What bad thoughts does the little milk dog have?

Little milk dog 21

"Doctor Su, can you?"

Fu Xingran pulled him up and sat on the bed.

Fu Xingran leaned on his side with one hand, and his deep voice sounded in his ears again. It was an ordinary tone, but when he called Dr. Su, he had ulterior motives. The ambiguity is vividly rendered.

The other hand casually touched the bow.

Su Lixu watched as Fu Xingran's finger went around the gap of the bow, and gently pulled it. This pulling made his heart also slightly pulled, but this guy still looked at him with a side eye and a smile, asking for his wishes.

Every movement of this guy seems to be carefully planned.

Can he still say no?

If you say no, he won't be able to walk out of this door, right?

He lowered his eyes, feeling extremely ashamed, then slowly raised his hand in front of Fu Xingran, pursed his lips, and took a deep breath: "...Please, please take me apart."

The dark bed sheet was in sharp contrast with the man's cold white complexion. He raised his bow-knotted hand, his face was flushed with blush. The words tremblingly said.

Fu Xingran refrained from raising the corners of his lips too much, the more shy this man was, the more he wanted to bully him.

Back then, Dr. Su, who was wearing a white coat and carrying patient records, was afraid to approach him because of his status, but not anymore.

"Okay." Fu Xingran smiled, and then untied the bow.

As if full of a sense of ritual, Fu Xingran's movements to untie were light and slow, but it happened to be undone a little bit, and the ambiguous stickiness pulled in the air was more tormented.

Su Lixu couldn't help but move: "Can you hurry up?"

He's going to dig a hole and bury himself in it! !

"Men can't speak fast." Fu Xingran raised his eyes and glanced: "You have to take your time, slow attack makes fine work."

Su Lixu looked away, he didn't want to look at Fu Xingran anymore, he felt that this guy was full of an aura that Jin Jiang couldn't contain, and even what he said contained content that Jin Jiang couldn't analyze.

Suddenly, I felt as if I had returned to the days of the mental hospital, where I had to fight wits and courage with the patients all day long.It's just that now he can no longer use the doctor's rules to restrain Fu Xingran, and Fu Xingran's emotions are still like a roller coaster, and he doesn't know what will happen suddenly at any moment.

As long as he is strict, Fu Xingran will be obedient and docile.

As long as he pampers him, Fu Xingran will push forward.

The camouflage during this period was completely exposed because he pushed a door. Sure enough, he took it lightly, and Fu Xingran disguised it too well.

The bathrobe strap fell on his lap and was finally untied. Su Lixu was thinking about moving his wrist when Fu Xingran grabbed his hand.

All I saw was that Fu Xingran lowered his head and kissed lightly on the wrists of both hands that were scratched red.The warmth of his lips trembled, and he stunned into Fu Xingran's gaze.

"Sorry, I was too anxious." Fu Xingran said apologetically, "It's not my intention to make you cry, brother, are you scared?"

"Get out." Su Lixu quickly withdrew his hand and turned away from looking at Fu Xingran.

His mind is already messed up, now he needs to reorganize his relationship with Fu Xingran, and he has to think about what to do.Now that they are no longer a doctor-patient relationship, it is impossible to use rules to restrain Fu Xingran. If he shows strong resistance, he knows what will happen.

He remembered Fu Xingran's actions back then clearly.

Subconscious pain in the left heart.

"Do you hate me?" Fu Xingran sat on the edge of the bed and did not come closer. He stared at Su Lixu who was sideways, and ran his fingers along the bed sheet to Su Lixu's hand, rubbing the back of his hand: "Brother, I I know I was wrong."

Su Lixu listened to this guy's weak apology, and when he felt the numbness on the back of his hand, he immediately put his hands on his chest, and looked at him warily:

"go out."

Being in the same room with Fu Xingran now is like being close to a wolf.

"I admit that I think too much about you, I'm an asshole, I'm a little hungry and I can't wait, so I tried my best to get close to you and get your attention. But I didn't expect that you didn't feel anything about me, so I was a little anxious." Fu Xing Ran moved a butt's distance to Su Lixu's side.

Su Lixu caught a glimpse and immediately sat inside, then pointed at Fu Xingran vigilantly, pointing at the arm's length between them: "One meter away, don't move."

