Impossible Stand-in for Rebirth
Chapter 53
After He Qingyu heard his words, there was still a slight smile on his lips.He didn't resist anymore, let Lu Yizhuo hug himself tightly, and then muttered illogically to himself.
He really didn't understand.This utterly boring life has almost driven Lu Yizhuo into a mental disorder, so why does he insist on staying here and tying himself up.
That's good, then let the two spend it here.It doesn't matter anymore.
He Qingyu was thinking in a daze.
The weather soon entered winter, and the winter in France was extremely cold.Even colder than domestic city A.But dry weather is the same.
It's almost January, and the first snow hasn't fallen yet.When He Qingyu woke up in the morning, he opened the window on the balcony and looked outside for a long time.
I saw that the trees planted on the path leading outside the villa had become extremely bare.
It was still summer when Lu Yizhuo forcibly brought him to this villa, and now two seasons have passed in such a flash.
He has also left City A for almost a year.
He Qingyu misses his father a little bit.Fortunately, just a few days before he was kidnapped by Lu Yizhuo a year ago, he happened to remit a large sum of money to his father.Then the temporary life problems can still be maintained.
Usually he would mention to Zhang Xiaocheng that he has a godfather, and sometimes he would ask Zhang Xiaocheng to take care of his father when he was too busy.He Qingyu thought that after he had been away for so long, Zhang Xiaocheng would remember to visit his father.
After all, the only thing he still misses in this world is his father.His own Shengrong Company is nothing.Originally, it was He Qingyu who started it all by himself, so of course he can easily abandon it.
Zhang Xiaocheng's family is very complete. A few years ago, his family was still a little poor and needed to be an MB to make ends meet. Later, with He Qingyu, the situation completely improved.After two years, find a girlfriend to marry and start a family, and nothing will happen.
He Qingyu didn't know why he remembered so much in an instant.It seems that it is going to the end of everything.
But where can we see the end now?
Maybe he thought too much.
He Qingyu got up and walked to the balcony door, wanting to open the balcony door leading to the outside and go out.He said to himself: "Why hasn't it snowed yet?"
Lu Yizhuo was sitting on the sofa in the living room, but at this moment he saw his movements keenly, stood up and walked this way, and said to He Qingyu as he walked, "Don't open the door and go out. Come back quickly."
He Qingyu paused when he heard his words.He wore very simple slippers on his feet, and now he was exposed to the cold air outside as soon as he opened the door.Originally, he didn't want to listen to Lu Yizhuo's words, but because he felt too cold, he stopped for a while.
Lu Yizhuo had already walked over at this time and pulled He Qingyu's body back.Then he closed the balcony door and locked it smoothly.
Then Lu Yizhuo looked down at He Qingyu's eyes, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth: "You are so obedient." After speaking, he lowered his head and kissed the corner of He Qingyu's lips. "Just keep it like this."
He Qingyu thought to himself, did Lu Yizhuo think this was just a kid playing games.What's so "obedient"...a person in his 30s, how can he speak so naively and naively.It sounded like he wanted to laugh for no reason.
Lu Yizhuo raised his palm, put his fingers on He Qingyu's lips, and rubbed them gently.He Qingyu knew that he was a little emotional, but didn't respond in the slightest.He just brushed his hand away lightly, turned around and walked towards the living room.
When it was almost eight o'clock in the evening, He Qingyu really had nothing to do, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.I just wrapped a blanket and sat in front of the French windows of the balcony in the room, with a strong fire burning in the fireplace on one side.
So the temperature of the floor is not so low, it is a little warm to sit on.He Qingyu's eyes lingered between the dark and monotonous night scene outside and the warm fireplace inside, and he was a little lost for a while.
Suddenly it snowed outside.He Qingyu turned his eyes to look carefully, and then said in surprise: "It's snowing..."
Lu Yizhuo just opened the door and walked into the bedroom, and asked him as he walked over, "Ayu, what did you say?"
He Qingyu didn't look back at him, and replied: "It's snowing, I said it's snowing here."
Lu Yizhuo smiled, raised his eyes to look outside the window, and didn't continue talking.Walked to He Qingyu and sat down on the floor.
He stretched out his hand to hug He Qingyu, feeling that the body under his hand seemed thinner than before.
Since coming here, he has begun to lose weight rapidly.
Lu Yizhuo tightened his grip on He Qingyu's body.The posture of the two people looks like they are cuddling each other.
He Qingyu had no room to refuse.He thought in his heart that this seemed to be the first time he greeted the first snow with a warm hug.
When he came back to his senses, he felt that something was pressing against the side of his thigh.It also seems to have a burning hardness.He Qingyu turned around in his mind, thinking that it might be Lu Yizhuo's physical reaction to hugging himself.Looking sideways, he saw that Lu Yizhuo's face was a little abnormally red.
He Qingyu stretched out his hand, grasped the soft flesh under Lu Yizhuo, and rubbed it gently through the fabric of his trousers.
Lu Yizhuo looked at him in surprise: "What are you doing? Don't do it...I won't be able to control it."
He Qingyu smiled and looked at Lu Yizhuo: "If you want to do it, I can let you do it...as long as you agree to let me go. This deal doesn't seem too uneconomical."
Lu Yizhuo looked at him for dozens of seconds, and then slapped his hand down. "You still haven't given up your mind. I won't let you go, as I said earlier."
After hearing his words, He Qingyu felt almost hopeless.Let him continue to hug himself tightly, and don't speak again.
He Qingyu couldn't help smiling wryly, his eyes finally fell outside, and saw the snow particles falling more and more quickly.And the dead trees that are gradually being dyed white in large swaths.
There was no light in the room, and perhaps it was still on at first.But now it was destroyed by Lu Yizhuo again.Still holding a wine glass in his hand, Lu Yizhuo took a mouthful of spicy wine down his throat.
He was already a little tipsy.He Qingyu was sitting on the floor at the foot of the bed, staring at Lu Yizhuo's face in the dark.
"Let's just talk like this for a while, shall we?" Lu Yizhuo put the wine glass in his hand on the floor beside him.If he was sitting against the wall, he would not be very far away from He Qingyu.
"Are you drunk?" He Qingyu raised his head and asked him softly.
"I haven't." Lu Yizhuo laughed: "I'm still very clear-headed. I never talk to people when I'm drunk."
He Qingyu leaned back against the edge of the bed, choosing a suitable and comfortable position.
"What are you talking about? Lu Yizhuo, how long have we been in the room like this, do you have an idea?"
Lu Yizhuo also couldn't remember.During this period of time, the weather has warmed up, and Paris has also ushered in the early spring.He and Xiao Yu just sat on the floor in the villa room without saying a word until now.
All the servants were dismissed by Lu Yizhuo some time ago.The villa was empty everywhere.
Lu Yizhuo knew he couldn't hold on anymore.
But I really don't want to part with it.He couldn't bear to let go of Xiao Yu.
The obsession to keep him by my side was so strong, but now it has all been defeated by an excessively decadent and decadent life.
"It's been more than ten days." Lu Yizhuo bent one knee, trying to make his posture look casual and natural.
He Qingyu didn't speak, and the room fell into silence for a while.
Lu Yizhuo continued: "I want to tell you something about me and 'He Qingyu'."
