old man feeding rules

As soon as he came out of the city bureau, the cold wind outside made Jiang Zhen tremble, and he couldn't wait to get in the car and turned on the warm air, but his teeth were still chattering from the cold, and his whole body was uncomfortable.

He was born hypocritical, afraid of cold and heat. After living alone for so many years, in order to adapt to this cruel world, he was forced to smooth out his edges and corners a lot, but the appearance of Song Yuzhi made the bad capital in him The problem came up again, and now he feels uncomfortable when no one gets in the car a few minutes earlier to help him turn on the air conditioner.

Physical discomfort is only one aspect, the most important thing is the emptiness in his heart, and he is obviously trying to fill it up. When the darkness and loneliness hit again, he realized how vulnerable he is in the shadows.

He attributed all these discomforts to the fight with Pei Qian in the afternoon. The injury has not healed quickly, and he has been lying on the bed for so long, and his physical fitness has not returned to normal. In a weak state, he will A lot of unnecessary thoughts are born.

- superfluous.

Thinking this way in his heart, his body frankly turned on the phone. He thought that maybe someone would come to him. He was just recovering from a serious injury, and it would be worrying if he lost contact for too long. In fact, there was a voice in his heart all the time. Tell him that the so-called "someone" is actually just one person.

... Who is this person, Song Yuzhi?

Jiang Xun was stunned for a moment, and soon his attention was grabbed by the pop-up messages one after another on the phone, and all the displayed contact names were "Song Yuzhi".

This made him angry, but also with a trace of rejoicing.

He didn't regret at all that he was guilty of driving Song Yuzhi away yesterday. For a evil star like him who would bring misfortune to others, the farther away people are from him, the safer they will be.

But he still felt that what he said yesterday was too ugly. After all, Song Yuzhi did nothing wrong, but it was really pitiful to be treated like this because he was too close to him.

He thought about it, and decided to see what Song Yuzhi had sent him. Just as he was about to click into the chat, another message popped up, and it was too late for him to back off.

The latest information came from Jiang Zhu, and there were four or five lines in it. Jiang Xun read it roughly, and it was nothing more than words of apology. I hope he doesn't take it to heart.

He thought for a while, but didn't answer. After a while, Jiang Zhu called.

"Are you still angry?" The other party's voice was a little tired.

"No way, after knowing each other for so many years, don't you still understand my temper?"

"That's true. It's getting dark. Do you need me to pick you up?"

"Farewell, you hurt more than me, I'm sorry, I have hands and feet, I can go back by myself."

"Okay, just now I went to pick up Pengpeng from the kindergarten. Aunt Yun happened to have something to do today, so I asked her to go back first. You can bring some food when you come back. It's been a long time since I had a decent meal."

Jiang Xun didn't come back to his senses for a long time, he thought of refusing in his mind, but what he said was "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, he slumped on the back of the chair in frustration, staring blankly at the night outside the window.

This feeling of an old married couple was something he couldn't ask for. When he was young, he fantasized countless times that he and Jiang Juan could spend the rest of their lives hand in hand with mutual recognition. Same-sex marriage is illegal, so they will fall in love for the rest of their lives. After giving birth to children, I adopted two children, a boy and a girl, raised cats and dogs, and lived a daily life of daily necessities, ordinary and happy.

He hadn't had such a dream for a long time. After Jiang Juan left, he felt that nothing was right. As long as it wasn't that person, he would never get back the feeling of passionate love. Gradually, he felt that being alone is fine, but Now Jiang Zhu's words shattered all his persistence and pretense.

He thought, maybe he still longed for that kind of life, but the person who accompanied him should not be Jiang Zhu anyway.

All the way back, he was thinking about how to express his heart to Jiang Zhu. They could be friends, but they could only be friends. There was always an invisible and intangible wall between them, and they would never be like him Like Jiang Juan, he has no scruples.

But when he opened the door and saw the man who was playing and playing with his sister as if he was used to it in the soft light and warm home, he couldn't say anything.

"I'm back. It's a little later than I thought. There are a lot of people in the supermarket at this time. I'll go shopping next time. It can save a lot of time in queuing up earlier."

Jiang Zhu came to greet him with Pengpeng in his arms, put Pengpeng in his arms and took the things in his hands, and helped him take off his coat as only one hand could move.

"Let me see, rice cake dumpling, you really are brothers and sisters, don't have any telepathy, when I came back at night, when I passed by the shop, I was clamoring to eat, I was afraid that the things outside would be unclean I didn’t buy it for her, and the little guy lost his temper with me, so it’s a coincidence that you calmed down before entering the door.”

Jiang Xun nodded Pengpeng's little nose, "Little girl, you can't be angry with Brother Jiang in the future, do you hear me, your brother and I will treat him like a brother, and I dare not let him be wronged, you This little girl should be angry with him first, so be careful to get beaten up when the time comes."

Pengpeng couldn't understand what he said, just thought he was playing with her, babbling and laughing happily, only Jiang Zhu made a movement after hearing this, feeling uncomfortable.

"Brother Jiang, your injury is still not healed, don't move, just help me take care of Pengpeng, I will cook tonight."

Jiang Xun entered the kitchen with the bag in his hand. He hadn't looked at Jiang Zhu since he entered the door, which made the latter feel uncomfortable. He opened his mouth and hesitated to speak.

