooftop. Four years ago, he became Fu Xingran's attending doctor in the mental hospital. Four years later, he stood in front of Fu Xingran again.

What a coincidence.

"I didn't have time to see you the first time, and I didn't have time to keep you in the hospital for the second time. This time, I don't want to miss you again." Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's hand slightly harder: "I I really can't wait any longer, I'm afraid you will be snatched away, I'm afraid it's too late, just look at me, okay?"

The almost pleading words were full of indescribable humble fear, but the strength of pinching his shoulders was so strong that he couldn't break free.

So that's why Fu Xingran kept getting close to him?

From the corner of his eye, Su Lixu caught a glimpse of the left hand holding his shoulder. He seemed to remember that Fu Xingran usually wore a watch.At this time, the place where the watch is usually worn on the left hand is now unobstructed, and the deep or shallow scratches are clearly reflected in the fundus of the eyes, and the pupils shrink.

His thoughts were taken away by these scratches.

——Brother, I don’t feel pain, I just want to make sure if I’m still alive.

——Brother, I can't control myself, and you can't be with me every day, I'm afraid.

——Brother, I’m so tired, I want to die.

Why would he allow Fu Xingran to approach.

Maybe it was a coincidence that Su Liyang rescued Fu Xingran on the day Su Liyang left.

The dependence of this young man who also suffers from borderline personality disorder will make him think of Su Liyang inadvertently, and make him think of the regret that he did not leave his younger brother behind.He knew that Su Liyang was Su Liyang, and Fu Xingran was Fu Xingran, and he also knew that he was not that great, but the regret in his heart that could never be erased was still affecting him.

It even affected his connivance with Xing Ran.

He originally guessed that Fu Xingran would retaliate against him, but he still allowed Fu Xingran to approach and act like a baby. The current situation is caused by his fanaticism, and no one can break this situation except him.

If his attitude towards Xing Ran is firmer now, things unimaginable to Jinjiang may happen.

Su Lixu raised his eyes slightly, he raised his hands restrained by the bathrobe belt to Fu Xingran, looked at the man and said softly:

"Xing Ran, my hand hurts."

Take retreat as an advance, and try to see if this guy eats soft food.

The eyelashes of the man sitting on the chair trembled slightly, and his voice was very soft. When he raised his hands restrained by the bathrobe, Fu Xingran felt his heart tremble: "Brother, are you acting like a spoiled child to me?"

"It's too tight, can you loosen it?" Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran laughed out loud, as if he had sensed Su Lixu's intention: "Do you want me to let you go? It's useless to act like a baby."

Su Lixu: "..."

"You can change the way." Fu Xingran thought about it seriously: "For example, seduce me, maybe I will let you go soft-hearted."

Su Lixu's thin lips trembled slightly, and he held back for a few seconds before uttering a few words: "...Little pervert."

He is thirty.

Fu Xingran couldn't hold back his laughter, he let out an 'huh', as if he liked the title very much: "It's very appropriate, I'm your little pervert."

Su Lixu: "Shameless."

"It's also very appropriate. I'm just stalking you and I'm shameless."

Su Lixu was dumbfounded by Fu Xingran's calmness, he was helpless, he tugged on the bathrobe belt again, and found that it was so tight that he couldn't break free, so he hit his thigh in anger.

His eyes were also red with anger.

"What happened four years ago was simply a misunderstanding. As a doctor, how could I give up on you? It was your father who said that my treatment didn't have any effect and wanted to take you abroad for treatment." Su Lixu pursed his lips tightly. He was aggrieved by the predicament he was in. He took a deep breath to relieve the indigestible emotions: "I told you that your father should not take you away, but he said that I am not professional and cannot cure you."

"I was suspected of my professionalism, but after several times of begging not to give up the treatment, I finally found that I was not professional enough. I can't take this responsibility. Your father is resolute. I am very frustrated."

"……what can I do."

Su Lixu looked at Fu Xingran, with determination in his moist eyes: "I never said I would give up on you, never said I would leave you, I am a doctor, I have no right to choose my patients, in other words In other words, only patients have the right to choose me, and I will not reject any patient, this is my responsibility."

Fu Xingran's expression was startled, he saw Su Lixu's eyes blushing, he panicked, he didn't want to make Su Lixu cry.

And these words also surprised him, it was his father who told Su Lixu?So this is the real reason why his father Su Lixu left?Didn't he leave because Su Lixu didn't want him to hate him? !

What does it mean that the treatment has no effect?

What does it mean that Su Lixu is unprofessional?

Why, without Su Lixu, he would have died a long time ago, white-haired people give black-haired people.