He Qingyu stared at Lu Yizhuo's eyes in the dark.
"Just to let you hear from your standpoint as a friend, I have no other intentions."
"How do I start...I didn't expect him to hear me when I said these words, I just wanted to say what was in my heart."
"When I started dating him, I actually looked down on him. When I saw him making out with men in the bar, I thought he was a MB. So I just dragged him to bed just for fun. During that time, Lin Zhen and I fell into a relationship crisis that we had never experienced before, and I still loved Lin Zhen at that time. Almost Lin Zhen was my only one. But I knew that I would not be able to get him for the time being."
"I was happy when I saw He Qingyu, Ayu, do you know how similar he is to Lin Zhen? I think he is an MB anyway, and he can accompany anyone in bed without respect. Then I see him as another person Come on, it's okay."
"Later, when I got back together with Lin Zhen, I often thought of He Qingyu inadvertently. I have to say that people may be cheap. I don't know how to cherish when I get it, and I have to lose it to feel a pity."
"But it's just a pity. At that time, it was just a pity. I can suppress it by deliberately ignoring it."
"Later, when I found out that he was going to commit suicide because of me, I was really about to die of pain. I didn't know until then that I fell in love with him, and he was very important to me." Lu Yizhuo paused, "That night was obviously It was his birthday. He died alone at the foot of the bridge."
"I remember that it was very cold that day. When I hugged him, I could feel that his body was no longer warm."
"Then I went to find Lin Zhen in the early hours of that day, and completely severed the relationship with him. At that time, I looked at his face, and I didn't know why, but my mood was very calm. It seemed that I finally understood something."
"I know I shouldn't make any more excuses. It's just that there are many times when I feel that if I didn't go to Lin Zhen that night, everything would be different by now."
"I've missed He Qingyu for so many years, and I know I should let him go." Lu Yizhuo closed his eyes slightly, picked up the wine glass beside him and started pouring wine into his mouth.
"That's why I was so excited when I saw you wearing the talisman that belonged to him." Lu Yizhuo rolled his eyes, not knowing where he was looking at the moment.
"Actually, part of what you said that night must have been faked. I know it all." Lu Yizhuo said again: "You said that you deliberately aroused my interest from the beginning, and you wanted to play hard to get."
"I knew it was fake as soon as I heard it. Are you just trying to annoy me?"
"When you first saw me, those hostile and disgusting emotions were definitely not faked. I could tell at a glance that you hated me. I really want to know why."
"Later when I met you when He Qingyu's father met you, I deliberately observed your little movements. You are really similar to He Qingyu. Subconscious little movements can never deceive people. So it also made me feel like I was falling into hallucinations for a moment. "
"But I know you are not him. You are Xiao Yu. You have been from the beginning." Lu Yizhuo seemed a little drunk, "I don't need you to remind me, I know."
He Qingyu pulled out a smile: "You know? Do you really know?"
"Lu Yizhuo, you don't know anything..."
Lu Yizhuo didn't hear his two whispers.He continued: "Later, I had a deep relationship with you, and I felt that I got along very well with you. I often felt happy because of your smile. At that time, I really felt that I was in a daze, and I fell in love with you uncontrollably. you."
"I don't even know why."
"Do you still remember the bidding meeting a few years ago?" Lu Yizhuo smiled wryly: "No matter what you think of me in your heart. It was very beneficial to my company to win the specimen at that time. But I think your company It just started and needs to be consolidated by opening a factory. That’s why I deliberately didn’t continue to follow the price.”
"At that time, I really hoped to ease the relationship with you. But I didn't expect that you would still hate me that much. Why... Ayu, I still don't know why..."
He Qingyu didn't say a word.Just stare into his eyes.
Lu Yizhuo also looked at him, and he suddenly asked: "Perhaps... maybe after all these years, you will like me a little bit, right?"
He Qingyu didn't speak.After a while, he shook his head.
Lu Yizhuo moved closer to He Qingyu.The smile on his face was a bit far-fetched and deliberate: "Are you lying to me? How is it possible."
He Qingyu said slowly: "How could it be possible for me to have feelings for you? Never."
Lu Yizhuo felt extremely desperate: "Why... Xiao Yu, tell me why... You can even lie to me. I can bring you back to China, and then we will live together again. Never talk about the past again .I will not tie you up again."
He Qingyu just repeated: "No...no."
Lu Yizhuo shook his shoulders: "Why are you so cruel to me...What am I sorry for you...What am I sorry for you..."
"I thought I was just sorry for He Qingyu all my life. After I met you, I always wanted to treat you well and give you the care I can give you. Why do you want me to feel like I'm sorry for you too... No? I No..."
He Qingyu lowered his head, but continued to say, "No...impossible."
Lu Yizhuo hugged him and cried softly: "Even if you lie to me...I will let you go back to China."
He Qingyu broke his hands holding his body: "What's the need? I just want you to understand."
Lu Yizhuo was just still asking: "Why...why..."
He Qingyu laughed self-deprecatingly: "Lu Yizhuo, sometimes I really get confused, who is more pitiful between us? Obviously you kidnapped me here, and you refused to let me go, forcing me to suffer so much that I almost lost my will Why do you look like this now, it makes me feel more pitiful for you. "
"Lu Yizhuo, did you make a mistake? I should be crying."
Lu Yizhuo just kept asking: "Why is it impossible...why...why do I have no way to go."
He Qingyu was silent.When Lu Yizhuo finally got tired and his body became limp, he muttered softly, "Because... I am He Qingyu."
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He Qingyu was awakened by the glare of the sun. He rubbed his eyes, sat up and found himself lying on the bed instead of the floor.And there was only him on the bed, Lu Yizhuo didn't know where he went.
Before falling asleep last night, Mingming was still sitting on the floor.How come I woke up and went to bed.
He Qingyu thought, maybe it was Lu Yizhuo who carried him to the bed?So where is he now?
Just as he was thinking, Lu Yizhuo had already walked in from the door.He Qingyu asked him, "Where have you been?"
Lu Yizhuo replied lightly: "Go to the balcony and water the flowers and plants."
He Qingyu said "hmm" and glanced out of the window. "Well...the weather is fine today."
Lu Yizhuo turned around, went to the closet in the room, took out a set of out clothes and put them on the bed. "Put on your clothes and go wash up."
He Qingyu took the clothes over, realized something after a while, and asked, "Where are we going?"
Lu Yizhuo walked out the door: "We're going back to China today."
He Qingyu froze for a moment, looking at Lu Yizhuo's back.It took a long time for his hands to move, and he got out of bed.He took off his pajamas and changed into clothes again.
After a while it was still unbelievable.What did Lu Yizhuo just say?return home?
Did he hear wrong?
Hope not to be good.
He Qingyu changed his clothes, stood on the edge of the balcony of the room, looked at the scenery outside the window, and felt a little reluctance in his heart.
It's not because I want to leave here and go back to my country, but because I have a little affection for this house after living here for a long time.That's why this reluctance arises.
However, he was very happy to hear that he could return home.I don't know what will happen to my company when I return to China?And how is his dad doing.They should all be fine.
He Qingyu still believed in Zhang Xiaocheng.He also misses Zhang Xiaocheng a little bit.Just hope they are all well.