It happened that Pengpeng took his hand and asked him to accompany him to watch TV, so Jiang Zhu went. After a while, he took advantage of pouring water to enter the kitchen. After cutting it and putting it on the plate, there was no sign of Jiang Xun.

He went out to have a look, and soon followed the sound of water to find Jiang Yu who was flushing in the bathroom. He opened the door and saw that there was not even a little steam on the glass door, so he became anxious and quickly turned off his faucet.

"Taking a cold bath in this cold weather, your injury is still not healed, you are going to die!"

Jiang Zhu, whose back was turned to him, turned back slowly, his eyes were a little dazed, seeing him like this, Jiang Zhu felt a fire welling up, impulsively, he stepped into the bathroom and took the man He leaned against the wall and kissed his lips.

Jiang Xun turned his head to avoid it, considering his injuries, he didn't push him away, his hands clenched into fists behind him, and beat the tiled wall one after another.

"Jiang Zhu, you're almost done, I don't want to play child's play with you, can you be more mature!"

"I don't want to play with you, and I'm not joking with you. I know better than anyone how you came here all these years! I thought that as long as I transfer away and don't hang around in front of your eyes, sooner or later you will forget the little Juanzi's stay." The beauty and heaviness I gave you, but I was wrong, I thought of you too ruthlessly, I am afraid that your feelings for him will not change in this life, until death, in this case, let me stay with you instead of him Is it not good to be around? I like you too, I can learn anything I can't compare to him, let me take care of you for him, okay?"

"I said that no one should be a substitute for others. This is unfair to you and Jiang Juan. Jiang Zhu, what's wrong with you? You shouldn't be like this. Don't you remember me and Jiang Juan? What is your attitude when you confess your feelings? How did you become like this, you are not gay, there is no need to do this step. "

"I didn't do this for Jiang Juan, nor for others, but for you."

"Don't put it so nicely. In fact, it's not just me, but you who didn't come out, right?"

Jiang Xun tore off the hand that was on his shoulder, bypassed Jiang Zhu and went out the door.

He originally planned to flush his head with cold water to clear his mind, but now it made him even more upset. What the hell is wrong with this world? Isn't he enough for a lunatic trapped in the past?

That day, he and Jiang Zhu had the most silent dinner since they met. If Pengpeng hadn't cheered up the atmosphere, he really didn't know how the embarrassing quarrel with that person would have ended.

After eating, he went into the kitchen to wash the dishes. Even he looked down on himself for such a blindly evasive virtue, but there was nothing he could do.

Thinking about how much pressure Jiang Juan had to bear in order to come out of the closet, his brother Jiang Zhu was one of them, and was their biggest resistance.

Back then, Jiang Juan, who was willing to break up with his family because of his feelings, gave him the courage to face reality and stick to his feelings, but now he prefers that they were all cowards who dared not confess their sincerity... At least the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain.

At this moment, he was at a loss. He didn't know how to get out of this door, and what kind of attitude he should use to face Jiang Zhu whose feelings for him had unknowingly changed. I'm sorry for Jiang Juan if there is even a little involvement.

Why... What kind of mentality is it that Jiang Zhu is able to kiss the person he once loved and talk about his ridiculous liking...

Jiang Xun squatted down, resting his hands on his forehead...and it started to hurt again, not only his head, but all parts of his body were screaming at him with overdrawn dissatisfaction.

The kitchen door was pulled open.

Jiang Zhu didn't come in, but just stood outside the door and whispered, "Your phone is ringing." As if afraid of scaring him.

Jiang Xun responded, got up and took the phone, glanced at the name on it, and his headache got worse.

Song Yuzhi... Can't this person who appears by his side all the time stop for a while and let him be quiet?

"You pick it up first. I'm here to say that Pengpeng is asleep. Let's talk later."

"it is good."

He is exhausted now, even if Jiang Zhu told him to get out of this house with his bag, he would be amnesty.

After that person walked away, he picked up his mood and answered the phone. At least he is sober now, and he can't vent his grievances on people who shouldn't bear his negative emotions like yesterday.

"It's me, what's the matter?"

"Brother Xun, you're not in a good mood, what happened?"

"No, returning to the team on the first day, I'm a little tired."

"It's fine. I asked the bureau for a long vacation. I sent several messages today and you didn't reply. I thought there was something wrong with you. Don't worry now."

It was only then that Jiang Xun remembered that he hadn't read what Song Yuzhi had sent him until now, and felt a little guilty. He opened WeChat and looked through it first, and found that he mentioned the clue he found yesterday.

"Clue? What clue? We two were drinking yesterday."

"I just knew that you were so drunk yesterday that you probably don't remember anything. In fact, I found a key piece of evidence at Oscar, which may become a breakthrough in the case, but now is not the time to hand it over. Go back to Wudang and avoid it for a few days, and wait for Brother Qian's case to cool down before continuing the investigation."

"What do you mean, what did you find?"

Song Yuzhi was silent for a while, and did not answer directly.

Then Jiang Xun's WeChat received a new message, and Song Yuzhi responded quickly, withdrawing it in just a few seconds.

Although the time was short, Jiang Xun could still see clearly what was on the picture - it was the same earring as the evidence found at the scene of Chen Dongsheng's death.

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thanks to brother Xun's little wife, cute, for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !