grandfather's daughter-in-law

Where should the story begin?Probably beautiful women are destined to have more peach blossoms than ordinary women. Smart women can make these peach blossoms bloom into rich peonies, but stupid women can only make these peach blossoms bloom into a smear of blood on the fan.Maybe I'm just a stupid woman.

Without Jiang Caiwei's academic needs, my grades plummeted, and I was assigned to the middle class with Jiang Caiwei.My mother showed a slight disappointment, but she didn't criticize me.Because of a little bit of disappointment, I felt inexplicable joy in my heart.On the contrary, it was Jiang's mother who was sensitive to the fact that something seemed wrong.In Jiang's room, Jiang's mother asked me earnestly if something happened.Jiang's grades have always been poor, and even with my help later, he still can't get up or down. It's just that I, the well-behaved and smart child in Jiang's mother's eyes, should never be assigned to the middle class.

"Is it because Awei in our family is tired of you?" She asked me like this.

I shake my head.It's none of her business, I thought.

She hesitated, then asked: "Did something happen at home?"

I still shook my head.

I don't know why, but I intuitively feel that Mama Jiang knows about my family and my mother, but she never said anything, and even the greeting is carefully handled, lest I be sensitive to notice something.Mother Jiang's words that I am her second daughter often give me an illusion.I think maybe a long time ago, I was hoping that one day I could really call her mother.I am so delusional!

Mother Jiang didn't say anything more, it was a fait accompli, and there was only regret left.Jiang didn't say anything, and there was only melodious piano music left in the room.

The life of the middle class is much easier than that of the upper class. Without the pressure of further education, many people start to muddle along.The wanton hormones of adolescence were restlessly agitated, and in just one month, three couples of lovers quickly formed in the class.The school turned a blind eye to this situation, which is actually a waste of time, because it can no longer be managed.Jiang Caiwei and I are still friends who talk about everything, but in the past we always had endless stories and jokes, but now the only topic left is Fu Wei.Fu Wei is Jiang's boyfriend.

I gradually learned that Fu Wei is in the middle class, just like Jiang likes, has a pair of clean and slender fingers and can play the piano well, and he must be from a good family background. Even I can't help but admire the match made in heaven.Later, every time I went to Jiang's house again, only Jiang Piao's melodious piano sound remained.I think soon, there will be no more conversations between me and her.

At that time, my mother was preparing to move to the town, and the factory owner bought a house for her and was currently decorating it.The factory owner didn't propose to her, and she didn't demand too much, but was actively buying furniture.At that time she was 34 years old and I was 15 years old.In the eyes of others, she is still a charming woman.The factory owner bought her a golden birdcage, and she lived in it with peace of mind, not afraid of wind and rain.Some people are born like this, mother is destined to be a canary in a golden bird cage, how can she be a bird that looks for food to feed its young in the wind and rain.Soon, I will also need to take off from this golden bird cage where I temporarily live.

Many years later, when I think of this period of time, I don't know whether my first love is Jiang Caiwei or Xu Zhen, or neither.In short, it was during this time that I received my first love letter.The name of the boy who wrote the letter was Xu Zhen, who was in the middle class for boys.It was a pale pink letter, without an envelope, roughly folded into a heart shape with my name written in the center.That word is so ugly!Just as crooked and horrible as its owner with the shaved hair.The character Ji was also blurred by the sweat stains, turning into a blurred and dirty piece.What Jiang said back then rang in my mind for no reason—how could I like such a dirty boy!After she finished speaking, she wrinkled her delicate little nose with a look of disgust.I threw away the letter without reading it, but later I found out that he was Fu Wei's friend, and after Jiang encouraged him to pursue me, I wrote a reply letter agreeing to his association.

Because of the joining of Fu Wei and Xu Zhen, the relationship between me and Jiang gradually changed from a two-person tour to a three-person tour, and then from a three-person tour to a pair-by-squad tour.I don't have the slightest affection for Xu Zhen, but he is the bond between me and Jiang.If nothing happened later, maybe we would have maintained this relationship until graduation, and then we would all be scattered around the world.

It was a weekend, the cold winter was over, and it was a good time for outing.I don't remember who first brought it up, but the four of us helped each other take a so-called outing on a hill behind the school without telling our family.The mountain is not high, and there are neat steps from the foot of the mountain to the mountainside, and two pavilions are built in the middle.From the mountainside to the top of the mountain, the mountain is steep, and the mountain road is only slightly repaired. There are simple guardrails on the side and a small pavilion in the middle.There is a signal tower next to it.