Lu Yizhuo walked in at this time, leaning against the door frame and asked He Qingyu, "Have you packed it?"
He Qingyu didn't have anything to pack. He didn't think it was necessary to bring back the clothes that Lu Yizhuo bought for him when he came to France.
Lu Yizhuo didn't take anything with him either.When leaving, simply lock the door of the villa.
The two arrived at the local airport here in France at ten o'clock in the morning.Lu Yizhuo had greeted his father in advance and said that he would return to China today, and asked the private driver hired by his father to wait for him at the public airport.
He Qingyu was a little airsick when he was halfway through the seat, and vomited in the toilet on the plane.Lu Yizhuo quickly got up from his seat and ran to the bathroom to comfort him.Gently stroking He Qingyu's back, and when he came out, handed him the white towel washed in advance to wipe the corners of his mouth.
He Qingyu took it naturally.The two walked back to the seats in the cabin and sat down.
There wasn't much conversation after that.He Qingyu always felt uncontrollable joy because he was about to return to China.Lu Yizhuo stared straight ahead, expressionless, and didn't know what he was thinking alone.
He Qingyu didn't think too much about it.Lu Yizhuo's plane finally landed on the runway of a public airport in City A.
The two got off the plane and walked to the airport hall.In the noisy surroundings, some couples are embracing and saying goodbye, and some relatives are talking happily after a long absence.
Seeing Lu Yizhuo stop suddenly, He Qingyu followed his footsteps. "What's the matter?" He asked, "By the way, I haven't asked you yet, where will I live after I return to China?"
Didn't Lu Yizhuo say that he would never let him go even if he died?Then He Qingyu didn't think that he could let himself go after returning to China.Maybe it's time to lock him up somewhere else.
But it doesn't matter anymore.He was a little numb and used to it.
Lu Yizhuo looked into his eyes: "Go back to your home." He Qingyu didn't react, and asked him, "What did you say?"
Lu Yizhuo said calmly: "You can go home. I said... I decided to let you go. You... don't need to continue to suffer."
He Qingyu didn't expect him to mean this.I froze on the spot, and it took a long time before I replied: "Thank you then. Finally decided to let me go."
He didn't know what feeling suddenly came up in his heart, he bypassed Lu Yizhuo and started to go outside.
"Xiao Yu..." Lu Yizhuo called to stop him from behind.
"What?" He Qingyu turned around immediately.
"Finally...give me another hug." Lu Yizhuo stood on the spot and said to He Qingyu.
It really made literature and art sad, He Qingyu couldn't help thinking.It's not about life and death.This made him feel a little sad.
I remember that night at Lu Yizhuo's house several years ago, he was like this, asking for hugs for no reason.
At that time, he still felt that he was like He Qingyu.But certainly not now.
He Qingyu knew that he no longer regarded himself as He Qingyu, but simply regarded him as Xiao Yu.So what's wrong with hugging.
He instantly remembered the tears and words that Lu Yizhuo shed last night, including the "let go" that he pretended to say easily just now.He smiled, as if he suddenly figured out what was going on.
Then he stepped forward and hugged Lu Yizhuo tightly.
After He Qingyu returned to City A, the first thing he did was to take a taxi and rush to his company.He was lucky, and met Zhang Xiaocheng at the front desk of the office building.He seemed to be talking to someone who had come to make an appointment.Looking at him from the side, he was stunned for a long time before coming up to He Qingyu and hugging He Qingyu: "Brother Ayu? Brother Ayu, you are finally back."
Zhang Xiaocheng is still the same as before.Nothing has changed.
The female staff at the front desk was startled when they saw He Qingyu, and said, "Boss?!"
Zhang Xiaocheng held He Qingyu's hand a little excitedly: "Brother Ayu, where have you been all this time? I called you on the mobile phone and didn't reply. The company needs you very much during this time."
He Qingyu looked at the well-organized staff busy in the main hall of the company, and laughed: "No. I think you take care of it better than me. Where do you need me?"
Zhang Xiaocheng was a little anxious: "Brother, don't say that, the company was in a mess when you first left. Now it's finally restored operation and order."
He Qingyu smiled again, and followed Zhang Xiaocheng to the elevator to his office floor.I found that my office was still the same as the day I left, unchanged, even clean and tidy.
"Brother, I have asked cleaners to clean my company every day. I just hope that one day you can come back and sit here again."
"Brother...what happened to you during this time?"
"What's the matter, I just want to go abroad by myself. Don't worry about me, I have nothing. I just forgot to inform you." He Qingyu chose to hide the truth of the matter, not wanting Zhang Xiaocheng to worry too much.
Zhang Xiaocheng looked at him worriedly: "Brother...you didn't lie to me, did you? There is really nothing else? I called the police a while ago, but there is still no news. I am really worried about you."
He Qingyu smiled and waved again.
In the afternoon, He Qingyu went to apply for a mobile phone card, and then drove the car he originally bought to visit his father.
His father was doing fine just as he thought. Seeing He Qingyu's constant concern, he asked him what he was doing recently, and why he hadn't seen him for so long.He also said that he hadn't seen him for a long time and missed him very much.
After He Qingyu heard this, he became more determined in his mind.After finishing lunch with his dad, he drove back to the company.
He Qingyu sat by the bed and began to pack the clothes that needed to be taken away in the closet.Since it's a [-]:[-] p.m. train, pack it up early now.
He looked down at the time on his watch, it was already two o'clock.The family who came to look at the house a few days ago will come over at three o'clock to hand over the property rights and related materials.Then they went to the intermediary office to sign the contract together.
Then he said that the money would be transferred to He Qingyu's account within a week.
In fact, He Qingyu is not short of money.It's just that I won't live here again, it's not good to just leave it so deserted.Simply find an intermediary company that sells the house to sell the house.
Originally, this house still belonged to A Yu... At least he spent four or five years with He Qingyu.He Qingyu was a little bit reluctant, but had to leave now.
He didn't pack many things into the suitcase, they were all the things he needed most in life, and he didn't bring any extra useless things.Think about staying in the house, if the new head of household wants it to stay then keep it.If you can't keep it, you throw it away.
He sat by the bed with his phone in his hand and began to edit text messages.I don't know what can be sent, but now I have time and nothing to do, let's write the message first.
He thought for a long time before he finished writing the text message, and put the phone on the edge of the bed.The recipient field is temporarily left blank.
"The train to B city at five o'clock, I ordered two tickets. That one is reserved for you. Will you come?" The content of the text message is as follows.
He Qingyu thought about it again, and added "I will wait for you" at the end.
It was his idea to move and settle in City B after returning to China.Because of so many things that happened in City A, there are still unpleasant memories.Let He Qingyu have the idea of settling in City B in middle age a long time ago. The scenery of city B is more beautiful than that of city A, and the environment is also better.Snow falls early in winter.
It took him half a month to completely hand over the company's affairs to Zhang Xiaocheng.He Qingyu can trust Zhang Xiaocheng's ability, and he will continue to run Sheng Rong.Get a firm foothold in City A.
Zhang Xiaocheng was still very reluctant, and in the past two days he called He Qingyu frequently and asked, "Brother, do you really want to leave?"
