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After hanging up the phone, Jiang Xun felt like his heart was about to jump out.

It has been a long time since he felt so excited that he felt uncomfortable. The Oscar poisoning case, which has not been resolved, is likely to make a breakthrough because of the emergence of this decisive evidence. This is the last case investigated before Chitose passed away. He wanted to give him an explanation no matter what, but also to seek peace of mind for himself.

Only with physical evidence can the case proceed. Why did Song Yuzhi take the physical evidence to Wudang Mountain at such a critical time? Doesn't he know what is the priority?

However, Jiang Xun immediately thought of a possibility, that is, what he had revealed to the Gao Bureau before, that he suspected that something went wrong inside the City Bureau.

In Chen Dongsheng's case, people who don't know enough about the internal structure and topography of the city bureau can never hide a corpse at the mouth of the sewer pipe. The most straightforward guess is that someone in the city bureau cooperated with others. Was that person trying to prove his innocence?

He scratched his forehead irritably, and at the same time, there was an inexplicable excitement in his heart. It was hard to say whether it was because Song Yuzhi's suspicion was cleared, or the case was about to make progress.

But he quickly returned to reality, realizing that there was a problem waiting for him outside this door that could not be ignored.

He sighed, knowing that sooner or later he and Jiang Zhu would have this day, and the sooner we face it, the sooner we will feel at ease.

In fact, he went to see Jiang Juan with a bit of a broken attitude. He searched around but found no one, and finally found the person in the room where he kept Jiang Juan's photo.

He once again felt how life feels like years. People in their business are always racing against time, and everyone wants to master the super power to stop time, but only now, he hopes that time will pass quickly. At least in this way, he will not have to face it. A poor elder brother who was full of worries and had nowhere to vent in front of his younger brother's spirit.

Jiang Zhukong was lighting a cigarette, and he had one in his mouth. When he saw him enter the door, he extinguished both cigarettes. For some reason, Jiang Xun stared at the cigarette butt he had bitten in a daze, so much so that he ignored Jiang Zhu's words. What served as an opening to ease the awkwardness between them.

"Come on, I'll accompany you. It would be sad to let him know that there is only this little progress after so many years."

Jiang Zhufei pulled him to put together Jiang Juan's photos, as if he knew what he was suffering, but he still wanted to go out with a knife to the old wound in his heart.

"I've always been impatient in doing this kind of thing. I'm all random. I don't know how to sort out the color blocks like others and sort them according to the rules. It looks like him."

Jiang Zhu smiled stiffly, "Can't you remember my face, I look so similar to him..."

"But you are not him, no matter how much you look like, you are not him, do you understand?" Jiang Xun felt a dull pain in his chest that was unbearable.

When Jiang Juan just left, unable to accept the reality, he did everything possible to find a shadow similar to that person in Jiang Zhu to comfort himself. He believed that Jiang Zhu had also discovered his ridiculous and sad behavior, so he did everything he did. Deliberately keep traces of that person and help him through the most difficult days.

But soon he realized that such an approach was unfair to Jiang Zhu and Jiang Juan. No one should stay by his side as a substitute for anyone else. He had to come out on his own, so he reluctantly pushed Jiang away. Live, survived a few years when life was worse than death.

Now that he finally cooled down the pain and had the courage to talk about the past in front of Jiang Juiling, Jiang Zhu returned his hard work for so many years to his original form, and he was defeated. With a trace of resentment.

"I know you can't understand, and maybe you still hate me, but I have to show you my heart, otherwise, even if it is ten or twenty years, until I think of this past before I die, I will regret not making efforts to keep you. "

Jiang Zhu picked up a puzzle piece from the cardboard box, compared the traces, and moved slowly in the photo frame.

"I remember that when I heard that Xiao Juanzi found a partner, I was very happy. Even though his cooking skills were not very good, he insisted on cooking a large table of dishes for the daughter-in-law who would come to our Jiang family in the future, but he brought you back. On the one hand, I didn’t understand how he had the face to bring a man home and tell me that she was his future wife, on the other hand, I don’t think that person should be you at all.”

Jiang Xun listened silently to his recollection of the past, without interrupting, still with an extremely calm expression, as if nothing could break him.

In fact, it is not wrong to say that, after so many years of wind and rain, no matter how solid the building is, it will fall apart, leaving only the body and frame, and he has nothing to lose, and it doesn't matter how fierce the rainstorm is.

...He's used to the pain anyway.

"You know, I didn't have a father with him since we were young, and we all say that an elder brother is like a father. Although I am only a few minutes older than him, I have to take on the responsibility of taking care of him. Ever since I was a child, I was afraid that he would lack fatherly love. I always try my best to make up for him, and I still feel that it is because I haven't done enough that he... chooses this way to fill his own shortcomings."