"What if I move?"

"I'll call the police."

Fu Xingran was hurt immediately, his brows drooped, and he looked at Su Lixu with resentment in his eyes: "Brother, you are so indifferent."

"Fu Xingran, is this a problem of my indifference? You don't realize your own problem, you don't realize that you are doing a dangerous thing." Su Lixu was a little annoyed when he heard Fu Xingran's tone now , he was deceived by such Fu Xingran, when he thought of the photos and the oil painting all over the room: "You don't like me, maybe it's just because I saved you, or maybe it's because your father made me The misunderstanding made you think that I gave up on you, so you are just an unwilling obsession with me."

"This is liking, I like you." Fu Xingran said, "I know very well."

Su Lixu thought to himself that he is not in the mood to discuss unclear issues with Fu Xingran, he just wants to calm down, take a deep breath, and point to the door:

"go out."

"But I haven't eaten the cake yet."

"Take it back and eat."

Fu Xingran stared at Su Lixu silently, this man really didn't even look at him, the show of weakness and compromise just now was all to deal with him, but did he regret doing so?He has no regrets.

If he didn't do it, didn't say it, he would regret it.

Perhaps it was because of the silence that the atmosphere froze. Su Lixu noticed that Fu Xingran's mood fell instantly, and his hands on his lap gradually tightened.

If it was an ordinary person, he would have called the police a long time ago, but it happened to be Fu Xingran.

Fu Xingran's personality disorder is a timed/timed/bomb/bomb, and emotions are the fuse, whether it is anger or sadness, it will detonate the bomb/bomb.It is precisely because he used to be Fu Xingran's attending doctor that he knew and knew very well that he had already restrained himself from igniting it knowingly.

"Brother, I..."

"Fu Xingran."

The two called each other at the same time, and were startled the moment they met their eyes.

Su Lixu glanced at Fu Xingran and then looked away: "Let me talk first."

Fu Xiaolanggou, who had just been promoted, dared to refute: "Brother, you should speak first."

"If it wasn't for my knowledge of your situation, I would have called the police."

The implication is that I will let you off this time.

But this if pierced into the heart sharply and fiercely, almost shattering the fantasy.

Hearing this word again, Fu Xingran felt flustered. He lowered his head and stared at the bathrobe strap in his hand, his eyes were hot, his lips were pursed, and his jawline was tense.

"...So brother, do you hate me?"

"I'm afraid of you." Su Lixu said bluntly.

There are no more medical rules binding him and Fu Xingran, and Fu Xingran's distance from him will only be because of his connivance, coercion, or other things, as long as it is what Fu Xingran wants, it is easy to get ?

No.

Fu Xingran grabbed the strap of the bathrobe and squeezed it hard, the veins on the back of his hand were faintly visible, but he kept silent, trying his best to restrain his feeling of being stuffy and hitting the wall.After a moment of silence, he twitched the corners of his mouth, looked up at Su Lixu and said with a smile:

"I see, can you say happy birthday to me?"

The smile on the young man's face looked very bitter and far-fetched. He didn't look like a wolf like a tiger just now, like a deflated balloon wolf, but even if he was frustrated, he had to ask for his blessing.

It makes people feel inexplicably pathetic.

Su Lixu thought to himself that this guy knew how to use this method to manipulate him. If he was still manipulated, he would really be ashamed of being 30 years old, so he said lightly: "Happy birthday."

"Okay." Fu Xingran stood up, took a deep look at Su Lixu before leaving, and then turned to leave.

"and many more."

Fu Xingran's eyes lit up, and he turned his head suddenly, but was hit by his bathrobe belt, and the light in his eyes dimmed instantly.

Su Lixu glanced at Fu Xingran's disheveled clothes, showing his abdominal muscles, and then looked away: "Put on your clothes and don't shake them around."

Fu Xingran: "Then I'm leaving."

"Remember to take the cake." Su Lixu said.

Fu Xingran: "...but I haven't made a wish yet." His voice trembled, his eyes turned red, and he stared at Su Lixu, his eyes were full of pleading.

Just look at him, he knew he was wrong.

But he still didn't see Su Lixu turning his head back. At that moment, his self-esteem seemed to be completely awakened. He stood up and left the room without looking back.