He Qingyu really wanted to leave.He didn't want to stay in City A anymore, he just wanted to start living in another place.
So at the end, I must say goodbye to Zhang Xiaocheng.It's just that we will meet again when we have the opportunity in the future.
In fact, he had long ago decided to move to City B with the money he had earned over the years.restart.
He Qingyu bought a house in City B, and his father had been arranged by him to live in City B as early as a week ago.He Qingyu thought that he would live with his father forever in the future.
Take care of his dad until his old age.
Then the last thing left is Lu Yizhuo.
To be honest, they talked in a dark room that night, and at the end He Qingyu couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
He couldn't figure out what he had been hating all these years.Hate him for teasing him at the beginning?Or hate his last deceit and betrayal?Or something else.Lu Yizhuo said that his feelings for He Qingyu were true, and Lu Yizhuo said that he was sorry for He Qingyu.He said that on the day He Qingyu died, he went to find Lin Zhen and broke off the relationship, and it has been up to now.He finally said that he likes Xiao Yu.
Lu Yizhuo tied him to Paris, but did nothing to hurt him.Just hug him tightly every day.In the end, being forced by He Qingyu was also on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
He Qingyu still remembers that Lu Yizhuo said to himself many times-"Why are you so cruel and mean to him only?".He thought that Lu Yizhuo would never know about this question.
He Qingyu really couldn't figure out his own heart.With this hatred for Lu Yizhuo at the beginning, he persisted in another body and another identity for so many years.In the end, he really didn't know what he was hating.
He had been entangled with Lu Yizhuo for almost nine years, three years before his rebirth, and six years after he put on the shell of "Xiao Yu".He Qingyu felt a little tired.
Both he and Lu Yizhuo are in their 30s this year, and Lu Yizhuo seems to be 33 years old.Based on his body, he was almost in his early thirties.He Qingyu felt that he couldn't afford to waste, and there was no need to waste any more.
He thought, maybe even the hatred that he had kept hidden in his heart would be scattered in the wind by him.
And he will finally relax and live the rest of his life without any psychological burden.
He had thought about these things during that extremely long and boring time in Paris.It was only after his conversation with Lu Yizhuo the night before returning to China, and Lu Yizhuo's final "let go", that his thoughts became more firm.Finally, after returning to China, it took half a year to say goodbye to City A and take care of everything.Then rush to City B with peace of mind.
To be honest, saying the word "forgive" is really difficult.It took He Qingyu six years to finally decide to say "forgive".And erase everything about "He Qingyu", and then accept Lu Yizhuo with a new identity.
At three o'clock, He Qingyu went out, went to the intermediary to complete the handover with the family who bought the house, and signed the contract.
He stopped another car and rushed to the train station.He sold that unknown Volkswagen to a second-hand auction house two days ago.
Anyway, I have to go to city B, if I need a car then just buy one in city B.He Qingyu thought so.
He arrived at the train station at 03:30 and found a seat in the waiting hall.Finally, he took out his mobile phone, looked at the text message that had been edited before, and finally sent it to Lu Yizhuo.
He was asking if Lu Yizhuo would like to leave with him, let go of the thriving company in his hand and everything in City A.Then follow him to City B.
Maybe when Lu Yizhuo comes, the two of them can start over.He Qingyu will act as Xiao Yu.
will he comeHe Qingyu sat in the middle of the train station seats where people were coming and going, and thought about it.
Maybe it will come.He Qingyu didn't know.
Will definitely come.
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I met Yang Guiwen again in early summer three years later.The early summer of this year was slightly chilly and chilly.
When He Qingyu woke up in the morning, his body was still wrapped in a thick quilt.Then I received a call from Zhang Xiaocheng.
Zhang Xiaocheng on the other end of the phone said: "Brother Ayu, I just received a call from Brother Yang. He said that he would go back to China due to business in the near future. Then he wants to see you."
He Qingyu asked Zhang Xiaocheng for Yang Guwen's mobile phone number, which was stored in the mobile phone.Then he added Australia's country code in front, and then pressed that string of numbers, dialing Yang Guiwen.
Because there has been no contact with each other for a long time, the greeting at the beginning is a little bit of the alienation unique to strangers.
He Qingyu could hear intermittently but clearly the sound of the sea breeze blowing on the other end of the phone.And the sound of waves crashing against the shore.
He put the phone screen away from his ears.The sound of the sea breeze tumbling and winding became shallow and faint.
It was finally decided to meet at noon three days later.
He Qingyu is an idler.After settling down in City B, he no longer needs to go out to work, that is, he stays at home with He Qingyu's father every day.
So of course it can be any time.
Lu Yizhuo had already left the house at this time, driving to the company to go to work.The company is a small company founded by Lu's father in City B in his early years.It has always been managed by the Lu family's cronies.
In the past three years, it has been gradually handed over to Lu Yizhuo to manage.
If Lu Yizhuo was not at home, He Qingyu would naturally have no chance to tell him that Yang Guiwen would come to visit.
He washed up after getting up, and then started the stove to make breakfast.During this time, he wanted to call Lu Yizhuo with his mobile phone to talk about it.
But during this gap, He Qingyu's father suddenly called his name in the next room.It seems that the waist started to hurt again.
Lumbar disc herniation may recur again.He Qingyu thought.
Then he was busy bringing hot water to He's father, then took anti-inflammatory and painkillers, and finally gave He Qingyu's father a simple massage in front of the bed.
After notifying Lu Yizhuo, the matter was shelved again.
At noon three days later, Yang Guiwen drove over to the courtyard where He Qingyu lived.
The two of them sat together on a short chair in the middle of the courtyard, separated by a not too long wooden table.
Father He came out from the back room and brought a pot of brewed tea.Yang Guiwen took the teacup, and pressed the cool heat into his palm.He said, "Thank you uncle."
He Qingyu did not forget to show off the tea that he and his father chose to dry later in their free time.There was a little pride in his tone.
He flicked the slightly green water in the cup with the lid of his teacup: "This is herbal tea made by ourselves at home. The petals and leaves were just picked yesterday morning. It tastes very good, you have a taste."
Yang Guiwen took a sip and tasted the tea.Sure enough, it was exactly as He Qingyu who was sitting across from each other said.
It smells light and fragrant, and it is slightly sweet and pleasant when the taste buds are savored.
Yang Guiwen tasted jasmine... seems to have some fetal chrysanthemum.
He Qingyu didn't specifically find any topic to talk about.Although speaking on the phone is very unfamiliar, but when we meet in real life, sitting in one place and chatting, it becomes natural and familiar.
Yang Guiwen told He Qingyu about his life in these years.
Said that he divorced the wife whose mother married him.And she did not give birth to a son for Yang Guiwen in three years.
Then he lived alone in a foreign country.Although there is still contact with my parents' family from time to time, most of them have become weak.
Yang Guiwen was smiling faintly, as inexplicably as before.It doesn't seem to have any meaning, but is habitual.
"Actually, it's good to be single. When I first got married to my ex-wife, my life was always chaotic. Maybe I'm not the kind of man who would plan his life with other people."
He Qingyu was not shy when talking about his situation.
He said very generously and calmly: "Then it is as you can see. I lived with a man, and then lived with my dad. It has been three years."
Withdrew from the company in city A and moved to live in city B.