"No, a large part of the reason for sexuality is innate. Once feelings come, you can't rely on external forces. It's not your fault. You don't know how much he admires you. He has been chasing you since he was a child. How can I blame you for growing up from behind. "

Jiang Zhu rubbed his eyes, didn't say yes or no, he just wandered around and found the place where the puzzle piece belonged before opening his mouth.

"It was not easy for my mother to bring us up since childhood. She was originally from a good family and was a returnee doctor. It was not easy for her to study abroad at that time. She could have married into a good family, had no worries about food and clothing, and lived among the stars. The days when she was holding the moon, but she chose to be with my dad, and even severed ties with the family in order to get rid of the obstacles and pressure from the family. Has he ever told you about my dad?"

Jiang Xun said "Yes", "I heard that he is a senior in the police force."

"That's right, he also died in the line of duty. I feel sorry for my mother, and I have been taking care of her carefully with Xiao Juanzi, because I am afraid that she will be sensitive, so Xiao Juanzi dare not come out to my mother at all. He first told I also hope that I can persuade my mother."

"It's not easy for you brothers, even more so for auntie."

"Actually, it's not that my mother can't accept it. She once went to Europe to study, and her thinking is very avant-garde and open-minded. She hopes that Xiao Juanzi can pursue his love as he pleases. As long as he is happy, everything can be done according to his wishes. Instead, I was the one who couldn't accept it, so after you left that day, I beat him up hard. He didn't fight back. He was obviously better than me, but he was still beaten by me. He would rather have a bruised nose than talk back. I just feel that he is sincere to you, and if I kill his feelings, it would be too much and too cruel."

Having said that, Jiang Zhu couldn't help crying.

"But before I could tell him that I am willing to accept you, he... I resented you after he left, and even hated you for a long time. I blamed you, thinking that if it wasn't for you, maybe the little weary would not It will be distracting, the undercover matter will not be exposed, and it will not be... You know what happened later, my mother couldn't accept Xiao Juanzi's death, and she couldn't afford it, so she went with her. The change seemed to happen overnight Here I am, suddenly I am alone, abandoned by all my loved ones, can you understand..."

Jiang Zhu leaned against him sobbing, this time Jiang Xun didn't push him away, let him rest on his shoulder, hugging his slightly trembling body, trying hopelessly to calm his emotions.

"I'm sorry, I can't justify myself, and I always felt that what happened to Jiang Juan was actually mine..."

"No! That's not your fault. I only found out that there was an insider in the system when I was sorting out his belongings. His identity had been exposed long ago. That's why he was so eager to take you home and let his family recognize him. Regarding your identity, he actually has a very complicated mood. He knows that he is a person with no future and may die at any time, but he is reluctant to let you go. With a glimmer of hope, he gambled for the last time, but unfortunately he lost, but I think he has no regrets."

Jiang Xun opened his mouth, and swallowed the words again.

No matter what happened now, nothing can change the facts that have happened. Knowing these can't alleviate his sense of guilt, and he still regrets not helping that person when he was most helpless.

Ten years after a person dies, some things are time to be buried together.

"It's meaningless to talk about it now. What you owe him can't be finished while you are alive, so you can continue to pay it after you die. I have already figured out what you want to enlighten me. He will always be enshrined in my heart forever. The altar that can be replaced by humans, you just think of me as a chaste and martyr who wants to be a widow for her lover for the rest of her life."

Jiang Xun got up, emptied the ashtray, and packed up the garbage bags.

"If you can't stay in the hospital during your recovery period, come to my house to help accompany Pengpeng. Although Brother Qian's case has been handed over to the Provincial Bureau Headquarters, we have nothing to do, but I still want to do something for him, maybe Don't come home very often."

"Jiang Xun..."

"Don't worry, it's not that I don't want to face you. There are too many things going on recently, and I'm not in the mood. When Brother Qian's case becomes clearer, I will definitely have a good talk with you. Let's treat it as a reminiscence today, thank you You didn't embarrass me."

He hurriedly packed up his things, dressed and went downstairs, and drove away. Jiang Zhu lifted the curtain by the window to watch him leave, and let out a long sigh.

Jiang Xun didn't look back, and drove all the way to the city bureau. Even though the warm air in the car was hot enough to make people sweat, his hands couldn't stop shaking.

He spread out his palm, holding a cigarette butt in his palm, and there were tooth marks in the middle of the filter, which aroused his suspicion.

