grandfather's daughter-in-law

However, I didn't make it after all.

After all, I can't leave without saying goodbye.My love is dead, and I must bury it no matter what.But how could it die?How can I just watch it buried in the cold ground, how can I just watch it become filthy food, how can I just watch it melt into the humble dust.I can not do it.

Yu Minxiu finally came back, still wearing that old dress, which reminded me of that past night, she didn't sleep with her clothes all night, and she was thinking about me and my kiss all the time.I began to hope that as long as I was me, no matter if I was a good person or a devil.I might be going down the path of the devil, and I didn't realize it at the time.I have never been able to have the attachment of not being together as I said. It turns out that it has been lurking well all along, just waiting for an opportunity to swallow me up.My love must not become the nightmare of evil.

I don't care about Ding Jianye anymore, I don't even care that it's in the yard, where people walk around from time to time, in this world with countless pairs of invisible eyes, I waited for her.She stood far away from me, her watchful eyes were like a wounded fawn, and I was the hunter who hurt her.I realized that I might have pushed her too hard, I was no different from Ding Jianguo.

"Xiu Xiu." I said.

Her tightly closed mouth is like her tightly closed heart door, but her rolling eyes signal me to speak.

"I've been waiting for you all night." Before he could speak, tears already moistened his eyes, "Where did you go?"

She answered me in a very thin and light voice, saying that she had gone to Mrs. Ma's.

"How is she?"

She probably thought I was crazy, but in fact I didn't know what I was talking about, and the words just slipped out of my throat.Sure enough, my nature is hard to change. No matter how many years have passed, I have always been the best at answering irrelevant questions.She was silent, not ready to answer, nor did she leave, as if she was waiting for me to speak.

"I thought you understood."

……

"You found me in the earthquake regardless of your life, hugged me in the ruins, asked me where I was hurt, and comforted me that I was fine. At that time, I thought you understood everything."

"Anyone, I would do the same. It's my responsibility," she explained.

"Then on the way to Hualien, you leaned on my shoulder and put your hand in my arms, why?"

"I... I... I'm exhausted."

"There is a problem with my relationship with Ding Jianye. You decide for me, you mediate, and you uphold justice for me."

"I'm not only for you, but also for Jianye, and my mother. My eldest sister-in-law is my mother. I don't want my mother to work so hard when she gets old."

"Then what about the tears that fell on my back when you wiped the medicine for me?"

……

"During the three years we were in Wutong Town, we practiced together every day, and I rubbed away those bruises for you every night. Why are you so relieved of me for those marks that you are ashamed to show him?"

"That's because... I regard you as my best sister."

"In your heart, I'm just the best sister? Just a woman who is no different from everyone else?"

I couldn't help laughing at myself.Her footsteps moved hesitantly, but she never walked towards me. "Feng, don't be like this. I didn't know that what I did caused you to misunderstand me so much. I know that you treat me well, and I feel very lucky and happy to have you as a good sister and sister-in-law."

"Good sister, good sister-in-law...Misunderstanding..." I couldn't help laughing, the tears on my face flowed into my mouth, salty.Lovely silly woman, should I say you are too stupid or too childish?Dare I ask in this world, has there ever been a good sister-in-law who has treated you so wholeheartedly?

My eyes were completely covered with tears, and I couldn't see her clearly, "You already knew that I don't want the affection of a good sister."

"I...I don't know."

……

"Are you in love with her?" The thin mosquito's voice came from the friction of the vocal cords, full of dryness and pain.She took a step back and I took a step closer.

"you answer me."

She took another step back.

"Xiuxiu."

She finally stood still, but gritted her teeth and said, "Don't think of everyone as you are."

I don't understand, I don't understand what it means to stop thinking of everyone like me.how am iDoes that mean I'm perverted?Or is it because I fell in love with her?It turns out that she is not ashamed of me and despises me so much.This is how the woman I have loved all my life sees me.Every word of these words stabbed into my heart like a sharp knife, and I had no choice but to let them stab randomly, with no way to parry.

"You don't know what love is," she said.

"I don't understand? I love you so much that I don't even ask you to know."

"You don't understand," she emphasized forcefully, raising her head and looking at me with burning eyes, "your love is too selfish, your love is just possessive, without compassion, without fulfillment. You are like a child who has not grown up, In the name of love, selfishly take what you can't get. Your love will only burn and suffocate people."

I was completely stunned, "I love you so much..." I murmured, but so pale and powerless.The word love is too illusory after all. Every word love is covered with a gorgeous coat. Every woman longs for this gorgeous coat, but only those who wear it know whether it is full of lice or not. The bite was bruised beyond recognition.

"You...is this...looking at me?"

"I know you treat me very well, but in this world, male and female, there are laws. Everyone has their own established track, and you can no longer distinguish between reality and acting. On stage, you are Xiaodan and I am Xiaosheng, of course we can love each other forever, but in the audience, I am a woman, and you are also a woman. It is against human relations for you to love me. Don't say such things in the future. "

There was a pause in her hastily leaving, she didn't look back, she didn't struggle, and I couldn't see anything.

"Are you really going to be so cruel?" I asked.

Her voice seemed to come from outside the realm, in a trance, fluttering. "Don't say such things in the future, I have never heard anything. You will have your own child soon, treat him well."

"Yu Minxiu!"

These three words rolled down my throat like a hot briquette, and after being irrigated by tears, only tearing and dumbness remained.

"Stop talking."

With a suppressed and painful cry, she left without looking back with a determination that could not be rejected.

My love is finally dead, and my children are growing.When I slumped to the floor, he was on my stomach, hard and big.My love is dead, what should my child guard?What should I do?