[Comprehensive] Little Spider's troubles about flat chest

I felt nauseous but vomited nothing but acid water into the toilet.

The nausea came and went quickly, and I didn't feel much better until I covered my stomach and rinsed my mouth.

Facing the mirror, I looked at the wedding dress that I hadn't taken off, and a large area of ​​my chest was wet from rinsing my mouth with water.

Oh... don't break it!Distressed!I have to take it off quickly.

So I immediately ran out of the toilet again, Wade was sitting on the bed motionless doubting life, is he still angry at my sudden nausea before?

Oh, but I really didn't mean to.

And now I want to take off the wedding dress quickly.

"The clothes are all wet!" I frowned and stretched out my hands to him, "Can you help me unzip the zipper on my back?"

After I finished I winked at him.

Of course I can pull it off, after all, I pulled it up myself when I put it on before, but I am expecting a different reaction from him, at least not like this.

But Wade still looked dumbfounded. He mechanically stood up from the bed, and stood behind me with a thoughtful face. His big hands first supported my waist, and then quickly pulled my zipper to the bottom.

? ? ?So it's gone?This is not like him.

I froze for a moment, turned my head and looked at him puzzled, and he gave me a forced smirk.

what happened?Are you really angry?

I quickly took off the wedding dress and put it aside, I hugged him, his chest always made me feel very comfortable and safe, then I looked up at him, "Suddenly remembered that I promised you before, you You can do whatever you want me to do! Now what do you want me to do..."

But soon, Wade showed a terrified expression on his face, and he shook his head desperately, "No need, no need! Really no need!"

He lifted me off his body and pushed me onto the bed to sit up, looking slowly down from my face and onto my stomach.

Eh?I followed his line of sight and looked down, feeling even more strange in my heart.

Hmm... I've been eating a lot lately, the muscles on my stomach can't keep up and I've accumulated a little fat!

So I quickly stretched out one hand to cover my stomach, and tried to cover his eyes with the other hand, "Don't look at it!"

But I was sitting and he was standing, so I jumped up cleanly and covered his eyes again.

"Hey!" He stretched out his hand to block me and exclaimed, but he didn't dare to stop my movement.

At the same time, I noticed that his lips quivered slightly and his Adam's apple moved up and down as he swallowed.

"Petra." His voice lost its previous indecency, and the hippie smile suddenly disappeared, "I want to ask you a question."

...What happened to Wade?

"What's the problem?" I slowly put my hand down, put away my smile and asked at a loss.

"You...have you never eaten The Pill①?"

"The Pill? What kind of medicine is that?" I was at a loss as to why the topic suddenly changed to the Pill?Also use The to refer specifically?

Wade scratched his head in frustration, "I should have noticed, you don't know anything about this, but I turned a blind eye to it. Now I think your Aunt May is right, I'm just an asshole. "

"What do you mean? Could it be that...you did something bad?" I really can't understand what he said, what the hell is he talking about?

"Probably." His voice was a little guilty, "Actually, I wore it at the beginning, but then once... well, twice. Up to three times. I, I, I feel that you never ask these things, and you think you Like most girls, I will take ThePill for a long time, so I don't have to worry about this problem at all..."

"Can you make it clearer?" I was irritated by his nonsense.

"—I got you pregnant."

"I can't even hear..." I was stunned before I finished speaking, "What did you say?"

"Uh, I mean maybe. After all, you just vomited... Maybe you ate an expired takeaway from an unscrupulous merchant, or maybe you got gastroenteritis."

"If it's the latter two situations, I can help you to 'educate' those merchants, and I can also take you to the hospital or help you buy medicine. But if you are pregnant-looking at you like this, I think the probability is It might...just honey, it came a little too soon, and I'm not sure I'm going to be a good father, given that I'm screwing up all the time."

I lowered my head and couldn't help but put my hands on my stomach.

How can this be?Am I really pregnant?

Now my mind is blank, even a little buzzing, and I don't know what to do.

Uh... I heard what he meant, and the look of horror on his face, does he not want children?Oh, if that's the case, then I don't want it.

"Well, you don't have to worry. Maybe it's just that I have a bad stomach, and the hospital should be able to perform abortions?" But as I spoke, I felt that my throat was a little uncomfortable, and I did it terribly.

"How could you... what do you mean?" He frowned, a little in disbelief.

"Don't you want it? Oh...yes, I screwed up again, and it's all up to you." His voice was broken, and he sounded a little down.

I put my hand on my stomach lightly, lowered my eyes, and suddenly wanted to cry, "Not necessarily, maybe not at all, you must be thinking too much."

He rubbed his face and took a deep breath, "I...then I'll go buy a pregnancy test stick, wait for me for a while."