Although he is very suspicious, he has unconditional trust in those close to him. When the facts are in front of him, his first reaction is to take the initiative to excuse them.

But lying to himself is really an extremely stupid thing, he leaned on the steering wheel, gritted his teeth and struggled...

Do you want to confirm?When he became suspicious, there was already an irreparable rift between him and Jiang Zhu. If he went to confirm it again, he would undoubtedly break the last barrier with his own hands and push them into the abyss of separation.

He has already lost Jiang Juan, should he abandon that lonely brother now... He can't do it.

"Hey? Brother Jiang, Brother Jiang! What's the matter with you, don't sleep in the car, wake up, open the door!!"

Jiang Xun raised his head suddenly, Lu Kuang was outside tapping on the car window, he was relieved to see him wake up.

"Brother Jiang, are you stupid? Sleeping in the car with the warm air on is not afraid of carbon monoxide poisoning! Open the door quickly!"

"I didn't sleep. I'm too tired. I'll rest on my stomach. Don't make a fuss. I don't have this bit of common sense." Jiang Xun got out of the car, held the cigarette butt in his hand, and patted Lu Kuang, "So If you don’t go home late, what are you messing about in the bureau?”

"You still have the nerve to say me, I have been staying up all this time to check for drunk driving, but you, you are not in good health, you look pale when you look at your face, and you haven't recovered well, the High Bureau has authorized you to work for half a day , I would be happy to die, how can there be someone like you who takes the initiative to work overtime, really..."

Lu Kuang was as talkative as ever, and his relaxed vigor was somewhat infected by Jiang Xun, which made him feel a lot better.

"The case is stuck in my heart, and I always want to follow up to investigate. Maybe I can find some clues that others haven't found. Even if there is no help at all, it's better than waiting for me."

"That's right, I know your personality too well, but our authority is limited. I heard that this case is out of our control now, and there is not much we can do... Then what, that..." Lu Kuang suddenly stuttered, " What, that’s right, tonight I’m going to be on duty in Beiyan District with a few brothers, it’s quite close to the cemetery, why don’t I take you there?”

After he said this, he regretted it, "Forget it, let's go, let's go to some popular places in the middle of the night, or what, if your parts are almost recovered, I will take you to a bar?"

These words are so contradictory. It is estimated that even he made up such a shameful nonsense without thinking about it. How can a traffic policeman check for drunk driving in the wilderness in the middle of the night, and he is not afraid of being punished for drinking and fishing while on duty? He wanted to find an excuse to make Jiang Xun feel better.

Jiang Xun saw his thoughts, didn't expose his nonsense, and patted him on the back, "My good brother, I'm feeling uncomfortable, if you're not busy, just stay with me."

"That's for sure. I don't worry about a person like you. If you don't have time, you have to create time." Lu Kuang said while stuffing Jiang Xun into the co-pilot, "You take a rest, I will drive, and you can sleep if you are tired , I will call you wherever you go."

Lu Kuang hadn't driven Jiang Xun's car for a long time, and his hands were really itchy. When he was putting on his seat belt, he found that the man had secretly put something into his pocket, and asked, "Brother, what's the matter with you? Didn't you hide a condom?" Right? We are decent people, we can’t engage in those messy things, or the anti-pornography crackdown next door will arrest you, so don’t blame the buddies for not catching you.”

"What are you talking about, I'll use it with you?"

Jiang Xun took the sealed bag from the storage box, packed the cigarette butt, and put it in his pocket. On the way, he pretended to mention it inadvertently: "Do you remember Jiang Juan's case?"

Lu Kuang and him have known each other since they were in OUHK, so they naturally knew about Jiang Juan, knowing that he would inevitably think of that person, so he was not surprised by what he said.

"Remember, why don't you remember? As far as I know, he is the most aggrieved brother in our bureau these years. In order to protect other undercover policemen, his murder case was closed without much investigation. The evidence is still there. It’s kept in the bureau. But this is just the version we know, we were still rookies at that time, so what we know may not be the truth.”

Lu Kuang paused, and glanced at Jiang Xun's reaction, "But brother, I still have to advise you, it's been so long, forget what should be forgotten, we chose this road at the beginning, no matter what You have to bear all the consequences yourself. Brother Jiang himself has thought of such a result long ago, and he is ready to become a martyr who can't even leave his name. Don't...don't force yourself to die for this. It's too tight, just let it go."

Jiang Xun leaned against the car window and pretended to be asleep, pretending not to hear him.

The author has something to say: Thank you to the little cute ducks who read the article~ Tomorrow, I will start working hard on the weekend!

Thanks to Brother Xun's little wife for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !