Do not hesitate

Extra Story (Xiang Qiantong One)

As long as I can remember, my parents have often quarreled and argued day and night, and the content was questioning and distrust.At the beginning, I was still worried and afraid of this, until at the end, a question was circling in my mind: why are you together, and me?

Time passed day by day, and I was already in elementary school.The parents still quarrel a little every day, and quarrel every three days. Even when it is fierce, the father will leave in a fit of anger for three or four days, and the mother will stay at home for three or four days.At that time, I knew that my mother couldn't do without her father. She just wanted him to be with her more. It turned out that my father couldn't do such a simple thing.

When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school, my classmates talked about "The Legend of Condor Heroes" every day, looking forward to the love story between Xiaolongnv and Yang Guo. People are happy together.

I was thinking at the time, if someone waited for me for 16 years, he would be either a fool or a lunatic.I may already be married, and my children will know how to make soy sauce.

It's really hard to imagine, this is the thought I had in elementary school.

When I was about to graduate from middle school, Taiwanese idol dramas were born. The popular "Meteor Garden" almost became a topic of conversation every day in the class.Due to the perennial war at home, my father smashed the TV in a fit of anger.Watching TV, playing game consoles, these entertainments have never happened to me. The only hobby is the endless quarrel between two people outside as background music, while I read and write in a small room.

Even so, I seem to know the plot of each episode very well, thanks to my tablemate who worked tirelessly to tell me about the cool and handsome performances of Daoming Temple and Hua Zelei.

At this time, my feelings for my parents have changed. They can't do without each other, but they can't look down on each other.

Every day, the students fantasize about what kind of person their Prince Charming is and who they will marry in the future.Looking at their thoughts, I realized a problem. This problem completely overturned my thoughts in elementary school. I didn't believe in the existence of Prince Charming at all, and I didn't expect marriage.

My parents, who always thought that no one could do without anyone, finally announced their divorce when I was a sophomore in high school.

Divorce will affect the children to some extent, but in my eyes, it is the real impact on me that they do not divorce. The world is finally quiet, and I am also facing the first time to move.

I moved with my father to a brand new place to start life. During this tense period of the second year of high school, not many people transferred to other schools, so my appearance caused a lot of fluctuations in the whole class.

That was the first time I saw Si Luochen. I admitted that I was fairly pretty, at least there were boys around me all the time chasing after me, but I had never seen a girl who was so beautiful just from one side.The most important thing is when all the classmates are looking at me, and even a few boys are whispering something, but she just leans on her chin and stares out of the window with a very calm expression, like the flowers and plants outside the window, which are more beautiful than mine. Newcomers are more attractive.

Within a week, I became acquainted with my classmates at the same table, and only then did I realize that Si Luochen is a rich lady.The teachers in the whole school were afraid of her, and even the principal respected her when they saw her, so no one dared to talk to her, let alone be friends.

At this moment, the female version of Daoming Temple actually appeared in my mind.

Obviously, I heard a hint of jealousy in the tone of my tablemate.But I think Si Luochen actually doesn't want to be treated that way, she also wants to blend in normally, right?

I thought so at the time.

As a transfer student in the first half of the second semester of high school, my grades were not bad, and I entered the top three, while Si Luochen's grades were No.1 in the class.

Unexpectedly, she is not only beautiful and from a good family background, but also has such a good academic performance.Although she never spoke to me, my eyes were always on her.Her hair is long and loose, with natural curls at the ends, like a Chinese version of a doll.A face is always expressionless, she often sits by the window and leans on her chin quietly looking at the sky outside the window, not knowing what she is thinking every day.

Three or two people will pick her up after school, and three or two people will see her off when she goes to school the next day.Day after day, this kind of life is actually boring, right?

On the first day of the third year of high school, I came very early, because my father had to send me off on a motorcycle on the morning shift.A can of milk and a piece of bread warmed from home are my breakfast. I hugged me tightly in fear that the school would be cold. When I got off the motorcycle and walked into the school gate, I saw a figure squatting beside the garden not far away.