Who is the partner...?
Lu Yizhuo.In fact, a few years ago, a
He really didn't understand.This utterly boring life has almost driven Lu Yizhuo into a mental disorder, so why does he insist on staying here and tying himself up.
That's good, then let the two spend it here.It doesn't matter anymore.
He Qingyu was thinking in a daze.
The weather soon entered winter, and the winter in France was extremely cold.Even colder than domestic city A.But dry weather is the same.
It's almost January, and the first snow hasn't fallen yet.When He Qingyu woke up in the morning, he opened the window on the balcony and looked outside for a long time.
I saw that the trees planted on the path leading outside the villa had become extremely bare.
It was still summer when Lu Yizhuo forcibly brought him to this villa, and now two seasons have passed in such a flash.
He has also left City A for almost a year.
He Qingyu misses his father a little bit.Fortunately, just a few days before he was kidnapped by Lu Yizhuo a year ago, he happened to remit a large sum of money to his father.Then the temporary life problems can still be maintained.
Usually he would mention to Zhang Xiaocheng that he has a godfather, and sometimes he would ask Zhang Xiaocheng to take care of his father when he was too busy.He Qingyu thought that after he had been away for so long, Zhang Xiaocheng would remember to visit his father.
After all, the only thing he still misses in this world is his father.His own Shengrong Company is nothing.Originally, it was He Qingyu who started it all by himself, so of course he can easily abandon it.
Zhang Xiaocheng's family is very complete. A few years ago, his family was still a little poor and needed to be an MB to make ends meet. Later, with He Qingyu, the situation completely improved.After two years, find a girlfriend to marry and start a family, and nothing will happen.
He Qingyu didn't know why he remembered so much in an instant.It seems that it is going to the end of everything.
But where can we see the end now?
Maybe he thought too much.
He Qingyu got up and walked to the balcony door, wanting to open the balcony door leading to the outside and go out.He said to himself: "Why hasn't it snowed yet?"
Lu Yizhuo was sitting on the sofa in the living room, but at this moment he saw his movements keenly, stood up and walked this way, and said to He Qingyu as he walked, "Don't open the door and go out. Come back quickly."
He Qingyu paused when he heard his words.He wore very simple slippers on his feet, and now he was exposed to the cold air outside as soon as he opened the door.Originally, he didn't want to listen to Lu Yizhuo's words, but because he felt too cold, he stopped for a while.
Lu Yizhuo had already walked over at this time and pulled He Qingyu's body back.Then he closed the balcony door and locked it smoothly.
Then Lu Yizhuo looked down at He Qingyu's eyes, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth: "You are so obedient." After speaking, he lowered his head and kissed the corner of He Qingyu's lips. "Just keep it like this."
He Qingyu thought to himself, did Lu Yizhuo think this was just a kid playing games.What's so "obedient"...a person in his 30s, how can he speak so naively and naively.It sounded like he wanted to laugh for no reason.
Lu Yizhuo raised his palm, put his fingers on He Qingyu's lips, and rubbed them gently.He Qingyu knew that he was a little emotional, but didn't respond in the slightest.He just brushed his hand away lightly, turned around and walked towards the living room.
When it was almost eight o'clock in the evening, He Qingyu really had nothing to do, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.I just wrapped a blanket and sat in front of the French windows of the balcony in the room, with a strong fire burning in the fireplace on one side.
So the temperature of the floor is not so low, it is a little warm to sit on.He Qingyu's eyes lingered between the dark and monotonous night scene outside and the warm fireplace inside, and he was a little lost for a while.
Suddenly it snowed outside.He Qingyu turned his eyes to look carefully, and then said in surprise: "It's snowing..."
Lu Yizhuo just opened the door and walked into the bedroom, and asked him as he walked over, "Ayu, what did you say?"
He Qingyu didn't look back at him, and replied: "It's snowing, I said it's snowing here."
Lu Yizhuo smiled, raised his eyes to look outside the window, and didn't continue talking.Walked to He Qingyu and sat down on the floor.
He stretched out his hand to hug He Qingyu, feeling that the body under his hand seemed thinner than before.
Since coming here, he has begun to lose weight rapidly.
Lu Yizhuo tightened his grip on He Qingyu's body.The posture of the two people looks like they are cuddling each other.
He Qingyu had no room to refuse.He thought in his heart that this seemed to be the first time he greeted the first snow with a warm hug.
When he came back to his senses, he felt that something was pressing against the side of his thigh.It also seems to have a burning hardness.He Qingyu turned around in his mind, thinking that it might be Lu Yizhuo's physical reaction to hugging himself.Looking sideways, he saw that Lu Yizhuo's face was a little abnormally red.
He Qingyu stretched out his hand, grasped the soft flesh under Lu Yizhuo, and rubbed it gently through the fabric of his trousers.
Lu Yizhuo looked at him in surprise: "What are you doing? Don't do it...I won't be able to control it."
He Qingyu smiled and looked at Lu Yizhuo: "If you want to do it, I can let you do it...as long as you agree to let me go. This deal doesn't seem too uneconomical."
Lu Yizhuo looked at him for dozens of seconds, and then slapped his hand down. "You still haven't given up your mind. I won't let you go, as I said earlier."
After hearing his words, He Qingyu felt almost hopeless.Let him continue to hug himself tightly, and don't speak again.
He Qingyu couldn't help smiling wryly, his eyes finally fell outside, and saw the snow particles falling more and more quickly.And the dead trees that are gradually being dyed white in large swaths.
There was no light in the room, and perhaps it was still on at first.But now it was destroyed by Lu Yizhuo again.Still holding a wine glass in his hand, Lu Yizhuo took a mouthful of spicy wine down his throat.
He was already a little tipsy.He Qingyu was sitting on the floor at the foot of the bed, staring at Lu Yizhuo's face in the dark.
"Let's just talk like this for a while, shall we?" Lu Yizhuo put the wine glass in his hand on the floor beside him.If he was sitting against the wall, he would not be very far away from He Qingyu.
"Are you drunk?" He Qingyu raised his head and asked him softly.
"I haven't." Lu Yizhuo laughed: "I'm still very clear-headed. I never talk to people when I'm drunk."
He Qingyu leaned back against the edge of the bed, choosing a suitable and comfortable position.
"What are you talking about? Lu Yizhuo, how long have we been in the room like this, do you have an idea?"
Lu Yizhuo also couldn't remember.During this period of time, the weather has warmed up, and Paris has also ushered in the early spring.He and Xiao Yu just sat on the floor in the villa room without saying a word until now.
All the servants were dismissed by Lu Yizhuo some time ago.The villa was empty everywhere.
Lu Yizhuo knew he couldn't hold on anymore.
But I really don't want to part with it.He couldn't bear to let go of Xiao Yu.
The obsession to keep him by my side was so strong, but now it has all been defeated by an excessively decadent and decadent life.
"It's been more than ten days." Lu Yizhuo bent one knee, trying to make his posture look casual and natural.
He Qingyu didn't speak, and the room fell into silence for a while.
Lu Yizhuo continued: "I want to tell you something about me and 'He Qingyu'."
He Qingyu stared at Lu Yizhuo's eyes in the dark.
"Just to let you hear from your standpoint as a friend, I have no other intentions."