After I nodded, I heard his footsteps and the closing of the door.

……

Why is this happening all of a sudden.

I just feel sick all of a sudden.On Wade's face, there was an expression of self-blame, annoyance, and hope that nothing had happened.

Is pregnancy a bad thing?

Maybe it's a bad thing, I remember that Aunt Mei had an abortion before... No, she seems to have a miscarriage?

But how could I live in this world if my mother wasn't pregnant?

And if I had an abortion, my child would not be alive in this world.

Actually, I really like kids.

What's more, it's still me and Wade's child.Regardless of whether it is beautiful or not, does it actually yearn to come to this world?

Just as I was thinking wildly, Wade suddenly appeared and hit the window glass. After a pause, he opened the window and jumped in.

Wade, panting heavily, with two wires still wrapped around his neck, seemed to be rushing back.

I frowned, first untied the wires around his neck, and patted the ashes on his body, "Are you okay?"

But Wade opened his mouth and didn't speak. He just spread out his palm to me, and in his palm lay a pregnancy test stick with crumpled packaging.

Oh, he wants me to take a pregnancy test before talking to me?

I picked it up silently, unpacked it carefully, opened the instruction manual and quickly read the text on it.

After I understood it, I walked into the toilet quickly, and somehow, I closed the door heavily.

Although I was a little sick when I ran into the toilet just now, at least I was happy.

But now... I think I'm unhappy, very unhappy.

I followed the steps in the manual, and within about a minute, the results appeared.

Two red lines... I am, indeed, pregnant.

I wasn't surprised when I was prepared.

However, sitting on the toilet staring at the pregnancy test stick in a daze, I suddenly didn't want to have an abortion.

What's more, this is a life, a life that I am gestating.

Whether Wade wants it or not, it's my child.

Aunt May can still send me to college after Uncle Ben's death. I have more ability than Aunt May, why can't I?

"Dong dong dong—" There was a knock on the door, "Petra? Are you... alright?"

I finally came back to my senses, watching Wade's figure projected through the frosted glass, I was silent for a while.

Walking slowly to the door, I opened it.

The two of us looked at each other at the same time, our eyes met, "I am indeed pregnant."

"I want to keep it, Wade, even if you don't want to."

"Leave it, Petra, please."

We both spoke at the same time, but as soon as we finished speaking, we both looked at each other in surprise.

"I thought you didn't want to keep it?"

"I thought you didn't want to keep it?"

"How come?" I frowned, closed my mouth, and signaled him to speak first.

"But you, you said you were going to have an abortion!"

"That's because you said everything happened too fast for you to do it."

"That's not what I mean... I'm just afraid that I'm not good enough, not to mention that I could have prevented you from facing this so early, I didn't even get your permission, and you haven't even graduated yet." His voice Sounds a bit down, "I thought for a split second that while we're going to be so busy for quite some time that we won't be able to make out enough to make out that I might suffocate, I still fucking want to keep it! But… ...but you are the one with the choice, if you feel the time is not right or even if you don't want a child, I will support you unconditionally. I don't want to keep it because I want an offspring, but because it is us both Personal child, this is the most important point, after all, you are the only one I want."

I stared at him stunned, not knowing what to say for a while.

But my sore eyes finally couldn't help crying and curling up because of being funny, "These don't sound like what you said...I, I thought you didn't want it and even wanted to walk away irresponsibly .”

"Oh!" He wrinkled his face exaggeratedly at me, "Am I such a person? I did say that the greater the ability, the less responsible, but have you seen it? My ability is only so small, so I This person is really super-responsible!"

While talking, he stretched out his thumb and index finger to mark a distance of one millimeter, and squinted his eyes to look out through this distance with a strange expression. I couldn't help laughing at his funny look.

"Wait! You have to do a full body check first! emmmmm... I remember Dr. Strange is an obstetrician?"

"Uh... isn't he a magician?"

"Who knows, maybe it's more reliable to go to Aunt Mei at the risk of being beaten, as if she is still a nurse in some universe?"

The author has something to say: [Be sure to read it]

①The Pill refers to the short-acting contraceptive pills taken for a long time, and this is how it is translated in English.Then popularize science, this contraceptive method is the mainstream in Europe and the United States, and generally adopts the method of taking medicine for 21 days a month and resting for 7 days.Its advantages are that firstly, women can independently choose their own rights to conceive or not, and secondly, it basically has no side effects, and can even help women stabilize their menstrual periods. There are popular science articles on Guoke and Zhihu.Of course, thepill still can't cut off the disease, and the condom is still essential.

②The author actually doesn’t like children so much hhhh so I won’t write too much content related to buns, who called the author’s mother solo and decided not to marry to keep safe (.

③The English for babies is it, so I use it.