Jiang seldom did outdoor activities, and was half-supported and half-dragged by Fu Wei along the way, stopping and stopping, and finally reached the small pavilion on the top of the mountain, and could no longer walk.Because of the strenuous exercise, sweat dripped down his face, a layer of blush appeared, and he was panting heavily.Seeing her like this, no one could bear to go to the top of that mountain.There were very few people on the mountain. Jiang took off his coat and did not put it on the chair in the gazebo, but handed it to Fu Wei, which shocked me.

After resting in the gazebo for a long time, no one has the desire to continue climbing.After eating some food to replenish his energy, Jiang proposed to visit the signal tower.Fu Wei accompanied her.Only Xu Zhen and I were left in the gazebo.Xu Zhen is not a dull person, if for boys and girls in love, he might be considered humorous.But I can't remember what he said that day.When Jiang left, he took my heart with him.Although I know that she is with Fu Wei, that he will protect her well, and that there will be nothing for me anymore, I just can't help but miss her.Sometimes I even feel that as long as I can see her, even if it means seeing her and Fu Wei in front of me, you can talk to each other.

With this in mind, I couldn't sit still anymore, and then I left Xu Zhen alone and walked away.What I never expected was that this walk took my life in another direction.

I followed Jiang's direction for a few steps, and saw Jiang and Fu Wei hugging each other tightly.Among the green hills and vegetation, they kissed passionately.The petite and thin Jiang nestled in his arms.Her long straight hair seemed to be blowing in the wind.Even though it was so far away, I thought I heard that shameful voice.I never thought they would have been so close.I was completely stunned, I felt like I should scream, or cover my gaping mouth tightly, but I didn't, I just stood there, silently watching.The person I think about day and night, that delicate body that has caused me countless daydreams, the looming beautiful bulge that has just begun to appear, is now in the arms of others.

"Feng."

A voice suddenly sounded, and I couldn't help but startled.It's Xu Zhen.I don't know how long he's been standing by my side, or how long he's been watching this scene.I wanted to say something, only to find that my mouth was full of saliva.I swallowed carefully, only to hear the sound of it sliding down my throat.What a shame!My face burned violently.I turned to run away, but my hand was grabbed.

"Ah Feng, we..." I heard the sound of swallowing saliva in his throat.We are only 15 years old, really a beautiful and impulsive age.I knew what he was up to without even asking.I struggled, but his hands gripped me tightly.Seeing his mouth getting closer, I suddenly raised my hand and slapped it down hard.

Xu Zhen was stunned for a long time before waking up from the confusion.He covered his face and looked at me incredulously.After a long while, he slowly said, "You hit me?"

I never thought of hitting him, it was just a subconscious instinctive action.I felt ashamed, so I just lowered my head and forgot to turn around and leave.To my surprise, my arms were suddenly tightly bound, and with a little force from him, my body crashed into his arms.It was a musty smell in winter, accompanied by a cold fishy smell.I raised my face in a daze, and what I met was a mouth with the same stench.

If the definition of a first kiss is the first kiss of a man and a woman's lips, then this is my first kiss.When I was 15 years old, on an unknown mountain, with a person I didn't like, in an unexpected situation, in my astonishment and lack of reaction, it ended.I didn't have time to feel it, let alone regret it, so I just slapped it hard again.Xu Zhen let me go.

It took him only a second to react, and then a crisp sound rang in my ears.The result was that my ears were buzzing for the rest of the day, and half of my face was turned up so high that I could even glimpse it swollen like an apple out of the corner of my eye.

"You stinky bitch, how dare you hit me!" He cursed viciously, rubbing the half of my face that I had hit twice vigorously.For some reason, I actually remembered the scene on TV where the husband abused his wife.I don't know, is my eyes as vicious and resentful as those women on TV?

He spat hard, the phlegm seemed bloodshot.

"What are you staring at! You son of a bitch, your mother is a bitch, you are a fucking little bitch!"

I never knew that 15-year-olds could utter such vicious words, but then I really heard them.I didn't know that my small body had accumulated so much strength, I wrestled with him, from the edge of the fence to the edge of the steps, and fell down the steps together.There are only five steps, no more, no less, five steps. If it was any higher or lower, we would all be dead or all well. Now we are all just injured, and we can't die.I had three stitches in the corner of my eye, and his leg hit a rock and was said to have a slight fracture.Speaking of which, it was really disappointing.