"How do I start...I didn't expect him to hear me when I said these words, I just wanted to say what was in my heart."
"When I started dating him, I actually looked down on him. When I saw him making out with men in the bar, I thought he was a MB. So I just dragged him to bed just for fun. During that time, Lin Zhen and I fell into a relationship crisis that we had never experienced before, and I still loved Lin Zhen at that time. Almost Lin Zhen was my only one. But I knew that I would not be able to get him for the time being."
"I was happy when I saw He Qingyu, Ayu, do you know how similar he is to Lin Zhen? I think he is an MB anyway, and he can accompany anyone in bed without respect. Then I see him as another person Come on, it's okay."
"Later, when I got back together with Lin Zhen, I often thought of He Qingyu inadvertently. I have to say that people may be cheap. I don't know how to cherish when I get it, and I have to lose it to feel a pity."
"But it's just a pity. At that time, it was just a pity. I can suppress it by deliberately ignoring it."
"Later, when I found out that he was going to commit suicide because of me, I was really about to die of pain. I didn't know until then that I fell in love with him, and he was very important to me." Lu Yizhuo paused, "That night was obviously It was his birthday. He died alone at the foot of the bridge."
"I remember that it was very cold that day. When I hugged him, I could feel that his body was no longer warm."
"Then I went to find Lin Zhen in the early hours of that day, and completely severed the relationship with him. At that time, I looked at his face, and I didn't know why, but my mood was very calm. It seemed that I finally understood something."
"I know I shouldn't make any more excuses. It's just that there are many times when I feel that if I didn't go to Lin Zhen that night, everything would be different by now."
"I've missed He Qingyu for so many years, and I know I should let him go." Lu Yizhuo closed his eyes slightly, picked up the wine glass beside him and started pouring wine into his mouth.
"That's why I was so excited when I saw you wearing the talisman that belonged to him." Lu Yizhuo rolled his eyes, not knowing where he was looking at the moment.
"Actually, part of what you said that night must have been faked. I know it all." Lu Yizhuo said again: "You said that you deliberately aroused my interest from the beginning, and you wanted to play hard to get."
"I knew it was fake as soon as I heard it. Are you just trying to annoy me?"
"When you first saw me, those hostile and disgusting emotions were definitely not faked. I could tell at a glance that you hated me. I really want to know why."
"Later when I met you when He Qingyu's father met you, I deliberately observed your little movements. You are really similar to He Qingyu. Subconscious little movements can never deceive people. So it also made me feel like I was falling into hallucinations for a moment. "
"But I know you are not him. You are Xiao Yu. You have been from the beginning." Lu Yizhuo seemed a little drunk, "I don't need you to remind me, I know."
He Qingyu pulled out a smile: "You know? Do you really know?"
"Lu Yizhuo, you don't know anything..."
Lu Yizhuo didn't hear his two whispers.He continued: "Later, I had a deep relationship with you, and I felt that I got along very well with you. I often felt happy because of your smile. At that time, I really felt that I was in a daze, and I fell in love with you uncontrollably. you."
"I don't even know why."
"Do you still remember the bidding meeting a few years ago?" Lu Yizhuo smiled wryly: "No matter what you think of me in your heart. It was very beneficial to my company to win the specimen at that time. But I think your company It just started and needs to be consolidated by opening a factory. That’s why I deliberately didn’t continue to follow the price.”
"At that time, I really hoped to ease the relationship with you. But I didn't expect that you would still hate me that much. Why... Ayu, I still don't know why..."
He Qingyu didn't say a word.Just stare into his eyes.
Lu Yizhuo also looked at him, and he suddenly asked: "Perhaps... maybe after all these years, you will like me a little bit, right?"
He Qingyu didn't speak.After a while, he shook his head.
Lu Yizhuo moved closer to He Qingyu.The smile on his face was a bit far-fetched and deliberate: "Are you lying to me? How is it possible."
He Qingyu said slowly: "How could it be possible for me to have feelings for you? Never."
Lu Yizhuo felt extremely desperate: "Why... Xiao Yu, tell me why... You can even lie to me. I can bring you back to China, and then we will live together again. Never talk about the past again .I will not tie you up again."
He Qingyu just repeated: "No...no."
Lu Yizhuo shook his shoulders: "Why are you so cruel to me...What am I sorry for you...What am I sorry for you..."
"I thought I was just sorry for He Qingyu all my life. After I met you, I always wanted to treat you well and give you the care I can give you. Why do you want me to feel like I'm sorry for you too... No? I No..."
He Qingyu lowered his head, but continued to say, "No...impossible."
Lu Yizhuo hugged him and cried softly: "Even if you lie to me...I will let you go back to China."
He Qingyu broke his hands holding his body: "What's the need? I just want you to understand."
Lu Yizhuo was just still asking: "Why...why..."
He Qingyu laughed self-deprecatingly: "Lu Yizhuo, sometimes I really get confused, who is more pitiful between us? Obviously you kidnapped me here, and you refused to let me go, forcing me to suffer so much that I almost lost my will Why do you look like this now, it makes me feel more pitiful for you. "
"Lu Yizhuo, did you make a mistake? I should be crying."
Lu Yizhuo just kept asking: "Why is it impossible...why...why do I have no way to go."
He Qingyu was silent.When Lu Yizhuo finally got tired and his body became limp, he muttered softly, "Because... I am He Qingyu."
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He Qingyu was awakened by the glare of the sun. He rubbed his eyes, sat up and found himself lying on the bed instead of the floor.And there was only him on the bed, Lu Yizhuo didn't know where he went.
Before falling asleep last night, Mingming was still sitting on the floor.How come I woke up and went to bed.
He Qingyu thought, maybe it was Lu Yizhuo who carried him to the bed?So where is he now?
Just as he was thinking, Lu Yizhuo had already walked in from the door.He Qingyu asked him, "Where have you been?"
Lu Yizhuo replied lightly: "Go to the balcony and water the flowers and plants."
He Qingyu said "hmm" and glanced out of the window. "Well...the weather is fine today."
Lu Yizhuo turned around, went to the closet in the room, took out a set of out clothes and put them on the bed. "Put on your clothes and go wash up."
He Qingyu took the clothes over, realized something after a while, and asked, "Where are we going?"
Lu Yizhuo walked out the door: "We're going back to China today."
He Qingyu froze for a moment, looking at Lu Yizhuo's back.It took a long time for his hands to move, and he got out of bed.He took off his pajamas and changed into clothes again.
After a while it was still unbelievable.What did Lu Yizhuo just say?return home?
Did he hear wrong?
Hope not to be good.
He Qingyu changed his clothes, stood on the edge of the balcony of the room, looked at the scenery outside the window, and felt a little reluctance in his heart.
It's not because I want to leave here and go back to my country, but because I have a little affection for this house after living here for a long time.That's why this reluctance arises.
However, he was very happy to hear that he could return home.I don't know what will happen to my company when I return to China?And how is his dad doing.They should all be fine.
He Qingyu still believed in Zhang Xiaocheng.He also misses Zhang Xiaocheng a little bit.Just hope they are all well.
Lu Yizhuo walked in at this time, leaning against the door frame and asked He Qingyu, "Have you packed it?"