For some reason, just looking at this figure, I walked over very carefully and lightly, only to find that she was stroking a little milk cat.

"It's hungry." That was the first thing I said to her.

She turned her head to look at me, expressionless, then turned to look at it again: "I brought food, but it doesn't like it, so it will starve to death."

I took advantage of the situation and squatted beside her, seeing that the skinny little milk cat really couldn't hold on any longer, and seeing that the food she brought next to her was indeed a little milk cat would not like it, and actually put a large piece of beef.

"It's too young to eat these."

"Really?" Her voice was very light, without too many ups and downs in her tone, and she continued: "I thought it would be full and grow up quickly."

As expected of a young lady, she still doesn't understand a lot of common sense.

And I unexpectedly took out the milk in my arms and poured it on the ground without hesitation.

The kitten smelled the milk, and immediately came over and began to enjoy it to its heart's content. A bottle of milk was given to the kitten who had just met for the first time.

"It turns out that it likes milk as much as I do." The corners of her mouth curled up slightly, her tone a little excited.

I froze in place because of her smile.I didn't say a word to her last semester, let alone see her smile.

That was my first time witnessing what is "beauty."

After the kitten finished eating the milk, it lazily slipped into the garden, and the school became lively.

I stood up straight with her and said, "My name is Xiang Qiantong."

She took two steps, turned around, and said lightly: "I know, you are a transfer student, and your grades are very good. My name is Si Luochen, nice to meet you."

"You know me?" I asked in surprise, but felt a little rude.

"You came here suddenly, so I naturally know you." Then he asked, "Why did you change schools suddenly?" I don't know if it was because of my contribution of milk, but she was actually willing to chat with me, feeling flattered.

"My parents divorced, I lived with my father, and changed to a new environment, so I had to transfer schools." I described in a very brief way why I transferred schools. I never told anyone about this matter. That's it...that's it! ?

She lowered her eyebrows and didn't respond, as if she was thinking about something, and finally turned around and left.I stared at the back of her leaving, and didn't stop her, just a little disappointed.

But I obviously didn't want her to say anything to me, so why am I still disappointed?

During lunch time at noon that day, Si Luochen suddenly appeared in front of me and said, "Qiantong, do you want to have dinner together?"

She actually called my name.

For the first time, I felt that my name could be called so beautifully.Growing up so big, every time my mother called my name, it was like being stepped on the tail, and the voice was always high.

It's really hard to look back on.

The two went all the way to the school cafeteria. The food inside was very tasty. She probably seldom came here to eat, or even never came here.I just don't know why she came here with me today, and I'm at a loss as to what to do.

She found a place to sit down with the prepared meals, she ate slowly, she was not picky at all about these not-so-tasty foods, it was not wasted, and the appearance of eating was so good-looking, she really deserves to be a young lady, eat something Food is so educated.Glancing at the voracious female men next to him, he secretly sighed, some gaps were lost at the starting line.

Si Luochen put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth with a tissue and said, "I've thought about it for a long time, and I don't know how to describe the feeling you said this morning, but I know that such a home makes you sad, doesn't it?"

I really didn't expect that she left without saying a word in the morning because she didn't know what words to use to comfort me.

It's like eating a piece of candy in my heart, it's very sweet, and I replied indifferently: "I'm used to it, and it's good for everyone if they don't fit. They have been arguing for more than ten years, and some problems can be resolved long ago."

"You want to open it very much, which is very good."

"What about you? I've been here for a year, and I don't see you have any friends." Now that I've shared all my secrets, I naturally want to know you too.

I thought so.

Unexpectedly, I heard her say: "I'm not very good at getting along with people, and I always feel that they look at me differently." When she said it, her expression was a little dark.

"How come, I think you are very good, we will be good friends from now on." I smiled.

Si Luochen looked at me without saying a word, and finally a smile as warm as sunshine appeared on the corner of her mouth.