But halfway there, he stopped and turned around:

"sorry."

Forcing myself to look back, this time I really left.

Su Lixu didn't look back, he listened to the dawdling movement behind him, and after about a few minutes, he heard the sound of the door closing slowly, very softly, the sound of the combination lock beeping.

In an instant, it seemed that all the strength in his body had collapsed, and he fell back on the bed weakly, staring at the lamp above his head, releasing all the suppressed emotions just now, panting heavily.

Maybe the chandelier is too dazzling, so I raised my arm to block my eyes.

——This is liking, I like you, I know it very well.

——So bro, do you hate me?

—Can you say happy birthday to me?

— but I haven't made a wish yet.

I closed my eyes, but what Fu Xingran said just now echoed in my ears, the emotional change from determination to temptation to grievance, as if I could vividly remember it, asking my heart, as if he was a ruthless person who rejected a disabled personality Hot and strong love.

He can't bear it.

But he was afraid of this overly intense and hot love.

The pictures and oil paintings all over the wall, the chair in that room, the sound of the door closing and the bathrobe made him afraid when he thought about it.

How should they get along now?He can no longer be Fu Xingran's doctor, he can no longer agree to Mr. Fu, because they are already too close.

Thinking about it, he suddenly realized that his mind was still full of Fu Xingran.

——Brother, I'm sorry I was wrong.

--I'm leaving?

--sorry.

Su Lixu sat up suddenly from the bed, as if thinking of something, he took off his apron while walking, casually threw it on the sofa next to him, and walked out of the room. When he walked out of the living room, he saw that the cake on the bar was still there.

Didn't you take the cake you've been talking about all this time?

He stared blankly.

This guy can't do stupid things.

He walked quickly to the entrance and opened the door, then went to the 1214 next to him and rang the doorbell, but the door did not open after several rings.Suddenly panic arose spontaneously, he was a little afraid that Fu Xingran would do something stupid.

In a panic, he opened the password box above the fingerprint unlocker, and entered the password in a hurry.

With a beep, unexpectedly, the door opened.

Password 115115, his birthday.

Pushing open the door, the room was brightly lit, but extremely quiet.

"Fu Xingran?" Su Lixu walked in and called out, no one was at home, only silence responded to him,

At this moment, the cold surged from the soles of his feet.

On the expressway, the roar of a wild animal came from the long tunnel.A silver-gray Lamborghini with a hard metallic luster looks like an arrogant bison at a speed of [-] mph.

The light and shadow at the top of the tunnel gradually passed over the sharp and powerful body, skipped the window, and fell on the person in the driver's seat.

Fu Xingran was holding the steering wheel, light and shadow outlined the angular outline up and down, the shadow was bright and then dark, and the tight jaw line restrained a bit of hostility.The low air pressure that is difficult to approach exudes from the whole body, as if mixed with the roar of the car to vent.

But when the light passed over his chin, he saw clear tear stains, slipping down his Adam's apple and sinking into his clothes.

He stared gloomyly at the deep tunnel ahead, completely ignoring the soaring car dial, listening to the roar, and continued to step on the accelerator.

"Don't want me."

"hate me."

"I promised to celebrate my birthday but I won't."

"Just making a cake is nothing."

As Fu Xingran spoke, his eye sockets became more and more red.

"... How can you hate me, woo woo woo."

"You actually told me to go so fiercely."

"I still have to call the police and ask the police to arrest me."

"... Su Lixu, you have changed."

There are no cars on the long road, only the roaring Lamborghini.

Fu Xingran licked the salty tears in his lips, and gradually tightened his hand holding the steering wheel. He stared out the car window, so is he going to give up?Just because Su Lixu said that he hates him, is he going to give up?

What is retreating in spite of difficulties, what is the proportion and what is the demeanor, he just wants to face the difficulties.

So what if you scold him, he will bear it.

He changed what Su Lixu didn't like.

Su Lixu likes to learn from him.

He just likes Su Lixu, and he just wants to be with Su Lixu.

If he fails once, he will try again.

In any case, he only wants Su Lixu.

He doesn't want anyone.

After running for 10 minutes, the Lamborghini slowed down, turned around at the ramp, and returned the same way.