He Qingyu didn't have anything to pack. He didn't think it was necessary to bring back the clothes that Lu Yizhuo bought for him when he came to France.
Lu Yizhuo didn't take anything with him either.When leaving, simply lock the door of the villa.
The two arrived at the local airport here in France at ten o'clock in the morning.Lu Yizhuo had greeted his father in advance and said that he would return to China today, and asked the private driver hired by his father to wait for him at the public airport.
He Qingyu was a little airsick when he was halfway through the seat, and vomited in the toilet on the plane.Lu Yizhuo quickly got up from his seat and ran to the bathroom to comfort him.Gently stroking He Qingyu's back, and when he came out, handed him the white towel washed in advance to wipe the corners of his mouth.
He Qingyu took it naturally.The two walked back to the seats in the cabin and sat down.
There wasn't much conversation after that.He Qingyu always felt uncontrollable joy because he was about to return to China.Lu Yizhuo stared straight ahead, expressionless, and didn't know what he was thinking alone.
He Qingyu didn't think too much about it.Lu Yizhuo's plane finally landed on the runway of a public airport in City A.
The two got off the plane and walked to the airport hall.In the noisy surroundings, some couples are embracing and saying goodbye, and some relatives are talking happily after a long absence.
Seeing Lu Yizhuo stop suddenly, He Qingyu followed his footsteps. "What's the matter?" He asked, "By the way, I haven't asked you yet, where will I live after I return to China?"
Didn't Lu Yizhuo say that he would never let him go even if he died?Then He Qingyu didn't think that he could let himself go after returning to China.Maybe it's time to lock him up somewhere else.
But it doesn't matter anymore.He was a little numb and used to it.
Lu Yizhuo looked into his eyes: "Go back to your home." He Qingyu didn't react, and asked him, "What did you say?"
Lu Yizhuo said calmly: "You can go home. I said... I decided to let you go. You... don't need to continue to suffer."
He Qingyu didn't expect him to mean this.I froze on the spot, and it took a long time before I replied: "Thank you then. Finally decided to let me go."
He didn't know what feeling suddenly came up in his heart, he bypassed Lu Yizhuo and started to go outside.
"Xiao Yu..." Lu Yizhuo called to stop him from behind.
"What?" He Qingyu turned around immediately.
"Finally...give me another hug." Lu Yizhuo stood on the spot and said to He Qingyu.
It really made literature and art sad, He Qingyu couldn't help thinking.It's not about life and death.This made him feel a little sad.
I remember that night at Lu Yizhuo's house several years ago, he was like this, asking for hugs for no reason.
At that time, he still felt that he was like He Qingyu.But certainly not now.
He Qingyu knew that he no longer regarded himself as He Qingyu, but simply regarded him as Xiao Yu.So what's wrong with hugging.
He instantly remembered the tears and words that Lu Yizhuo shed last night, including the "let go" that he pretended to say easily just now.He smiled, as if he suddenly figured out what was going on.
Then he stepped forward and hugged Lu Yizhuo tightly.
After He Qingyu returned to City A, the first thing he did was to take a taxi and rush to his company.He was lucky, and met Zhang Xiaocheng at the front desk of the office building.He seemed to be talking to someone who had come to make an appointment.Looking at him from the side, he was stunned for a long time before coming up to He Qingyu and hugging He Qingyu: "Brother Ayu? Brother Ayu, you are finally back."
Zhang Xiaocheng is still the same as before.Nothing has changed.
The female staff at the front desk was startled when they saw He Qingyu, and said, "Boss?!"
Zhang Xiaocheng held He Qingyu's hand a little excitedly: "Brother Ayu, where have you been all this time? I called you on the mobile phone and didn't reply. The company needs you very much during this time."
He Qingyu looked at the well-organized staff busy in the main hall of the company, and laughed: "No. I think you take care of it better than me. Where do you need me?"
Zhang Xiaocheng was a little anxious: "Brother, don't say that, the company was in a mess when you first left. Now it's finally restored operation and order."
He Qingyu smiled again, and followed Zhang Xiaocheng to the elevator to his office floor.I found that my office was still the same as the day I left, unchanged, even clean and tidy.
"Brother, I have asked cleaners to clean my company every day. I just hope that one day you can come back and sit here again."
"Brother...what happened to you during this time?"
"What's the matter, I just want to go abroad by myself. Don't worry about me, I have nothing. I just forgot to inform you." He Qingyu chose to hide the truth of the matter, not wanting Zhang Xiaocheng to worry too much.
Zhang Xiaocheng looked at him worriedly: "Brother...you didn't lie to me, did you? There is really nothing else? I called the police a while ago, but there is still no news. I am really worried about you."
He Qingyu smiled and waved again.
In the afternoon, He Qingyu went to apply for a mobile phone card, and then drove the car he originally bought to visit his father.
His father was doing fine just as he thought. Seeing He Qingyu's constant concern, he asked him what he was doing recently, and why he hadn't seen him for so long.He also said that he hadn't seen him for a long time and missed him very much.
After He Qingyu heard this, he became more determined in his mind.After finishing lunch with his dad, he drove back to the company.
He Qingyu sat by the bed and began to pack the clothes that needed to be taken away in the closet.Since it's a [-]:[-] p.m. train, pack it up early now.
He looked down at the time on his watch, it was already two o'clock.The family who came to look at the house a few days ago will come over at three o'clock to hand over the property rights and related materials.Then they went to the intermediary office to sign the contract together.
Then he said that the money would be transferred to He Qingyu's account within a week.
In fact, He Qingyu is not short of money.It's just that I won't live here again, it's not good to just leave it so deserted.Simply find an intermediary company that sells the house to sell the house.
Originally, this house still belonged to A Yu... At least he spent four or five years with He Qingyu.He Qingyu was a little bit reluctant, but had to leave now.
He didn't pack many things into the suitcase, they were all the things he needed most in life, and he didn't bring any extra useless things.Think about staying in the house, if the new head of household wants it to stay then keep it.If you can't keep it, you throw it away.
He sat by the bed with his phone in his hand and began to edit text messages.I don't know what can be sent, but now I have time and nothing to do, let's write the message first.
He thought for a long time before he finished writing the text message, and put the phone on the edge of the bed.The recipient field is temporarily left blank.
"The train to B city at five o'clock, I ordered two tickets. That one is reserved for you. Will you come?" The content of the text message is as follows.
He Qingyu thought about it again, and added "I will wait for you" at the end.
It was his idea to move and settle in City B after returning to China.Because of so many things that happened in City A, there are still unpleasant memories.Let He Qingyu have the idea of settling in City B in middle age a long time ago. The scenery of city B is more beautiful than that of city A, and the environment is also better.Snow falls early in winter.
It took him half a month to completely hand over the company's affairs to Zhang Xiaocheng.He Qingyu can trust Zhang Xiaocheng's ability, and he will continue to run Sheng Rong.Get a firm foothold in City A.
Zhang Xiaocheng was still very reluctant, and in the past two days he called He Qingyu frequently and asked, "Brother, do you really want to leave?"
He Qingyu really wanted to leave.He didn't want to stay in City A anymore, he just wanted to start living in another place.
So at the end, I must say goodbye to Zhang Xiaocheng.It's just that we will meet again when we have the opportunity in the future.