Fu Xingran couldn't help but clenched his hand hanging by his side, his jaw line was tightened by gritting his teeth, his eyes were stained with gloom, that old man is really crazy!How dare you let Su Lixu be wronged like this? !It also made him almost blame Su Lixu by mistake.

"That's why I went abroad, because I think my ability is really not enough, and I'm not confident. So before you also thought I couldn't cure you, right? I'm not worthy to be your doctor." Su Lixu caught Fu Xing Ran's mood changes, it really is useful to retreat like this, and he is relieved immediately.

Showing weakness really helps.

No wonder Fu Xingran tried this trick on him repeatedly before, it turned out to be easy to use.

"I think you are the best doctor in the world. You saved me and you kept me." Fu Xingran squatted in front of Su Lixu, raised his head and looked at him with sincere eyes: "If it's true , I will not let you be wronged."

Perhaps it was because Fu Xingran's expression was extremely serious, it seemed that this sentence was a little touched, as if he could take the opportunity to show weakness again.

"Then..." Su Lixu raised his hand: "This is also a grievance."

"Do you want me to untie the gift?" Fu Xingran caressed the place where the bathrobe was on, and inadvertently caught a glimpse of the red marks on Su Lixu's wrist, and the dark eyes were slightly gloomy. Could it be so easy to leave marks?

Su Lixu blushed from the word 'gift': "I'm not a gift."

"Then it can't be untied."

The two stared at each other for about a minute, and an ambiguous stalemate filled the air.

"...I am." Su Lixu felt that he couldn't stand the atmosphere, so he compromised, so he stretched out his hand in front of Fu Xingran: "I'm a gift, untie it."

He can't take it anymore, he's going crazy.

It is impossible to predict what will happen next, but everything that needs to be said has been said, but he can only see the tricks, take one step at a time, Fu Xingran will not be demented and force it?

"I want to go to another place to disassemble."

Before Su Lixu could react, Fu Xingran picked him up from his chair. He exclaimed and looked at Fu Xingran in astonishment. What could happen?

Fu Xingran picked him up firmly, pushed down the doorknob with his elbow, opened the door and walked out of the room, and went straight to the next house with Su Lixu in his arms.

"Fu Xingran, you...are you calm now?"

Back at Su Lixu's home, Fu Xingran saw the cakes on the table at the bar at a glance. He looked down at Su Lixu who was extremely nervous, and smiled and said:

"I'm calm."

After speaking, he walked into Su Lixu's room.

Seeing the big dark green bed, Fu Xingran seemed to remember what he had done on this bed, the corners of his lips were slightly sunken, he walked to the side of the bed, and put Su Lixu on the bed.

The moment Su Lixu touched the bed, it was almost a conditioned reflex to crawl inside.

In the end, he didn't move a few steps, his legs and ankles were grasped in an instant, and he was pulled back. The following distance made Su Lixu's pupils dilate.

Fu Xingran held Su Lixu's ankle with both hands and pulled him closer, then knelt down between him on one knee, put his hands on both sides of Su Lixu's cheeks, and looked down at him.

The distance between the two shortened to intimacy in an instant.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have secretly photographed you."

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have posted your picture all over the house."

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have painted that picture that made you shy."

"I was wrong, I shouldn't let you be wronged."

Sincere apologies rang in his ears over and over again, Su Lixu's eyelashes trembled slightly, he met Fu Xingran's gaze, his tone was sincere, but his eyes were hot, his throat could not help but feel thirsty.

"I blamed you wrongly. If you don't like me to change it, don't be angry, okay?"

Su Lixu didn't know why Fu Xingran suddenly changed his attitude, but at least it made him less nervous in that room just now, at least this is his home.

At least Fu Xing set him off and took him home.

That means that Fu Xingran is still rational, and he didn't really want Bawang to take the bait.

"Then let go now." Su Lixu turned his face away to avoid breathing.

"Brother, today is my birthday. I want a present. If you give it to me, I will let you go immediately."

Su Lixu was inexplicably flustered when he heard that Fu Xingran started asking for gifts again: "W-what do you want?"

No matter what he wanted, he felt that he might not be able to give Fu Xingran what he wanted.

Fu Xingran just looked at Su Lixu like this, his gaze went from top to bottom, and finally fell on the blushing lips, the expression in his eyes darkened and darkened, and he slowly approached.

Reflexively, Su Lixu raised his hand to touch Fu Xingran's approaching chest, but Fu Xingran grabbed his hand.

Until the warm lips touched the cool earlobe, Fu Xingran's deep voice came from beside his ear:

"I want you to put your hand up in front of me and say, please take it apart."