In fact, he had long ago decided to move to City B with the money he had earned over the years.restart.
He Qingyu bought a house in City B, and his father had been arranged by him to live in City B as early as a week ago.He Qingyu thought that he would live with his father forever in the future.
Take care of his dad until his old age.
Then the last thing left is Lu Yizhuo.
To be honest, they talked in a dark room that night, and at the end He Qingyu couldn't figure out what he was thinking.
He couldn't figure out what he had been hating all these years.Hate him for teasing him at the beginning?Or hate his last deceit and betrayal?Or something else.Lu Yizhuo said that his feelings for He Qingyu were true, and Lu Yizhuo said that he was sorry for He Qingyu.He said that on the day He Qingyu died, he went to find Lin Zhen and broke off the relationship, and it has been up to now.He finally said that he likes Xiao Yu.
Lu Yizhuo tied him to Paris, but did nothing to hurt him.Just hug him tightly every day.In the end, being forced by He Qingyu was also on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
He Qingyu still remembers that Lu Yizhuo said to himself many times-"Why are you so cruel and mean to him only?".He thought that Lu Yizhuo would never know about this question.
He Qingyu really couldn't figure out his own heart.With this hatred for Lu Yizhuo at the beginning, he persisted in another body and another identity for so many years.In the end, he really didn't know what he was hating.
He had been entangled with Lu Yizhuo for almost nine years, three years before his rebirth, and six years after he put on the shell of "Xiao Yu".He Qingyu felt a little tired.
Both he and Lu Yizhuo are in their 30s this year, and Lu Yizhuo seems to be 33 years old.Based on his body, he was almost in his early thirties.He Qingyu felt that he couldn't afford to waste, and there was no need to waste any more.
He thought, maybe even the hatred that he had kept hidden in his heart would be scattered in the wind by him.
And he will finally relax and live the rest of his life without any psychological burden.
He had thought about these things during that extremely long and boring time in Paris.It was only after his conversation with Lu Yizhuo the night before returning to China, and Lu Yizhuo's final "let go", that his thoughts became more firm.Finally, after returning to China, it took half a year to say goodbye to City A and take care of everything.Then rush to City B with peace of mind.
To be honest, saying the word "forgive" is really difficult.It took He Qingyu six years to finally decide to say "forgive".And erase everything about "He Qingyu", and then accept Lu Yizhuo with a new identity.
At three o'clock, He Qingyu went out, went to the intermediary to complete the handover with the family who bought the house, and signed the contract.
He stopped another car and rushed to the train station.He sold that unknown Volkswagen to a second-hand auction house two days ago.
Anyway, I have to go to city B, if I need a car then just buy one in city B.He Qingyu thought so.
He arrived at the train station at 03:30 and found a seat in the waiting hall.Finally, he took out his mobile phone, looked at the text message that had been edited before, and finally sent it to Lu Yizhuo.
He was asking if Lu Yizhuo would like to leave with him, let go of the thriving company in his hand and everything in City A.Then follow him to City B.
Maybe when Lu Yizhuo comes, the two of them can start over.He Qingyu will act as Xiao Yu.
will he comeHe Qingyu sat in the middle of the train station seats where people were coming and going, and thought about it.
Maybe it will come.He Qingyu didn't know.
Will definitely come.
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I met Yang Guiwen again in early summer three years later.The early summer of this year was slightly chilly and chilly.
When He Qingyu woke up in the morning, his body was still wrapped in a thick quilt.Then I received a call from Zhang Xiaocheng.
Zhang Xiaocheng on the other end of the phone said: "Brother Ayu, I just received a call from Brother Yang. He said that he would go back to China due to business in the near future. Then he wants to see you."
He Qingyu asked Zhang Xiaocheng for Yang Guwen's mobile phone number, which was stored in the mobile phone.Then he added Australia's country code in front, and then pressed that string of numbers, dialing Yang Guiwen.
Because there has been no contact with each other for a long time, the greeting at the beginning is a little bit of the alienation unique to strangers.
He Qingyu could hear intermittently but clearly the sound of the sea breeze blowing on the other end of the phone.And the sound of waves crashing against the shore.
He put the phone screen away from his ears.The sound of the sea breeze tumbling and winding became shallow and faint.
It was finally decided to meet at noon three days later.
He Qingyu is an idler.After settling down in City B, he no longer needs to go out to work, that is, he stays at home with He Qingyu's father every day.
So of course it can be any time.
Lu Yizhuo had already left the house at this time, driving to the company to go to work.The company is a small company founded by Lu's father in City B in his early years.It has always been managed by the Lu family's cronies.
In the past three years, it has been gradually handed over to Lu Yizhuo to manage.
If Lu Yizhuo was not at home, He Qingyu would naturally have no chance to tell him that Yang Guiwen would come to visit.
He washed up after getting up, and then started the stove to make breakfast.During this time, he wanted to call Lu Yizhuo with his mobile phone to talk about it.
But during this gap, He Qingyu's father suddenly called his name in the next room.It seems that the waist started to hurt again.
Lumbar disc herniation may recur again.He Qingyu thought.
Then he was busy bringing hot water to He's father, then took anti-inflammatory and painkillers, and finally gave He Qingyu's father a simple massage in front of the bed.
After notifying Lu Yizhuo, the matter was shelved again.
At noon three days later, Yang Guiwen drove over to the courtyard where He Qingyu lived.
The two of them sat together on a short chair in the middle of the courtyard, separated by a not too long wooden table.
Father He came out from the back room and brought a pot of brewed tea.Yang Guiwen took the teacup, and pressed the cool heat into his palm.He said, "Thank you uncle."
He Qingyu did not forget to show off the tea that he and his father chose to dry later in their free time.There was a little pride in his tone.
He flicked the slightly green water in the cup with the lid of his teacup: "This is herbal tea made by ourselves at home. The petals and leaves were just picked yesterday morning. It tastes very good, you have a taste."
Yang Guiwen took a sip and tasted the tea.Sure enough, it was exactly as He Qingyu who was sitting across from each other said.
It smells light and fragrant, and it is slightly sweet and pleasant when the taste buds are savored.
Yang Guiwen tasted jasmine... seems to have some fetal chrysanthemum.
He Qingyu didn't specifically find any topic to talk about.Although speaking on the phone is very unfamiliar, but when we meet in real life, sitting in one place and chatting, it becomes natural and familiar.
Yang Guiwen told He Qingyu about his life in these years.
Said that he divorced the wife whose mother married him.And she did not give birth to a son for Yang Guiwen in three years.
Then he lived alone in a foreign country.Although there is still contact with my parents' family from time to time, most of them have become weak.
Yang Guiwen was smiling faintly, as inexplicably as before.It doesn't seem to have any meaning, but is habitual.
"Actually, it's good to be single. When I first got married to my ex-wife, my life was always chaotic. Maybe I'm not the kind of man who would plan his life with other people."
He Qingyu was not shy when talking about his situation.
He said very generously and calmly: "Then it is as you can see. I lived with a man, and then lived with my dad. It has been three years."
Withdrew from the company in city A and moved to live in city B.
Who is the partner...?
Lu Yizhuo.In fact, a few years ago, a
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